The eyebrows held me up and I wanted to say something, but finally nodded and tried to help me up.

Su Peisheng's voice came from outside, saying that Yinxiang was coming.

Yin Zhen didn't move, only looked at me with half of his face sideways, and after a long time, he sneered, "Go ahead." ”

I was so angry with him that I didn't even have the strength to get angry.

Yinxiang Yueyue entered the palace once, no matter how hard he worked, why did he come? Is it for me? Only for me? The brotherhood between them is really worthless!

Meiyu suddenly leaned into my ear and whispered: "Niangniang, if you don't say a few words, the emperor feels uncomfortable." ”

My heart was like being pricked by a needle, rusty in my flesh and blood, and I was used to it, and it still hurt in the wind and rain.

At this time, you can't say anything, it's not right to say anything, it's not right to go out to see it, it's not right to be here.

He strode over suddenly, and as soon as he raised his hand, his eyebrows loosened, and I fell into his hand.

I was afraid that he would make sarcastic remarks, but fortunately he didn't, so I pursed my lips and stared at it for a moment and said calmly: "Can I still go?" If I can, go and see him, or he won't feel at ease." If not, you can rest and come again, and I'll go first. ”

"Yes. ”

He smiled bitterly, took my hand and squeezed it, hugged his shoulders and went out, just like the same gesture when we went to Prince Yi's mansion last time, when we didn't have a knot.

Yinxiang looked pretty good, leaning back in his chair and fiddling with the snuffbox in his hand, looking fascinated.

After several days of rain, it finally brought good weather, and the sun shone on his body, making his face ruddy.

Yinzhen seemed to have nothing happening, drinking tea and chatting with him, but he didn't invite him into the couch again.

The lunch is very heartfelt, and it is prepared according to what Yinxiang ate when he was recuperating. Yinzhen asked him if he still drank, Yinxiang smiled and waved his hand, "Yesterday, I let your two sons take the lead, and the envoy of the Liu Yuan has already disciplined me, so I don't dare to come again." ”

Yin Zhen Yile knocked on his hand, "Good life will be raised, you and I will drink it when the body is raised, the last game of chess is not finished yet." ”

"Yes. Yinxiang's happiness was as always, "Wait, I'll come back to you in a few days." ”

It's rare to see the two of them talking at the dinner table, but I'm bored eating.

Yinxiang tilted his head and didn't know if he was tired or what, he stopped chopsticks for a long time before eating a few more bites, and the amount of food was much better than a while ago.

When he was about to leave, he said to me, "The last time I went back to the palace, it rained, didn't you get sick again? Don't always be like a child and come by sex, you know? I've been good lately, so you don't have to run to me anymore, just stay in the palace. When I need you, I'll call you. ”

"Good. I nodded, he ignored me anymore, turned to Yinzhen and changed his face, very serious, "Please, I'm tired of living in the house, I can't stand watching those messy people dangling in front of my eyes all day long, give me the small courtyard behind your original mansion, and I'm so quiet and quiet." If it's okay, don't let the ministers bother me, I'm tired. Originally, you handed over the things in my hands to whoever was suitable, and I didn't care, unless you had something urgent, and you called someone to come to me, and I didn't see anyone else. ”

I was so suffocated in my heart that I endured it for a long time and almost suffocated before I heard Yinzhen say hello.

Yinxiang left.

I followed him outside and saw Xiaoyan and helped him into the sedan chair. Until there was no trace of him, he did not see a corner of the sedan curtain lifted.

He is more simple than me, he will come and go, not more nonsense, and finally when he is the most willful, he will persuade me not to be willful. He's going home and leaving me here.

Yinzhen ...... I turned around to look for him, and there I was already standing.

We looked at each other, and neither of us took a step forward.

"Do you blame me?" he asked.

I shook my head.

I and him, Yinxiang and him, never blamed this word.

In the past, we were willing, and now, too, because he is Yinzhen, he deserves to be treated like this, and he is the same for our brothers and sisters.

I didn't say anything to him, and the previous depression seemed to be blown by the warm breeze blowing on my face, and my heart was instantly empty and overflowing.

We led each other to walk between the palace roads, the red walls are winding endlessly, and there is always a way to find it.

The afternoon sun has already had a hot feeling, and the palms of the hands holding each other are the most touching, and no one has loosened a bit.

"Why don't you cry?" he said as if he was laughing, and when he looked at me as if he was thinking.

I looked ahead and replied directly, "It's useless." ”

He stopped, "Then why do you cry every time I'm angry with you?"

I didn't stop, but I couldn't walk anymore when I was pulled by the hand, and when I turned around, I saw the smile in his eyes and asked, "Because it's useful?"

Pointing straight to his heart, I said, "Because you want to see me cry, because you know I have you in my heart." He didn't want to, because he knew I had him in my heart. The two of you are in different positions, and the way you express your feelings is naturally different, and there is no distinction between superior and inferior. I don't have the same feelings for the two of you, and there's no difference between superior and inferior. ”

"You are such a sentimental person, why should you be so calm and rational, aren't you tired?"

"I'm tired, I want to do whatever I want, but I can't. Two steps closer to him, and finally leaning on him, I breathed a sigh of relief and closed my eyes, the world was still bright. "Yinzhen, if this is not the case, maybe I can't go to your heart, if not, I can't afford to be your queen. I'm tired, but I'm glad I've been able to stand by your side because of that. I love you and I love to laugh, that's why I mess around when I face the two of you, because I know that you two love me too and won't want me. I'm sorry, I take back what I once said, I don't know how to live without laughter, and the same goes for losing you, even just thinking about this possibility will be overwhelming. I'm not a person who can face everything calmly and rationally, not really. ”

He didn't reply to me, just patted me on the back and hugged it gently.

