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Lin Mingyue sat by the window with a wine bottle.

She rarely drinks alcohol and has always been restrained.

It's just that today, on such a special day, she really can't stand the tearing pain in her heart.

Cup after cup, flowing down her red lips.

Many people like to drink to kill their sorrows.

But for Lin Mingyue, in addition to numbness, what she got was a deeper sadness.

Stimulated by alcohol, her mind gradually became a little sluggish.

Many, many things come to mind.

She thought of the wedding photos that had been dusted up in the cupboard.

She thought of the crystal ornament in the drawer.

And many more

Those are the joys they have together.

She kept it all, didn't throw it away, usually tried hard not to think about it, not to look at it, but now, these uncontrollably poured into her mind.

She also remembered the locks they had hung there.

She also remembered the pact they had made.

Tears dripped down.

Mixed with the wine, she drank it all.

There is a bitterness in the spicy.

The whole person became more and more drowsy, and his thinking gradually became numb.

Wine is not intoxicating.

What made her drunk was her heart that wanted to be anesthetized.

Because then, you won't feel pain.

That's right, Han Xiaowolf.

But why.

Lin Mingyue's eyes were already blurred, and her movements were a little sluggish.

Why is it all I see that you are.

She stretched out her hand, her movements were gentle and careful, as if she wanted to ** her lover's cheeks, but it was just air.

I miss you so much.

I really miss you.

Han Xiaowolf.

I want to see you so badly.

I want to say happy birthday to you.

I want to hold you.

I want to ......

Such thoughts have already appeared, and they can no longer be suppressed.

It had the effect of alcohol, or in fact, in her heart, she didn't want to suppress such thoughts.

Lin Mingyue stood up with some difficulty, put the wine on the windowsill, and then stumbled towards the living room.

Halfway through, she stopped.

"No, you can't go that way. She tilted her head, as if thinking of something. Then he came to the closet, "I'm going to wear something thicker, or he'll talk about me again." ”

After saying that, he seemed to think of something funny and grinned.

She was already drunk.

After putting on an overcoat, she still didn't change her mind.

Walked out of the bedroom, then out of the dormitory, the door slammed shut.

It was soon opened again, Lin Mingyue walked in with a blushing face, patted her head and said with some annoyance, "I almost forgot, I can't be found, or it won't affect Han Xiaowolf." ”

She rummaged through it for a while before she found the mask and hat strap in the drawer.

Then walk out of the room one more time.

The room fell silent, as it was on this night, a little empty and desolate.

---

Lin Mingyue stumbled on the road.

She was already drunk and couldn't remember whether she should have done this, and she had forgotten that she had broken up with him, and she couldn't even remember that she should take a taxi.

The only thought in her mind now was that she missed him and wanted to see him.

She stumbled in the direction of his house.

Her somewhat strange steps naturally attracted the side eyes of many people, but no one recognized that this woman with a crooked drunken smell turned out to be the national goddess Lin Mingyue.

I don't know how long I walked.

Lin Mingyue felt very tired.

She sat down on a bench by the side of the road, "I can't walk, I'm so dizzy, I want to sleep." But I still want to see Han Xiaowolf, what should I do?" After saying that, she seemed to think of something, and happily took out her mobile phone, "That's right, I should let him pick me up." This guy didn't come to pick me up, but I'm his girlfriend. Badass, badass Han little wolf. Hmph, if you don't come to pick me up, I'll call and order you to come over, hmph!"

She brought her phone to her eyes, trying to see the handwriting on it, but all she saw was a vague ghost, and she couldn't see anything clearly.

Just as she was about to get annoyed, her phone vibrated and a call came in.

"At this time, it must be Han Xiaowolf who said good night to me, right? Then I'll forgive you. Thinking so surely, she answered the phone.

"Hey, Mingyue, I have one thing I want to ......," a male voice came from the other side of the phone. It's just that before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Lin Mingyue.

"Han Xiaowolf, hurry up and pick me up, hurry up, I miss you!" she said unceremoniously, not hearing the slightest strangeness in her voice.

