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"Isn't the online store already for your company?" asked Han Shenyan suspiciously.

"This kind of compensation when I leave. Zheng Xiyan shook his head and smiled, "I'm leaving, this is of little value to the company, after all...... My designs are still recognized. ”

Han Shenyan nodded, indeed, without Zheng Xiyan personally designing this gimmick, this online store would be no different from ordinary peripheral stores, and then he asked, "Then what is the situation when you said before that you and Crystal were unhappy about this?"

Unconsciously, the conversation between the two has become natural from the rustiness at the beginning.

Just like they've always done.

"You know my current situation...... Zheng Xiyan sighed, spread his hands and said, "It's not like everyone shouting and beating." At least in the short term, you won't be able to show up in public, and like you said before, you have to find something to do for yourself, otherwise you'll ......"

Otherwise, it will be cranky.

Otherwise, it will be sad and sad.

But she didn't say anything, "Otherwise, I feel like I'm going to rust." So I thought about making the online store bigger now, and although this is the case, I still have a lot of fans. How's that, isn't it amazing?" she asked, smiling, smiling happily, at least as it looked.

"It's really powerful, but the crystal should support you, right?"

"She's too cautious. I always feel that the partner I am looking for is unreliable. Zheng Xiyan shrugged. "When you see her, help me talk about it. ”

"Partner?"

"Yes, Song Lan introduced it before, he is ready to invest, make the online store bigger, and open a company. When you see me again in the future, maybe you'll have to call me Mr. Zheng. She hid her mouth and laughed.

"By the way, he's been pursuing me now. As soon as she said this, she immediately regretted it. That's true, but what's the point of her saying this to him now?

It was she who wanted to show him her charm as he said.

Or do you still have some unrealistic extravagant hopes? Actually, this is a certainty, and after so many nights, don't you already know very well?

"Oh. That's right. What about you, did you agree?" Han Shenyan heard her say this, looking at her smile at this time, imagining the scene of her lying in someone else's arms, his heart felt uncomfortable, but he could only pretend not to care.

However, he obviously has nothing to do with her.

I've obviously put it down.

Is this emotion just a man's possessiveness, or is it ......

"I'm not going to say yes, though. Zheng Xiyan's mood suddenly became a little cheerful, because she felt his emotions.

It turns out that he doesn't care about himself at all.

It's just that in the next moment, such a brisk turn into guilt, guilt for Lin Mingyue.

Zheng Xiyan, what are you doing?

He is now Mingyue's lover, don't you know?

Because of this mood, after the two chatted for a while, Zheng Xiyan proposed to say goodbye...... It's getting late, I'm going back. By the way, help me greet Mingyue, I'll bring crystals when I have time, you can bring Mingyue to eat together. I'm missing her a little bit, too. ”

"Well, okay. I'll bring it, I'll send you back, it's late. Han Shenyan got up and asked.

"Thank you, but no, the place where I live now is next to it, and it's all on the road. Then goodbye. Zheng Xiyan smiled and waved goodbye to him.

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Han Shenyan looked at her back and turned to leave.

It's just that the smile before has disappeared without a trace.

This chance encounter, she said a lot.

About her previous blows, and her current troubles. But he knew there was more to her than she had to say.

For example, is her depression getting better or worse? For example, she once had suicidal thoughts, so now, after experiencing the turmoil of quitting the team, will such thoughts still appear?

What she said seemed to be an understatement, but that was what worried him even more.

And......

If you don't have things in mind, who would go out for a walk at this time?

However, he himself does not seem to be able to do much now.

This feeling made him feel very uncomfortable.

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The smile on Zheng Xiyan's face also gradually converged.

His presence reduced the depression in her heart, but now, after she had just left, the depression that overwhelmed her came back like a tide.

She has always taken her medicine on time, but perhaps the time is too short, and it still hasn't improved much. And every day I stay at home, I think about these things.

Quitting, dreams, sisters, and, of course, him.

If it weren't for that, I wouldn't have been so hasty to redevelop my online store.

People always have to find something for themselves to do, don't they?

I can't do anything now, and that's all I can do.

It's just that......

Her steps gradually slowed down, and he and Mingyue ...... Did something go wrong?

When he mentioned Mingyue a few times before, his expression was a little unnatural, although he deliberately covered it up, how could he hide it from himself?

Moreover, he has always been a non-smoker, if he didn't encounter something particularly annoying, how could he be like himself, come out at night to exercise, but sit there alone?

What can he do? Although he has suffered some setbacks in his career now, he knows him, and he will not become like this or even start smoking because of this, otherwise he would not have quit before.

Simple elimination. Combined with his expression when he talked about Mingyue, does that prove that the contradiction between the two of them is not so simple?

Thinking of this, she smiled self-deprecatingly, how could she worry about this. This is a matter between two people, and what does it have to do with oneself? If you have so many things that have not been resolved, how can you be qualified to worry about other people's affairs?

But despite this, she couldn't control her thoughts, which is also a symptom of depression.

Before I knew it, I started to think about it again. However, the two of them know it themselves, and Mingyue is not like herself, what will they have conflicts for?

Because of family?Zheng Xiyan shook his head.

Is that because of a casual quarrel? probably not, neither of them has the kind of awkward character, even if some small conflicts occur, they will be resolved quickly.

She thought about a lot of possibilities, but she was denied them one by one.

Before she knew it, she came to the door, took out the key, and was about to open the door, but suddenly thought of a possibility.

Will...... Is it because of yourself? Or is it something before?

The more she thought about it, the more she felt that it was very likely. Even when I lay in bed, I still thought about it. Depression is like this, it will always fall into a bull's horn and never turn around.

