Since that day, she has continued to talk and laugh with her sisters.

She would still say goodnight to Han Shenyan.

She would also occasionally go to Han Shenyan to enjoy the warm time between the two.

But she knows that there are some things that she really can't go back to.

Now, no matter how hard she tries, no matter how hard she tries to forget what she saw before, it always to no avail.

Whenever she sent a text message to Han Xiaowolf, whenever she heard Han Xiaowolf's voice, whenever she was with him, the guilt for Zheng Xiyan would rise in her heart irrepressibly.

Why, she is enjoying a happy time here.

And Sister Xiyan has to struggle in the abyss of pain.

People are always selfish.

Lin Mingyue is no exception. She also tried hard to forget about this incident, not wanting it to affect her life.

After all, it has happened, after all, all the mistakes have been made.

No matter what you do, you can't turn back time.

But she failed.

That guilt, that heartache, like a maggot on the tarsal bones, kept gnawing at her heart. She suddenly hated herself very much, and it was she who made Sister Xiyan suffer these pains.

For too many nights, she woke up from her dream, and in the dream, Sister Xiyan cried silently alone.

Finally, in her own crying, she made a choice again. After countless failures, I finally wrote the parting letter the night before the parting special of "My Knot".

After writing that letter.

She gently wiped away her tears, and didn't cry again for a long time. Because tomorrow is the last sweetness for the two, she hopes to leave the best memories in his heart.

It's like what the two write on the love lock.

Say goodbye with a smile.

Han Xiaowolf.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

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Han Shenyan put down Zheng Xiyan's diary, and his heart was mixed.

He wanted to laugh a little. Because of something like this, she finally chose to separate, but he couldn't laugh at all. Because he knows that this is not an April Fool's joke. Lin Mingyue has really made such a choice.

He wanted to cry again. knew and fell in love, but she thought she would go to the white head, but she finally chose to leave. But he couldn't cry at all. Maybe in the dead of night, maybe after some drunken getaway, but at least not now.

He just felt hollow in his chest.

The wound that had healed was cut open again. The blood was dripping and the bones were visible.

But he didn't feel the pain for a while.

He seemed to be numb. Until now, there is a feeling of unreality.

Is all this true?

It was all fine before, why is it all broken now?

He took a deep breath and went to the bathroom to slap the cold water in his face, trying to calm himself down.

The most important thing now is to make it clear to her and change her mind.

He knew that the two of them had always had a good relationship.

After reading Zheng Xiyan's diary, he was also able to understand the reason why Lin Mingyue made such a choice.

If he was in Lin Mingyue's position, it would be very uncomfortable.

She is so kind, how can she watch her dearest sister fall into deep pain because of herself?

But understanding does not mean agreeing.

Even if the two break up, will Zheng Xiyan be better?

What's the point other than to make the two of them lose their original happiness?

He dialed his cell.

However, in one case, it still didn't connect.

He took a deep breath, then turned around, picked up his coat and walked out the door.

The car was driving under the street lights, and the time was already ten o'clock.

He knew her itinerary and she would definitely be in the dormitory now.

He couldn't wait for tomorrow, he wanted to see her today.

Twenty minutes later, the car stopped in a shady corner at the entrance of the Rainbow Angel community.

Although he was anxious, he did not get carried away by this.

It's going to be an eventful time.

He's already taking a big risk by coming here at this time. If he was found in the Rainbow Angel's dormitory, it would be devastating for him and the Rainbow Angel.

He dialed Lin Mingyue's phone again.

It's still the same as before.

It seems that she has really made up her mind.

There was no moonlight and no lights, and his face looked a little bleak in the dim light of his phone.

He hesitated, but finally didn't get out of the door.

He's not an impulsive hairy boy anymore, and even at such moments, he still doesn't want to have a bad influence on others because of his actions.

He sent her another text message.

But again, ten minutes later, there was still no reply from her.

He looked up and could see the Rainbow Angel's living room, which was now lit up.

He found Jin Xianyun's phone from his phone and dialed it.

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Lin Mingyue sat on the bed, did not turn on the light, and the room was dark.

She clasped her hands around her knees and stared at the phone in front of her in a daze.

The bell she heard.

It's just that she doesn't have the courage to connect.

Han Xiaowolf has already seen the letter.

He must be in a sad mood right now.

It should be as sad as my current self.

Tears flowed silently down her cheeks, and she buried her head in her knees, her weak shoulders twitching.

The familiar phone rang again.

She looked up and looked at her phone stupidly, waiting for the only light in the room to fade out.

The ringtones that once made her cheerful are now like parting songs.

Then, the text message rang.

She pursed her lips tightly and reached out to click away.

"Mingyue, I'm at the gate of the community now, I want to see you, it's better to say some things in person. Even if it's goodbye. ”

She shook her head.

What can she do if she goes down? The decision has been made, and it will not be changed. Even if this decision also left her bruised.

She really tried hard. But he still can't face his guilt for Sister Xiyan.

Once, how much warmth Sister Xiyan brought her, now, she turned into guilt and returned it twice.

And.

If I see you, I'm afraid I won't be able to leave you, and I'm afraid I'll regret my previous decision.

So I'm sorry Han Xiaowolf.

She buried her head at once, like an ostrich, running away from the whole world.

At that moment, the door opened.

"What's wrong?Mingyue, didn't you hear the phone ring?Why are you turning off the lights?You can't go to bed so early?" Jin Xianyun's voice came from outside the door, and the light that came in from the living room was also infected.

Jin Xianyun's voice stopped abruptly. She saw Lin Mingyue sitting helplessly on the bed.

"Mingyue, what's wrong with you?" she shut, then turned the light on.