The flowers in the palace were gone, and there were still some half-hidden among the denser and denser green leaves, and when the wind blew, they trembled and struggled, and finally left the branches and fell into the dust. The ancients were so talented! Whenever they saw this scene, they would always think of the word "broken flowers and lost willows", which vividly and vividly made people feel that it was really a flower without a hundred days of red, and if it was defeated, it would be defeated, and the more entangled it was, the uglier it became.

Fortunately, we are still in each other's hearts, and we live in peace.

~~~

He never explained to me the events of that night, and he no longer dwelled on whether I believed him or not.

I haven't been to see Yinxiang again, I have my own letters every few days, and I entered the palace in person for more than ten days.

The weather became more and more unbearable, but Yinzhen didn't mention going to the garden, so we stayed together in the palace, day after day.

This is perhaps the simplest time since we first met, without the fear of disputes and losses, without the entanglement of being hurt to the death, full of cherishment, and a shorter time.

Holding the hand of the son, it really doesn't have to be a hundred years old, a lifetime. I suddenly remembered the Yinxiang and filial piety I saw in front of the Heart Cultivation Hall that day, life is determined by heaven, and it is a blessing to live for as many years, as long as they are by each other's side.

Yinzhen is still busy, but he has more leisure, as he said in his early years, if he thinks he will be the most enjoyable person in the world. However, I am still busy, busy and busy.

He always resented that if it wasn't for the emperor, he would be at ease with me for the rest of his life, so I laughed, "It's better to be the emperor, it's rare for me to be the queen." ”

He also laughed, "You're not uncommon. ”

He was wrong. If he is the emperor, if I am not the empress, even if I fight my way out, I will never let other women sit next to him.

When I told him this viciously, he was even happier, and it was evident that a man's vanity was easily satisfied.

In May, he mentioned that we had never been to the maple forest outside the Saiwai that year, and the beauty and affection were deeply imprinted in my heart. He said that he would take me there next year to commemorate the 40th anniversary of each other, and I put the two rings together in one place, "Well, this is it, the 40th anniversary of our marriage there is called the ruby wedding, I have already prepared it, and I will set you for a lifetime." ”

In the past, I was afraid that this kind of thing would be unpleasant, but now, calmly, it is good that we are still together.

It's just that we are all wrong, and the more beautiful it is, the easier it is to break.

On the fourth day of the fifth month, it was still midnight, and the door was slammed. The two of us sat up on the ground, and before we came back to our senses, we saw Mei Yu and her words in front of the bed, and she said quickly: "The thirteenth master is there......"

I got up directly, but he helped me and fell back, so faint that I almost couldn't sit still.

I hurriedly got into the carriage, and my hands were still shaking. Yinzhen hugged me without saying a word, rubbing my hair all the time, but he couldn't shake it away, and his heart was burning.

My tears kept falling, and I couldn't say a word, and I clutched his sleeves and tightened until my hands and feet were numb and out of breath, and finally I arrived at the door of the small courtyard.

wiped away the tears and walked forward step by step.

He's still there!

I'm not unfamiliar with this appearance at all, even after changing time and space decades apart, I still remember it, and I really want to ...... Can't keep it.

He waited for me to come like his mother, just to say a word to me, just one sentence: "Smile, my brother is still there." ”

Finally, he didn't have to work so hard anymore, he was able to see his parents, they were together, and I was the only one.

We stayed by his side until dawn, and the sun didn't warm up even when the bed was warm.

I don't know who mentioned that he wanted to send Prince Yi back to the house, Xiaoyan caressed his face, and he didn't raise his eyelids.

I looked at Yinzhen who was standing beside me and told him that his relatives and □□ generation when Yinxiang was still in good health - the funeral was only for regular clothes, and a piece of gold and jade jewelry was not available.

He is a joke, I am the son of the Zhan family, I have sold my life for the Qing Dynasty, and it is time to go home.

Yin Zhen scolded everyone to go out, rubbed and rubbed the back of my neck, and his voice was hoarse, "It's up to you." ”

Seeing that his eyes were moist, I was so dry that I could hardly blink, and said half-pleadingly: "You go first, I'll accompany him, and I have to help him change his clothes." ”

The room was so quiet that only the sound of breathing could be heard, but no matter how I heard it, there was one less thing.

Xiaoyan and I worked together to help him sit up, and changed into the blue he was used to wearing. This man seems to be good at keeping company with others, but in fact, he is the most noble in his bones, seemingly

I supported his body and tried to sit up straight, combing my hair with filial piety, combing it, calling it, and there was no more Yinxiang. In our hearts, he has always laughed and laughed.

Suddenly, she shouted hoarsely, shaking my heart, and I watched her slowly reach his back, and a string of tears fell from a long time ago.

"Filial piety...... Ruoli?"

She didn't want me, just leaned on him like that, as when she had just chased him, she closed her eyes and pillowed her back, and smiled stupidly.

I couldn't hold back my crying anymore and hung my head against my brother's chest. You don't have to endure showing anyone and crying bitterly.

The door slammed open, the sunlight was dazzling, and the figure with the light on his back fixed at the door.

I wanted to sue him Ruoli also went with the joke, but it was like a stalk in the throat. My heart was so distressed that it felt like a crack had been opened, and I couldn't fix it.

In this life, I have no brother to rely on, and in this life, I only have him.

Yinzhen walked towards me step by step, but I couldn't see more and more clearly, the sun burned from behind him like a fire, and suddenly turned into boundless darkness.

I want to tell him that my heart hurts, and I want to tell him again that those attachments and dependences are inseparable, and I can't find my figure, so I groped in vain.

I saw a bright spot, and my brother was standing not far in front of me, and Ruoli was smiling brightly beside him, just as he had back then.