003 is hard to part with
In short, Bowen hasn't been here since then, and according to Xiaohu, he was somehow taken care of by the master, and he wasn't allowed to go anywhere except the front yard. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
I was deeply busy, and fortunately, I was able to reduce the chance of hearing or thinking about the words "the Guo family is going to get married".
Time did not stop because of my repeated evasions, and in the blink of an eye, tomorrow was the day of Bowen's marriage.
I couldn't fall asleep tossing and turning, so I simply got up and stood in front of the window in a daze.
When I first saw Bowen, I was six years old and he was nine years old, and I stared curiously at the young master in front of me who had been praised many times by my father.
When he saw my eyes, he ran over and took my hand and said, "You are Mr.'s daughter Hanyu?"
I didn't speak, just looked at him with some blankness.
He didn't mind, looked at me and laughed: "You look so cute, Yu'er, don't call me Young Master like them, call me Brother Wen, okay?"
I looked at him with anticipation on his face and nodded a little ignorantly. He happily pulled me up and said, "Let's go, Yu'er, Brother Wen will take you to eat something delicious!"
So this food is six years, he always gave me something good, knew what I wanted and gave it to me in every possible way, he once affectionately held my hand, in the south of the reed lake Lang recited "Phoenix Seeking Phoenix". He looked at me affectionately, and I looked away shyly, and a chuckle came from above my head......
What a beautiful day it was, and I thought it would go on forever, as he said.
So, every spring, summer, autumn and winter after him was warm and wonderful...... But this time, is autumn in Jiangnan so cold?
I sat on the ground with my arms folded, tears streaming down my eyes so unexpectedly...... Only in the dark can you let yourself cry boldly, without fear of your father and mother's worries, and you don't have to be afraid of the eyes of others......
In the black night sky floated my low sob: "...... Blog Post...... DID YOU KNOW...... How reluctant I am to bear you..."
"Hanyu...... Hanyu ......" suddenly came a low, eager voice in the darkness.
I shook and stood up.
Outside the window, there was a dark figure banging on the bamboo in an attempt to get my attention.
I took another step closer in disbelief, yes, it was Bowen!, I stared at him with wide eyes until he knocked on the window again, and then came to his senses.
I opened the door of the hut and ran out, and before I could stand firmly, I was pulled into a warm embrace.
Bowen hugged me tightly and kept muttering: "Yu'er, it turns out that you really like me, I heard it all just now, you still like me, right?"
He pulled me away and looked at me eagerly, tears of joy in his eyes.
Before I could answer, he pulled me back excitedly, "Yu'er, I know you blame me for marrying Miss Jiang." But I didn't want to, I told my father that I wanted to marry you, he said that he wanted me to marry Miss Jiang first, and then he looked for someone to look at me, I escaped by taking advantage of their sleepiness, Yu'er, you don't know how much I miss you these days!" his hand tightened his grip on me, as if he wanted to rub me into his body.
It was the first time I heard him say so straightforwardly, and my heart was sweet and touched, and tears couldn't stop flowing. But when I heard him talk about the back, I suddenly remembered the situation of the two, and my heart was sour and aggrieved. Only then did I realize that his hand hurt me, and I moved to try to earn it, where did I move a little. It turns out that there is such a big difference in strength between men and women. I snorted a little aggrieved in his chest: "Bowen..."
Only then did he realize that it was not suitable, so he quickly let go of me and looked me up and down worriedly: "I'm sorry, Yu'er, I tried too hard, did I hurt you?"
I squeezed a smile at him and shook my head. Only then did he relax and say to me a little shyly, "I was too excited just now, didn't I scare you?"
I couldn't help but blush when I thought of what he had just done, lowered my head, pursed my lips and shook my head.
He put his arm around my shoulder in ecstasy and forced me to look up: "Look into my eyes, Hanyu." I like you. Maybe it's from the first time I see you, maybe it's from seeing you play the flute, in short, I like you. Every moment with you, my heart is full of happiness, and these days of separation have made me understand one thing even more: I can't live without you, I want to be with you. Do you remember the poem we recited together under this willow tree? I know you don't want an irrelevant person between us, and I don't want to, let alone someone looking at you in a strange light. So Hanyu, come with me, let's go to the north, go to the desert, go to see the desert lonely smoke, the scene of the sunset over the long river, we are together, eat together, sleep together, give birth to our children, we have always been together, never separated, okay, Hanyu?!"
When I heard such touching words, I was first moved, then sad, and finally full of shock: "Is he willing to take me away?
It turned out that he understood me, and I looked at him crying, his eyes were full of seriousness and expectation, and I almost nodded at him desperately.
