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There was a knock on the door of the private room.
"Please come in." Han Shenyan withdrew his gaze from the window.
The door was pushed open.
A long-haired woman wearing sunglasses and short-sleeved jeans walked in from outside.
When she came in, she seemed a little vigilant, and when she saw Han Shenyan, she let down her guard, closed the door, then took off her sunglasses, and said with a smile, "Brother Shenyan." ”
"Xiaoqing, you're here, sit down." Han Shenyan said with a smile. It was none other than Xu Chuqing of the Rainbow Angel who came in.
The time was 10 o'clock in the morning, and the place was a café in front of a rainbow angel community.
Xu Chuqing, who he specially contacted last night, made an appointment to meet here, the purpose was naturally to find out about Lin Mingyue's recent situation through Xu Chuqing. If you can...... I hope she can help him persuade Lin Mingyue to change her mind.
Xu Chuqing sat down opposite him, just looking at Brother Shen Yan in front of him, but there was a burst of emotion in his heart.
Now sitting in front of him, there is a big difference between him and the Han Shenyan in her memory.
The first feeling when I came in was that Brother Shen Yan was a lot.
It's not that in appearance, he is still meticulous and orderly from his clothes to his hairstyle today, and he is no different from the original. But his whole person just makes people feel very tired and tired. It's haggard from the heart.
Then there was the smile, I don't know if it was an illusion, she felt that there was no warm smile in his smile.
The whole person has changed.
Just ...... Sister Mingyue is the same. Brother Shenyan is like this, and Sister Mingyue, who is now in the bedroom, is not like this.
She ...... Are you okay these days? Han Shenyan asked directly. For Xu Chuqing, there is no need to greet too much, just say it directly.
"Sister Mingyue? It was a little sullen at first, but now it's almost recovered. Except for the occasional daze, everything else is quite normal, and we talk and laugh. Xu Chuqing replied softly.
"That's good......" Han Shenyan nodded, and there was more bitterness in his smile.
It stands to reason that he should be relieved to hear the news that everything is fine with her. But this time, there was something else.
Xu Chuqing sighed secretly in her heart.
Obviously, they are still thinking about each other, but they will be bruised all over their bodies because of each other.
Who's right and who's wrong? She couldn't help but think of Lin Mingyue's request to her when she remembered.
Although she didn't agree, she couldn't refuse Lin Mingyue's request.
She suddenly didn't dare to look directly into Han Shenyan's eyes. "Brother Shenyan, did you call me out today?"
“…… In fact, I want to ask you, these two days, help me take care of Mingyue...... She is now alone, and she ...... "Moreover, she was hit hard by Zheng Xiyan's affairs. He didn't say this, paused and continued, "I'm a little uneasy. ”
"Brother Shenyan, if you don't say it, I will too. It's not just me, we're all there for her. Don't worry, Sister Mingyue, she will be fine. Xu Chuqing nodded affirmatively and said. As she said, since she learned about it, the five of them have been trying to free her, but the effect is not so obvious.
Han Shenyan nodded, although he knew that she was not alone, but being able to get a positive answer from Xu Chuqing still reassured him a lot.
When she said this, she thought of Lin Mingyue's request, bit her lip lightly, and added, "Moreover, Sister Mingyue, she has also gotten a lot better in the past few days, and it really doesn't look like something is going on, but you...... Brother Shen Yan ......"
She was really a little worried in her heart, first Zheng Xiyan, and now Lin Mingyue. Can he afford it again?
Han Shenyan heard from her for the second time that Lin Mingyue was fine, but after being silent for a while, he continued, "There is one more thing, I hope you can help me persuade her......"
It's just that before Han Shenyan finished speaking, he was interrupted by Xu Chuqing with a wry smile.
"I'm sorry, Brother Shenyan. I'm afraid I can't help you with this. She then explained, "Because ...... Because ......" she glanced at him quickly, then lowered her head again, and continued, "Because Sister Mingyue said it, she has already put it down." …… She feels good now and doesn't want you to disturb her life anymore. She also said......"
