"If a person can accept the worst side of you, then she must be truly ...... to you" - "A Confession of a Wreck, Teach You How to Become a Scumbag - Nishino Nanase Chapter" by Tian Licheng

"When I was a freshman, Nanxiang's seniors wanted to give me the position of president, but I refused to accept it because I was afraid of trouble, thinking that instead of being so troublesome, I would simply quit the music club, and forget it. But it's obviously all my problem, but she went to have a big fight with Nango without asking, it's the Nango Wei in your Nogizaka operation, and said that he maliciously suppressed talented people to force me out of the club, and if I quit the club, she would quit the club with my teammates. Do you think she is very unreasonable? Nanxiang was beaten by her for some reason. ”

"Obviously, I thought her singing voice was great on a whim, and I just wanted to play music with her, but I didn't expect this stupid woman to take it seriously, and she pulled me to practice desperately every day whenever I was free. She said she wanted to be a singer, she wanted to sing the songs I wrote, and you said she was stupid and naïve? I was really annoyed by her. ”

Tian Licheng shook his head self-deprecatingly, he sat on the ground, lowered his head, and felt that it was really embarrassing to say what was in his heart in front of Nishino, but he didn't want to hide anything from the girl, because this is the real him, after fading the plug-in of the traverser, the best-selling author, and the coat of a student at a prestigious school, he was just an ordinary person.

"When I was a sophomore, I released her pigeon, and she chased me every day and scolded, for three days in a row, half an hour a day. But every time she scolded to the end, she cried. She would ask me if I thought she didn't sing well enough, for fear of losing my face on stage. Lao Tian shook his head: "How is it possible, she already sang very well at that time." In fact, it was all because I had been injured by the background of the stage, and I had a psychological shadow and was afraid of going on stage, so I found an excuse to avoid it. Is she rude? It's the first time I've seen a girl swear for so long. ”

"When I was a junior,Just before the school festival,She said let me stand at the front when I performed.,If the stage background collapses,,She's going to let me escape first~~ In my opinion,There's nothing in the world that's more important than your own life.,But she just doesn't care.。 As he spoke, Lao Tian's eyes also filled with tears: "They are all a group of fools, obviously they are all students of Dongdong University, but they seem to have no IQ to be played around by me like this, but they are never tired of it." Talking about dreams all day long, what do you want to buy when you have money, etc. Haha, bullshit! Do you think they would hate me very much if they knew that I was Jintian? Isn't it bad that they have already achieved fame and no longer need to use anything to prove themselves, but just to have fun for themselves, they have woven a beautiful dream for them?"

He grabbed his hair, his head was in chaos, and he kept talking with his instinctive drive.

"Before the school festival,She told me,She can't imagine life without me.。 Why am I not like that? In fact, they brought me dreams, and they made me pick up my dreams. Like them, I wanted to stand on a bigger stage, to show my talent, to let more people listen to my voice, and to prove to the world that I had been here and worked hard! What would I have been without them?"

As he spoke, Tian Licheng burst into tears, it turned out that the college life in the past few years had unconsciously left such a deep imprint in his heart, if he didn't want to confess to Nishino, he didn't even realize that his teammates were already so important in his mind. Being reborn once is not an unbridled indulgence for him, but a more cherishing of the scenery he once had, his teammates, and the girl in front of him, confessing precisely because he didn't want to hurt.

He tried to wipe his tears like a stubborn child, and it was really a bad thing to say that he had an emotional experience with another woman in front of someone who liked him, but at this moment, he just wanted to tell Nishino unreservedly what he was saying, an ordinary, cowardly, and willful self.

Nishino Nanase's eyes were already full of tears, the man in front of him was not Yukawa Manaku, let alone Ryoji Kirihara, under the light in the room and the cold moonlight outside the window, everything about him was revealed, and there was nothing to hide, he was just him, a flesh and blood, an ordinary man who would be weak and in pain.

"Why should I be angry, I should be happy to see him like this, but why does my heart hurt so much, why do I lose my breath, why do I cry too......" She fidgeted and wanted to escape, but found that her feet were not obeying the call at all, desperately resisting the command of her brain, and her body's instinct seemed to tell her: "Stay, don't admit defeat, maybe, you still like him." ”

Nishino struggled to get up from the sofa, came behind Tian Licheng, and carefully touched the man's shoulder, his body trembled violently as if it had been electrified.

She pursed her lips, made up her mind, and resolutely hugged Lao Tian from behind, and the girl closed her eyes and quietly felt his breath. The sound of her knees hitting the floor was clear, but she didn't seem to feel any pain, just wrapped her thin arms around the man's waist gently.

Time has completely stopped, the whole of Tokyo is gone, and the hustle and bustle outside the window is no longer in your ears. The moment Tian Licheng hugged him, his soul floated up as if out of his body, leaving the world and independent, and the whole world was only left with the girl's gentleness and tolerance.

Her embrace is warm and natural, as if it can accommodate all the dross and troubles of the world, just like the sea when it is calm, vast and quiet, which is completely different from the embracement of the eldest lady, one is the sea and the other is the flame.

