I tried to make myself more idle as Yinzhen said, and it only took a few days to understand that I was wrong. This is his heart, not someone else's, let alone everyone's.

When I knelt in Yonghe Palace, the summer was already very hot, even if Concubine De didn't let me kneel in the courtyard, the room was still so hot that people couldn't stand it.

His mother sat in the inner room, and few palace maids came out and went in, so I bowed my head and knelt here, and the flowers on the skirt seemed to have grown into grass, and the roots pierced into my heart.

I didn't see Kangxi, and I didn't have a will to send me to see him, just a punishment for Concubine De's reward...... This is already the case.

Chang Fujin is not a fake ornament, really not.

The voice of the palace maid came from outside, and before I could react, I heard a deep response from inside, and the sun really blazing into the wide open door, shining brightly on me.

He closed his eyes to avoid the glare of the light, and when he opened them again, he saw the familiar tips of his boots, which only stopped for a moment before passing in front of his legs.

Yinzhen, take me home!

There has never been a moment when I have been so bored with this palace. If it were before, I might have knelt calmly, but at this moment, I just want to flee and never come back.

I don't know what their mother and son said, their voices seemed to be lower than whom, or neither of them spoke? Only that sentence of please An Zhen echoed in my ears.

I regret a little, I shouldn't have let go so casually and only lived in my own courtyard, and I regret the right and wrong caused by my disregard at this moment. In the past, even if he deliberately kept his distance, he had never been so blunt and polite, and even I could hear the hidden anger, and his equally stubborn Eniang was afraid that he was even more angry.

How to live such a day.

Wu's child is gone, half a month is gone, Nian's is gone, I have never been superstitious, I don't believe that this is a crime, but it is also irreparable.

I didn't look or listen, I just knelt, and I didn't have the unbearable feeling of the morning, and I knelt where I should be with peace of mind.

I opened my eyes but didn't dare to look up, and saw his court clothes swept around my sleeves, and my armpits had been lifted. The pain in his knees was already sore, and he soaked into the bone marrow and blood, and shook the ** who let him hold it in front of him to help him, and reluctantly squatted down to thank the door curtain that stopped shaking.

Out of the gate of Yonghe Palace, holding my palm around my waist, pushing his suddenly bent chest and shaking his head, I saw the pain in his eyes and myself, biting my mouth and not saying a word, tears turned and turned without flowing.

The noonday sun was like a fire on the ground, and the people in the palace were all half-bowing their heads, and no one looked at us passing by without squinting.

We watched the palace road in front of us walk very slowly, and the red palace wall swept behind us step by step, as if we couldn't finish walking. Every step of the knee hurt as if it was about to break off, but fortunately, he held me all the way and didn't let go. It wasn't until he got out of the palace gate that he was carried into the carriage, and the cold palm was clenched on my shoulder and pressed into my chest, as if it was about to penetrate the ribs and melt in, messing up the oppressive heartbeat.

The house was as quiet and quiet as before I went out, and I couldn't see anything that had happened that I didn't know, as if none of it had anything to do with me, and I didn't want to know any more clearly.

I sat in the tub and put a handkerchief on my face, wetting to hide who I didn't know, I just wanted to hide myself, hide it in a place I couldn't see.

The handkerchief slipped into the water, and he squatted aside to watch me quietly, his sleeves were half wet, and his hand reached into the cold water to carry me out, and the wide bath towel was already wrapped around his body.

I sat on the edge of the bed and looked at him, my lowered eyes casting a shadow on my face, and my whole face was so silent that I couldn't tell what he was thinking, except for the cool ointment rubbed gently on my knees with my fingertips.

"Sleep, I'll call you at dinner."

I thought he wasn't going to speak, but when I heard it, it looked like I was thinking about it. Looking at the face that was approaching, he pulled the corners of his mouth and closed his eyes. His hand was always on mine and didn't move.

Some people were crying, some people were arguing, and I rolled over and covered my head with the quilt. Suddenly my empty hand made me sit up sharply, and the room was empty. Outside the window, the sky was a little dark, and the midday sun was gone.

Xie Yu lifted the curtain and walked over quickly, with a smile on his face, took the dress in my hand and put it back on the couch table, "I've only been sleeping for a while and I'm going to get up, and the fourth master knows that he wants to scold us." It's cloudy and it's going to rain, so it's still early for dinner, so I'll lie down for a while. ”

"Outside ......"

The probe looked behind her, and she had quickly walked over to the window. I still heard real cries, vaguely screaming something, as if begging me to save someone.

Lying down self-deprecatingly, Xie Yu had pulled a thin quilt over me, and gently patted it with a fan like a child, "Sleep a little longer, if it really rains, then you can sleep comfortably." ”

She kept saying that I listened with my eyes closed, and I couldn't shake off the cry, and I couldn't stop imprinting it in my head intermittently.

"Xie Yu, go for a trip and call the fourth master."

My words seemed to scare her, staring at my hand that grabbed her cuff for a while and then laughing, "The fourth master can be called by the slave maid, if Fujin wants to see it, Xie Yu will go and run." ”

She just said this and still sat next to me, her fan shaking again and again.

"Go and call Mingxiang in."

Her smile stopped on her lips, her eyes flashed with annoyance, and she walked out with her fan in her hand, and the door slammed.

I've seen such a powerful girl before, and it's for me to lose my temper, and this scene seems to be repeated after not seeing it for many years.

