In the house, it's still like that.

The courtyards in front and back, such as the pavilions and gardens of the past, are still quiet.

Except when I entered the mansion, Lan Si and the Song family came to ask for peace, and they rarely appeared in front of me. Maybe it's because I rarely get out of my little yard.

The Hongwan siblings seem to have grown taller again, which always reminds me of Honghui, who has grown a lot taller. The two children are still one who loves to talk and laugh, and the other is quiet and abnormal, very complementary, but they have become considerate and sensible, and the bigger the eyebrows, the more Yinzhen's shadow is.

I stayed quietly in the house for three days, looking at Yinzhen's silence like me, I would always feel distressed, but I couldn't speak. He would hold me as he had done before, his chin resting on top of my head, his arms tighter around his waist. In the dead of night, I could hear his small sigh, which turned into a steady and shallow breath for a long time. I listened attentively, counting them one by one, before I could fall asleep.

Li Fu told me that the fourth master was going to marry Xin Gege and entered the door, and I remembered Kangxi's words before leaving, nodded and asked him to start preparing. The days that have been silent for too long, perhaps, should have some lively happy events.

Starting from the gate of the house, I walked through the Baylor Mansion carefully, looking at every corner of those who have cried and laughed, moved and hurt, gathered and separated, familiar and unfamiliar.

This home, which has lived for nearly six years, is finally going to have a new person come in, so it should be more lively. Those young girls, those girls who laugh when they speak, those girls who stand in the wall of Concubine De's courtyard and kick the keys happily, are as sweet and gorgeous as spring flowers...... And I, as if so immersed in my own thoughts, forgot about this happy event, and did not search for their traces like the patrol dogs when I returned home.

After two days, two small red sedan chairs were carried into Baylor's Mansion at the same time, there was no lively blowing, there was no long greeting procession, only two brides followed, and they quietly entered the side door and stopped in the middle of the small courtyard.

I sat in a chair in the atrium, looking at the sedan chair in the courtyard through the hall door, and Yinzhen sitting next to me was dressed in bright red, shaking the corners of my eyes and eyebrows.

I don't know what Kangxi thinks, why did he wait until today to let two girls marry at the same time. How to distribute the flowers and candles in this cave room, do you want to let his son make a big move to catch up with the scene, he doesn't know how to feel sorry for his son?

Or is it that Kangxi is still angry in his heart that I hid Honghui's affairs, although he endured it and didn't kill me, but he wants to use this way to make me remember it clearly? However, I don't feel it anymore, at least now I don't feel pain or itch in my heart, maybe, this kind of indifference has successfully transformed me into the kind of big-bellied prince Fujin that the royal family needs.

The bride next to the sedan chair smiled professionally and helped the two petite girls in pink to get out of the sedan chair, but the hijab was red. Li Fu and Gao Wuyong stood on both sides of the hall door half-bent, as if waiting for the master's reaction, and no one said anything to urge.

I stood up and turned to Yin Zhen and squatted down, his hand shook in front of my eyes and then lay flat on the hem of the big red robe, the white jade wrench fingers were still as smooth as before, reflecting the light red light, but I couldn't see the bloodshot of the day. How good it would be if the memory could be like this, if all the qiē had not happened...... It's good, but it's impossible.

I heard my voice calm as usual, with a somewhat inconspicuous smile, "Congratulations to the fourth master, congratulations to the fourth master." ”

The jade pendant with the word "Zhen" dangled in front of my eyes, the yellow belt representing the status of the prince was attached to his lean waist, and the dark moire boots under the big red robe revealed were exactly the same as when I first met him that night more than ten years ago.

Yinzhen's voice echoed in my ears very low, "Don't laugh." ”

Don't?

Isn't marrying a wife and taking a concubine a happy event in the world? He doesn't like to laugh, does everyone in this house have no right to laugh?

I couldn't see the two little faces under the hijab, but I could imagine and even feel their joy and shyness. Tonight, how could no one laugh.