She took out her phone, hesitated, and sent a message. The object of the sending was not Lin Mingyue. She knew the girl's temperament, and if it was really as she thought, she would definitely not tell the truth. But Xiaoqing is different.

If it didn't surprise her, after waiting for a while, Xu Chuqing didn't come back.

It's past eleven o'clock now, and if there is nothing special at this time, she has already started beauty sleep.

It's been a long time, but some things haven't changed.

She looked sideways at the moonlight outside the window and thought.

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"Sister Xiyan, ...... you suddenly called me over" Lin Mingyue asked with some confusion while changing her slippers.

"What's the matter, can't I miss you?" Zheng Xiyan pretended to be dissatisfied.

"How can it not be? On call, on call. Lin Mingyue looked flattering and ran to Zheng Xiyan's side.

This morning, Lin Mingyue received a call from Zheng Xiyan, who asked her to come over to the place where she lives now, but she didn't say anything. Although she was puzzled, Sister Xiyan invited her, so she naturally waited for the end of the morning trip and rushed over directly. Even lunch was eaten in a hurry on the road.

The afternoon sun spilled into the house, slightly dazzling, and a little warm, and unconsciously a little sleepy. The two sat on the sofa and chatted while eating snacks on the coffee table.

"Mingyue, I called you this time to ask you to help me with the affairs of the staff online store. The crystal girl didn't agree, and she was arguing with me, it really annoyed me......" Zheng Xiyan shook her head with a helpless look.

"Huh, what's the situation with the online store?" asked Lin Mingyue with a wink.

"That's right, didn't Song Lan introduce me to a friend before?"

"Well, I remember, it's the one who has been pursuing my sister before? By the way, how is it now?" Lin Mingyue nodded and asked. She knew about it, too. At that time, Zheng Xiyan was already "divorced", and at a dinner party, Song Lan introduced a friend of hers to Zheng Xiyan. After getting to know him, that person launched a pursuit of Zheng Xiyan, but he never got a response from her.

"It's still like that, don't mention this, I'm upset when I mention it. Zheng Xiyan looked helpless, if she could, she didn't want to have anything to do with him. But the conditions of his investment are indeed the most generous of all. And it has also been guaranteed that it is just a simple investment, and there is no personal feelings mixed with it.

"That's right, I didn't want to contact him, but he didn't know who heard that I was looking for investment, so he took the initiative to contact me......," Zheng Xiyan explained.

“…… It's a good thing to listen to what you say, Sister Xiyan, why is the crystal against it?" Lin Mingyue asked suspiciously. Since there are no problems with the investment, and there are contractual constraints, at least it sounds good.

"She...... I don't know where I heard it, saying that others are not good people, and I am afraid that I will be deceived. ”

"That's right, but you really have to be careful, sister. Be sure to think carefully, and if you really want to sign a contract, you must find a lawyer to take a good look. Lin Mingyue said that as an artist, he is still sensitive to contracts. Speaking of this, she remembered something again, and added, "But Sister Xiyan, if you are short of money, you can borrow it from us, there is no need to find someone else, right? ”

"It's not just about money, but also about operations and management," Zheng Xiyan shook his head and smiled, raising his hand and gently stroking Lin Mingyue's hair, "If I'm short of money, I'll definitely ask you if you're okay." In case I lose all my money, I really have to borrow money from you. ”

"No problem, wrap it up on me. Lin Mingyue patted her small breasts, which were not of any size, and said.

"Alright, I'm done with my business, now ...... I can talk about you. Zheng Xiyan said meaningfully. In fact, this is the main purpose of her calling Lin Mingyue over today.

"I, what's the matter with me?" Lin Mingyue sat up straight and looked at Zheng Xiyan beside her suspiciously.

"Of course there is something, for example, what is wrong with you and him now?" Zheng Xiyan stared at Lin Mingyue's eyes and said with a chuckle.

She already knew it.

This morning, Xu Chuqing woke up and saw her mobile phone and immediately called back. Zheng Xiyan asked her on the phone if there was anything wrong with Lin Mingyue and Han Shenyan.

At first, Xu Chuqing didn't want to tell her to hide it, but with Xu Chuqing's character, how could she withstand her questioning. It didn't take long to resist, and she told Zheng Xiyan everything she knew.

When Zheng Xiyan heard that Lin Mingyue took the initiative to break up with Han Shenyan because of herself, she naturally had mixed feelings in her heart.

Some are relieved, some are angry, and maybe some are hopeful. It's just that such expectations have not yet risen, and they are weighed down by pity and worry in their hearts.

So there is this meeting today.

"I'm fine with him. Lin Mingyue's face was a little reluctant, but she pretended to be indifferent and said.

"It's good, but why isn't that what I heard?" Zheng Xiyan looked at her eyes, and a trace of pity flashed.

“…… It's just some small contradictions, how can Sister Xiyan care about this. Lin Mingyue said to herself.

"What? Don't you even tell me the truth now? Zheng Xiyan looked at her somewhat evasive eyes and said softly.

What Zheng Xiyan said was that when the rainbow angel was at its darkest, Lin Mingyue always hid everything in her heart, and after Zheng Xiyan found out, the two of them agreed that if they encountered something unpleasant and unpleasant, and they didn't want to say it to others, at least they should be honest with each other.

When Lin Mingyue heard this, she fell silent. His lips pursed tightly, and his fingers began to tangle together.

Zheng Xiyan looked at her quietly, waiting for her answer.

"Sister Xiyan, do you know everything?" Lin Mingyue raised her head, with an extremely bitter smile on her face, raised her hand, and brushed the hair next to her ears behind her ears, "But, Sister Xiyan, although you said that just now, aren't you actually the same?