Leaning on the edge of the bed and waiting for a long time, no one came in, but the outside became quiet. Struggling to get out of bed and hesitating to sit back, the door rang again and again, and several girls put the dishes in the food box on the table one by one.

Meiyu looked at me with a smile, and before I could speak, I took the initiative to sit down, and raised the dishes and chopsticks after saying goodbye to eating.

There were two muffled thunders outside, and soon it began to rain, and the meal turned into a torrential rain before it was finished.

Some people are busy closing doors and windows, some people are busy adding clothes, and some people are standing aside to add tea.

Trying to make himself eat more before giving up and continuing to fight with the food, he took the book that Yin Zhen often read on the collapsed table and leaned back on the bed to read. I didn't pay attention to what was written on it, but I just looked carefully at his comments, played with a few pages, and lay down next to the pillow.

After a few days, he returned, quietly stripped off his clothes and boots, and quietly got into bed and lay down behind me. I could smell the smell of alcohol coming from him, it was very light, mixed with the refreshing smell of bathing and the smell of summer rain.

He called my name, very lightly. I closed my eyes and tried not to beat my heart so fast, and counted nearly twenty dumplings as his hand landed on my waist and leaned gently against it.

Listening to his gradual and even breathing, I didn't dare to turn around to look, I only gently held his hand and felt a movement behind me, and I closed my eyes tightly and didn't dare to move again, listening to the sound of rain outside.

The rain kept falling, as if trying to wash away something, until there was movement behind me and quietly left as it had come, and the rain finally eased, and it became gentle, like the soft whisper that fell in my ear before he left, "I'll go to the court, come back and have lunch together, and I won't let you wait this time." ”

I stood in front of the window and watched him walk to the courtyard gate to take the umbrella handed by Meiwan, and when I turned to look back, the handle of the umbrella was clutched in my hand and moved, and I couldn't see it clearly, but I felt that the rain that fell on him seemed to overlap several layers.

The small courtyard was quiet again, I lay on the windowsill and counted the rain curtains, and when the sky gradually got brighter, I heard the courtyard door ringing. Meiyu held the umbrella to open the door, only to shake out a piece of powder and hurriedly push it on, but lost the umbrella there.

It's crying again, but it's clearer than last night, "Please, Meiyu girl, let me see Fujin, please." ”

After a night, I don't want to know anything about her, why do you have to see me last night, the girl this morning? Isn't she in charge of this family? Even if she can't be the master, she should go to the fourth master, not me.

When I closed the window and turned around, I heard an even more terrible cry, and I successfully stopped my movements and pushed the window under me again.

"Meiyu girl, Mingxiang is dead! She's dead! ”

The door of the outer room suddenly opened, and Xie Yu ran over to resist the gradually opening courtyard door in a few steps, and she could still be heard crying, "She knelt here last night, and when she went back, she was beaten, and no one dared to let her get up after kneeling in the rain all night." She is my girl, she has followed me since she was a child, she just wants to protect her master, aren't you too? Why can't they all be saved! ”

I never knew that such a weak and slender official lady could cry and grab the ground, and even lose her identity and shout at the two girls brutely. Her girl is sad and sad when she died, how can she still act like a nobody when she killed my children.

Seeing that the courtyard door was about to close, I went outside and pushed the door open, "Let her in." ”

Mei Yu looked back at me, and the pink figure behind her fell to their lap with a thud.

"I'm in charge of this courtyard, let Fang Fujin come in."

Sitting in the chair and taking the tea, the bottom of the pink beaded flower pot in front of him was dripping with water, and the hem of the skirt was a little lower, and I heard her voice asking for peace, and trembled.

"Would you like to go back and change your clothes first?"

Nian shook his head, and soon replied in a dumb voice, no, the palm-sized face couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears, and it was still crackling down his cheeks.

"You've only had a miscarriage for a few days, you should take good care of your body, tossing in the rain like this didn't hurt yourself, it's not good for you or the fourth master."

"Fujin." Nian screamed and knelt on the ground, crying like just now, "You can save the slave and maid, the slave and maid don't go to the Eighth Master's Mansion, and the slave and maid who marry the fourth master are the people of the fourth master, and they won't go anywhere except here." ”

"Eighth master? Aren't you the side Fujin of the fourth master? What to do in the Eight Masters' Mansion? ”

I couldn't understand a word of what she said, and I could only hear her crying and talking, and I couldn't figure it out.

Is her word true? If Yinzhen said it to her, it shouldn't be wrong, but what kind of fame is it in the second year? Seeing that Fourteen became the general of Fuyuan, he wanted to switch to the mountain? Then why did they cut off the military rations and send them again......

Looking at the little face of the crying flower, the sound of rain and crying mixed into his ears and became a mess.

The loud bang frightened Nian Shi to stop crying, and it also shocked me to clear up instantly.

~~~ I am the dividing line of evil~~~

It seems that he once said when he had a convulsion - Shenma spoofed the small theater, okay, let's do it again today:

A certain month sat in a small courtyard full of black smoke and miasma, holding the slices of rice cakes worn by bamboo sticks in one hand and turning them upside down, holding a brush stained with sauce from the study in the other, and singing while brushing: "Bake small rice cakes, I like to eat ...... the most"

Hongli and Hongday took the baked rice cakes handed over by a certain month, ate them beautifully, and sang while eating.

A certain four pushed the door in, and when he saw this scene, he paced over and bent down to look.

Hongli handed it over flatteringly, and was snatched by Hongli, and his little black hand wiped it on his face and smiled, "E-Niang said, Ama has already eaten it, these are our brothers'." ”