But how can I be so selfish, what should I do if my father and mother are gone, what should I do with my mother's illness, how will they spend their old age? What should I do with the Guo family? The Guo family is such an only son, and Master Guo is not thin on my father, how can I snatch his only son? And Jiang Liu, the talented Jiang Dacai girl I have never met, her fiancé eloped with a woman from a humble background on the eve of the big wedding, what should I do with her reputation?
But I can't bear to refuse, I can't bear to refuse the last chance to be happy, this refusal is the end of the world. I bowed my head and wept whimperingly.
"Yu'er, Yu'er, don't cry, promise me! We'll get out of here right away, okay, talk, Yu'er?" he shook my shoulders vigorously and looked at me eagerly.
"What did you ask her to answer you, brother-in-law?" Before I could answer, a cold voice floated behind me.
Before I could see who was coming, I was dragged away from Bowen's hand and fell into a wide chest.
Jiang Kuo?!Why is he here?I struggled to leave, but he held me down.
"You let her go!" Bowen hurriedly wanted to step forward, but was separated by Jiang Kuo's spin.
"It's you who should let go, brother-in-law. Your dignified young master Guo, on the eve of the wedding, came here to pull and pull with my woman, and I don't know how much the business of Guo's silk village will be lost. ”
"What did you say?!" Bowen said angrily.
I also raised my head in surprise to look at this ghostly man, with a smile on his lips, looking polite and sincere, but the corners of his eyes were full of mockery, "That's right, you don't know yet, brother-in-law? This is my woman, my future concubine Zheng Hanyu." She looks very good, the first time I saw her, I couldn't help but go with her first Zhou Gong ceremony, but there should still be etiquette, I want to wait for my sister and brother-in-law's business to be done, and I will take her back by the way. ”
I looked at this devil in disbelief, dazed and overwhelmed.
"What did you say?" Bowen muttered, his face pale and his eyes full of surprise and pain, and he staggered back two steps.
But Jiang Kuo didn't seem to see it, and said to himself,
"That day, I heard that my brother-in-law had a beautiful sister, so I followed me out of curiosity. I heard her tell her aunt that she could marry anyone but your brother-in-law as a concubine for money. Brother-in-law, you know, I have never lacked these little money, and since I have fallen in love with her, I want her. Of course, she was a little hesitant at first, but," the hand on his shoulder tightened, and he turned his head to look at me with a smile full of warning, "but I told her that if she didn't agree to me, her home and the two old men in it would not be saved, so I ......"
My face turned pale, and I swallowed back the words of justification.
Jiang Kuo showed a smug smile, as if he shrugged his shoulders helplessly towards Bowen. There was only a heavy gasp on the other side, and I knew he was looking at me, trying for me to tell him otherwise, and I could only lower my head to prevent him from seeing my tears.
"Brother-in-law, a woman who has lived in this environment since she was a child, what she needs is money, she used to rely on you to get some benefits, but now she can't be relied on, and she chooses trees to live, which is also human nature. Isn't it because she was calling her brother-in-law's name just now that she was sad about this? Brother-in-law, a woman who can't eat enough, how can you force her to talk to you about her feelings? Eh, I apologize for her, and I hope that my brother-in-law will not blame her, after all, in the future, you should call her sister-in-law. ”
My brain went blank, and only tears flowed uncontrollably.
How could I forget Jiang Kuo's warning, how could I forget that he was a devil in the first place?
A desperate voice came from the fog: "Hanyu, what he said is true, you really ......"
"Would you rather marry anyone than me?!Hanyu, tell me it's not true?"
Another demagogic voice whispered in his ears, "Tell him and you'll be safe, or else...... He won't be better either. ”
I grabbed the voice tightly and said "yes, yes...... but the tears became more and more turbulent, and I muttered "I'm sorry, Bowen, I'm sorry." ”
I'm sorry, I can only give up on you for survival, I'm sorry, in the end, I lost you......
"I don't want your sorry!" There was irrepressible anger in his voice, "I don't want your sorry, don't you want money, I'll give it to you, you can do as much as you want!" The voice suddenly became extremely gentle again, "You are with me, I will continue to be your backer, I will protect you, I don't care, I don't care......" Speaking of this, he choked violently, "As long as you don't leave me, we will always be together!"
The overwhelming pain and despair made a violent throb somewhere in my heart, and that devilish hand pinched me so hard that I could only shake my head in confusion and cry lowly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."
My head hurts more and more, my heart doesn't seem to be able to stand such stimulation, and there are dense dots beating in front of me.
Am I going to die? I reached out from afar and shook it, trying to touch Bowen's face, but was grabbed by my other hand domineeringly.
As soon as my eyes went dark, I fell into hopeless darkness.
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