Chapter 128: Distance between an arm's length
Ma Jianshe and Chu Keke relived the memories of the year in the old house, and when they said goodbye to the old house and walked out, Chu Keke's eyes were a little red. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
The gift is still left in the old house, and it is inconvenient to bring it back today, Ma Jianshe said that there will be no class tomorrow afternoon, and Mi Lang will also come over to see the progress of the renovation, so tomorrow he is going to bring a big box over and send it to Coco.
Coco walked behind Ma Jianshe for a while, and after kicking a small pebble, she finally spoke: "Ma Jianjian, I'm very happy to come back this time." It's just that I'm going back next week, and my dad won't allow me to come back in the future. You, do you have any questions for me?"
Chu Keke looked at Ma Jianjian's back, but his eyes were a little trance.
When Ma Jianshe heard this, he didn't look back or answer, and still walked forward in silence.
Chu Keke followed behind him in silence, separated by an arm's length.
After walking for a while, Ma Jianshe spoke: "Chu Chu, of course it's good to study abroad." I saw the way you looked yesterday, very optimistic and cheerful, and that's even better. We always have to learn to say goodbye to the past, don't we?"
Ma Jianshe said this, and finally turned his body and faced Coco.
"We're still students, so there will be a lot of opportunities for us to create ourselves. Australia is not very far away, and I can come and see you later, or, when you work, you can come back to see this hometown. ”
Chu Keke took a deep breath and still didn't speak. But there was a fog in the big eyes again.
"Coco, don't be like this, you'll always be with me, always there. Ma Jianshe pointed to his heart.
"Ma construction site, why are you talking so sensational, you want to cry again. Chu Keke finally walked up and grabbed his arm.
"Is this good, let's make an appointment, if after this time, you don't want to go abroad, I can't go back to China, we will really put each other here in the future, okay?" Chu Keke also gestured in his heart.
"No, Coco, I don't want to use time to explain anything. We will grow up, we will change, and this agreement will eventually become a kind of imprisonment. Don't be like this, I just want you to live happily. ”
Ma Jianshe did not hesitate, saying such words was tantamount to rejecting Coco's oath.
Because of the bottom of his heart, he sorted it out on the night of insomnia that day.
If Coco can be regarded as his first love, then Yan Huan'er is his true love. If Coco can't be regarded as his first love, then Yan Huan'er is his first love.
He also knew in his heart that Coco's future would not be in such a city. And Ma Jianshe likes this city and likes to live according to his habits.
Ma Jianshe grabbed Coco's hands and spoke to her gently: "Coco, we will all have our own lives in the future." You see, you've only been there for two years, and you've become so good, and in another two years, you'll be even better. But I like it here, I don't have any big ambitions, Coco, we've grown up now, and a lot of things will change, so you can think of this as your former home. ”
Ma Jianshe looked at Coco gently, but the shadow floating in his heart was Yan Huan'er's figure. He shook his head and shook off Yan Huan'er's shadow.
Coco's expression, he saw it very clearly, Coco seemed to want to give him a promise, but now he is not the same as he was two years ago.
Ma Jianshe faced Coco again, but for the first time he had a sense that things were wrong. This time, it seems to be him who has changed.
It is said that time is a knife to kill pigs, but time is on the two of them, taken away, or brought, it's a little vague, right?
Coco looked at Ma Jianjian, his big eyes full of sadness. She was not angry at Ma Jianjian's refusal, and even she knew that Ma Jianshe said this, she must not want her to give herself a confinement.
She knew Ma Jianjian too well, and he was never willing to hurt anyone, including himself.
"Ma Jianjian, I came back this time to make up for your explanation. I deliberately didn't say anything about that time when I left, but this time, I was telling you in a formal way that I was leaving and would never come back. ”
By the time Coco said the last sentence, his voice had become very soft, as light as a breath, and the sentence would disappear with the wind. But Coco looked at Ma Jianjian's eyes, but he was determined, and there was no evasion.
