127. The waves are calm and the wind is calm

The next day, when it was almost noon, I sat on the ground all night with a sore back, leg cramps, and my whole body was stiff and I couldn't move at all. Yinzhen was still sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at me, and there was nothing else but that good voice.

The two of us looked at each other, without words or expressions, just quietly looking at each other.

The silence was shattered by the sound of the eyebrows coming in from outside the door. "Fourth master, Grandpa Gao said that the thirteenth master is here, and he is waiting for you in the front hall at this time."

Yinzhen's brows moved, and he stood up with his hands on his laps, still looking at me. I heard a mumbling sound in his throat, and it wasn't until the sound of Mei's footsteps was gone that he bent down and picked me up, walked back to my room, and laid me on the bed.

I carefully grabbed the hem of his shirt, not daring to let go or pull hard, and just looked at his bloodshot eyes.

"You sleep first, I'll take a look." Yinzhen held my hand and gently pulled it down from his chest, and then pulled the thin quilt over me, and saw that I was still holding his fingers and refused to let go, so I sighed and sat on the edge of the bed. The palm of his hand slowly pressed against my forehead, leaning down to look at me at eye level, "You are sick, you need to rest, close your eyes and sleep for a while, I will go back when I go." ”

I knew that Yinxiang was waiting for him, but at this time, I couldn't let go of my hand, and I always felt that his whispering was an illusion, just to escape quickly from my hands and disappear in an instant. I think it's very difficult for him to do it, if it is replaced by the dumb Fujin yesterday, maybe he will ask his father for a decree in a fit of anger and take me off for a while, and now ...... Oh well, I confess that I am guilty of double bullying, even if he is a healthy race, he can still do two days off.

His fingers were withdrawn from my grasp, and I got up and walked out the door, not daring to say a word, and watched as he disappeared.

Now I have become a person with no secrets, but I can no longer find the ease and peace of last night. I don't know what Yinxiang is going to do, and I can't guess it, after all, neither of them told me about the things in the court. Looking out the window at the small courtyard, apart from the warm sunshine, there was not half a figure, not even the laughter of the red and the sound of the piano practicing seriously.

Sleep, only when you wake up will you have the energy, no matter the storm or the scorching sun, I can deal with it well, even if I am kicked out of the house, at least I still have the strength to go out by myself.

When I woke up, it was already boundless night, and I couldn't even see a star, let alone a bright moon. In the room where I couldn't see my fingers, I felt a little terrifying, and a sense of sadness suddenly invaded my whole body. I sat up with the thin quilt in a hurry, and I hit something on my leg, and it hurt so much that before I could scream, I heard a muffled snort.

"Where?"

The hand was grasped with unmistakable accuracy, and I followed the sound to see that it was still pitch black, but I clearly felt a sense of existence that did not belong to me. I can't believe it, I can't scream when I open my mouth, I'm afraid that if I dream, even if I scream softly, he will disappear again.

I sat motionless on the bed staring, unable to see but felt, still holding his warmth in my hand.

The hand tightened violently, and was quickly released, and I was so anxious to grab it, but the palm of the hand was already attached to the back of my neck, which made me smart, and I could already feel his breath on my face, a slightly rapid breath, "Speak." ”

"Say what?"

His forehead was pressed against him, and I could feel the bridge of his straight nose rubbing against mine, and it took a long time before I heard a soft sigh, "It's okay." ”

I understood what it meant to be fine, and after I told him the truth, he came back to my room, still sleeping next to me, and worried that I would lose my voice again. Only, what about him?

Raising his hand and groping carefully, at this time he was wearing only a soft middle coat on his upper body, and the neckline was slightly open, which could touch his warm chest, and a thin layer of sweat floated. He is so afraid of the heat, he really abides by the rules, and he has never slept shirtless like those modern men in the hot summer for more than ten years.