“…… Have you drunk?" asked the other side of the phone, after a noticeable pause. Her tone was clearly not normal.

"That's right, I've drunk, we'll drink together later, but if you're going to pick me up, I can't seem to leave. It's a bit cold. She smirked.

"Are you out there alone?Where are you?Mingyue?" asked the man on the other end of the phone.

"Where am I? I don't seem to know, I'll take a look." After Lin Mingyue finished speaking, she put down the phone, looked around a little blankly, and then happily picked up the phone, "Ah, I know where I am, just ......" she said an address "You come to pick me up, hurry up, I miss you so much, I miss you so much......" Her voice became lower and lower, her hands hung down weakly, and the whole person leaned on the back of the chair, her eyes could no longer support her, and she fell asleep.

"Hey, hey, Mingyue?"

It was late at night, and there weren't many pedestrians on the road.

Twenty minutes later, a black nanny car pulled up to the side of the road.

The car door opened, and a person got out of the car door, and when he saw Lin Mingyue on the chair, he walked straight to this side.

It's just him, but it's not Han Shenyan.

---

Same night.

Han Shenyan sat at the computer desk, but it was difficult to concentrate today no matter what.

Today is his birthday.

It's different from the previous birthday.

Today he has no shortage of greetings.

The text messages of blessings are next to each other, and there are those who are close and those who are not close.

Fans have also sent their blessings on the forum, in fact, in the past two days, the birthday gifts for fans have arrived. Although he repeatedly reiterated that if he really wanted to, a greeting card and a heart would be enough, he still received many valuable gifts.

He picked some today, took a group photo and posted it online. It seems that in the future, we will hold more welfare activities to give back to fans.

But none of this made him happy.

Because in the midst of these blessings.

A greeting from one person was missing.

Lin Mingyue.

"Lin Xiaolu, I suddenly miss you very much today, I miss you very much. ”

He took out his phone and sent it out.

A flash of anticipation flashed in my heart.

Maybe it will be different today?

Because today is a somewhat special day after all.

Only, there are no surprises.

The phone didn't ring after that.

The only expectation in his eyes was gone, and then he smiled wryly and sighed, and resumed his work.

Although there is no state today, it is better than being idle.

Once you are free, that kind of thought will gush like a tide.

After a long time, the mobile phone rang unexpectedly.

He straightened up and picked up his phone with some confusion.

At this time, it is already so late, who will it be?

It was only in the next moment that a look of surprise appeared on his face.

The caller on the mobile phone turned out to be Lin Mingyue.

Don't......?

He didn't have time to think about it, and immediately answered the phone, he was afraid that if he was even a second slower, the phone would be hung up.

After the call of "Mingyue ......" was connected, he obviously had too many things to say, but he only called out her name.

But.

The next moment.

His expression froze.

"Han Shenyan?" a man's voice came from the other end of the phone.

He put the phone in front of him in a bit of a stunned state and reconfirmed, but the caller on it was indeed Lin Mingyue.

But why would it be a man?

At this moment, he thought of too many possibilities.

Does she already have a new relationship?

Impossible.

She's not that kind of person.

He said this to himself, then tried his best to control his emotions and said into his phone, "I am, who are you?"

"I'm Su Yu. The other side of the phone replied.

After hearing this name, Han Shenyan took a deep breath, and his heart felt as if it was being clenched.

Why him?

Why did he hold Lin Mingyue's phone?

Or is it so late at night?

They...... Are they together now?

One question after another, gnawing at his heart.

He opened his mouth, and before he could say anything, a faint voice came from the other end of the phone.

It was a soft groan.

Although it was very light, how could Han Shenyan not hear Lin Mingyue's voice?

He forced himself to calm down, he knew that impulsiveness could not solve any problems, so he suppressed his emotions and asked, "Hello Su Yu, but why are you holding Mingyue's phone?"

"You'd better come first. Let's talk about that. There are some things that are inconvenient on the phone, and I will send you the address by SMS. Su Yu didn't answer. As he spoke, he could still hear Lin Mingyue's voice that seemed to be a little painful.