The corners of my mouth twitched, trying to keep myself from the smile that was frozen on my lips, the breathing in my ears disappeared, and I looked up slightly to see him standing up straight, frowning and commanding Li Fu, "Send the two Gege back to the room." ”

I lowered my head and didn't know what to say, and I heard his voice again, "Meiyu, help your master go back." ”

With her hand under my elbow and carefully lifted up, I followed her pace back to the backyard and into my room.

Even though he and I were only silent with each other, tonight, I was alone for the first time. The room became unusually empty.

I couldn't find where the moon was hidden, there was a faint sound of insects chirping outside the window, and there was a scream of Wumi. The food of Baylor House raised it well, and it was fat and strong, and even in the summer it would still be a non-stop spring, like a heart-rending and crying child. I listened irritably, and thought to myself, perhaps, I should ask a professional in the palace to perform a minor operation on it, which can not only maintain the cute character of the kitten, but also prolong its life.

It was getting dawn, the humidity in the air was getting thicker and thicker, and the window was covered with crystal dewdrops, which I touched lightly with my fingers, and with a snap it scattered in all directions, splashing countless tiny splashes that fell on the back of my hand. When I looked up, I saw that the fine rain had drifted into mist in the sky, and I thought that I had pressed a hidden mechanism somewhere, and actually summoned the heavenly rain.

The sound of opening the door sounded in the continuous rain, I don't know which courtyard and which house came from, and then there was my courtyard door, the knock was very light, but it was easy to distinguish.

Seeing that Kanyu walked out of the opposite room, he ran quickly with a buckle in his hand, and when he walked in my direction again, his face was very embarrassed, and he was holding something in his hand.

Dressed and walked outside, Mei Yu had already settled and stood in the door, the faces of the two girls were a little white, and the two pieces of satin cloth on Xie Yu's hands were also pale, shining with a little red, stained with some raindrops, and slowly fading into a fading red flower.

This one...... I barely stood up with a buzz in my head and asked, "Where to go?"

Concubine De, Kangxi, or who? I couldn't react for a while, are they going to leave Beijing for Saiwai, when will they leave? Who else cares about this? I thought about it for a long time, and then I remembered that when the Song family entered the door more than ten years ago, it seemed that they had also given me this thing, and it seemed right to hand it over to me.

What was my mood at that time? I didn't seem to react, at that time, I didn't think that man was my own, I just thought that this kind of thing was very BT, and it was strange that the ancients liked such a mutilated beauty.

Now, it's a different kind of taste.

"Put it away. I turned around and walked to the inner room, Meiyu followed up to support her, I stopped to look at the worry on her face, squeezed out a smile and whispered: "Look at your little white face, go and go back to sleep, I'm tired too, come and call me later." ”

My head was pressed to the pillow, and the sleepiness hit me suddenly, and I covered my head and face with the quilt, and I couldn't remember anything. It seems to hear the sound of the courtyard gate door being opened and closed, and it seems to hear the words and eyebrows talking, mixed with the voice of a man.

The avatar was buzzing as it was swept by the car, and it looked like someone was hitting my temple with a hammer, and it hurt suddenly.

I tried to persuade myself, sleep, just fall asleep, it will be fine. The headache did not abate at all, and my body began to become hot, but I was shivering. I wrapped myself in the quilt, and I seemed to hear the sound of teeth colliding against each other, and I tried to bite it but couldn't exert any strength.

Laugh, I just want to laugh, laughing at myself not only did not improve, but regressed into the Lance of the year. I thought I was doing a good job and didn't care at all, but I let myself sit alone in my room all night and make myself sick. If you let people know, how should you laugh at me? The eldest son died early, and before a year, the fourth master married two more Gege, and entered the door on the same day and spoiled him all night, and Chang Fujin was so angry that he fell ill......

What a joke.

Tightly clutching the quilt covering his face, crying quietly, remembering that the eyebrows outside hurriedly put away, wiping his tears indiscriminately.

I heard the familiar sigh, and my whole body froze and didn't dare to move again, but I was instantly hugged by someone across the quilt.

"If you had cried to me last night, I wouldn't have let them send those things to mad you. I don't want you to laugh, I don't want to see you laugh like that. ”

The familiar voice penetrated through the quilt and into my hot ears little by little, was he?