As my fingertips slid over my collarbone, I felt him move, the breath from my nose blowing heavily on my lips, and the palm of my neck tightened slightly. After a while, he quickly let go and instead pulled me to lie down on my shoulder.

My hand was pulled down from his neck and held in the palm of my hand, in fact, I really didn't want to do anything, I didn't mean anything, I just wanted to feel him, and I was at ease. But the meaning of his refusal is too obvious, at this time, who would think about those things without heart and lungs, it's just that his reaction ...... My face was pressed against his neck, and the arms around my shoulders pressed me against him, the hot heat penetrating the silky fabric and seeping into my skin.

I raised my head but couldn't see it really, so I had to ask cautiously: "Yinzhen, I'm fine, what about you?" ”

"It's fine."

I don't know what to say, I can understand his surprise, and even his own bad temper. However, I can bear the consequences that I can imagine, but I can't face him so quietly.

"I've worked hard for you this year, and now, with me, don't think about anything, take care of your body."

His voice was very soft, but such a sentence was too heavy, not only did he not blame me for losing his son, but he even said something hard. It's just that about that son, he didn't say a word, I couldn't help but hold his hand, "Honghui ......"

My hands hurt, my shoulders hurt too, his palms became stronger, his whole body tightened, and his breath instantly spurted on my face with his words. I saw his dark eyes staring at me in a trance, like a flame burning, "I said, there is me, I am a man, it is him Amma, everything has me." ”

He really lost his temper, and I realized that it was not easy to accept, and it was different from what I imagined. I believe in him, I believe in everything, with him, whether it is Honghui or me, or this family, there will be no problem.

"Yinzhen, I know what I did wrong, and it's useless to say anything this time. But I have always believed in you, and it is wrong for me to sue you now, but I believe in you before, now, and in the future. ”

He didn't say anything more, but his hand relaxed, put it on my shoulder and rubbed it gently, and let go of my hand to wrap it around my waist, still clinging to it like that, but there was no more tension just now.

Leaning on his arms, I became steady, listening to his gradual steady breathing, enduring the rebellion in my stomach. I didn't eat for a day, but I fell asleep very quickly, and I didn't have nightmares anymore.

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I thought Yinxiang was going back to Beijing with Kangxi, but Yinzhen hadn't been to the court for two days, and Yinxiang ran to the house every day.

It turned out that Kangxi's travel team was still slowly advancing towards the capital, and Yinxiang was in front of him and drove all the way to Sibeile Mansion. Just for Honghui's anniversary? It was really hard for him, and he specially prepared a birthday gift for the Hongwan sister and brother.

It's just that it's not the right time for him to come today, because my illness is cured, and I have to sit in the seat of Chang Fujin and accept the greetings of the two new entrants. This kind of moment is somewhat embarrassing, and it is unspeakably awkward to be seen by him and Xiaoyan.

Xiao Qian's mother really looks like she is blessed, no wonder Kangxi wants to praise it. At this time, he was not very old, he was thirteen or fourteen years old, and he was about the same as the Geng family next to him. Born with a baby face, round like a jade plate, a pair of big and crystal eyes, with curved willow eyebrows, small lips raised just right, smiling innocently, unstained with dust.

At this time, she was still small, but she was already exquisite, wearing a very light pink to white skirt, which looked worthy of the word light and elegant. If the little year I saw back then reminded me of Sister Lin, then the Niu Hulu clan in front of me is the sister Bao buried in the snow with a golden hairpin. It's a pity that her ignorant look really makes me unable to see the shadow of the eight faces.

Geng Duxi is a completely different look, petite and slender, and it is difficult to describe such a girl in addition. Some of the familiar ones are like the smiles of the year, delicate, and a pair of heroic eyebrows are also like her. The smile is very shallow, only the eyes can see it, the lips are very thin, slightly pursed, it seems that there is no difference between being happy and unhappy, and she has to fight with her newly married man.

