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At this time, Lin Mingyue let out a soft groan, then turned over, and opened her eyes with some effort.

Some hazy eyes met Han Shenyan's eyes.

"Han Little Wolf?" there was still a lazy drunkenness in his voice, but Han Shenyan could hear the surprise contained in it.

"It's me, Lin Xiaolu. He whispered.

After receiving his reply, she showed a bright smile and said, "I really saw you, Han Xiaowolf." ”

Hearing this happy birthday and looking at her bright smile, Han Shenyan's mood felt so relaxed for the first time in the past few months.

She's still her.

My Lin Xiaolu.

"Thank you. He whispered.

It was only then that he found out with a little smile that she closed her eyes and fell asleep after saying her birthday wishes.

He shook his head, then undressed and lay down beside her.

As if feeling his breath, Lin Mingyue, who was sleeping, leaned over and grabbed his arm with ease.

Turn off the lights.

But this time, it was no longer dark.

Once again, the scent of orchids lingered around him.

It's a really good feeling.

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The curtain of night gradually dissipated, and the sun shone into the house little by little.

Through the curtains, a meter of sunlight came to Lin Mingyue's eyelids a little mischievously. She closed her eyes and waved her hand a few times in dissatisfaction, but she still couldn't drive away the long-lost sunny day.

She opened her eyes with some difficulty, and then a feeling of thirst hit her, accompanied by a slight headache.

This is a symptom of drunkenness.

"Hmm...... So thirsty...... "She was still dizzy when she got up, she didn't react, just opened her hazy sleepy eyes and then saw a glass of water on the bedside table next to her, and the feeling of thirst made her not think much about it, so she picked it up and drank a few sips.

The coolness of the water spread down her throat and throughout her body, making her sober up a little.

Then, she felt a chill on her body, and when she looked down, she saw that her upper body was being exposed without any obstruction.

And, what frightened her a little was that this quilt, this bed...... And it's so unfamiliar.

Where is this?

What really happened yesterday?

Who undressed himself?

If......

A great panic struck, and regret and pain almost overwhelmed her.

But the next moment, a familiar voice came from her side.

It's still so warm, so warm.

"Lin Xiaolu, are you awake?"

Is that him?

Could it be him?

Lin Mingyue turned her head in disbelief, for fear that this was just her hallucination.

But the man who was lying beside her, looking at her in some complicated ways, who was he and not him?

Han Xiaowolf.

It's really you.

The previous panic immediately dissipated.

In its place, there is peace of mind and sweetness.

Just like before.

But this feeling only lasted for a moment, and the next moment, she thought that she and he were not already ...... Broke up?

The smile on her face darkened, and she looked down and asked, "...... How did I end up here?"

Han Shenyan sighed in his heart, although they met, it didn't mean that the previous matter could be resolved. "Did you forget? Yesterday you were drunk. ”

After Han Shenyan said this, yesterday's memory resurfaced in Lin Mingyue's heart.

Yesterday's self was too much to miss and drink to kill his sorrows.

And then...... It seems that a man walked out to find him, to say happy birthday to him...... I can't remember the rest of the things, but I vaguely remember dialing a phone call, and then I don't have any impression.

The longing in her heart yesterday and the him in front of her mixed into a strange feeling, which made her can't help but want to get closer.

But a high wall that was insurmountable for her was blocked in front of her, and it was Zheng Xiyan.

In the end, she just raised her head and said four words, "Happy birthday." ”

"You already said it yesterday. Thank you. Lin Xiaolu. Han Shenyan said with a smile, and then tentatively stretched out her hand, the movement was very slow, she did not dodge, nor did she show an expression of resistance, his hand gently stroked her hair.

Did you say that?

Did I say I miss you so much?

Han Xiaowolf?

I really, really miss you.

A long-suppressed emotion broke through her mind's vigilance at one time.

She pursed her lips, and then in Han Shenyan's somewhat stunned gaze, she pounced on him, wrapped her hands around his neck, and kissed him fiercely.