"I know, Honghui is gone, you have been unhappy, and you have kept everything in your heart. I used to stop talking, and you would tease me every day in a different way to talk and make me laugh, but now, you have become more ...... than me You say, say everything in your heart, with me, I am always there, whether you are happy or sad, I will accompany you. ”

The voice continued, slowly but clearly, as if to drive away all the noise in an instant, and could only focus on him.

"I know, you blame me, blame me for following Huang Ama, leaving you and Honghui at home, harming Honghui's ......"

"It's not. I grabbed the quilt and interrupted him with all my might, but I couldn't hear my own voice clearly, "No...... It's ......"

The quilt was taken out of my hand, my eyes were so sore that I couldn't open them, and the warm palm was against my face, and I only touched it lightly before leaving, and soon it was over my forehead again.

"Meiyu, tell Gao Wuyong to ask the imperial doctor, quickly. ”

I don't remember what I heard, but it started to buzz in my head again, like an army of horses whistling by. Brother's laughter, Honghui's laughter, quickly replaced by Yinxiang's frowning and shaking his head, and Yinzhen's silent sigh, all of them flashed by a staggered manner. All the memories, joys and sorrows, are reproduced one by one, like black and white film, looped. I watched from afar, stretched out my arms, and no one could grasp them.

"Fujin, you...... Sleep well, please. ”

This voice, familiar, seemed to be the first person who greeted me after my reincarnation. For so many years, I have been by my side, and my voice has grown up, but I have never gone far. It seems that the only thing that can make me grasp lightly is Meiyu.

"Don't cry!"

Oh...... This voice is also very familiar, this tone, only the interpretation.

Thinking in a daze, he clearly heard the usual fast words of Jianyu, "Fujin is like this, what's the use of you crying, first help Fujin up and feed the medicine." ”

I can imagine the fierce appearance of the explanation, smiling in my heart, I have been supported by the neck and leaned somewhere, soft, faint fragrance, it should be the eyebrows.

Bitter...... But he can endure it. has experienced two deaths with his parents, and experienced the birth and separation with Honghui, no matter how bitter it is, he can accept it.

Mei's voice seemed to be close to my ear, very soft, as if she was coaxing the unhappy Hongwan, "Fujin, Imperial Doctor Su said, you are overworked and cold, there is no big problem." Now, you take the medicine, get a good night's sleep, and you'll be fine soon. ”

I wanted to answer her, but I couldn't hear my own voice, obviously I heard their words clearly, but when it was me, there was no movement.

"Fu Jin is awake, can you listen to the words?"

I was sure that there was no problem with my ears, so I nodded my head and tried to open my eyes, and I saw the happy smiling face of the speaker in a trance, "It's good to wake up when you wake up, you wait, the slave maid will call the fourth master for you." ”

I said don't go, but she still put down the medicine bowl and turned to run away, her eyebrows poked her head over and looked at me in surprise, and called for explanation.

Looking at the two girls who were stupid in front of me, I knew that I had lost my voice and couldn't say anything, so I couldn't hear my own voice.

Meiyu's tears flowed down again, but Xie Yu shook his head and smiled, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, this is Fujin, you called it yourself, you shouted hoarse, called for a day and a night, how can there be no dumb." The slave maid went back to the fourth master, and then asked Imperial Doctor Su to come and see, and specified that it was okay. ”

What am I shouting?

Xie Yu still ran away, and his steps were a little staggering. Mei Wei explained in a low voice, "You are still calling the name of the eldest brother when you are asleep, and you are still called the fourth master, and you are still ...... Also ......"

I asked silently with my mouth open, and I heard Mei Fu say in embarrassment: "You also called our uncle from the original mansion." ”

What house, what uncle? I reacted suddenly, and said a word in the shape of my mouth, "Brother?"

Meiyu lowered her head and nodded, I was not frightened by myself, I had already seen Yinzhen striding in, throwing off her robe and sitting on the edge of the bed, her hands on my shoulders.

Meizhen let go of the hand holding me and silently stepped aside, Yinzhen stared at me as if tentatively and whispered, "Awake?"

I grabbed the quilt on my body and nodded, seeing that his face was already a little anxious, his brows furrowed, and his dark pupils constricted suddenly, "Speak." ”