399. Smile
Han Shenyan was in the warm and bright living room.
The two sat very close to each other, as if in their hearts, each other's positions.
"I thought about giving up...... But I really can't bear you, Han Xiaowolf. Lin Mingyue looked at him, her voice trembled, and there were crystal tears in her eyes.
Lin Mingyue reflexively hugged Han Shenyan again, her face pressed tightly against his chest.
"Am I being selfish...... Obviously, my sister is so good to me...... And it's all because of me...... But, but I really can't bear to ...... you," Lin Mingyue muttered, and tears finally flowed out.
At this moment, Han Shenyan felt the warmth she brought to him.
He looked down at her trembling body, and her nose was a little sour, but the corners of her mouth were slightly raised uncontrollably.
The heaviness that has been pressing on my heart is also lighter at this moment.
Lin Mingyue.
It's really good for you to be like this.
His heart was empty and warm at this moment.
He didn't speak, and at this time, anything was superfluous. He just hugged her tightly and patted her back gently, letting her vent the squeezing emotions in his arms.
When her crying faded, he reached out and gently cupped her cheek, and then wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Don't cry, it's not beautiful if you cry. He rubbed his thumb lightly on her smooth face and chuckled.
She with pear blossoms and rain is different from the elegant and dignified or radiant in her daily life, and different from the tenderness or eccentricity when she is with him, more of a kind of pity that I see and some red and swollen eyes continue to touch the string in his heart.
"Even if I'm not pretty, you can't dislike me. Lin Mingyue looked into his eyes and said while sobbing.
"Of course......" he whispered, and leaned down to kiss the last drop of sparkle from the corner of her eye.
Cuckoo.
An incongruous sound interrupted the honey between the two.
The voice came from Lin Mingyue's stomach.
"You haven't eaten dinner yet?" asked Han Shenyan with a frown.
"Well, I didn't feel hungry before. Lin Mingyue said a little embarrassed, and then raised her hand to wipe away the last tears.
Han Shenyan shook his head helplessly, if it was usual, he would definitely have to nag a few words, but today, the reason why she is like this is mainly because of him.
"I just haven't eaten yet, so what do you want to eat?" he asked.
"You want to eat everything you make. Lin Mingyue said excitedly, as if she had forgotten the previous unpleasantness.
"This is difficult" Han Shenyan shook his head with a smile, then got up and found that Lin Mingyue was also up. "What are you up for?"
"Let's cook together. Lin Mingyue said as a matter of course.
"You just rest today, obediently, you can do it for me next time, okay?" Lin Xiaolu" Han Shenyan leaned over, gently but firmly pushed her back to the sofa, and said unquestionably.
"Oh. Lin Mingyue answered obediently, then looked at his back and muttered in a low voice, "It's really domineering, villain Han Xiaowolf." ”
It's just that when she watched him walk into the kitchen and there was only one person left in the bedroom, the smile on her face gradually disappeared again.
Then the whole person stared out the window blankly.
It was pitch black outside the window.
Nothing can be seen except the lights of tall buildings in the distance.
But she knew that the rain was getting heavier outside.
Sister Xiyan should be sad now.
It's sadder than paying back yourself.
When Han Shenyan came out of the kitchen with the dinner of the two, he was amused to see that Lin Mingyue had fallen asleep on the sofa.
She's really tired today.
Han Shenyan sighed slightly in his heart.
Obviously, she didn't have to bear this.
It's supposed to be something that you can figure out on your own.
He was really remorseful to himself, especially when he saw the tears on her face.
Although I wanted to give her a good rest, it was so late that she hadn't eaten yet. So, he walked over anyway, trying to wake her up.
But when he walked to her side, he heard her murmur, which made his lips purse again.
"Sister Xiyan, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. ”
Look at her body curled up on the sofa, and her heart-wrenching little face buried in the shadows.
He was silent for a moment.
This decision, for her, is really not as easy as she appears.
She must be full of guilt now.
He clenched his teeth, then pretended that nothing had happened, patted the back of her hand gently, and then showed a warm smile, "Classmate Lin Xiaozhu, get up." ”
When she opened her eyes, she was a little confused at first, and after seeing Han Shenyan, she showed a bright smile, "Ah, you are Han Xiaozhu." ”
"Alright, it's time to eat. Han Shenyan said as usual, and then reached out to pull her up from the sofa.
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The simple two dishes and one soup are far from sumptuous, but they are all Lin Mingyue's favorite food. When chatting and getting along with each other in daily life, he has already kept her preferences in mind, and where does the relationship come from so vigorously, it must be reflected in these insignificant and inconspicuous little things in the end.
"What the hell is going on today, and where have you been in the afternoon? I looked around with you, and I searched everywhere I could think of. At the dinner table, Han Shenyan asked suspiciously.
"I'm ......" Lin Mingyue gulped down and told him all this.
From Zheng Xiyan's return to the dormitory, and then to the news about the divorce agreement that she heard by chance, and she couldn't bear it, so she left to go outside to relax.
Not only these, but also the thoughts, entanglements, and hesitations in her heart.
Those sweet things that came to her mind.
The sad things she thought of.
They all poured out their heads, and there was almost nothing to hide. She didn't want to hold back on him.
Isn't that how it should be?
The two once made such an agreement.
When she had said that, her smile was much lighter
But said almost, in fact, there was one thing, she didn't say, and she didn't even mention it.
That is after she made up her mind, her heart was full of guilt for Zheng Xiyan.
She didn't want to tell him.
Perhaps, as he once said.
When the grief in the heart is shared, it will only be one-half.
However, only this thing is different. If she had told him, the guilt in his heart would have been stronger than his own.
She felt guilty for Sister Xiyan.
And he would be for her.
She tried her best to keep her bright smile on her face, so that his mood would be relaxed.
Han Shenyan listened with the same smile and didn't say anything, but he knew it.
Be clear about her concealment.
It was also clear why she was hiding it.
His smile didn't stop either.