004 Farewell
My head hurts more and more, my heart doesn't seem to be able to stand such stimulation, and there are dense dots beating in front of me. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
Am I going to die? I reached out from afar and shook it, trying to touch Bowen's face, but was grabbed by my other hand domineeringly.
As soon as my eyes went dark, I fell into hopeless darkness.
Bowen left me, he put a beautiful and noble woman in his arms, and walked towards a luxurious carriage with the word "Xi" on it, and I ran forward desperately, but I couldn't catch up.
I fell to the ground in a hurry, shouting in despair, "Bowen, Bowen!" He turned around and looked at me with a sneer and disdain, turned his head and walked away.
"Don't, Bowen, don't!" I stretched out my hands in vain to grab something, but was held tightly by a pair of skinny hands, and a low whimper came from my ears, "Yu'er?"
I struggled to open my eyes, and it turned out to be a dream.
At this time, I was lying on a small bed, my father and mother were looking at me worriedly, there was a slight jolt on the bed, and someone outside was shouting "Drive, drive!" It turned out to be in a carriage.
The curtain in front of the car door was raised, and a man who looked like a twelve or thirteen-year-old maid poked in, and when he saw that I was awake, his face was happy, and he lowered the curtain again.
I smiled hard at my parents. The mother was a little relieved, as if she remembered something and whimpered.
Dad patted my hand and said, "Yu'er, we're going to Jiangfu." ”
I was stunned for a long time, and nodded slightly.
Do a full set of dramas, a cruel and shrewd businessman like Jiang Kuo said something like that, in order to avoid future troubles, he will definitely not let me stay anymore.
Dad thought about it and said to me: "This Jiang Kuo is not as hateful as rumored, he also sent a doctor to see your mother, and after taking medicine for the past three days, I can stand up now and stop coughing!"
The mother choked on the side: "But what we Yu'er likes is Bowen!"
"Girls always have to get married...... her father comforted her.
I was in a coma for three days, and Bowen ...... I thought bitterly about the events of that night, and suddenly remembered something, I struggled to sit up, and asked anxiously, "Mother, where is the little wooden box at the head of my bed?"
My mother helped me put the pillow up in distress: "My mother knew that it was your baby, so I specially asked your father to bring it to you, don't you see that?"
I followed my mother's finger and saw a small and beautiful red wooden box lying quietly on the edge of the bed.
I hurriedly instructed my mother to bring it to me, holding it and rubbing it carefully, the small red smooth wooden box, which was cool to the touch. I sketched it over and over again with my hands.
The box was the length of most of my arm, which Bowen gave me last spring.
That day, he came to my father to ask for teaching, and when he was done, he sat with me under the plane tree by the courtyard and recited poems and asked each other's questions.
I found that he couldn't answer my questions several times, in fact, the two of us were on the same page, because I followed my father every day, and he was very perceptive, and many times he almost never forgot it.
It's not like his usual life, I look at him suspiciously, but I see that he is smiling evilly and peeking at me.
I blushed and said, "See what I'm doing?"
He stretched out his hand to gently remove the fallen leaves that fell on my head for me, and said with a smile: "Yu'er, didn't you find out that I had something on my mind?"
I don't think he has anything on his mind that I don't know, if he spends 80% of his time studying, then 40% of the time he spends his time with me, I know all about him. So I waited disappreliantly for him to speak.
He paused, then suddenly looked at me with affectionate and slightly inquiring eyes, "Actually, you should know..."
I looked at his suddenly serious demeanor blankly, a premonition rose in my heart, my face turned red, the smile on the corner of his mouth became more obvious, I was about to stand up and pretend to have something to do, but he took out a beautifully framed pale yellow scroll from his bosom faster than me, and said, "I want to send you a poem." ”
I breathed a sigh of relief, but there was a faint sense of loss in my heart. I took the scroll and opened it to look at it, and the flush on my face became obvious again.
"Do you like it?" he asked, a hint of shyness and anticipation in his voice.
I looked up, and he was looking at me affectionately, his smiling face so gentle that it was dripping. I bowed my head uncomfortably and said, "I don't like it." ”
"Why?" the smile on Bowen's face condensed, tense.
"It's so long, I don't know how to put it to keep it. ”
Bowen was stunned for a moment, laughed out loud, and then touched my head dotingly and said: "Yu'er is right, I didn't think it through, Yu'er don't worry, I will find a home for it." ”
So I found someone to make this little box for me, and I put all the meaningful things that the blog post gave me in it...... And at this time, I can only rely on this to remember him and remember our past.
Anyway, it's not like it's with my parents, isn't it? And my mother's illness has been cured, which is already a blessing in misfortune......
But those intermittent fragments appear in my mind disobediently, Bowen, you must be heartbroken, right? You must hate me very much, right? Otherwise, he wouldn't let him take me away...
You know, in fact, you didn't guess wrong at all, maybe it started when you took my hand and recited "Phoenix Prisoner", maybe it started when you said to your friends: "You can't bully Hanyu, she is my sister." "At first, maybe a little earlier, you got into my heart, but in the end, I had to kick you out.
But you know what? I never intended for you to really get out of my world, you live in my heart. No matter where I am, whether you love me or hate me, I will be alone, silently guarding our friendship.
What are you doing at this point? You and her... Is it okay? My heart was blocked, stuffy, and aggrieved. It's good to leave, otherwise it would be so hard to laugh at you every day. I actually want to ask my father and mother about you, but ...... I was faintly scared in my heart, what am I afraid of, afraid that you will be very good with her, afraid that you will forget me in a blink of an eye, afraid that you will hate me......
"Yu'er, what are you thinking?" my mother shook my hand, her tone was questioning, but her eyes were full of understanding and pity.
I know she understands me.
I looked at her and smiled, "It's nothing, mother." ”
"Don't think about it, look at it, it's so lively outside. ”
My mother lifted the cloth next to her, and the sunlight shone in, and I heard the noise on both sides, and leaned my head towards the window.
It's sunny outside, I don't know which prosperous street I passed, there are neat and luxurious shops on both sides, and there are some small stalls on the street to sell food and play. Pedestrians are bustling, the sound of cars and horses is shouting, and the golden sun shines on people's smiling faces, a thriving scene......
The corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl up slightly, it turned out that there was still joy in this world, and when some people were sad, others were smiling happily for them. So Bowen, you can be happy for me, I will give you my happiness, you must be happy!
From now on, the end of the world is at hand. You have to be well. I will pray for you silently. And I'm ...... suddenly remembered Liu Yong's famous sentence, "Where to wake up tonight, the willow shore is dawning and the moon is waning." ”
The smile on his face became more obvious, and gradually bent into a bitter arc.
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