Chapter 129: This is not Goldbach's conjecture
Ma Jianshe lost sleep for another night. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
This night still seems to have something to do with Chu Keke.
After more than ten years of getting along, to what extent has this kind of affection accumulated? Ma Jianshe can't give himself a quantitative yardstick. He only felt that this time apart, Chu Keke would never return to his life.
He was heartbroken. But he didn't want anyone to know about it. In such a mood, Yan Huan'er became not so important.
What Ma Jianshe needs now is to be able to decompose this kind of pain by himself. He didn't want to be in this situation all the time.
Facing himself, he knows very well what he thinks in his heart.
He couldn't ask Chu Keke to stay, he didn't even allow himself to have this thought. What is the situation between the two families, he knows very well. Uncle Chu will not change his orders because of Coco's request. Although he has always been accustomed to Coco, in this kind of matter, don't talk about himself, even Coco has no chance to fight.
Ma Jianshe couldn't ask himself to leave. He thought about it, but it was gone. Because Ma Dong will never let him leave, Ma Dong only has one son, a big family, and he is also fighting for the next generation. Ma Jianshe can't just take care of himself.
When Coco left for the first time, Ma Jianshe wanted to go to Australia, and he filled out the application form, but when he saw the pity in the eyes of Ma Dong and Mrs. Ma, the kind of eyes that wanted to comfort him, he pressed this thought.
For the first time, he was relieved of the pain of Chu Keke's farewell without saying goodbye, and Ma Jianshe told himself that he would find a warm feeling and a simple girl in the future. Nothing else, for him, is so important.
Therefore, when Yan Huan'er appeared in his sight and appeared in his life, he suddenly became enlightened, isn't this the girl he is looking for?
Although Yan Huan'er has always been faint, he knows that Yan Huan'er is a simple girl. In the process of pursuing Yan Huan'er, he slowly realized the kind of life power that is as plain as water, but flows endlessly.
It's the state he's always liked. Therefore, no matter how Yan Huan'er rejected him or didn't respond to him, he seemed to understand that Yan Huan'er would accept him one day.
But Chu Keke suddenly came back, and all of a sudden destroyed his peace.
Looking at Coco's free swing in the sun, beautiful, youthful, lively, like a flame. Ma Jianshe was not moved, it was fake, not to mention, it was the cocoa in his heart.
Coco is affectionate, and he knows her. But Coco is like a flame, what she needs is a kind of burning, and Ma Jianshe has always been afraid that she will not be able to keep up with her pace.
Coco pursues the best in everything it does, and Ma Construction only needs to be better. Therefore, in the more than ten years he has been with Coco, he has always been the one next to Coco, not the one in front of Coco.
This time, it's still the same. This time, he didn't even want to do the one next to him, he just wanted to be the one behind Coco.
He just wanted Coco to know that if one day she was unhappy, he would always be there for her as long as she came back. Even if he has a wife and children in the future, he will put Coco in an equally important position.
Therefore, at this moment, he left Yan Huan'er behind.
Human feelings are always complicated. What is the difference between the emotions that arise between two people who are not related by blood, similar to family affection or love?
20-year-old Ma Jianshe can't figure it out.
It is not a formula where one plus one equals two, nor is it a brain teaser where one plus one equals three, nor is it Goldbach's conjecture of one plus one.
The most direct and painful thing about Ma Jianjian is nothing more than what originally belonged to him, but he could only watch it disappear or move away. He didn't like the feeling of powerlessness so much.
He didn't want more, it was just that it was originally his, and he didn't want to lose.
However, Coco is going to be lost, and the kind of heart between him and Coco that you know and I know is going to be lost, and this time, it's real, really, it's going to be lost.
He felt a tingling in his heart, but there was really nothing he could do. Sometimes the fate of children is controlled by their parents.
Ma Jianjian had a sleepless night.
It was only at dawn that I fell asleep.
When he felt that his nose was itchy and couldn't help sneezing, when he opened his eyes, a smiling face appeared in front of him.
Ma Jianshe was stunned for a moment, and suddenly felt that time had turned again.
He rolled over and muttered, "Don't make a fuss, let me sleep again." ”
He continued to be hugged, and Coco continued to be unrelentingly harassed.
One moment to grab the soles of his feet, the next to twist his ass under the covers, or to pinch the flesh on his arms.
Ma Jianshe dodged left and right, but still couldn't avoid Coco's claws, he couldn't help laughing while twisting around on the bed, Coco laughed more and more, to pull his ears, Ma Jianshe finally couldn't help it, hugged Coco, and rolled on the bed.
Coco was under him, with two big eyes full of affection, squinting and smiling with a pool of spring water.
Ma Jianshe couldn't help but touch her delicate face, and lowered his head.
The air currents between the two snorts collided with each other in less than a centimeter of space. But at that distance of one centimeter, both of them stood still.
In the end, Ma Jianshe turned his face away with difficulty and left Coco's body.
"Coco, are you going to eat spring rolls later, or lo mein?" Ma Jianshe tried his best to adjust his breath so that it would not appear a little disordered.
"Ma Da construction site, you know how to eat. I'm going to buy clothes, from the inside out. Coco laughed and got up from the bed, with a blush on her face, but lazy with an astonishing beauty.
Ma Jianshe hurriedly took two steps away from her, picked up his clothes and pants, and put them on with his back to her.
Chu Keke lay back on his bed, stretched out his arms against the ceiling, and swayed wildly, humming a song.
"Under the bridge in front of the door, a group of ducks swim in, come and count them, two, four, six, seven, eight, croak, a stupid duck, I can't count how many ducks there are......"
Singing and singing, Chu Keke suddenly laughed, giggling with laughter, like a little hen that lays eggs.
Ma Jianshe glanced at her angrily and said, "Hey, that's a boy's bed, you are a girl, hurry up, get up for me, and go to breakfast with me." In the future, you can't do this outside, girls' families, how bad. ”
As soon as Ma Jianshe finished speaking, a pillow flew over, and he caught it with a smile. There Coco also laughed and jumped out of bed, pulled his arm and walked out.
The two were talking and laughing and walking down the stairs, but they didn't expect Ma Dong to be in the living room. When he saw them coming down, he smiled and did not speak.
Turned to Mrs. Ma and said, "You and the children should eat first, I won't eat, and I'll go back to the company first." ”
Coco called out there: "Daddy Ma, are you going to work? I'll go to work with you." ”
Ma Dong immediately shook his hand when he heard this, laughed twice and said: "You better forget it, when the time comes, you will make a mess of my office again, you and the construction site will go outside, and in two days, you will have to leave again." ”
Ma Dong's loving gaze circled around the two of them, and finally stopped on the arms of the two of them, but he only smiled slightly and turned to go out.