Chapter 191: His View of Love
At that time, Zhu Beini was still in the self-confidence brought by the promotion, and she thought very calmly: The matter has come to this point, and it is useless to talk more. In the future, she should have asked Tao Mu to send a copy to herself when she sent the printer's mail.
Despite the cruel roar of the general manager, she had no intention of rushing to Tao Mu to hold her accountable and vent.
After a while, Tao Mu came to Zhu Beini with tears in her eyes.
"You don't have to be so exaggerated. Zhu Beini glanced at her and said with a smile.
"I sent the wrong version when I sent the email. After you made the corrections, I carefully transposed the title according to your request, and I read it again and again, but I never expected that I actually added the wrong attachment, and I sent the attachment that I had sent to you for you to check, and the electronic version of the appendix that I had specially transcribed after you revised it was still in the computer. Tao Mu never used "you" to talk to Zhu Beini on weekdays.
Zhu Beini stopped what she was doing, looked at Tao Mu, listened to her, and nodded seriously. In addition, as always, no further investigations were made.
I thought this was the end of this matter, but I didn't expect that the calm was just an illusion, and it turned out that the general manager dug a pit and waited for him after the festival.
It's just that Zhu Beini is a little chilled. Obviously, he helped Tao Mu block a knife, how did Tao Mu use mean words to blacken himself as much as he could?
Zhu Beini silently took back the lost notebook and walked back to her place silently. In the entire office area, only the office of the general assistant has no table shield. In the past, I thought it was for the convenience of spying on others, but now I feel that being seen through by everyone is like a fig leaf.
"I resigned immediately, and so was it. Zhu Beini quickly cut through the mess, and decided to leave this place of right and wrong, and leave those who are black and white.
Sitting at the desk, I don't want to touch any more work. The determination has been made, but it still can't stop the sadness and emptiness in my heart. suddenly thought that this was also a major decision, and Chen Xiaoxi's identity was a core relational figure, so he thought of letting Chen Xiaoxi "smell" first.
"I want to resign. "Zhu Beni gets straight to the point.
"Why?"
"The general manager of our company slandered me, slandered me, and spread rumors about me, and shamelessly asked me to review it on Friday. Zhu Beini told her story honestly, and her two thumbs flew over the keyboard of her phone.
"How much money do you have?"
"What?" said Zhu Beini. I don't know why Chen Xiaoxi changed the topic.
"How much money do you have now?"
"I have more than 13,000 dollars in savings. I can borrow from my classmates until I find a new job. Zhu Beini realized that Chen Xiaoxi began to help her settle financial accounts.
"Is it enough for your eighteen months' expenses?" Chen Xiaoxi replied, paused for a moment, and then another line of words: "If you have eighteen months' reserves, you can resign anytime and anywhere." ”
Zhu Beini was stunned when she heard this.
"Thirteen thousand pieces divided by eighteen months, 722 pieces per month. If you think you can control your monthly expenses within 722, you can quit your job. Staring at this line of words, Zhu Beini wondered if the other end of WeChat was the Chen Xiaoxi she knew on weekdays. What's even more skeptical is whether Chen Xiaoxi still remembers that he is her boyfriend?!
Chen Xiaoxi is actually full of contradictions in his heart.
He doesn't think it's the best policy to leave regardless of being wronged. It seems very relieved to resign and leave because I feel wronged; what if I can't find a job in the future and put myself in a greater predicament? Isn't it even more sad?
Who doesn't feel a little wronged at work? Besides, the company doesn't say that to you alone. Chen Xiaoxi heard about the situation of her company from Zhu Beini's usual words, and knew about those similar red-headed documents, all of which were sharp and eager to shoot to death. Just because the general manager is that style, if he doesn't achieve that effect, he thinks it will be ineffective.
If Zhu Beini really resigns, he will definitely not sit idly by. If Zhu Beini was asking him for his opinion, he would also be unreserved, confessing to him that recklessness and acting rashly in his eyes were immature.
Chen Xiaoxi wants to marry Zhu Beini and have children for the rest of his life. Because of this, I don't want to indulge her easily.
Chen Xiaoxi did not escape in his words, and Zhu Beini had already heard the refusal.
How she hoped that Chen Xiaoxi would support her unconditionally in her fragile moment! But at this moment, in the face of his reason, she only felt cold.
Zhu Beini fell silent, and the little black man in her heart appeared, and said coldly: Lu Yao knows horsepower, and he will see people's hearts for a long time. Before you ask him to raise it, is he starting to get nervous?
Seeing that Zhu Beini no longer replied, Chen Xiaoxi didn't dare to hesitate and called Zhu Beini directly.
Zhu Beini hesitated for a moment and answered the phone. Listen as you walk out of the office.
"I once saw that you were unhappy at work, and I thought about letting you not go to work, and I raised you. I thought about it again and again, and finally I felt that this idea was too selfish. If you don't accept the challenge, you will miss out on opportunities to grow. If you are not mature, you will not see life as it really is.
Instead of you being naïve and naïve and getting lost in false fantasies, it is better for you to break through, to feel, to experience. Not how much you earn, but for you to give yourself a chance to experience what it means to be alive.
The only thing I can do is lay a net underneath to make sure you don't get so down that you don't run out of food.
I hope that after you have security, how you should live and how you live like if you don't have security.
Today, you want to leave your job because you have been wronged. If you insist on it, of course I will accept it. I just got your approval, and I'm in the fresh period of love, and I'm willing to pay for any willfulness you have. But you should know what I really think. What I look forward to in another partner.
I don't want you to be so desperate that you come to me, though I'm always open for you.
I don't want the weak to ask for help from the strong between me and you. Why can't it be a team? Life is a fun game, and I want a partner. I can support you, nurture you, and invest in you, provided that you are independent, mature, and have dreams, rather than being willful, casual, and irresponsible.
I don't care if you make it in the end. It's enough to try, experience, and not waste time.
And vice versa, so do I. I will do my best to be loyal to you, accountable to you, and work tirelessly to make your life better. ”
Chen Xiaoxi's seemingly honest words were like a basin of cold water that was frozen to a critical value, pouring Zhu Beini from head to toe, and her heart was cold.
"Is your conditional love for me?"
Zhu Beini's eyes overflowed like tears. A deeper feeling of loneliness gripped her. Chen Xiaoxi's words, she only heard "she is good enough, he loves".
"Unconditional love is a lie. The essence of love is first the instinctive attraction of reproduction, and then the sense of responsibility in the era of civilization. I want to be responsible for you, I want you to live better, I want to care about everything about you. This is my love for you. Chen Xiaoxi's words were earnest, which made Zhu Beini struggle even more.
"Do you care? People who know me want to spend three minutes caring about everything about me!" Zhu Beini covered her mouth, tears pouring down her eyes. Since she was a girl, she has been fantasizing about someone who loves her, and she is willing to give up the whole world, and the love dream that moves everyone in the world begins to collapse.
"You're not talking about caring. It's curiosity. Friends are only curious about your current situation and don't really care about how you are now and how you will be in the future. ”
This sentence slightly soothed Zhu Beini's disappointed heart.
"What do you care about?" Zhu Beini took a breath and steadied herself.
"If you're in trouble, make sure you are on the course of ell being. ”
"What about me now, am I in trouble?"
"Not really. Chen Xiaoxi said it categorically.
"Why?"
"If you don't take the road. I'm taking a risk to help guide you on the right path. Chen Xiaoxi turned to say in a voice that seemed sincere and encouraging: "No one can live for you." ”