Xiaoqian was immersed in the heartbreaking picture in her dream, and her heartache made her feel suffocated.

The last scene is the scene where he just said that he would never touch the gun again, which made Xiao Qian faint in a hurry.

"No!" Xiao Qian woke up and sat up from the bed, but what she saw was a snow-white color, and she smelled the unique smell of disinfectant water, and then his anxious face came into view.

After she fainted, he immediately carried her straight to the army's infirmary, and after a detailed examination, he just said that he was in a hurry because of poor rest, but Yu Minglang was not at ease, watching Xiaoqian wake up from her dream with a frightened face, he was busy holding her hand and gently stroking her head.

"Husband, husband..." Xiao Qian looked at him, and the tears suddenly poured out in big ones.

"I'm not afraid it's all a dream, it's okay. He didn't know what she had dreamed of, which could make the invincible strong woman cry into a tearful person.

"It's not a dream, husband, I'm sorry for you, I was wrong..."

Xiao Qian said while crying.

Why did she make such a choice, why did she hurt the man she loved to such an extent.

She only saw her own pain, but she didn't notice the scars under his affection, her departure from her previous life must have left deep traces in his already wounded heart, she stabbed him ruthlessly in the attitude of a victim!

"Don't cry, don't cry. Yu Minglang didn't know why she was like this suddenly, so she could only wipe his tears in a panic, but she didn't let go of her hand, and he saw such complicated emotions in Xiao Qian's eyes for the first time.

Suddenly, Xiao Qian pounced, hugged his neck and didn't let go, buried her face in his chest, like a little daughter, and didn't let go.

"Captain, is my sister-in-law awake - oh, I'm retreating, I'm disappearing!" The military doctor wanted to come in to check on Xiaoqian, but when he saw this scene, he immediately left with interest.

"I must cure you, I must bring you out, definitely!" Xiao Qian listened to his heartbeat, gritted her teeth and said to him.

"Don't force yourself, I know my situation, as you said, in fact, not shooting is nothing for my current position. Yu Minglang comforted her bitterly.

He especially hated his current body involuntarily, because his affairs made Xiao Qian so worried, but she who has always been strong was so out of control at this moment, he attributed all this to himself, it was all his fault, and let Xiao Qian worry about him and get angry.

So she became more and more reckless, and Xiaoqian shook her head with tears.

"If I can't cure you, I will tear up my doctor's license, quit the field of psychotherapy, and never see a doctor again in this life!"

This is what she owes him, her departure in the previous life shattered him for the rest of his life, and in this life she is by his side, trying everything to drag him back!

What is the glory of a doctor?

It is to save patients from the hands of the sick again and again, and it is to save the despair of patients from difficult challenges again and again.

Although Xiaoqian loves money, she has never forgotten that she is a doctor, and as long as it is the case she handles, she will definitely do her best, even if it is those free cases.

If she can't even save the person she loves the most, what is the use of her medical skills?

No matter how much money she makes, no matter how much fame she has, what's the use?

"Don't be angry. Yu Minglang was worried that Xiaoqian would put too much pressure on herself, so she persuaded her.

Xiao Qian said seriously in a firm tone, "I have never been as firm as I am at this time, and I am sure that what I said is not angry." Yu Minglang, I must cure you!"

He still wanted to pretend to be casual with a prevaricating tone like before, but when he met her serious eyes, he couldn't speak.

"I know it hurts you to uncover your scars, and I know it's cruel to ask you to cooperate with me, but please cooperate with me, I beg you, let me try. ”

Xiao Qian used the word please, she never begged for help, so she made Xiao Qiang sad but couldn't bear to refuse.

"Qianbao, everyone has their own life, maybe the current grinding is also a test for me, you don't need to stop the responsibility on yourself, maybe I will be fine after a while, time can heal everything." ”

Xiao Qian shook her head, and her crystal tears drew a sad arc in the air like pearls.

"No, time is not a panacea, there are always things that time can't erase!"

Xiao Qiang in his previous life has not walked out for so many years, thinking that he was so sad in a place he couldn't see but had to pretend to be strong, leaving everyone to see a strong man, but leaving the deepest sadness in his heart, Xiao Qian was in pain.

"Xiaoqiang, I'm really selfish this time, I'm not for you, I'm for myself, if I can't cure you, I won't be able to get over this hurdle in this life, I will live in self-blame every day for the rest of my life, cure you not only for you, but also for me, please promise me!"

Hearing her like this, Yu Minglang was soft-hearted, he really didn't want to face the memories that made him sad, but he couldn't see his wife sad and sad because of his abnormality, so he could only touch her head.

"Don't cry, you have to be calm, otherwise how can you see me?"

"Husband, are you willing to receive treatment?" Xiaoqian said with tears in her eyes.

Yu Minglang sighed lightly, "You work so hard for me, how can I be so selfish?"

If it hurts, let's hurt together, life has long pushed the two of them to a point where there is no way out.

Xiao Qian thought that his current situation would make him try his best to avoid treatment, but he didn't expect that she would make concessions just by revealing her true feelings, which made Xiao Qian have infinite hope again.

If it was Yu Minglang in his previous life, he would definitely refuse, he would bite himself to death if he was not sick, but Yu Minglang had just admitted in person that he was sick.

That's hope! That's the difference!

The two have been in love for so long, and these trusts and mutual pity were not in the previous life, so she still has hope, and she still has a chance to pull Xiaoqiang out of the hands of the sick!

With this expectation, Xiao Qian burned with infinite fighting spirit, and after the two of them returned from the infirmary, Xiao Qian immediately closed the door and gave Xiao Qiang a series of scales and conversations alone.

She had to determine the extent of Yu Minglang's injuries.

But the result poured cold water on her newly burning fighting spirit.

She could see that Yu Minglang had tried his best to cooperate with her, but it was useless.

He is immune to all psychotherapy, even if he cooperates with his best, but his instinct will still take the initiative to defend himself, whether it is a conversation or a scale, he behaves no different from a normal person, it is not that he deliberately conceals it, but his subconscious is highly xenophobic.

If such a person is born in wartime, he must be the kind of loyal martyr who will not be killed or killed, and all kinds of torture will be useless.

But for psychiatrists, encountering such patients is simply invulnerable, like antibiotic immunity.