Long time no see.

It's been a long time.

It's been almost half a year since the two last met.

It wasn't a pleasant meeting.

She came with hope, but left disappointed.

But even though they didn't see each other in between, the two never disappeared from each other's lives.

For her, it's longing, it's longing.

For him, it was guilt and pity.

After saying that they hadn't seen each other for a long time, time seemed to freeze, and the two looked at each other speechlessly again.

Should you wave freely and turn away, or sit down and talk about the past.

Both of them were a little tangled.

The most familiar stranger seems to be talking about the present.

Isn't it, Zheng Xiyan.

Looking at her somewhat haggard face, and even thinking of what she had seen in that diary before, Han Shenyan broke the unspeakable silence, "What if...... If you're not in a hurry, why don't you take a walk together? ”

If possible, he hoped to enlighten her. After all, she used to be his closest person.

“…… Good. Zheng Xiyan bit her lip lightly, and then softly agreed.

The night breeze was cool, and the two walked very slowly.

This was the first time the two of them had walked side by side since they were separated.

"I didn't expect to meet you here, it's really a coincidence." Han Shenyan asked with a smile.

"I'm also surprised, I live around here now, and I often come down at night to get some air. What about you? You're wearing this, you almost didn't recognize it, are you here to exercise? Zheng Xiyan nodded and said, with her current situation, if she wants to come out for a walk, this time is her only choice.

"Well, it's been a long time since I've exercised, and my body is about to rust. …… Have you moved? ...... before," Han Shenyan asked with some hesitation.

"Temporarily." Zheng Xiyan smiled bitterly, "I can't stay in the dormitory, and there were too many local reporters in the past, so I can only rent another house." Now that I live with Crystal, it's not bad. By the way, thank you for the crystal thing. ”

"Thanks for what." Han Shenyan waved his hand, "No matter what, she is also my sister." As he spoke, he unconsciously remembered what Zheng Xijing said in the ward.

Y and K.

If according to Crystal, there is still a vague revelation in the diary, she ...... Zheng Xiyan seems to have talked to him as K......

It's just that this can only be thought about, and he doesn't intend to ask.

“…… How are you now? He asked, not a pleasantry, he really wanted to know.

"It's good, there's no more unfinished trips, and the whole person is relaxed. Finally having time to do my own thing. So it's really good......" Zheng Xiyan said here, stopped, looked at him and asked, "...... If I say that, will you believe it? ”

Han Shenyan touched his nose with a wry smile and shook his head: "Of course I don't believe it." ”

"yes, I don't believe it either." Zheng Xiyan sighed, and then shrugged her shoulders again, "Crystal, she doesn't believe it either, she's always worried about me." Nature is not so good since ...... After leaving the group, I always felt empty in my heart. After all, as you know, that's been my dream for a long time, but now it seems that it will never come true. There's a stool, let's sit down and talk. ”

Han Shenyan nodded, and the two sat down on the bench, looking at the empty square in front of them and the cars coming and going on the street not far away.

Zheng Xiyan continued, "However, it's not as bad as you think. Naturally, it was hard to accept at first, but now ...... It's been so long, and I'm used to it. After all, I'm not a rainbow angel in name, but in my heart, in their hearts, I'm still one of them. ”

"That's right." Zheng Xiyan looked sideways, and a somewhat helpless and somewhat doting smile appeared on her face, "Next time you see that girl in the crystal, can you help me persuade her, she is always worried about me, no matter how she says it, she doesn't believe it." ”

"That's your sisterhood. Okay, I'll persuade her next time I see her, but I don't know if she listens or not. Han Shenyan shrugged his shoulders and said.

"Surely she was on your side at the time, wasn't she?" Zheng Xiyan gave him an angry look.

What she said was that when the two were not separated, Zheng Xijing helped him do all kinds of things.

Han Shenyan touched his nose and smiled and didn't know how to answer.

Zheng Xiyan smiled and continued, "Time flies so fast. It's been almost a year in the blink of an eye. By the way, how are you and Mingyue doing now? When are you going to meet your parents? I'm still waiting to drink your wine. ”

In the hazy moonlight, she smiled like a flower. When I asked this sentence, there was no strangeness on my face, as if I really didn't care at all.

Han Shenyan heard Lin Mingyue's name from her mouth, and his heart couldn't help but darken slightly. Do you like wine? I just don't know if there's a chance.

Crystal didn't know, and neither did she. It seems that Mingyue didn't tell them about it, and he didn't plan to tell them about it. He could probably guess Lin Mingyue's thoughts.

It's just that before he could say it, Zheng Xiyan asked a little suspiciously, "...... Looking at your expression, you two have a conflict? ”

After two years of married life, not only did he get used to her, but she also got used to him.

Sometimes, having a good heart isn't just a lie.

She just saw his subtle expression, and she noticed something wrong in it.

Han Shenyan smiled bitterly, and said lightly, "Small contradictions, it's not a big deal." ”

Zheng Xiyan's eyebrows raised, but he didn't say anything, just his nose twitched slightly, and then he frowned and asked, "You smoked?" ”

For the first time, Han Shenyan actually had the feeling that he was naughty when he was a child and was caught by the teacher, and said with a wry smile, "Well, I just took a sip." ”

Zheng Xiyan's eyes widened, as if he wanted to say something, but he hesitated when he opened his mouth, and finally just said, "Smoking is not good for your health, so it's better to smoke less." ”

She wanted to say a lot.

I want to ask him why he learned to smoke. I want to tell him how bad it is for artists to smoke if they are photographed. I want him to know how much smoking hurts the singer's throat.

She also wanted him to promise her to quit smoking from now on.

But these are no longer spoken.

Because he was no longer hers.

"I know." He nodded, then turned to ask, "Don't just talk about me, what about you?" ”

"Me?"

"yes, what are you going to do after that? There's got to be something to do. ”

"Didn't the crystal tell you?"

"What?"

"Oh, because of this, the two of us are still a little unpleasant. Things about the online store......"