Familiar orchid aroma.

Familiar smooth skin.

Familiar with her.

After being stunned, Han Shenyan pressed her under him with a slight force.

Outside the window, the morning sun shines brightly, illuminating the whole world. The breeze blows, rustling the treetops, as if to accompany the melody of someone in the house.

Two hours later, a hearty battle finally ended, naturally more than once. Both of them had waited too long.

In addition to the aroma of orchids, there is a smell of other things in the room.

The sheets were messy, and the quilt was lifted aside.

You can imagine the intensity of the battle just now.

Han Shenyan was half-lying on the bed, while Lin Mingyue was snuggled up to him.

At least it looks like a sweet picture.

It's just that the gloom and flickering in Lin Mingyue's eyes show the struggle in her heart at the moment.

"So, are we reconciled?Lin Xiaolu?" Han Shenyan asked softly while caressing her smooth and unblemished back.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I'm sorry. Lin Mingyue lowered her head, not daring to look at his eyes at this time, he ...... I must be disappointed.

In fact, why not?

Han Shenyan's mood became heavy again, but in fact, he already had a premonition of this answer, and after being in contact for a long time, even if he didn't say it, he could feel each other's thoughts from just some subtleties.

"Or is it because of her?" he asked, knowing the answer for a long time.

"Hmm. Lin Mingyue didn't hide it.

"I can understand your thoughts, but will she be happy if you do this?"

In fact, Lin Mingyue has been asked this question many times. Jin Xianyun asked, Zheng Xiyan asked, other sisters also asked, and now he has also asked. In fact, even she herself has asked herself I don't know how many times.

It's just her answer, but it's always the same as before.

In fact, she had thought about giving up before. It's just that now, the huge guilt almost overwhelms her. Knowing that he has nothing to do with Zheng Xiyan. Knowing that even Sister Xiyan herself doesn't want to do this.

However, she couldn't get past her own level.

Han Shenyan said a lot.

But in vain.

Lin Mingyue didn't refute, there weren't too many reasons, she just lowered her head and said sorry over and over again.

He actually guessed the result.

She's good at everything, but there's just a little bit of it, it's easy to get into the horns. If words were really useful, they wouldn't have delayed this matter for so long.

"But...... Did you only think about how she felt? Didn't you think about how upset I would be?"

After Lin Mingyue heard this question, she fell silent.

Even the word sorry was not spoken.

It's just that Han Shenyan came out together, her hand clutched the sheet tightly, so hard.

Han Shenyan sighed secretly and didn't continue, he couldn't bear to look at her like this, he just grabbed her shoulders and hugged her into his arms.

Obviously, at this time, the two skin are close to each other, and there is no distance, but they seem to be very far away.

After a while, Lin Mingyue raised her head, looked at his face, and asked a little inexplicably, "You...... How can I smell smoke on you? ”

Han Shenyan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect her to be so sensitive, last night, he didn't feel good, so he naturally smoked a few, but he didn't expect to be sniffed by her. He nodded, and said vaguely, "Just smoke one once in a while." ”

Lin Mingyue replied softly, why did he smoke, didn't she know? Thinking of this, her already determined mind suddenly wavered a little.

However, she didn't continue to think about it, sat up straight, then looked around and asked, "Where is this? Not you?" ”

"Is it just familiar? Just change some dΓ©cor and furniture and you won't recognize it, and then take a good look. Han Shenyan cleaned up his mood for a moment, and then said with a smile.

"Should I recognize it?" Lin Mingyue was a little puzzled, but the next moment, she let out a burst of exclamation, "Han Xiaowolf...... Here'......" she asked, turning her head uncertainly.

For the first time, Lin Mingyue called out this familiar name after she woke up.

Han Shenyan smiled and nodded, affirming Lin Mingyue's guess.

"But how do you still have the key, haven't you already returned it?" Lin Mingyue asked in surprise.

