496. The Second Letter

The next day, as soon as the sky was dark, Han Shenyan had already gotten up.

Pick up your phone as soon as possible.

But what made him a little dumbfounded was that the phone screen was empty, and he didn't see the good night that had become a habit.

This girl.

It seems that I really got into the drama yesterday.

However, if she finds out that the good night she has insisted on for most of the year has been interrupted yesterday, I'm afraid she will be depressed for a long time, right?

Han Shenyan recalled the sparkle in the corner of her eyes when she left last night, couldn't help but shake her head and laugh, and then sent a good morning greeting.

Naturally, I want to comfort her today, but it's still too early. After that, I went downstairs for morning exercises, made breakfast at seven o'clock, and of course I didn't forget to send her a photo of breakfast. It's also a little flirtatious between couples.

After breakfast, the trip was in the afternoon, he came to the computer and began to work on a new script.

He didn't plan to let go of the profession of screenwriter, and after such a long time, he also had some ideas in his heart. But to create this kind of thing, it is not enough to rely on ideas alone, it takes time.

This time, though, his attention wasn't as focused as usual.

Because of yesterday's "I Knot". That was their last "I knot", and there was no such legitimate opportunity to meet and date again. Not only that, because of the exposure of the relationship between him and Zheng Xiyan, his relationship with Lin Mingyue also needs to be more careful.

Once exposed, it will be an unbearable thing for both of them.

Then, how the two will meet after that becomes a question. He has been exposed here, and there are likely to be reporters and fans squatting near the community during this sensitive period.

It didn't matter before, both of them were ready to be exposed, but now, it's obviously not good.

Perhaps, buying a house should already be on the agenda. Han Shenyan thought so in his heart. All of the previous income was invested in the filming of "Repeat", but in the past six months, Lin Lin, a variety of variety show endorsements, has finally come down and has a good income. And the performance fee for "Riding the Wind" is about to arrive.

And two days ago, Xia Han, the director and investor, also said that he would send a big red envelope to all the leading actors. The income of one billion makes the producer make a lot of money.

In the midst of cranky thoughts and creative outlines, time passes quickly. His stomach began to protest, and he realized that it was already twelve o'clock, and in the morning, about one-fifth of the outline of the script had been written, which was not satisfactory.

After a simple lunch, he sat on the sofa, holding his mobile phone with some doubts in his heart.

Until now, there was still no message from Lin Mingyue on the phone.

It shouldn't be.

According to Lin Mingyue's cheerful and bright personality, even if she was really sad and sad when she entered the drama yesterday, after one night and one morning, it should have been well a long time ago.

Even if she hasn't recovered yet, she will pretend to be happy in front of herself.

And I won't let myself worry about her, and I won't let my heart ache for her.

That's what she is.

This is her Lin Xiaolu.

No...... I'm sick.

It's September, and it's the season when it's easy to catch a cold and fever.

Thinking of this, he found her number and dialed it directly, but the phone was not connected until the busy signal came.

His brow furrowed, maybe it was a temporary trip, or was it something else?

At this time, the mobile phone rings. However, what disappointed him was that the caller was Zhou Bin. The afternoon tour began.

He could only suppress the doubts in his heart, put on his coat and walked out of the house, and when he came back, the moon was already hanging high outside the window.

When he opened the door, his face sank. This afternoon's variety show did not go well, because his distraction was re-filmed several times, which made Zhou Bin apologize. However, the heaviness in his heart was not for this matter, but because it had been a whole day, and Lin Mingyue still hadn't returned any news.

All the text messages are like a stone in the sea. The phone he had just called her in the nanny's car still went unanswered.

He reached into his bag and prepared to use his mobile phone to make a call to Jin Xianyun to ask. It's not that he's making a fuss, it's the first time in the more than half a year that they've been in a relationship that they haven't been in contact for a whole day.

It's just that when he was holding the phone, he noticed with some confusion that there seemed to be something else in the bag. Like, there's a letter, and there's a ...... Book?

He took it out with some doubts, it was indeed a letter, and the handwriting on the envelope was beautiful.

"Han Xiaowolf personally opened. ”

He knew the handwriting, it was Lin Mingyue's handwriting. Did she sneak into her bag yesterday?

Looking at this inexplicable letter, and thinking of her abnormality in the past two days, his heart couldn't help but sink, but he still opened the envelope.

Two pieces of stationery, full of writing.

He looked closely, and when he saw the contents of his heart, it was as if his heart was torn apart again.

That unspeakable pain.

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"This may be the last time I'll call you that. So, you have to call a few more times, otherwise, won't you lose money?"

"When you read this letter, you must be very puzzled, right? God, in this era, is there anyone still writing letters?"

"Actually, I was going to type it out on the computer at the beginning. But I really tried. But every time I give up halfway, after all, it's too easy to delete on the computer. So, I couldn't even write a third, so I deleted it. ”

"Maybe it's a really difficult decision for me. ”

"This time with you has really been the happiest time of my life. ”

"Really, Han Xiaowolf, what I said is true, and there is no trace of falsehood. ”

Even now, as I write this letter, I still think so. Maybe in the future, I won't be able to find a better one than you. ”

"I really wouldn't want to leave you if I could. But, as you said, there are no ifs in life. What you have in life is just a choice. One choice after another. ”

"Do you remember the last time? I know that Sister Xiyan still likes you. That's a choice for me. ”

"That time, I chose you. I have never regretted this choice. ”

"Like I said, every minute and second I've been with you. All are the happiest memories. ”

"Warm Han little wolf. ”

"Funny Han little wolf. ”

"Bad guy Han Little Wolf. ”

"Lustful Han little wolf. ”

