Yinxiang's condition is not good, and he couldn't go to the pro-ploughing ceremony in February, and he always had to go in previous years. But if you can persevere, you will never stay in the house.

I understand the meaning of the hospital envoy, prolonging life with medicine, and there is no surgery to return to heaven.

Where is the year, his time is afraid to be counted by days, for me or filial piety is in hours, minutes, seconds.

Xiaoyan never asked me about this, and she probably knew it in her heart, so she didn't need to ask again. What I am entangled with with her is not when Yinxiang will leave us, but I just hope that he will suffer less from illness when he is there.

At the beginning of summer, the flowers are not fully withered, and the lush scenery is even more pleasant. While he felt a little better, we sat in front of the door with the breeze, and the breeze was refreshing, and the mood was relaxed.

We sat together, just like our own courtyard back then, I don't know who started the beginning, and the words were uncontrollable.

Yinxiang is very good, lying in the rocking chair looking up at the blue sky, he didn't feel tired for a long time, he held a filial hand in his palm, shook it, looked at each other and smiled.

Got up and wanted to leave, the door of the courtyard opened with a creak, Honghui and Hongwan walked in one after another, said hello and walked straight behind me.

It's rare to be lively in the house, and the three uncles and nephews actually had a drink, and they talked about far more topics than the two of us women.

The twilight is shrouded, the courtyard is lit up, and the shallow aroma of wine lingers with the illusion of being far away from the court, and it is so comfortable and leisurely that it seems to be able to live another life.

From winter to summer, I almost never cried, and in the current situation, my eyes are hot.

Quietly opened the courtyard door and walked a few steps, and was stopped by Honghui himself.

"I haven't seen her for a few days, but Eniang is thin. Uncle's illness can't be cured in one or two days, and E-niang has to be relieved. It's cold in the evening, and you have to pay attention to your own body. ”

His hand was on my arm, not loosening or clenching, and his face was lowered to look like his Amma. didn't wait for me to reply, and said: "E-Niang should go back to see if she leaves the palace for a few days, if you really can't rest assured, my son stays to take care of my uncle for E-niang, okay? ”

Among the brothers, he and Yinxiang should be the closest, and the uncles and nephews in those years of wandering are different from others, but where can he do this kind of thing for me.

It's just that...... He's right, too. It was Yinzhen's compassion that I was able to stay here that day, and I didn't say a word that I went back to the palace. Now that the half moon is about to pass, does he want me to go back? If so, shouldn't Hongwan mention this?

I should be glad that my sons are older and have their own families, and although they do not live in the same place, they are closer than when they were young. But their brothers and sisters have a deep brotherhood, and they are royal descendants after all, and the rules and etiquette are long in their hearts, and they also want to persuade me at this time.

Let's go back to the palace.

On the carriage, Hongwan walked together, and when the palace gate was close in front of him, he whispered: "E-niang, don't misunderstand, it's not Ama who asked you to come back, it's the son and eldest brother's idea." In recent days, Amma's body has not been very good, and I know that you are worried about Uncle Thirteen, so I haven't mentioned it. ”

I didn't listen to what he said, I only knew that Yinzhen was sick.

After walking in a hurry, Hongwan and Meiyu supported each other left and right, and barely reached the front of the Heart Cultivation Palace.

The guards saw us from afar, kneeling in a row with their sleeves on.

It's still the way I was when I left, but it seemed very quiet, the wind blew the branches and leaves, and the palace lights swayed around.

The day was fine, the sky was clear, and the wind rose on the way back to the palace, as if it was going to rain.

Just as he was thinking about it, the raindrops of beans fell on his face, and Su Peisheng hurriedly held up his umbrella and hurriedly greeted him and handed it to Mei Wei.

I raised my hand, and without waiting for him to straighten up and continue to walk, the little eunuch who was guarding the door snapped his sleeves and knelt on the ground, respectfully saying Wanfu.

Su Peisheng took a few steps and kicked on the apprentice's shoulder, the little eunuch was crooked to the side, and he knelt in that position again.

This is...... Stand in my way?

Thinking of Yinzhen, he reacted when he saw this situation, and it was abnormal as soon as he entered the door. I am also the master in the Heart Cultivation Palace, when have I ever been stopped like this?

The rain poured down and splashed on the skirts and shoes.

Hongwan looked at Su Peisheng with a solemn face, his expression did not change, and he did not say a word.

Meiwan helped me and whispered: "Niangniang, let's go back and change into clothes first, the rain is so heavy, don't catch a cold again." ”

Hongwan also advised: "Eniang, what my aunt said is that I am tired from rushing all the way, so I will go back and rest first." The son went in to take a look, Xu was in a hurry, and Ama was dealing with it. ”

Yes, when he was sick, he would also review the recitals, almost constantly.

The room was not bright, only two candles, and no one could see it, so I didn't know if it was uncomfortable to rest.

I turned around and walked away with my eyebrows, Hongwan held an umbrella to hold me, the rain crackled on the umbrella surface, smashed on the ground, and my ears were full of wind and rain, and rumbling thunder.