"What did she say......" Han Shenyan's voice was a little hoarse.
She said...... "No matter how hard it is to say it, she still said it" I hope you can respect her choice and don't let her feel that you are a burden to her." Don't let her hate you. ”
After finishing speaking, she observed Han Shenyan's reaction a little nervously.
Just unexpected.
It wasn't as violent or sad as she imagined.
He just took a sip of his coffee and nodded.
"Is that so? Then I get it. …… I heard that your last concert has been postponed until next year......"
Ever since he made it clear, until Xu Chuqing said goodbye and left from the café, he never mentioned him and Lin Mingyue again.
Brother Shen Yan, is he already disappointed?
So it's no longer going to be redeemed?
Obviously, this was the purpose of her trip, but she didn't feel happy at all.
If possible, she really hoped that the two of them would be reconciled.
With this in mind, she returned to the Rainbow Angel's dormitory. After opening the door, I saw Lin Mingyue coming up.
After Lin Mingyue walked to her side, her expression became a little hesitant, she bit her lip, and then asked, "Xiaoqing, have you seen him?" ”
"Hmm." Xu Chuqing nodded.
"And what did you say?"
"It's all according to what you said before, tell him you're okay and you don't want to see him...... But Sister Mingyue. You still love him, why do you have to do it. Moreover, I don't think it's necessary to do this even if it's for Sister Xiyan. After all, everything has happened, even if you really break up with him, Sister Xiyan won't get better. Xu Chuqing looked at Lin Mingyue's eyes and asked. She really didn't like that ending.
Obviously, the two are in love.
But they are still separated.
It used to be like this.
The same is true now.
Lin Mingyue shook her head bitterly, "Do you think I don't know this?" I didn't plan to do that in the first place. At first, I just wanted to forget about it, not to think about it, as if nothing had happened. ”
"It's as if I didn't know that Sister Xiyan had depression, as if I didn't know that Sister Xiyan even had the urge to commit suicide."
"I really tried, Xiaoqing. You say, am I not selfish. Lin Mingyue raised her head and asked.
Xu Chuqing shook her head anxiously, wanting to comfort something, but was interrupted by Lin Mingyue.
"But I failed. You know what, Xiaoqing. I can't really act like nothing happened. After I knew those things, I couldn't go back. ”
"When I see him, I think of Sister Xiyan enduring torture. When I kiss him, I think of Sister Xiyan's sentence 'I'm so tired'. And all of this is caused by me. ”
"What if...... If I hadn't participated in "My Knot", if I hadn't accepted her confession, if I hadn't been so selfish and thought more about Sister Xiyan's feelings, things wouldn't have been like this...... It shouldn't be like this......" In the end, Lin Mingyue seemed to have lost all her strength. Slumped on the couch, his shoulders twitching.
Inaudible sobs came from between hers.
"Sister Mingyue, it's me who is not good, I shouldn't have said those things." Xu Chuqing was by her side and comforted anxiously.
Brother Shenyan who has no smile.
Sister Mingyue who is crying here.
and Sister Xiyan, who endured pain.
When will this matter be completely over......
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Han Shenyan took a sip of coffee and looked sideways at the window.
From here, you can see the Rainbow Angels and their community. I just don't know what Lin Mingyue is doing there now, and what she is thinking.
Xu Chuqing's words made his mood gloomy.
But it was not the words themselves that she spoke, but the deep meaning contained in them.
Mingyue is no longer sad and sad now.
She's also laid down now.
She felt good right now, didn't want to bother herself, and was even a little bored.
These words, he knew, were false.
Xu Chuqing is not a good liar, and her acting skills are not very good.
What's more, he knows Lin Mingyue.
He also knew what kind of person Lin Mingyue was. She said this just to get herself out of this relationship as soon as possible.
It's for your own sake.
But Han Shenyan didn't feel happy at all.
Because it also means that her attitude is still resolute.
His mood at the moment was as bitter as coffee.
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In the days that followed, it was as if everything was back on track.