She's no stranger here.

Even she has been here many times and slept in this bed. It's just that some of the furniture has been changed, and I didn't recognize it for a while.

This is their new home when "My Knot" was filmed.

"Because I bought it. Han Shenyan shrugged his shoulders, in fact, when he made such a decision, he didn't know what he thought, maybe it was just to make a commemoration.

But I didn't expect it to come in handy today.

Lin Mingyue looked at his smile and fell silent again.

Is it really right to do it yourself?

Obviously he has always been so good to himself, and he is obviously liking him......

As he said, he only thought about Sister Xiyan, but ignored his feelings.

His heart must be very painful.

Aren't you too selfish?

But...... Sister Xiyan......

The two then had a breakfast, which was naturally ordered for takeout. Although the furniture and electrical appliances are fine, it is naturally impossible to keep the ingredients on hand.

When the two were eating, they didn't talk about those sad and sad topics.

This may be one of the few joys they have.

It's just that after eating, Lin Mingyue seemed to have made a decision, and she thought a lot about the time of this meal.

There was the joy and sweetness that came before them.

There's a script he gave up for her.

There is a pact they have made together.

has his own thoughts about him.

There was an unfamiliar smell of smoke that he could smell on him.

There is also this new house that already belongs to them.

She hesitated a few times, but finally mustered up the courage to speak.

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

Not out of surprise that she didn't notice, she called out the name again.

"What?" Han Shenyan suddenly felt a little apprehensive in his heart.

"If you could...... Can you give me some time?" Lin Mingyue looked into his eyes and asked softly.

She knew it would be unfair to him to do so, but it was the limit of what she could do now.

"What do you mean......"

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I can't get past myself now, but I'll try my best, or wait until Sister Xiyan finds her own happiness...... And before that, we were just friends......" Lin Mingyue said her thoughts, some incoherent, some stammering, but she still continued...... If, you can wait for me...... I will never, I will never change my mind......"

After saying that, she raised her head a little nervously, waiting for his answer.

But he saw the corners of his mouth raised upward.

Is he laughing?

Is it ridicule, or is it?

He didn't let her continue to speculate, just looked into her eyes gently, and asked softly, "So, this is a promise?"

Lin Mingyue nodded vigorously, "Yes, my promise." ”

As soon as she finished speaking, she felt a darkening in front of her, and then her lips were kissed by him fiercely.

"Bad guy Han Little Wolf. ”

"What's wrong with me?"

"I mean, after that, when I figure it out, or when Sister Xiyan finds her other half, we're just friends, friends. ”

"That's right, friend. ”

"Ah, here you go again?...... Really, it's cheap for you today, and next time, it's really just friends. That's right, Han Xiaowolf. ”

"What's wrong? Lin Xiaolu?"

"You...... I don't like the smell of smoke, and I don't like you to smoke. ”

"Well, okay, then quit. ”

"Really?"

"Of course it's true. ”

"That's pretty much it...... Ahh

"What's wrong again?"

"It's broken, I didn't go back last night, Sister Xianyun, they must be worried about it......

"Well, I told your captain yesterday. Do not worry. ”

"You actually said it...... Oh my God, what would they think......"

"Haha"

"Ah, you're still smiling! Forget it, I'm leaving, I still have a trip in the afternoon." ”

"Okay, I'll send you. ”

"Farewell, we're just friends, have you forgotten? and, if someone gets photographed, it's all over. I'll just go by myself. ”

"By the way, Han Xiaowolf, I forgot to tell you something. ”

"What's the matter?"

"I love you, of course, after I figured it out, but now I've told you in advance, and, goodbye. Now friends. ”

Han Shenyan looked at the closed door and the figure in the distance, and touched her lips that were raided by her.

The corners of his mouth unconsciously rose upward.

Although, now the two of them are still just friends.

But what does it matter?

He had plenty of patience to wait.

For the two of them, there is still a long way to go.