70. No Xi and no sorrow - Jingzhu Fanwai

Lee's child is gone!

I've worked hard for a month on the medicine porridge, long enough.

Only by removing this child can the child in my womb become the eldest son of the fourth elder brother in the future. Even if my current status is just a qualification, but the mother is more expensive than the son - not to mention the eldest son, are you afraid that you will not have a status in the future?

What I didn't expect was that with the departure of this child, such a secret would be revealed. Ulanara, so ruthless!

Which of us women is not looking forward to giving birth to a boy and half a girl for the prince as soon as possible, she actually borrowed the hand of the Li family and threw away her own child, even disregarding her own life, this concubine is blessed...... I don't understand.

But who gave me the opportunity to get to know her?

In the past, when I was still a little palace maid in Yonghe Palace, I could occasionally see her come to ask Concubine De to say goodbye, at that time, in addition to Niangniang, even the fourth elder brother would not take a second look, how could I have the opportunity to get close to her. I think if she hadn't been in the way, I'm afraid she wouldn't even have stepped into the gate of this Yonghe Palace. is such a woman who doesn't care about anything, but she can be married by the emperor and become his concubine.

Such a woman is also good for me, at least after I get married, she should not be difficult for me. What about Gege? As long as you put your heart to it, you can be favored. At that time, the Li family was just a character, and it only took half a year to become a side blessing, so naturally I can.

I waited and looked forward to marrying the fourth elder brother who had been in my heart since I saw it at first sight, but Concubine De's mention was postponed indefinitely by his words.

Why? Just for that favored Lee?

Everyone knows that the big wedding has just passed, so he stayed in the Li family's house, this woman is really favored?

They came back, and after two months of waiting, they came back from outside the Seychelles. But those two women actually had all his flesh and blood in their stomachs, and they hated ...... It's just that I also understand one thing, and that is that my opportunity has come. Concubine De must send a woman over to serve, the palace has always been like this, and that woman must be me.

I have always been a person who will plan for myself, even if I had a low status and a bad background when I was in Yonghe Palace, I was pointed out to the fourth elder brother because I was well-behaved and sensible and won the blue eyes of Concubine De.

But I didn't expect that this plan would hurt myself. I don't even know that I was pointing at the wrong target.

Before I entered the door, I firmly believed in the fact that she was favored, but it turned out to be just a misunderstanding. The Nala clan who doesn't fight, grab, and ignores is what the master really hurts in his heart, and I understood it three days after entering the door.

Just because she is pregnant, I, a new entrant, don't even have the qualifications to see her and invite An Jingcha!

But the woman actually ...... Even the master's children refused to ask for it. It's okay, I don't have to do it again. After all, the woman who is always taken care of by the lord has too little chance of success compared to the Li family. She doesn't want it herself, God help me.

Hiding behind the door and looking at Nala sitting on the ground, Li on the bed in the house, cry, I will laugh when you cry. Now, I have children that none of you have, and I just need the right time to make it clear.

I followed him all the way to the study, and it was pitch black, only to hear things constantly hitting the ground. Pushing the door open and entering, I nearly tripped over someone sitting on the floor, but was pulled into the embrace I had been longing for. I couldn't see Ye's expression clearly in the dark, I only heard a heavy gasp, "Sue me, say it again, you didn't do it, I believe you...... Say it!"

The body was tightly circled, the lips close to the ears trembled slightly, and the anxious but eager tone was something I had never heard before, did you think I was that woman?

suppressed the jealousy and resentment in his heart, surrounded this noble prince who needed comfort, and thought about how to tell him, I still have the child of her Nala clan, but there was a high and unstable voice accompanied by a woman's cry outside the door, "Fourth master, Miss Meiyu said...... Fujin is gone, you ......"

Before I could say anything, I was pushed away, "Get out!"

Yes, the person who is waiting for me is not me, but that woman is crying stupidly and disappearing, where will she come to him. Although my heart hurts, I am secretly glad, but fortunately I didn't say it, otherwise, I'm afraid it's the same result, why bother.

I stood in the corner of the courtyard and watched coldly as the eunuchs and palace maids carried lanterns and looked around. It's just a woman who hurts his heart, but he bothers to be like this, and it seems ridiculous that I'm not alone, what about the prince? There are also times when he is pitiful and humble, but he doesn't want the care I give.

Then go and find it, and I'll see what kind of heart you can dig out when you dig up this yard.

In the palace, it is easy to make a person disappear, but it also seems easy for a woman that the prince wants to find. The woman went back to her room, but she was sick, but this time, the lord didn't guard her anymore.

Life is still like that, but my body can't hide it anymore, and I don't want to hide it, since I want to shake out my secrets, then let's come together.

I thought that although I was the lowest in terms of status, I was now alone as far as children were concerned. But in front of me, he ordered everyone not to mention this matter in the courtyard!

It turned out that he knew, but he just told me to stay honest, take care of the fetus, and don't think about it anymore, whether it is for the Li family or her. Is that why do you treat her badly? Why should I be nice to her? It's better for me to harm Li's children than for Nala to kill his own children with his own hands!

Even so, my lord no longer treated me as usual, and occasionally walked around the study without bombing me, giving me the opportunity to stuff a handkerchief and leave it under the pillow. Maybe he'll see......

Put on a goose yellow simple flag suit, in fact, I don't have any more complicated and good-looking, after all, how beautiful a Gege can be, or the least favored one. Self-deprecating to insert a hairpin obliquely in the hair, there is no extra dress, no matter what, it is not enough to be glamorous but more than delicate, and it can be regarded as having its own style in this yard.

When I got to the door of the study, I was knocked to the ground, and I hurriedly used my hand to protect my lower abdomen, but fortunately, it's okay, I'm not like those two stupid women, I'm very nervous about this hard-won child.