"Nanasai, this ......" Tian Licheng originally thought that Nanase Nishino was ready to leave, but he didn't expect the girl to ...... Only the faint fragrance of the girl's hair and the real sensation of the girl's body reminded him that all this was real.

He didn't dare to look back at Nishino's current expression, so he could only gently put his right hand on the hand where the girl was holding him and patted it gently.

Nishino felt Lao Tian's movements, and instead of letting go, he hugged him tighter and his body closer until the sound of each other's heartbeats could be heard clearly.

"It's just a comforting hug between friends, Tian Jun, you don't have to be burdened. Nishino's voice came softly from behind Tian Licheng, and there was also a slightly damp feeling, it was the girl's tears soaking Lao Tian's shirt: "We haven't started at all, have we?"

"But I ......" Lao Tian still wanted to say something, he felt that he didn't deserve Nishino's hug at all, not to mention that this was clearly beyond the scope of friends.

"I'm content if I can see you silently as I am now. What's more, haven't you and her only been dating for half a month? Who can say for sure what will happen in the future? The breath of Nishino's words passed through his clothes and reached Tian Licheng's body, warm and hot.

Lao Tian faced shamelessly: "This is too unfair to you, why? I don't deserve your ...... at all"

"Maybe. But the world is inherently unfair, just like some people are born with a lot of money, and some people are born poor. Some people can choose to like this or that, but in my choice, I can only like this or prefer this one. Thank you so much today, I'm sorry, I'll go back first. ”

Nishino covered his mouth with one hand, wiped his tears with the other, and ran to the entrance with "kicking and kicking", changed his shoes, and glanced back at Tian Licheng.

Seeing that Lao Tian was staring at herself intently, she waved her hand as if facing the camera, squeezed out a bright smile, turned around, "snapped", and closed the door.

"I couldn't be worse. Seeing Nishino leaving, Tian Licheng collapsed into a big character on the floor, looking at the ceiling stupidly, he only felt that at this moment even the chandelier was grinning and laughing at himself.

As soon as he walked into his house and closed the door, the smile on Nanase Nishino's face could no longer hold it, and the sadness that she had forced it to suppress welled up, and tears seemed to open the floodgates: "I'm really stupid to get home, waste wood woman." Men or something, men or something......" She leaned weakly against the door and sat down slowly, like a flower in the corner shivering in the cold wind.

After crying and venting for a while, the girl felt a little better, slowly stood up, and restrained her mood: "Forget it, let's go take a bath first, today is my birthday, I should be happy, this kind of stinky man, what do I want him to do." ”

She didn't have time to find a change of clothes, so like a bird breaking free from a cage, she rushed into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, and turned it on to the maximum. She looked up, letting the water from the shower wet her hair, her face, and her clothes. But she didn't care about it anymore, and at this moment she only wanted to escape.

By the time Nishino finished taking a shower and drying her hair, it was already an hour later, and time was the medicine that smoothed everything, and after her attention shifted a little, she felt a lot better.

She wrapped herself in a bath towel and slippers, revealing her slender shoulders and straight calves, unloaded her whole body defense, and lay down on the sofa weakly, picking up her mobile phone and flipping through it.

There were many blessings from relatives and friends on the phone, but the girl saw Tian Licheng's message as if instinctively at a glance. She wanted to ignore it, but after thinking about it, she finally clicked on it.

"I'm sorry I told you so much nonsense today, and I forgot to give you a birthday present. In fact, I prepared the gift a long time ago, but today's events made me unable to speak, I dare not ask for your understanding, I just want to send my blessings. I'm not very good at singing, I'm afraid I'm going to block you a second time, please forgive me. ”

"What, do you think a song will do me? the lowest human!" Nishino muttered to herself, throwing her phone aside, lying on her back, staring blankly at the ceiling, she didn't know how she was going to face the man downstairs again, how to greet him the next time we met, how to care about his life.

After a few minutes, she was still a little reluctant, picked up her mobile phone, and wanted to see what kind of moth Tian Licheng had for her to add to the blockage for the second time, obviously everything that happened just now was enough to upset her.

"This little luck is given to Nana Sai, wishing you a happy 20th birthday, and you will always be happy, healthy, and carefree. After the words of blessing, there was a song like Lao Tian killing a pig.

"I heard the raindrops falling on the green grass......

When I fell in love with you, I didn't know how to feel affection

Li felt unforgettable when he said goodbye

Why didn't I find out that I met the mud

is the best thing in life......

People naturally forget their chances

Who has been silently guarding the same place in the wind and rain......

I'm glad to meet you

But I have lost the right to shed tears for you

I hope in the sky I can't see

You spread your wings

Destined to meet you

How lucky he will be to faint......"

"What a broken song, it's so ugly to sing, how can I be carefree now, eight~~~Ga~~~" She silently put the song in the most conspicuous place in the music folder of her mobile phone, the corners of her mouth curved in a wonderful arc, but her eyes flashed with crystal tears, "Let's start again from now on, please take care of me in the future, Tian Jun." ”