I held the teacup and played with the names of the two girls, the prayer kite, which was very similar to the fate of marrying into a royal woman, how could I fly freely like a kite. Even if you can fly high in the air again, the spool is destined to be firmly grasped, and there is no day when it is not cut, and you can only pray.

As for Geng's family, the sunrise is the tide and the twilight is the tide, if it is really like the tide of the sea, it is really strange that such a girl is not cold.

These two little girls entered the palace draft at the same time, and at the same time they were divided into Concubine De's Yonghe Palace, and they married into the Sibeile Mansion at the same time, so many of them made them like sisters at the same time? Is the legend credible? If this is the case, I should say that they are naΓ―ve and innocent, and they don't know how to be jealous at all. But it's okay, a woman who won't be jealous can make this mansion quiet.

After drinking tea, the two girls went back to their rooms together, Yinxiang followed Yinzhen to the study, and Xiaoyan pulled me back to the backyard quickly.

As soon as he entered the door, he dragged me to sit on the soft floor, and whispered in my ear: "Why are those two girls still girls?" ”

Girl?

Xiaoyan saw me looking at her stupidly, pinching my arm and resenting it, "How old are you, you have lived two lifetimes, and you still look like a fool." Can't you see that the two of them are different from you and me? I heard Yinxiang say that it has been a month since I got married, and it is strange...... Your fourth master is really not an ordinary person. ”

Her expression was rich, curious and relieved, but I only remembered one important point, and asked, "What's the difference?" ”

Xiaoyan looked at me with an idiot look, and explained mysteriously in a whisper, "Walking, eyebrows, everywhere is different. ”

I thought about the way the two girls walked, touched my eyebrows, and heard Xiaoyan sigh, "Okay, don't touch yourself, you're a freak, all the time." Catch up with Ming'er, look at Lan Si and Song, and then look at those two girls to understand. The girl's eyebrows are very soft, and they are obedient, women's, look at me, and your brother, look, it's like this. ”

Looking at her expression of pretending to be resentful but actually happy, I couldn't help but smile almost on her face, looking at those slightly upturned eyebrows, carefully caressing, as if they were really not attached to the eyebrow bone.

The two of us stared at each other with wide eyes, both puffing out their cheeks like squirrels. I don't know what she was thinking, but I remembered the two pieces of white satin that had been sent in the rain early in the morning, and the little red that seemed to bloom on them.

A light cough sounded, so frightened that Xiaoyan and I almost stuck to the face. Xiaoyan dodged back, causing my hand that was still on her shoulder to lose its center of gravity, and then fell down and crushed her to the soft collapse.

Xiaoyan pushed me to sit up quickly, pulled my clothes and rubbed them on the edge of the couch, I looked at Yinzhen standing at the door, and smiled embarrassedly.

Yin Zhen's face turned to the door, and the corners of his lips moved slightly when he opened the door, "The thirteenth brother is going back to the house, wait for the thirteenth brother and sister in the front yard." ”

Xiaoyan was about to go out with a snort, I went down and chased after her, grabbed her hand, and said to Yinzhen: "Can you go and talk to him?" Let Xiaoyan live today, I have something to say to her. ”

Yin Zhen turned her head to look at me, quickly glanced at the bed, and I hurriedly went up and whispered to explain, "I'll let them change to a new one, just one day, let her stay." ”

Xiaoyan came over and stood beside me, looked at me and smiled, a little empty, "Come and see the fourth sister-in-law another day, I'll go back first today." After speaking, she rushed to Yinzhen and quickly flashed out of the door, as if some flood beast was chasing her.

Is the fourth master so terrible? Even Zhan Xiaoyan, who used to have a good face and didn't give her a good face, dared to chase wildly, and actually ran away when he saw Yinzhen. I watched through the window as she trotted out of the hospital, depressedly bowing her head and wringing the hem of her clothes.

My face was cold, and my jade thumb swept across the tip of my nose and cheeks, and when I looked up, I saw his disapproving eyes.

"Next time, I will keep someone to stay, there are guest rooms in the house."