When I looked up, I saw Nala, who had never officially met, staring at me with a small bag in his hand. As soon as my arms tightened, the master actually walked out quickly and helped me up, does this care about me? Seeing that Nala was still looking at me, she was busy asking for peace, but she just nodded, and didn't even say a word to me.

Hearing the master call me to get up, I hurriedly bent down to her again, "The slave maid accidentally bumped into Fujin just now, and I hope Fujin won't blame me." And the slave maid has been in the door for more than a month, but she has not yet asked Fujin to salute, so she really ......, "What can I say? ”

I waited quietly, maybe she just turned around and left? After a while, my arm was held by a slender little palm, and a contradictory voice came from above my head, obviously still very childish and sweet and soft, but I could feel the awkwardness of the voice owner and the deliberate distance, "Sister, get up quickly, you still need to be so polite even if you have entered the door." But you have a body, you should be careful......"

Turns out she knew.

Before I could react how to answer, she had already looked at Qiu'er who was holding the tonic soup behind me, "Don't stand in the yard, don't get cold with the soup carefully, I still have to go back beforehand, you can be busy." ”

What is this? Why do I think there is a bit of a runaway frame, and she will also have affection?

This time, the master didn't even let me in the study door, so he took the thirteenth master to her room, and the three of them went out of the palace! They were reconciled? No longer awkward? The wrong thing she did that day made the master angry like that, saying that it was okay to be fine?

I was bored all day, and when I was about to have dinner, I heard that they had returned, and she was helping my grandfather with food. Before I could think about it, I pretended to be sick and asked Qiu'er to invite my grandfather, but my grandfather just sat in my room for a while, so anxious that he didn't even bother to pretend to me.

It turned out to be to celebrate her birthday!

It's just that...... Why is it making trouble again? Isn't it fun?

I seized the opportunity to make some of my favorite snacks and came to the study, but I saw him standing in the courtyard with a disappointed face, not moving.

"Greetings to the master, the lord is auspicious. Today, Jingzhu is not feeling well, and he bothered to visit, and he just heard the girl say that he has not had dinner yet, so he specially made some food, and he hopes that he will not dislike it. After that, I took the tray and walked towards the study, but I unexpectedly saw the Nala clan hidden behind the master.

These two people...... Didn't Qiu'er say that they were quarrelling? Why are they still in the same place?

Reluctantly, Nala left without even saying a word, looked at the master beside him, and did not respond.

In this case, don't blame me for ruining your atmosphere, now this situation is to see who can endure and be more willing to work hard. Walked into the room and put the snacks on the table one by one, and walked out of the door to the lonely figure still standing in the courtyard, "Master ......"

He was still staring at the direction where Nala was leaving, and when he looked over, he saw Nala running back in a hurry and grabbed his hand, "My sister is pregnant and the doctor has instructed me to give birth and recuperate, it's too late, my sister doesn't have to catch the cold, it's right to go back to the house to rest early." I still have something to say with the fourth master, so let's go first. ”

What is the reason? But I can't stop it, because his heart is happy, I know. I watched as he was pulled away from me by Nala and the two of them.

Women are like this, maybe she didn't care about anything before, no matter how the man was with other women, no matter how much the lost child hurt that man's heart, but once she was in love, she couldn't tolerate other women. That's what happened to Nala, I know. It's just that this literacy makes me so sad, standing here alone with his child, letting the cold wind blow, but there is no hope in sight.

Since then, I have only focused on the flesh and blood in my womb, and I must have him born healthy and raise him well, and I may only have him for the rest of my life.

But the cause of my creation has finally ...... Finally bore the fruit of the Li family, and both of us knew it, but no one wanted to break it. My daughter was born in only seven months, and if it weren't for the rescue of Nala, she might not have survived for an hour, but so what? Ten days, my daughter only lived ten days.

She came with her master, she must have come to laugh at me, but she wanted to pretend to be kind, I was fed up!

Since my daughter's Amma didn't have a gentle word of comfort, why should I accept her false pity and concern, and after crying at her without any scruples, she just replied to me calmly: "Have you ever heard of repaying debts? Or if you believe in Buddhism, you should understand karma, just as one person is rich and poor, and lives and dies, so that every move, drink, and peck is not predetermined, and you cannot escape." It was you who hurt others first, so your child is in this disaster, I don't talk about saving her on the day of birth, in the end, you always have to pay it back. Believe it or not, that's it. Today you are sad to lose your child, and it is okay to throw your temper on me, but you remember that there is no next time. ”

It turned out - she knew it too!

Now it's finally time for her to make a move, so she will seize this best opportunity to restrain me and the Li family. This is the praying mantis catching cicada yellow finch behind, hehe.

I don't ask for it anymore and I don't have any extravagant hopes, just live here in a down-to-earth way, you go to be happy and you go to be happy, it has nothing to do with me. For a man who can't be touched no matter how much he looks up, and there is such a woman who seems to be a little stupid but actually understands better than us, I can't let go.

~~~

How long was my youth? I guess I stayed in that little courtyard with that quiet life.

Eight years have made me quiet, and I know the truth of not wishing at will, but why should I hope again?

I'm not stupid, I just wanted to test how likely this hope was to come true, but I didn't think about it, but I chose the most inopportune time.

Originally, it was those two awkward people who were surging in the undercurrent, why did I hold my heart restlessly, and I wanted to step into it again, didn't the pain hurt thoroughly enough?

Because of my provocation, she fell again, but what does it have to do with me? I didn't push it! and...... The fetus is sleeping in her belly safely and soundly, but my daughter has been away from me for seven years, and I have ever complained about revenge.

But why? You're taking revenge on me for her fetus that almost slipped?

Aixin Jueluo Yinzhen, I hate you...... But I love you.