All I could perceive in my mind was pitch black, nothing but endless emptiness and despair, which made people panic.

Night Wind didn't know how long he had been wandering here, there was no boundary, no time, nothing, he kept wandering and searching all day long, and finally he was still tired, and he didn't want to continue to wander, just stayed quietly in one place.

He could feel his consciousness getting more and more blurred, as if he couldn't maintain even the slightest hint of clarity.

Sleepy, drowsy, and suddenly remembered his life-

Before the age of seventeen, his life was simple and ordinary, but it was also the most vivid and interesting, and he remembered the most, because it was those days that made him who he is now.

Since birth, he has not talked about her parents, only accompanied by his grandfather, but no matter how caring his grandfather is, he still can't fill the hole in his heart.

And after going to school, it's even more so.

At school, everyone would say that he was a "wild child", "a mongrel", "no one wants", "a dead parent......

No child likes to play with himself, everyone will isolate themselves with their friends, and there will still be some trepidation. But over time, I got used to it, and since you don't like me, why should I like you?

At first, he didn't understand why, but gradually he came to know what they meant.

So he stopped liking school and started to run away. Grandpa also indulged him, and he was afraid that he had heard about it at school, so he invited a tutor to come back.

But I don't know if there is too much shadow, he always feels that even the tutor who seems to be gentle looks down on him.

The tutor is a very strict person, with a standard inch head, and the clothes on his body are always meticulously worn, clean and clean, without a trace of wrinkles.

is also a person with a habit of cleanliness, I remember the first time we met, I was playing outside, rolling in the dirt, the unrepulsive eyes of the tutor, and the stern and cold reprimand.

That was the most memorable part of his childhood.

Since then, he has stopped playing like that, but the tutor has not changed his opinion of himself, and the thick lenses on the bridge of his nose hide the deep disdain in his eyes.

Let him be ashamed, angry, and deeply dark in his heart.

The darkness that has been born since being ostracized, isolated, and abused by children.

All because he was a bright child.

If this is not the case, how good it would be! If you are stupid, you will not find out the malice of others towards you......

If you are stupid, you will not feel the emotions of others......

If you are stupid, you don't have to ask yourself to do so much, do it so perfectly, and you can continue to play without worry......

He didn't know when he started to have some strange things in his head, maybe he was used to it for a long time.

He told his grandfather, who just smiled and looked at himself deeply.

He had told the man who disgusted him, but at the same time was a tutor who was deeply in awe of him.

Because he has always felt that the tutor is a knowledgeable person, and a learned person is always good, because the neighbor will always show envy.

But because of this incident, he was not deeply disgusted with the tutor, and he couldn't hide it, and even buried deep hatred and resentment in his heart.

But no one found out about it, because he was very good at hiding.

Since he was a child, he has discovered that his five senses are better than those of ordinary people.

Since he was a child, he has discovered that he is different from ordinary people, such as...... From time to time, something inexplicably comes to mind.

So from a very young age, he learned to hide, to hide himself, to disguise himself, to deceive others.

So the tutor never noticed the change in her attitude towards him, and she was still as disdainful and contemptuous as ever, undisguised, and almost every time she couldn't help the bloodthirsty thoughts in her heart.

I want to ...... I want to ...... Let him disappear......

Such thoughts began to bewitch him, as if to seduce all the darkness in the hearts of others, so evil, so dangerous, but also irresistible...... Tempt.

He represses himself, because the education he has received since childhood is contrary to everything he receives in his mind, so he will deny it, he will suppress it.

Because you can't betray ...... He's the one who belongs here.

He would always tell himself that, hypnotize himself.

But the more he did this, the more he could feel the evil thoughts in his heart boiling even more.

And the words of the tutor came to his mind more and more clearly.

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That day, after he carefully and earnestly told his tutor his little secret, he was so happy and so shy.

The tutor's face was surprised, without the usual disdain and disdain, which made him very happy, so he couldn't help but follow him uncontrollably.

He just wants to care about the teacher.

But he heard words that he couldn't accept.

"×××, you know what? The kid I taught is sick again, nervous, and he says something that is more inexplicable in his mind, and what he says is different from this world, it's ridiculous......

The tutor and the person on the other end of the phone spoke, the disgust on his face was undisguised, deeply hurting his young heart.

Now that I think about it, it's really a bit sad......

"And not only that, you also know, that kid is simply disgusting to death! unhygienic and unreasonable, even his grandfather is not a very good person, I don't know where the money came from, and he is always missing, I don't know what kind of work he does......"

……

"That's right! It's that uneducated child, I heard that he doesn't have a father or a mother!"

"Ahh......h

"His grandfather, I don't know, I'm afraid it's not a good thing......

……

Those vicious words were still echoing in his mind, and even if he covered his ears tightly, he couldn't stop them.

Don't say it...... Don't say it...... Don't say it...... Say no more!

He's not a wild kid without parents......

The young man on the corner of the street raised his head and looked at the position where the person who had just left was standing, and showed a strange smile, and his white teeth were very gloomy.

I'm sorry! I don't want to do that...... But I really hate you, what should I do?

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