Chapter 39: Confession

PS: Yesterday's AKB general election was really speechless, if it wasn't for the change of venue, I don't know if the fans at the scene would riot, this marriage declaration is a huge blow to both 008 and AKB48 or the entire idol industry. Idols who can get married, maybe there will be a group to debut with this promotional slogan in the future~

"I know that after I write this paragraph with her, I will definitely lose my powder and collect the ...... of sending blades" - "A Confession of a Waste, Teach You How to Become a Scumbag - Nishino Nanase Chapter" by Tian Licheng

"Cake No. 7, he knows that I like the Chinese character seven the most. When Nishino heard Tian Licheng's reply, his heart was as sweet as eating a "white lover", and his little face was flushed, like a lovely apple.

She glanced at Lao Tian shyly, nodded with a smile, and then turned her head in the direction of the TV, seemingly unconcerned, but her two hands unconsciously picked the back of her fingers: it was only May, but she felt that the temperature in the room was like midsummer, a little restless, a little dizzying.

Outside the window, the night is getting darker, but Tokyo is still bustling and bustling. Looking out of the window, the neon lights of the city illuminate the city's luxury, obscuring the clear glow of the stars and moon. Tian Licheng and Nishino seem so insignificant in this giant city where tens of millions of lives gather, but for the two of them at this moment, only each other's existence is left in their eyes.

Tian Licheng knew that the girl understood her mind, and her heart was also a deer. This is completely different from the situation of the eldest lady at that time, this is the first time she has taken the initiative to express her affection for a girl, but his self-confessed and obscure words are like a booster, which suddenly makes the relationship between the two people complicated and entangled.

Lao Tian knew that Nishino once said in the show that he was the kind of girl who would take the initiative to pursue love, but when it really came time to pierce this layer of window paper, he originally thought it would be better to let himself say it. It's just that after the "Cake No. 7" spoke, after seeing the girl's happy expression and his uncontrollable emotions, he knew that he had crossed the line and gone too far.

He is not single now, although the situation of three wives and four concubines can also be encountered every day, but for any girl, no one will willingly share a man with others.

In his heart, Nanase Nishino is more like a dream in his previous life, a beautiful dream that people never want to wake up, not to mention, dreams have a moment of waking up after all. Long pain is better than short pain, some things are better to tell each other at the beginning, a girl's feelings are treasures buried deep in her heart, she is not qualified, and there is no reason to blaspheme.

It's just that the atmosphere in the room is terrifyingly ambiguous now, and the air is filled with sweetness, as if cream is smeared all over the room, Tian Licheng wants to confess, but he has always been firmly imprisoned by the atmosphere.

The smiling and proud rivers and lakes on TV have entered the advertising link, and finally the opportunity has arrived! Tian Licheng plucked up his courage and looked at Nishino, only to find that the girl was also turning her head to look at herself. He couldn't look directly into Nishino's bright eyes, so he immediately lowered his head. Seeing Lao Tian's embarrassed look, the girl also smiled and turned around.

"Tian Licheng, now is not the time to be shy, what should be said is always to be said!" Lao Tian made up his mind and was ready to say everything, but he once again met Nishino's lovely face.

Embarrassing, this kind of cartoon will actually appear on yourself, is this the legendary tacit understanding? It's just that now is not the time to need tacit understanding at all!

"That~~" The two of them spoke in unison, and said in unison: "Ah, you say it first." ”

Nishino didn't expect him to be so compatible with Tian Licheng, covering his hair with both hands, covering his side face, and then motioned for Lao Tian to speak first.

"Nanasai, I have something to say to you, I hope you don't mind, okay?" Tian Licheng finally mustered up his courage.

"Yes. Nishino nodded, glanced at Lao Tian secretly, and was a little curious: Why was his expression so serious, wasn't he quite happy just now?

"That~ That, actually, I, I already have a girlfriend. Lao Tian lowered his head and said hesitantly, and the bravery that he had finally accumulated was poured down like quicksand.

Hearing Tian Licheng's words, Nishino's mind was like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, the hairs on her neck were blown up, she was a little at a loss, and the smile on her face disappeared suddenly: He, what did he say? He actually has a girlfriend? Why is this happening, why? His expression just now, his movements, he obviously likes me......

Seeing Nishino's face like ashes and his eyes were blank, Tian Licheng's heart was twisted like a towel: today is her birthday, shouldn't he give her a happy memory? But his bottom line kept telling himself, don't deceive the girl in front of him, the essence of the relationship is mutual trust between the two parties, and the relationship maintained by lies can't last long, since it can't last, why bother to start?

"I'm such a scumbag. Tian Licheng shook his head self-deprecatingly: "I already have a girlfriend, but I still selfishly want to be closer to Nanasai, I'm really sorry." As he spoke, he bowed deeply to Nishino.

The room fell silent, except for the sporadic sounds of cars passing by outside, announcing the passage of time.

After a while, Nishino broke the suffocating silence in the room: "Tian Jun, please allow me to call you that, okay? You don't have to look like this at all, we, haven't we started at all? What are you sorry for me?" she looked at Lao Tian blankly and muttered.

Tian Licheng sighed deeply, he didn't know how to continue the conversation between the two of them.

His image in the eyes of the girl must be sure and certain, and it has completely collapsed. I'm not the kind of person who can step on two boats, I should have controlled my behavior, how can I be affected by this ambiguous emotion? Tian Licheng, Tian Licheng, Brother Cheng is your example!

The silence in the room continued after Nishino finished speaking, and the laughter and laughter of the two people before seemed to be just bubbles in a dream, so colorful, but they burst when they poked.

"Na, Tian Jun, what are you talking about? Don't talk like this, okay? You can say anything you want, that sentence just now was just a joke or something, I was lying to me before, I just wanted to see what I looked like when I cried, anything was fine. ”

The girl's tone was close to begging, but the tears were already flowing down her face. When Tian Licheng confessed, the heart-wrenching feeling made her more confirmed, she not only admired the man in front of her, but really had a good impression of him. Maybe it's the amazement I was when I read his works in middle school, maybe it's the empathy that solves my siege when I'm embarrassed, maybe it's the hot meal he serves, maybe it's his music, his text messages, his gentleness.

I want to be with him, I want to have more intersections with him, I want to leave more memories with him, I don't want to be strangers to him in the future, I don't want to smile hypocritically in the future, I don't, I don't want to never see him again...... The girl's heart turned a thousand times.

Lao Tian heard the girl's crying words, and his heart was like a knife: "I'm sorry, Nanasai, I, I really don't know what to say to make you feel better." If you want to scold me, or want to hit me, then, I deserve it. Self-blame and discomfort filled his chest, and Nishino's eyes made him even more embarrassed.

"Tian Jun, if I beat you or scold you, will things take a turn for the better?" The girl's voice came faintly, and seeing Tian Licheng's crying face, she was even more uncomfortable: "Na, tell me about her, what kind of woman can get your heart, can you tell me?"

Lao Tian smiled self-deprecatingly, but his heart was weighed down by the jack: "You should have seen it, it is the lead singer of our band." A very troublesome guy, I knew her when I first entered college......"