398. Not relieved

Time reverts back to the afternoon.

The sky was as depressed as Lin Mingyue's mood at the moment.

She sat on a bench, facing the cold waters of the lake.

Confused and at a loss.

Should I choose to give up?

Give up this relationship between himself and him that should never have started.

It's just getting started, isn't it?

It's only a month, and even if you give up now, you won't lose anything.

Perhaps this is the most correct and appropriate choice?

In this way, no matter whether Sister Xiyan can get back together with him in the end, she can at least be calm and not feel as guilty as she is now.

Otherwise.

How do you deal with Sister Xiyan who helps you take care of you so much?

How do you deal with the other sisters? What will they think of you? What do you think of the person who got involved in his best sister's marriage?

a month, and ten years.

Isn't it clear which is more important in such a comparison?

Lin Mingyue, you, what are you still hesitating about.

But......

She stared blankly at the surface of the lake, the water of which was blown by the breeze and made small waves, just like the scenery she had seen on the seaside that day.

Just as good.

That day may be the happiest time for me.

On his side.

Feel the warmth and sweetness he brings to her.

No.

It's not just that day.

And every day I knew him before and spent time with him.

The first time the two met was backstage at a concert. Together with the other sisters, it was like meeting other singers, saying hello cautiously and carefully promoting themselves. Even if you know it's useless, you can at least leave an impression. Let them know that there is such a combination as Rainbow Angel. He didn't make much of an impression on himself.

It wasn't until after the concert that I learned from the angry Chu Qing that he used to be her teacher.

And then I heard the name again, but it was at that most difficult time. Looking back now, I may have been a little nervous at that time. I don't want to trust anyone, and I don't want to touch anyone. In addition to facing his family and sisters, the smiles on his faces are all played with acting skills.

Tired. Really tired.

No one, even if they were very good friends who played with the company, avoided them when they saw them, for fear of being implicated, and that feeling was really difficult for people who had not experienced it to understand. So, although he posted a comment of solidarity on the Internet. But it really made her feel warm.

The comment of just a few dozen words made her stare at the screen for an hour. Since then, that name has been deeply engraved in her heart.

Later, I often heard his name, of course, from Sister Xiyan's mouth, and after that, that person became her brother-in-law. It all happened quickly and suddenly. But when the other sisters persuaded Sister Xiyan to stop being so impulsive, only she and Xiaoqing were the first to send their blessings to them.

After that, they walked out of that low point, and their trips increased day by day. She rarely went to Sister Xiyan's house anymore, and she had less contact with him. Even she sometimes looked at the bed opposite in the dormitory, and sometimes complained that he snatched Sister Xiyan away from her. But deep down, I still yearn for love like theirs.

It's just that I didn't expect to meet again, but it was completely different. He and Sister Xiyan actually divorced. She couldn't believe this fact for the first time, it was ...... How can it be? They should be happy and stay happy.

But the haggard on Sister Xiyan's face said it all.

If it weren't for the perfect image left in her heart by the previous contact, she wouldn't have said a word to him in the future. Just like those so-called friends before. Except for polite greetings and greetings, there was no contact in private.

And what happened after that really caught her by surprise.

She never thought that the object of her "I Knot" would be him. She didn't even think that before she knew it, she seemed to have some different feelings about him.

She knew it was something she shouldn't do, and she hesitated for a long time.

Sister Xiyan's statements several times made her let go of the worries in her heart.

However, is it really because of Sister Xiyan's words that she is completely at ease?

Of course not.

Whether Zheng Xiyan minds or not, it can't change the fact that he is always her sister's ex-husband.

Perhaps, legally, logically, there is nothing wrong with her doing so.

But in this real society, how can such a thing really be no problem.

In fact, she is very clear about these things, who has been praised as smart since she was a child. But she pretended not to know, just didn't think about it.

At this time, she is also just an ordinary girl, a girl who has fallen into her first love.

There may be too many reasons why we shouldn't be together, but when she finds out, she's already in the middle of it, and she can't break free.

Feelings, how can there be so much rationality, how can there be so many considerations?

Since the day he confessed to her, there has been one more person in her life. The number of times they met was not much, but little by little, they entered the depths of her heart. It seems that from that day on, her life has been full of sweetness.

She suddenly understood why Sister Yuying was so fond of pink.

There is nothing earth-shattering, there are no ups and downs, some are bits and pieces between relationships, but it is precisely in this way that the little things that form the main theme of the relationship. Happiness and sweetness, until today.

Now that I think about it, it turns out that so much has been going through between them. And, there's more, as they agreed.

They agreed to go to beaches around the world to watch the sun rise and sunset.

They agreed to go to the playground and get on the cable car again.

They also agreed that he would accompany her whenever she wanted to, whether it was shopping or in a daze.

The song he wrote for her hadn't been released yet, and she was looking forward to hearing the love songs he had written for her in the streets.

She also told herself in her heart that she would make him a hearty breakfast next time.

And not only that, but many, many more, unfinished, and what they aspire to.

Really happy.

It's really fun to be with you.

It turns out that there are some things that really can't be compared with time.

She raised her head, and the look in her eyes gradually became firm.

It's just that this firmness does not mean relief.

I don't know when, her cheeks were already wet.

What drips is the guilt of Zheng Xiyan.

I'm sorry.

I'm really sorry.

However, I don't seem to be able to live without him.