Kangxi entered the door with a smile as he did and returned satisfied, although his body was better than when he saw it in the palace before, his hand holding chopsticks during the meal was faintly shaking. Even though he walked steadily, Li Dequan was still there to support him throughout the whole process. Rao is like this, this small family banquet that is rare to get together in the past few years is still a joy for both father and son.

The women and children and I knelt in front of the garden gate, watching Yinzhen's robe swing beside us. Li Dequan obviously dropped two steps, but Yinzhen carefully supported Kangxi's arm, and the father and son gradually walked out of sight.

Respectfully lowering his head and clasping his hands on his laps, he could still hear the fading conversation, the son mentioned the way of health, and the father was full of branches...... The deep voice is like when they are looking at the scenery in the garden, but at that time they are speaking the Buddha language lofty, and there is more warmth in the world at this time.

After Kangxi left, he left behind a Yuanmingyuan that was steamed by the heat wave, and there were people who were secretly sighing after carefully serving.

looked at the big and small women who were being helped by the personal girl to their respective residences, and pulled Yinzhen who turned around and walked into the door, "Ask someone to call Imperial Doctor Su to run." ”

There was some confusion in his eyes, and he only flashed and then pursed his lips and glanced at Gao Wuyong by the side of the door, Xiao Gao bowed and walked away quickly, the pace was not inferior to that year.

I should believe that he saw it earlier, just like Kangxi also saw it, so he smiled quite meaningfully.

Doctor Su's diagnosis was delivered to me before sunset, but there were two prescriptions.

Gao Wuyong lowered his head and explained, "When Imperial Doctor Su came, it happened that Fu Jin was at the Martial Master's place. ”

No wonder...... I glanced at the two prescriptions, although they were both a little different for the sake of the fetus. Nian's days are longer, but judging from a few medicinal herbs, it seems that Wu's body is better than hers.

Yin Zhen sat aside and didn't take it, only told people to decoct the medicine according to the prescription, and Gao Wuyong took the prescription and quietly retreated.

Laughing at him or being unhappy is meaningless, Kangxi wants this, and what he wants is what I want, and what Yinzhen wants.

Nearly three months pregnant, doesn't she know herself? Staying in the past or in other mansions, what woman doesn't enjoy it, but this year's family has changed her temperament?

Let Xie Yu go to the two new prospective mothers to tell them to rest well and avoid getting up early every day to say hello, I lay in bed early, looking at the fading sunset outside but I couldn't see the open water outside the room. Tossing and turning several times in a daze, I saw a back, familiar and a little unfamiliar, standing far away under a cloud of light and shadow with its back to me.

I tried to run over and reach for it, but I saw that my hand had become smaller, and she turned back with a smile. My eyes were so sore that I couldn't react and I cried and threw myself on them.

Her bracelet was around my shoulder and hugged me who kept crying, and gently persuaded me to smile with peace of mind, "Cry if you want to cry, and laugh happily when you cry." You are smiling, smiling, mom and dad's most painful smile, how can you not laugh. ”

I couldn't help crying even more unscrupulously, screaming twice so hard that my throat hurt like fire, and I cried as if I was venting. The force of the slap on my shoulder gradually increased, supporting the back of my head and making me look up.

My mother disappeared into the light and shadow, and I struggled to put on a smile to freeze, only to see the face in the faint candlelight. Yinzhen's face was not good-looking, so tight that he could see the slight tremor of the beard at the corners of his lips, sighed and pulled me into his arms, patted me on the back, and softly called my name like a mother in a dream - smile.

The memory that had long been sealed in Zài's heart woke up instantly, and I didn't know if I was a guest in the dream or after waking up from the dream.

On the day of the summer solstice, the family moved back to Prince Yong's mansion. In just over two months, the accompanying carriage actually pulled a long street. After two long months, there were two more little women on the carriage back home who were going to give birth to children for him.

The sound of cicadas from the dense canopy is heard in the ears, day and night. Umi focused on the tree that made the noise, climbing slowly and crouching under the tree and screaming. Mo Han sat in my small courtyard with the child in his arms, watching his two destructive sons running after the cat's tail, and the daughter in his arms giggling.

After coaxing a few children to sleep, Mo Han and I leaned against the window to watch the big sun outside, eating chilled watermelon and chatting with each other. She lowered her head and embroidered the pattern of her purse, and there was always a gentle smile at the corners of her eyes, and I leaned against the soft corner and looked at the flying needle and thread in her hand and fell asleep.

The slight noise outside the door made me wake up immediately, glanced at the child who was still asleep, and motioned for Mo Han to sit down and go out of the house.

hurried all the way to Wu's room, where Nian was sitting on the edge of the bed and whispered comfort, grabbing the handkerchief and wiping it on her face. Strings of tears still kept sliding down my cheeks, making me believe that the child was really gone.

After taking the medicine handed by the girl to the bedside, Pear Blossom's tearful little face looked straight at me, and the eyes that were always eager to speak lost their lustre, and they called Fu Jin in a dumb voice and cried silently.

"It's so good to rest, you're still young, and your body is the most important thing. "If it were Yinzhen, I would say the same.

After this sentence, there was no word, only intermittent weeping, and sighing.

Walking out of the courtyard with Nian's successively, I watched her straight, still slender back, caress her flat lower abdomen that has not yet bulged, and turned to look at the quiet corridor, "Your body is almost four months, if it is hard, it will be good to give birth and raise, let Imperial Doctor Su take a look." It's better to let Lan Si come to ...... these days."

