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Rainbow Angel's living room.
Before the floor-to-ceiling windows.
Lin Mingyue watched the car start slowly in front of the window, and finally disappeared into the distance, sad.
A hand gently stroked her back, and she turned her head to see that it was the captain Jin Xianyun.
"Sister Xianyun......" Lin Mingyue's voice was extremely hoarse.
"Haven't slept all night?" Jin Xianyun looked at her somewhat pale face with heartbroken heart.
Lin Mingyue nodded bitterly, still staring out the window, and barely showed a smile, "This can be regarded as a farewell." ”
More than once in the night, the urge to go down and see him swelled in her heart.
But they were all overcome by her.
Like she said.
Let's take tonight as a real farewell for the two.
"Now that it's decided, don't think about it so much. Go back to sleep and get some rest. Jin Xianyun stroked her long hair and whispered.
"Well, okay. Lin Mingyue nodded, her smile no longer had the brightness of the past.
She will take good care of herself.
Don't worry about him and them.
That's the only thing I can do right now.
When she returned to her room, she lay on the bed, obviously tired, but she couldn't sleep.
As soon as you close your eyes, it is him who emerges.
It's all him.
This...... Is that the reason for Sister Xiyan's insomnia?
She thought a little distractedly.
At this time, the phone rang.
It was his message.
She took a deep breath and gave herself courage, she was afraid to see the words in the text message that questioned her.
But it didn't.
There was only one sentence in the message: "Lin Xiaolu, good morning." ”
As if nothing had happened, she was still his Lin Xiaolu.
She stared at her phone for a long time, and finally put it down weakly, then turned sideways, her long hair covering her face, but not the water marks that gradually spread on the pillow.
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After pressing the send button, Han Shenyan sat on the sofa, looked at the phone and waited for five minutes, but there was no surprise, five minutes passed, and the phone was still quiet.
His eyes didn't darken slightly, but he didn't make any other moves, just got up and went to the kitchen to make himself breakfast.
In his heart, he is naturally not as calm as he seems.
Lin Mingyue's letter and Zheng Xiyan's diary had a huge impact on him.
But he's a man.
He couldn't scream hysterically, he couldn't cry in despair. He can only bury it all in his heart.
Wait for them to slowly ferment, slowly tear him apart.
After a sleepless night, I was naturally very tired.
But he can only stay awake now. There is also a variety show itinerary in the morning.
Not long after breakfast, Zhou Bin's phone called, and the trip began. This time, the filming of the variety show was particularly difficult. is obviously cloudy in his heart, but under the camera, he has to pretend to be as gentle and funny as usual.
It's really difficult for him.
After the trip was over, in the nanny car, Zhou Bin looked at him and stopped talking.
"What? have something to say?" Han Shenyan leaned back in his chair and looked at the roof of the car with some hollowness.
"Brother Han is not in a good mood today?" Zhou Bin asked cautiously. He saw Han Shenyan's performance today, perhaps in the eyes of the staff, but he was just a little abnormal.
But he has been following him for so long, and he is usually a person who pays attention to observation, so he can naturally feel that something is wrong.
And the problem must not be small. His current state is even worse than when his hidden marriage was exposed.
"Oh, maybe it will be better in a while. Han Shenyan closed his eyes and shook his head, without saying more. He was really tired, not only physically, but also mentally.
Tired and don't want to think about it.
Zhou Bin didn't ask any more questions, the nanny car started slowly, and drove silently all the way into the distance.
In the next few days, Zhou Bin found that Han Shenyan seemed to be a different person.
In front of the camera, he seems to be the gentle-smiling prince Li Xun, but outside the camera, he begins to become taciturn.
Even if he has been following him, he can rarely see his smile, and the whole person has become more and more cold, as if the sun has been completely stripped from his body.
In his free time, he spends more time alone in a corner, staring blankly and not knowing what he's thinking.
During this period of time, he already knew what happened to Han Shenyan, but even if he knew, he didn't know how to persuade him.
Any persuasion seems so pale and powerless, and perhaps such a wound can only be healed slowly by time.
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It's another night.
Han Shenyan continued to write the script in front of the computer. There was no inspiration, an hour of time, but I always wrote and deleted without any progress.
But he always has to find something for himself to do, otherwise the sadness in his heart will invade him.
It's like going back to the beginning again.
Finally, he sighed and stopped his fingers. I had forced myself not to think about those things, but it was all in vain.
It was already half past ten.
Before, she would send a good night greeting on time.
He picked up his phone, typed "good night, Lin Xiaolu", and sent it over.
There were no surprises or surprises, and there was no response on the other end of the phone.
However, he was not disappointed, because this week, he also adapted to such a one-man show.
He did not give up the relationship between the two because of Lin Mingyue's attitude. He did every effort he could think of.
He tried his best to communicate with her, to meet her, to make this matter clear. Tell her in front of her that he doesn't agree to the breakup.
But she always avoided it.
The closest he came to her was four days ago, when he was waiting for her in the underground parking lot of the television station according to her schedule. But when she saw him, she immediately lowered her head and went straight into the nanny car, while her agent, Sister Huang, stopped him out. In the end, she could only watch her nanny car go away.
At that moment, his whole body felt a bone-chilling cold.
And anger.
People have tempers.
He was no exception, and after that, he never tried to see her again. After what had happened before, he refused to let himself be too humble in his relationship.
But that doesn't mean giving up.
He pulled out his phone and dialed another number.
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Same night.
Lin Mingyue sat in the nanny car.
They had just finished their first leg and were on their way back to their dormitory.
Lin Mingyue sat in the last row by the window.
In the past, this position was generally occupied by Zheng Xiyan.
The car was bustling with other people discussing anecdotes from previous shoots.
But she seemed to be out of the way, tilting her head sideways, looking out the window at the flashing neon.
The phone rings.
Not surprisingly.
It was his goodnight greetings.
Good night, Lin Xiaolu.
Good night, Han Xiaowolf.
She said to herself.