Chapter 186: Memories*

He didn't know how he left in the end, he only knew that his mood was very strange, like some excitement, some boiling.

But...... The body is stiff and cold...... It was as if he had been thrown into the icy water, freezing so cold that he couldn't move, as if he was ...... Even a lively beating heart has stopped......

His existence seems to have lost its meaning, he doesn't understand what he does for the purpose, everyone rejects him, they don't like him, he seems to ...... There is no value in surviving in this world at all......

Actually, he's a liability, isn't he? Actually, he shouldn't have been born in the first place! But...... I was wrong there again......

That night, he did not come home, and the little boy was alone in the little corner around the corner.

The heavens seemed to be mourning for him, and the heavens seemed to be crying......

The pouring rain washed away his back, and also washed away his last innocence and purity......

Since then, he has no hope for the rest of the rest except his grandfather......

But even if it's a grandfather, it's not always ...... that can be accommodated.

First of all, it was so sad that he had nothing!

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When he went back the next day, the little boy had regained his composure, although there was still some cowardice and some shy smiles on his childish little face, but his eyes were already full of stubbornness and strength.

The darkness spread in his heart, freezing his feelings little by little, and becoming cold little by little......

Sure enough, he's only suitable for himself......

It's not me who is wrong, it's the world that is wrong! So, you had to destroy it, didn't you? Otherwise, how would I survive......

Look at the face of this teacher who is no different from usual, but how to look at it and hate it! What should I do? It seems to make him disappear......

In the midst of the imminent movement of the little teenager, the new year is inevitably coming...... You're five years old......

Grandpa is back.

The smile on the boy's face is so beautiful, so simple, and full of happiness.

But I don't know when grandpa began to notice the change......

The young man quietly tasted the mellow and thick fragrance of tea in his hand, and his long eyelashes drooped down, sparkling.

Purity, tranquility, peace.

All the temperament of the young man seems to have precipitated, and it is so quiet that people can't help but be attracted. Even his face is gentle and elegant, handsome and handsome, able to remove all the anxiety in people's hearts, and involuntarily calm down with this little boy.

It is certainly impossible to reach such a state.

Either way, it's only a five-year-old child, and it just looks funny, friendly and cute.

And the grandfather in a Mao suit sat opposite with a serious face.

"You've grown up, and you've said before that you've been able to receive knowledge for a long time, so it doesn't matter if you have a teacher's teaching, it's better to learn more if you can......"

"If you don't want this teacher, it doesn't matter if you let him disappear, anyway, I've been hating him for a long time, but my hands and feet are still clean, although I'll help you deal with the aftermath now, but ......"

Before Grandpa's words were finished, Night Wind smiled so calmly and well-behaved, and shook his head gently, looking unconcerned.

"Grandpa, you can't break the law, but we have to be good citizens who enforce the law and abide by the law! How can you do it?"

The young man smiled well-behaved, and the grandfather smiled with a happy face, which was a warm picture of a happy family.

But if it weren't for those obscene, dirty, and dark thoughts in the dark, maybe it would really be like that.

It's really different.

Sometimes what has been lost cannot be recovered.

He has always been thinking in his heart, but the darkness in his heart is also constantly hustle, as if he wants to break out of the cage and come out to spread wild.

Night Breeze didn't sleep well at night.

Because he had always dreamed that a voice that could not see a human figure was talking to him, bewitching him, and inducing him......

Don't you want to climb the high platform? Become a high-profile presence?......

Don't you want to make those who look down on you pay?......

Are you willing to be bullied by people?......

Nothing is impossible, how can you not be resentful, how can you really be so calm on the surface? I won't believe your pretense......

They do that to you, so why are they still alive?

If it weren't for your desire for revenge, for them to disappear, how could I be there? Poor and lovely child! Always use self-deception so skillfully.

You have a lot of people, you have a strong reserve of knowledge, you have a strong power to use, you have a super high IQ......

In that case, why should you be willing to be inferior to others if you are so good?

What you want to get, you always have to give, so why hesitate?

That voice was so tempting to the night breeze that he couldn't help but lose control.

He really doesn't want to continue like this, why is everyone not as good as me, but everyone likes him more and doesn't like me?

Obviously I didn't do anything wrong, obviously I didn't do anything, obviously I was already working so hard to do it, why! Why! Why! Why ...... To turn things out like this......

Hate! Eat one's heart out! Wrath!

Filled with the night wind's chest, he almost suffocated......

The unfairness of fate made him feel deep jealousy and deep malice from this world!

There has never been anyone more noble than the other, and true respect is earned by relying on one's own strength, not by others!

The breeding of darkness and the breeding of demons almost made Night Wind almost lose himself.

But Grandpa was keenly aware of it, and even though he sensed something was wrong from the beginning, he still didn't notice what was wrong.

Now it seems that it has been too wrong.

It's late...... It's getting late......

When the seeds of the demons have been planted, when the darkness in the heart begins to spread, everything is already unstoppable......

Everything is just a bad fate...... (To be continued.) If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (qidian.com) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation ......)