Xie Fujin cares, since the master handed over the home to the embroidery, he should take care of it with his heart. Fujin also came over like this back then, and if you want to come, embroidery can also be done. ”

Her firmness was written on her face and clenched into her palm, what else can I say with such a temperament? Nodding and saying no more, she told her to put her body first and turn away.

Yinzhen heard that Wu's child was gone, and asked Nian to take care of it carefully, so he leaned on the collapse to read a book as usual, and did not take the book and turn to the bed until it was dyed orange in front of the window.

lit the wax and sat next to his lap, and endured it all afternoon, but he still couldn't speak, how could a good child say no, it would be gone. This family is no longer in my charge, naturally someone will worry about it, even if Concubine Kangxi is not to blame, it is also the heir that Yinzhen is finally looking forward to after many years...... Looking at the dripping and drying candle tears, he was still speechless.

"You take care of yourself, and someone will naturally take care of the things next to you, except for your yard, you don't have to take care of many things. ”

took the fan in his hand, looked at the unchanged expression on his face, wore a thin undershirt and leaned on the bedside cushion, the neckline was slightly open and stretched his legs casually, which was very comfortable, not at all like the majestic prince who stood straight in front of him.

"Yinzhen, why don't you ...... Let's let Imperial Doctor Su come to live in the house for a while. ”

The book in his hand knocked on the door of my head, very light but startled me, shrunk his neck and avoided his face instead of sticking to his chest, cool with the familiar faint sandalwood fragrance is very refreshing.

"I just said take care of yourself. If you have nothing to do, go to Hongwan or Honghui, don't think about other things. ”

"I don't want to ......," I lay on his lap, my nails scratching the mattress, the depression in my heart almost jumped out of my throat, but I pressed back and blocked my chest again.

"Are you still free?" his voice was extremely soft, and I lazily moved my ribs so that my ribs no longer hurt, and I heard the words that made me feel energetic instantly, "Yinxiang, they have arrived in Xining." ”

I sat up, my nails scraped from the mattress in my hand, and my heart ached. Hiding his finger and staring at him in disbelief, "Has it arrived? When will it be? Will he go to the front? Is he with Fourteen?"

I wanted to ask if there was any danger, but I couldn't say anything, I just stared at him and tried to find an answer in his eyes.

Yin Zhen took my hand and put it in the palm of his hand, his fingertips lightly fell on the split nails, and his voice was a little softer, "March is coming, and the letter has just come back, telling you that you are at ease, but you are in a hurry to do this." Rest assured, he is with Fourteen, his identity is there, and he will be fine. ”

Kangxi said this, he also said this, why is my heart still panicked, I can't settle down.

War is different for men and women after all, one represents life and the other means death. It is the people of the world who are born, but the relatives who are dead are at home.

In front of the family and the country, the sacrifice can only be a small family. Women, having no choice, sit and wait for the sky at home to fall.

Xining, Qinghai, I seem to have been there.

When was that, and what was it like? I don't remember exactly. All I can think of is a vast lake that stretches as far as the eye can see, and it looks quiet blue from afar. In it, it turns into an endless green with waves and waves, and the hull floats with it, but there is a calmness and inner peace that makes people forget a qiē.

"What are you thinking?"

I didn't even open my eyes and replied casually, "Qinghai Lake." ”

"Have you been?"

"Well, it's big, it's beautiful, it's quiet. Saying this seemed to wake up the switch of a scattered memory, and fragments poured into my mind, as if I had returned to that road.

"We set off from Dunhuang to Xining, thinking it was very close, but we walked all night. Before it was dark, I could see the snow-capped mountains in the distance, far away, but until I couldn't see anything but the headlights, it was still on the mountain, very high, and my ears were ringing. The air was good at dawn, and we stood on the side of the road to watch the cattle, they were not afraid of people, and they walked around very leisurely. There was a fog in the early morning on the mountain, and it was very thick, and it was clear that we were standing there, but the top of the snow-capped mountain was still far away, as if the clouds in the sky could not be touched. ”

"We ......" The voice pressed in his ears also became distant, as if the memory has always been there, "The lake is salty, and the sky is blue...... There is a person who always laughs at you, you should go to the Zarkhan salt lake and try it. ”

Oh, that hateful Lin Ruoli, and the young master of the Jiang family who rarely breathes out from the same nostrils as her...... He was gone during the summer vacation of that year, and there was no news for nearly ten years, and he didn't even come back to see me when I was sick.

It seemed like a short summer, and I don't remember how I went back to school after spending my time. The autumn of that year seemed to be very long, and I stayed in the hospital and at home for a long time, and even my brother came back to guard me and refused to leave. He brought me a lot of things, all kinds of gifts that I liked and wanted, and I had never even seen them, except for the dress I promised to give me on my birthday, which made me haunt me.

"Yue'er ......"

Who?

Who is whispering in my ear?

Didn't I smile? This voice actually pulled me from my youth and past life into another world, and I still looked young.

The woman he called Yue'er disappeared two years ago. Am I not me?

There was still a constant whisper in my ears, repeating the same name again and again.

I raised my hand to cover his mouth, looked at the sparkling candle in front of me, and pressed it close to his cheek, "Yinzhen, I'm here." If I could, I would like to be the moon of the year, your moon. ”

His sigh was in the palm of my hand, and his lips were as soft as they had been then, except for the occasional fibrous roots that pricked me, which had long since grown into a part of his face that no longer changed, and fell on my lips.

"You always have. Yue'er, smile, you are you, mine. ”