His itinerary gradually increased. "You from the Star" starring him and Lin Mingyue is about to be broadcast on Xiangxi Satellite TV, and his new album is scheduled to be released at the same time, so he naturally wants to promote these two things.
On the other hand, he himself wants to be busy so that he doesn't get cranky.
Many fans have found that the smile on his face is much less than before, especially when he is off camera, the whole person looks cold. However, under the deliberate guidance of the official, most people understand this change as filming the TV series "Star You" and entering the play, and the actor's cold personality has not yet eased up.
Half of the fans hope that he will return to the prince Lee Hoon with a warm smile as soon as possible, but the other half thinks that this is also very good, and it is more attractive than before. Often argued.
At least among his fans, even if the TV has not yet started, it already has a high popularity.
But outside of his fans, it's a different story. The previous secret marriage between him and Zheng Xiyan had gradually calmed down with Zheng Xiyan's withdrawal.
But "Star You" has found a topic for idle entertainment journalists. For a while, the news about Han Shenyan and Lin Mingyue was once again on the hot search.
Their basis is very simple, after Han Shenyan's comeback, from "Chasing the Dragon" to "My Knot" and then to the current "Star You", the cooperation is too frequent.
And that's not all.
Some good deeds edited the footage of the two in "My Knot", and made the pink shots into a collection, so that everyone who has seen it doubts the authenticity of the relationship between the two that has been rumored.
There is even a suspicion that the staff of "Star You" broke the news on the Internet that the relationship between the two in the crew was extremely intimate.
At this time, "My Knot" aired a parting special of the Dragon Chasing couple. The sadness of the two in the special was vividly rendered, which made many fans cry.
For a while, there was a lot of uproar about the love affair between Han Shenyan and Lin Mingyue. If it was before, such a scandal without real evidence was just another conversation.
But now, after experiencing Zheng Xiyan's turmoil, it has become evidence used to attack the two.
The arguments of brother-in-law and sister-in-law were noisy again, and then fueled by people with good intentions, and then evolved into a boycott of "Star You". This time, even the people behind the scenes can't be sure, whether it's Tianyu, Xingchuang, or Xiangxi TV, there is no shortage of competitors.
In this turmoil, Tianyu took the lead in refuting the rumors, explaining that Han Shenyan and Lin Mingyue were just a simple working relationship, and now with the completion of filming, the two have no further contact.
Next, the program team also showed that the two of them were only shooting normally in the crew, not as circulated on the Internet. And after verification, the whistleblower is not a crew member Yunyun.
After that, Lin Mingyue also released a statement on the Internet, which was the same as Tianyu's official explanation. Others in the Rainbow Angel also liked or left messages.
Han Shenyan looked at the statement issued by Lin Mingyue, was silent for a long time, and finally issued the same statement at the urging of Zhou Bin.
But even so, it still hasn't quelled the rumors on the Internet. Even the number of followers has dropped sharply again.
Even the TV station has been disrupted a lot in the advertising negotiations because of this incident.
In this context, Han Shenyan and Lin Mingyue met for the first time in a real sense after parting.
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Said goodbye.
I also thought about never seeing each other again.
But in the same small entertainment industry, it is as difficult not to see as it is to stay together. What's more, the two also starred in "Star You" together, and they want to promote the TV series. In such a situation, it has become inevitable to meet each other.
In fact, if Tianyu hadn't modified the itinerary, the two would have met as early as a few days ago.
On the night before, Han Shenyan imagined in his mind many times the scene when they met again, but in reality, it was completely different from what he imagined.
There is no silent crying.
There was no joy when they said goodbye.
Under the spotlight.
Lin Mingyue appeared in front of him with elegant steps.
Still whispering greetings. It's just that the title has returned from Han Xiaowolf to Brother Shen Yan.
Still smiling politely. It's just that Han Shenyan can feel the alienation from her movements.
Even occasionally whispers under the camera, but what is really only talked about is work.
The only thing that hasn't changed.
Maybe it was just the scent of orchids lingering on the tip of his nose.