A white light suddenly brightened, and there was a loud click that seemed to split the dark night sky in half, and I grabbed Hongwan's wrist in shock.

There have been so many things that have happened in the past two years that I can't remember many things in the early years, but this situation and this scene cannot be more familiar. The woman hidden in the wind, rain, thunder and lightning shouted urgently, not from the mouth of the eyebrows, let alone me.

That year, it seemed that Meiyu persuaded me, but I was so willful that I had to go in, and Gao Wuyong couldn't stop me. Now, Su Peisheng only put on a posture of blocking, and I understood without saying a word.

After only a few steps, the hem and skirt were already soaked, and the rain-stained shoes weighed a thousand pounds.

Still willful, I stopped and turned back to look, the candlelight flickered, and the room became even darker. The buzzing ears suddenly brightened, and a muffled sound behind the wind-blown window paper was heard, followed by the cracking of porcelain.

". The rain on Meiwei's face was in strings, and she took the umbrella and protected it above my head.

"Huh. I answered, turned around and continued walking, swaying back and forth, only to feel that my eyes were black, and I was hugged by Hongwan and bent over to hug me. Pressed against his chest and gritted his teeth, I actually competed with my son, "E-niang will go by herself, you can go, E-niang is fine." ”

His eyes changed, "Amma-"

I interrupted, "It's okay, E-niang's clothes are wet, go back and change it and come to see you Amma." After speaking, he grabbed Meiyu's hand and walked forward. My nails clasped her flesh, and my fingertips trembled with pain, and I really didn't know if my eyebrows hurt or not. Maybe it hurts, the umbrella blew to the ground, and she couldn't catch it.

I stopped and leaned on her shoulder for support, "No." ”

The farther away I was, the more I wanted to hear it, but I couldn't hear anything, and I only saw the three interpreters running towards me. When I saw the approach, I suddenly changed my face, and I was as wet as I was, standing straight in front of me.

"Yinzhen. I raised my head and couldn't open my eyes, so I wiped it indiscriminately, and when I spoke again, I laughed, "Are you better?" ”

He hugged me to his chest and tightened my grip.

I thought I was going to push him away, but I raised my hand and held it.

It rained heavily, and I only had some nasal congestion, but he was so sick that he didn't go down for three days. This disease, rare obedience, cooperation without saying a word, administration of medicine, food, and sleep after eating. When he was awake, he lay quietly and stared at me, and when he was half-asleep, he haunted me like a child.

When Imperial Physician Zhang came to see him again, he was almost cured, and he began to do imperial affairs again, but he no longer went to the warm pavilion except for the last court or meeting with the ministers.

I stayed with me for another two days, made sure I was fine, packed a few clothes and prepared to see Yinxiang again.

He stood by and watched me clean up, and only followed me to the table until it was done. I sat down for tea, he was standing on the edge of the chair, and I went out to ask if Meiyu had picked it up, and when I came back, I almost crashed into the door.

He hugged me and didn't move, and it took a long time to say in a hoarse voice, "I was wrong." ”

I didn't know what to say and shook my head, "Nothing." ”

He hurriedly added: "I didn't do anything, you believe me." I promise you...... I remember it all. ”

"Yinzhen. I wanted to say something and stopped, but finally sighed back in my heart, and smiled at him as if I really didn't care, "I believe in you." ”

He was in a hurry, "You don't believe it at all!"

It doesn't matter if you believe it or not, it's almost a lifetime, and it's more important than anything else that we can keep each other to this day.

"Yinzhen, you listen to Imperial Doctor Zhang's words and rest more, don't care. I'll go to Yinxiang and I'll be back in a few days. ”

"You only have Yinxiang in your heart, what about me? If I wasn't sick, would you have forgotten me, if it wasn't for Hongwan to find you, would you still remember that there was a me?"

His understanding was limited to the past, and now, I am afraid that he will have to compete again. I can't be entangled like him, it's really uncomfortable for the words in my heart to be tangled up, and I have picked up the most important sentence and told the truth, "I'm afraid his days are numbered......"

The hand that grabbed me suddenly let go, took a step back, another step, and sat down in the chair with his head tilted, "Yes, my days are long." ”

My heart was so distressed, as if I was being pulled hard by him, and I couldn't breathe out of my breath. Retreating to the door, he still couldn't hold on, grabbed the curtain and squatted down, his eyes were sore and itchy, and he couldn't see his expression clearly.

Meifu opened the curtain and came in, and I grabbed her trouser leg like driftwood, "Meiwu, let's go." ”

Maybe, I can't rest assured that Yinxiang, and maybe, I want to get out of the way, I can't be here anymore.

His harem is not only one me, those women are real. I used to not care just because he was Yinzhen, and I was willing to accept everything, but now it has become different. Those who are tolerant and generous are self-deception, and his personal promises, I am not looking forward to a promise.

Yinzhen, you are indeed wrong, not only Yinxiang, our days are numbered, we should cherish them. Right now, if you can't talk about it, let's separate first, and maybe it will be fine in two days.