Who am I?

Sitting on the soft swivel chair in the studio, Kim Min-seok looked up at the glaring white cold light, squinting slightly, pondering this somewhat philosophical question. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Since signing the company and having such a studio of his own, Kim Min-seok has rarely returned to Kim Jiu-ra's home.

It's not because I have any opinion about Jin Jiula. It's just that on the one hand, it's true that there are too many messy jobs during this time, and it's writing songs, practicing, acting classes, etc., etc., etc., etc., which forced Kim Min-seok to turn around, and it was difficult to find a gap to settle down, so he had to focus on every minute and every second. On the other hand, it is also because he finally has room to maneuver, Kim Min-seok certainly does not want to risk being exposed to his identity at all times and trap himself in Uncle Jiula.

Although he respects and appreciates Uncle Jiula, the king's game that is entangled like tarsal bones, and the surveillance and threats of NPCs with thorns in his back, make Kim Min-seok can only discount this trust and leave a small heart in his heart.

Getting back to business, with his legs crossed on the workbench, Kim Min-seok thought a little worriedly.

Who am I?

Is it Song Hyuk? Without a doubt, this is an identity that I have held on to for a full twenty-five years, since I was born. Whether it is the name or the bloodline, I am deeply branded with the name Song He, which cannot be washed off or taken off.

However, Song He's identity is dead! My parents, my friends and family, even the woman I liked, no, the woman I once liked, Kim Taeyeon, were sure that Song Hyuk was dead.

According to the definition in philosophy, identity is the identification of others with the individual, and there is no doubt that I am still alive and am not Song He, just a lonely ghost.

So, am I Kim Min-suk? After all, now I am replacing Kim Min-suk's identity, and in the eyes of others, although my appearance is different and my personality is very different, they can firmly believe that I am Kim Min-suk.

So, who am I?

If it weren't for Song He's words, could it be that the twenty-five years he had lived before was just an empty one? The rush in the rain, the fight in the car, and the roar under the moon are all fake?

If it weren't for Kim Min-suk, everything I have been exposed to in the past three months, everything that has happened, and the days when I can't see the future when I have to live as Kim Min-suk, are they meaningless to me?

I have to say that because of Han Yu's secret guidance, intentionally or unintentionally, and because of the huge flaws in his own heart, Kim Min-seok fell into the logical circle commonly known as the heart demon, struggling with self-awareness and unable to extricate himself.

The more I thought about it, the more upset I became, and I wanted to divert my thinking, but my brain always unconsciously turned back to the old road, and Kim Min-seok couldn't help but bury his head in his hands, pulling at his hair in agony.

The mobile phone he threw on the table made a vibrating sound, like a life-saving straw, Kim Min-seok picked it up without even looking at it, and with great urgency, he asked with a slight gasp: "Yo Pusai?" ”

"Yo Psi yo? It's Minshuk xi, right? Kim Tae-yeon's voice was stunned for a moment, and asked a little grandly.

"It's me." At this time, where can you still think of your careful thoughts about Taeyeon? Kim Min-seok rubbed his eyebrows and admitted.

"Actually, I called to ask, when can the recording of the song "i" start?" Taeyeon cautiously explained, as if she was afraid that Kim Min-seok would misunderstand: "It's not that I'm in a hurry, it's just that the release time of the fifth episode has been set, and on the 18th of next month, the company's arrangements for my personal solo plan should also be prepared quickly-"

"i", by the way, I still have "i"! With his eyes lit up and reminded by Taeyeon, Kim Min-seok finally remembered this song that carried his countless emotions.

"Taeyeon Xi, although it is a bit rude," Kim Min-seok interrupted Taeyeon's explanation slightly forcefully and asked aloud, "I want to ask you a somewhat personal question, I want you to answer it with all means." ”

"If I don't answer......" Vaguely sensing that something was wrong with Kim Min-suk's state, Taeyeon was so tentative, frowning at a brow that was already sparse and all about makeup.

"I'm not going to do anything." With a low chuckle, Kim Min-seok said so threateningly.

But this is just a threat, and now even if Taeyeon doesn't let him sing "i", Kim Min-seok himself has to beg to do feat.

"Minshuoxi, please say something you want." After being silent for a long time, Taeyeon finally admitted it aggrievedly, but the attitude in her words was much more distant.

"The person who wrote the song "i" for you," Kim Min-seok scowled slightly, "Do you think he's still alive?" ”

"Minshuo Xi!" Kim Taeyeon shouted angrily, and her voice on the phone was a little rougher.

"It's important to me." To her surprise, Kim Min-seok didn't treat herself like before, she couldn't help but stiffen her head, with some pleading in her voice, and it sounded a little weak: "This matter is very important to me." ”

"......" Kim Taeyeon did not speak.

"Only by knowing this can I grasp the essence of the song "i"."

"As long as I didn't see him die, I wouldn't admit it." Closing his eyes and taking a deep breath, holding back the tears in his eyes, Taeyeon said, "Even if he really dies, as long as I don't admit it, he will live in my heart." ”

"That," the voice was urgent, and Kim Min-suk's eyes flashed with a glimmer, "What does Taeyeon Xi think, who am I?" ”

"You're who you are!" Completely confused by Kim Min-suk's inexplicable words, and even the original anger was eliminated a lot, Taeyeon raised her eyebrows and replied, "Who else could it be?" Even if I change a hundred identities, can the person who is calling me now be someone else besides you? ”

"Hahahaha." After a pause, just when Taeyeon was waiting a little impatiently, Kim Min-suk's hearty laughter came, and the original depression was swept away: "Thank you, Taeyeon Xi really thank you!" ”

"What about my song?" Before Taeyeon could finish asking, there was a busy sound coming from the receiver, and Kim Min-seok actually hung up the phone.

"What the hell! This person! Smiling magnificently, Taeyeon bent her mouth and pondering Kim Min-suk.

"I am who I am! My existence is unique! Hanging up the phone, Kim Min-seok untied the knot in his heart under Taeyeon's persuasion by mistake, and the whole person's mental state seemed to be sublimated: "Whether it is Song Hyuk or Kim Min-suk, they are all me, or rather, a part of me." My heart is Song Hyuk, and my external performance is Kim Min-suk, and the two are not contradictory! ”

Thinking back to the beginning of the problem, Kim Min-seok also has a deeper understanding of the way of acting: "Song Hyuk is my essence, if you see him as an actor, Kim Min-seok is the role that needs to be played!" This is, the name of my being! (To be continued.) )