254. She and Her

Lin Mingyue turned her head sideways and looked out of the car window, there were neon lights flashing quickly, and she couldn't even see the outline clearly, so she could only catch a trace of light left behind. The crystal trophy in his hand emitted various colors of light in the car.

The previous excitement and excitement are still there, but at the same time, there is also a little more confusion.

Because of Sister Huang's words, she had to raise her head from the sand, and she couldn't pretend to be the ostrich who deceived herself.

In fact, since that Christmas Eve, she has found that she has a different feeling about him. She doesn't know when this change began, maybe it's the dark night when she cries, or maybe it's a look at each other in "My Knot", no matter when, change is change.

Now I don't just think of him as someone who has helped me, a close friend, or my ex-brother-in-law.

It's really a little bit of a treat for himself...... Lover.

Naturally, there is a reason for "My Knot", whether it is the setting of the scene, or the acting skills that seem to be real under the camera, or the intimacy deliberately or unintentionally, it is too easy for people to indulge in it. But if it weren't for him, if it weren't for the one who once opened her heart, I'm afraid it would never have been possible for her to have such a change in just three episodes of filming.

From awkward eye contact, to deliberate intimacy, to each other's habits.

All of this happened so naturally.

When she looked at each other on Christmas Eve, she suddenly realized that she had changed so much.

So, after that day, she casually said something like "if it weren't for him".

Oh, yes.

If the object of his affection is not him, not his ex-brother-in-law, how good it would be.

It's a pity that there are no ifs.

Zheng Xiyan was like a mountain blocking between the two.

Now, however, since that day's candlelit talk, the mountain seems to have vanished.

Sister Xiyan has let go of her entanglement with him. even told himself that it didn't matter if he was really in a relationship with him.

Her words really made her feel a lot easier. In the past, every time I returned to the dormitory after filming "My Knot" and saw Sister Xiyan, I always felt an inexplicable sense of guilt in my heart. It's as if she has moved something that belongs to her. Although, it was just a job she couldn't refuse, but it was hard for her not to think about it.

But now, Sister Xiyan really has nothing to do with him anymore.

After that candlelit night talk, she lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, and thought a lot.

She thought of the support he had given her during that darkest of times. That was the first impression he made on her, sunny and warm. Maybe when he opened her heart, he had quietly walked into her heart.

And after that, his sweet marriage with Sister Xiyan made him see the sweetness of love, and even for a while, he thought they were the most perfect couple.

After that, on that small bridge, if she hadn't met him, without his enlightenment and persuasion, how would she choose the next day? She herself can't tell, but no matter how she chooses, I'm afraid she will miss the trophy in her hand.

In the filming of "My Knot", his carefulness and care, his inadvertent concern, and the words that were intentional or unintentional, all touched her heart, true or false, under the camera, who can tell so clearly, so clearly? Of course, the heartbeat on Christmas Eve is indispensable.

He was the first to hold her hand, he was also the first to let her take the initiative to hug, and he was the first to let her experience the taste of love.

Lin Mingyue thought of this and suddenly realized that the two of them had gone through so much unconsciously.

In fact, after that candlelit night talk, an idea once popped up in her heart that made her heart beat faster. It's just that as soon as this idea appeared, she put it aside.

And the reason is still Zheng Xiyan.

Although Sister Xiyan doesn't care, if she and him really become lovers, it will still be a little embarrassing.

This thought made her hesitate a little. But at least, at least in the filming of "My Knot", she can fully devote herself to it. It's just that it hasn't been the next filming of "My Knot", and Sister Huang's words today suddenly woke her up, it turned out that not only under the lens of "My Knot", but in normal times, she was already used to intimacy with him?

What makes her even more upset is that she is not disgusted by this kind of intimacy, and she is faintly a little shy and expectant.

She bit her lip, she still learned this action from Zheng Xijing, and the more she was contacted, many small habits would also be contagious to each other.

Maybe...... You really like him, right?

Lin Mingyue asked herself in her heart.

She didn't know the answer to this question, but what she could be sure of was that she must have a crush on him, and this liking had developed since he helped her, and now it seemed to have become even stronger.

Otherwise, it would be impossible for me to make such an intimate move.

However, can this good impression be called a liking......

She was also a little at a loss about this question.

She has no emotional experience before, although she has starred in the heroine of many emotional dramas, and even tries to experience the complex emotional experience of the characters in the play, but there are some things, if you haven't experienced it, it is really difficult to tell the difference. And when these things involve themselves, they are even more unpredictable.

If it's really him, maybe it's really a good choice.

Moreover, Sister Xiyan won't mind.

She held the trophy and thought stupidly.

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The screen of the TV flickered and then went dark, just like the sky outside the window.

Zheng Xiyan put down the remote control in his hand and stood up from the sofa.

It's hard to describe how she's feeling at the moment.

She walked over to the window and opened it, a gust of cold wind made her shiver, and she tightened the loungewear on her body, which was her favorite before, or they had chosen together.

At this time, the night sky is already full of stars, and it is a rare good weather.

This is not the Rainbow Angel's dormitory.

This is her home.

Or rather, the former home.

Moving back to the dormitory is to draw warmth from the sisters, and coming back here is to have a private space.

She had just sat on the couch and watched the awards ceremony live.

Although she decided to try one last time, she had no intention of sharing this kind of thing with her sisters.

Even her own sister Zheng Xijing is no exception.