"I can't think about it enough, but I really can't think about it anymore. Otherwise, I won't be able to write it again this time. However, I really made up my mind. This time, I made my choice. ”

"If I could, I really hope, I don't know anything yet. Just in your arms, when your forest fawn. I still spend every day happily as before. ”

"We said yes. ”

"We're going to the beach, watch the sunrise, pick up shells. ”

"We have to take lots and lots of photos to save our sweetest and happiest time forever. ”

"There are many, many more, but actually, those are not important, the important thing is that you are by my side, and that is enough. ”

"But there are no ifs in life. Han Xiaowolf, I've really tried many times, but I really can't convince myself to continue walking with you. ”

"Han Xiaowolf, do you know? Sister Xiyan...... Forget it, I can't write it, you better read it for yourself, after reading it, you will understand my choice. ”

"I said so much, not in the hope that you and Sister Xiyan would reconcile. I've never thought of it that way. ”

"As a woman, I'm actually very selfish, I'm also bad, don't I. ”

"It's like we're not worried all the time, if the two of us get exposed. I'm going to be called hard by the fans, aren't I?"

"But actually, I don't care about that. ”

"But, this time, I really couldn't convince myself anymore. And you went on and on. Really, I thought about it for a long, long time. ”

"If I could, I would like to continue my happiness with you as if I didn't know anything. ”

"However, for a while, every time I'm with you, I think of Sister Xiyan. Before thinking of us, she cared for me, and before thinking of us, she cared for us. ”

"Can you guess that, even that day, the day of the showdown between the two of you, she still cares about me. ”

"Can you guess that? I apologized to her, but she actually drank the half bottle with me. ”

"She even voluntarily gave up her interests for the sake of us. ”

"She was in front of me, and she was able to ask about the progress of the two of us as usual. She's showing me that she's really, really letting go. Don't want me to be burdened in any way. ”

"If I hadn't seen that diary of hers, I really wouldn't know. It turned out that it was so painful in her heart. ”

"It turned out that she was so helpless. ”

"She was the only one left with us, but now, she didn't even have the last bit of sustenance. ”

"So, Han Xiaowolf, although I tried my best to overcome it and try my best to forget, I really, really couldn't do it. ”

"However, although I have made a choice, I am still reluctant. I can't bear you. ”

"My little wolf Han. ”

"So, I pretend nothing happened, by your side. Just to covet the warmth that belongs to me in the end. ”

"Don't you think, in fact, your Lin Xiaolu is also very selfish. ”

"Tomorrow, tomorrow will be "My Knot". Parting special. Parting special. ”

"It's actually pretty good. ”

"It's not just a parting special, it's also our parting. ”

"We started because of 'My Knot' and ended because of 'My Knot'. ”

"It's like we wrote on the love lock. Okay?"

"Legends are just legends after all, and the story of the Ferris wheel is not as accurate as you say. ”

"The next time we meet, we'll be strangers. We can pretend that we can't see each other, or we can deliberately distance ourselves. ”

"But I only hope that you won't look at me with disgust. Is that okay? Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Her diary, and this letter, I'll find a chance to give it to you. You're stupid, and you won't find out. ”

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Han Xiaowolf. ”

"Really, these three words really can't be called enough. ”

"I really want to call it for the rest of my life. ”

"Obviously, it has been agreed forever. But I left first. Obviously, I can already say yes, but I'm not sorry. But this time. Or did I break my promise. ”

"I'm sorry. ”

"Goodbye. ”

The letter paper is not flat, and it is easy to see the traces of being soaked with tears.

It can be imagined that Lin Mingyue was sad when she wrote this letter.

Perhaps, just like Han Shenyan's mood at this time.

Heart-rending pain.

At this time, Han Shenyan's lips were pursed, and the green tendons on the back of his hands appeared.

What is this?

It's true.

It is difficult to accept such a fact.

What is this?

The whole heart was inexplicably squeezed, as if it was out of breath. For a long time, he hadn't felt anything like this, so long that he had almost forgotten it.

Just because of such a problem, you have to part with this and never see each other again?

And to be friends again?

What kind of words are these?

He tried to calm himself down, and he knew that such emotions didn't help anything.

He needs to know now what made Lin Mingyue write such a letter.

What was it that made her make such a choice?

He picked up the diary of Zheng Xiyan in his bag.

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Time goes back a few days ago.

On that day, Lin Mingyue finally met Zheng Xiyan. Zheng Xiyan asked her to help clean up the things that were still left in the room.

Lin Mingyue explained the incident to them clearly after Jin Xianyun and the others came back. Naturally, it was a lot of emotion and tears. Without any hesitation, Jin Xianyun immediately dialed Zheng Xiyan's video call, and the seven of them reunited together through their mobile phones.

There are memories.

There is a sigh.

There are conventions.

There are tears.

Of course, there is laughter.

After all this was done, it was already late at night. Lin Mingyue was lying on the bed, holding the same book she found from Zheng Xiyan's bed.

Will there be an original design of your own bracelet?

If there is, I want to take a picture and post it on the Internet, which can be regarded as promoting Sister Xiyan.

Although the company forbids herself from contacting her, it doesn't work now, it doesn't mean it won't work in the future. Sooner or later, you can use it.

It's just that to his surprise, this is not the previous drawing. Rather, it is densely written.

This is Sister Xiyan's diary.

She blinked in surprise and wanted to close it at the first moment, but inadvertently saw her name appear on it, which made her stop.

It doesn't matter if you look at it.

When I was a trainee before, I and Sister Xiyan often peeked at each other's diaries.

But after becoming an artist, I don't have time to write a diary. I really didn't expect Sister Xiyan to have such a habit now.

She thought so and looked down.