After hanging up the phone, Han Shenyan didn't hesitate, and immediately got up and took a piece of clothing and walked outside.

The address was sent shortly.

The car was driving fast, and at this moment, he couldn't think too much about it, he was so anxious that he just wanted to see her as soon as possible.

Figure out what the hell this is all about.

Soon he arrived at the place where the address was, and after getting out of the car, he looked around.

There were no pedestrians on the road, and he could easily see three people on a bench not far away.

Although he was wearing a mask, he still recognized Lin Mingyue, who haunted him.

She was now snuggling into the arms of another person.

It's just that the situation doesn't seem to be the same as imagined.

"Brother Han, you're here. Su Yu greeted him.

"Hello, this is ......" Han Shenyan asked with some confusion. Lin Mingyue was sitting on the bench, and Han Shenyan could smell a smell of wine here, obviously drunk. She hugged the man beside her tightly, her eyes closed, and the words in her mouth.

"Han Xiaowolf, I miss you so much......"

Hearing this sentence from her mouth, Han Shenyan's heart felt sour.

I miss you so much.

Lin Xiaolu.

Looking at her beautiful face that he hadn't seen for a long time, and looking at her helpless and powerless look at this time, he stayed there for a while.

The person who was being held by Lin Mingyue showed a somewhat helpless smile at Han Shenyan.

Han Shenyan nodded at her.

"This is my assistant Xiaolan, here's the thing...... Su Yu explained on the side, "I called her before, there was a work matter, but it turned out that she was drunk somehow. She also thought I was you, and I was worried that something would happen to her, so I rushed over. ”

While speaking, Su Yu walked, and Han Shenyan followed his footsteps.

"Thank you. He said heartily. This time, if it weren't for Su Yu's coincidental discovery, who knows what would happen to the drunk Mingyue? Even if nothing happens, just drunk on the street, it will be easy to freeze.

"You don't have to thank me. Su Yu waved his hand, and then said with some self-deprecation, "I'm not for you, don't forget, we are still rivals." ”

But then, he shook his head a little disappointed.

"But that's the end of it. Today I'm completely dead. He turned his head to look at Han Shenyan and asked, "Even if she is drunk, she keeps calling your name." She...... Really like you. With a liking, there is no contradiction that is irresolvable. Be kind to her, but don't give me a chance. ”

"You're not going to have this chance. Han Shenyan said seriously.

"Well, I'll leave it to you. I won't say much else, if I am photographed, I am afraid that you and Mingyue will have some misunderstanding, and I don't dare to move. ”

Su Yu drove away with his assistant.

And Han Shenyan helped Lin Mingyue to the car.

Looking at her after a long absence, Han Shenyan's heart felt more pity.

Why is she getting drunk today.

Why do you keep talking about thinking about him?

Naturally, he knows it all.

Because today is a somewhat special day.

So, where to go now?

There are two options in front of him.

One naturally sends her back to the Rainbow Angel's dormitory. But as soon as this choice appeared, he vetoed it. was finally able to see her, how could he let it go.

The other option is to take it home. But there are risks. Because of recent events, there may be illegitimate fans and reporters near the community, and once discovered, the consequences will be unimaginable. And the hotel naturally doesn't have to think about it at all.

Without long hesitation, there was a destination, and the car quickly disappeared into the night.

Ten minutes later, the car stopped in a somewhat secluded neighborhood.

Han Shenyan put his arms around Lin Mingyue, took the elevator to the sixteenth floor, and then took out the key and opened the door.

The house is not big.

Fifty square meters.

There is only one bedroom, and the decoration style is very simple, it is the style of five or six years ago.

The furniture is a bit old.

But it's kind of everything.

It's just that the whole room seems empty, obviously there is no one living in it, and there is not a trace of home.

Lin Mingyue still hasn't woken up.

He first removed the dust cloth on the bed, and then carried Lin Mingyue horizontally on the bed.

She lay on the bed like a sleeping beauty.

Han Shenyan leaned down lightly and kissed her on the lips.

There is no sense of taking advantage of others.

Because in his heart, they have never been separated.