In the night, the sea breeze blew, and Coco's long hair fluttered and covered half of her cheeks. A strand of hair was still wrapped around her mouth, and Coco gently brushed her hair.
At that moment, in Ma Jianjian's eyes, Coco looked so gentle, but so lonely, and the expression on his face was a little heartbreaking.
Ma Jianshe smiled and touched her head, patted her lightly, and said, "We're talking too seriously now, and it doesn't look like the two college students are saying goodbye." You should say, buddy, next time you remember to come to Australia to see me, I have to get back to you, get out of the way, send me the ticket money first. ”
Coco was stunned in Ma Jianjian's words, and then laughed out loud.
The heavy atmosphere between the two seemed to be lightened by a joke by Ma Jianjian. Chu Keke returned to the state of an invincible beautiful girl in a blink of an eye.
"Ma construction site, since Miss Ben can only be nostalgic in her homeland, not stationed, from tomorrow, she will serve twelve hours a day, and if she can't do it, I will stay at your house and not leave. I can tell you, the consequences will be very serious. ”
When Chu Keke said this, he snorted twice and started again: "Tomorrow I will go to eat Zhangzhou lo mein, the bamboo shoot cave in the eight cities, the beef salted rice behind the People's Park, and the spring rolls of the seventh sister-in-law in the pedestrian street, and the oyster fried in the back of the second city." Also, I didn't bring any winter clothes with me, so you'll have to buy them for me, and I'll have to stay for a week. ”
After saying this, Coco seemed to be angry, and he took Ma Jianjian's hand with a smile and walked forward. After taking two steps, he turned around and jumped on the back of Ma Jianjian, where he sang: "Drive, my little carriage of childhood...... Running, driving, my lost youth...... Gone......"
Ma Jianshe listened, and finally couldn't help it, and laughed out loud.
Coco misses her lost youth, and Ma Jianshe wants to touch her nose. But his hands were holding Coco's long legs.
After sending Coco back, Ma Jianshe walked a long way on the streets alone. In the conversation with Coco, he seems to be calm and sensible.
But why, when Coco disappeared from his sight, he felt that the look on his face could finally be put down?
His heart was filled with many emotions that could not be expressed. Some congestion, some relief, some anxiety, some sadness, and even a hint of anger.
This time, Coco finished the explanation that he owed him two years ago, this is the explanation that Ma Jianshe has always wanted, but in Coco's words, he felt that he had forgotten about it for a long time. He didn't need that explanation anymore.
He remembered that he hadn't found Yan Huan'er today, but now he didn't want to look for her at all. Even, he wanted to stay away from Yan Huan'er.
He knew that Yan Huan'er wouldn't go far, and she wouldn't go as far as Coco. As long as Ma Jianshe raised his head, Yan Huan'er would appear in his sight.
Therefore, Ma Jianshe thought that maybe Yan Huan'er should really be given a little space, and he had been around her for a long time.
Perhaps, Yan Huan'er should also be given a chance to choose? Coco and herself have both made a choice, but Yan Huan'er doesn't seem to have it yet.
When Ma Jianshe returned home, it was already late, and it was past the early hours of the morning. He actually walked back from the hotel where Coco was staying.
This long road, Ma Jianshe has been trying to figure himself out, and he doesn't know why he is a little uncomfortable.
He felt that everything was well solved. Coco's tiredness, he saw it in his eyes, and Yan Huan'er's helplessness, he also saw it in his eyes.
He gave Coco warmth, but he couldn't give her time, he gave Yan Huan'er seriousness, but he couldn't give Yan Huan'er more.
Originally, he was in a very calm mood, and he just wanted to see Yan Huan'er every day, discuss and discuss those messy things with her, and life passed quickly.
But now, he is a little tired, and he feels that he is a little inexplicably bored. I just want to let go of everyone, even far away from Yan Huan'er, I don't want to see her.
Ma Jianshe suddenly felt that this kind of life didn't seem to be what he wanted.