331.The Ending
I actually went back here, the time it used to be.
I changed back to Zhan Xiao, a fifteen-year-old Zhan Xiao.
Yes, fifteen years old. I was sick that year, so sick that I almost lost my life, and no one told me what had happened, but I remember that year vividly.
Unexpectedly, back here.
The young girls were laughing loudly in the distance, and I was the only one standing in front of the echo wall, dressed in a white wool coat and mini dress, scarves, hats, gloves, and all in this early autumn afternoon.
What am I doing here?
How will it come back here!
What about Ruoli?
What about Yinzhen......
My heart suddenly hurt, and I couldn't breathe against the wall.
The voice of nothingness came from the ear, an infinite loop—laughter...... Smile......
Trying to listen close to the wall, the sound became clearer and clearer, like a heart-carving board, invading the bones and blood.
- I'm sorry, I can't accompany you anymore, it's not that I don't want you. I will wait for you, no matter where you are, no matter where I am, I will wait for you, wait for you to grow up, marry you, marry you and be my wife who loves Xinjue Luo Yinzhen. Remember, I'm Yinzhen, your Yinzhen.
It's Yinzhen!
My head hurt like it was about to explode, as if I saw the fires before me again, the boundless darkness, I saw him walking towards me step by step, I saw him walk into the small courtyard, sitting under the grape trellis, with a cat lying on his lap......
It turned out that I had met him, and when I was fifteen years old, we lived together in a small courtyard, a home that I had built with my own hands behind Prince Yong's house.
I forgot about him.
Now I think about ...... Biased at this moment. Is he gone, where has he gone, has he returned to his own time, like me, and finally returned to his place?
In his heart, he still remembers this me.
In the empty imperial dome, I was alone.
Under the clear blue sky, a cool breeze suddenly rises and the white clouds dissipate.
Where to find him, our forty years of husband and wife have not yet been completed, and our last eight-year covenant has not yet been completed.
Yinzhen, Yinzhen, Yinzhen.
Only one call was made, and the echo wall was endless.
Running like crazy, circling around the red wall again and again, the aftermath was still there, but no other familiar voice sounded.
I will lose him and never find him again.
I held on against the wall, wiped it hard, and then I couldn't go back to the beginning, when the "laughter" sounded. The voices of the young girls covered everything, as if to call me over, one after another.
In the meantime, there was a deep male voice, looming, like an illusion.
Cover your ears and let go, still there, from your ears, inside the walls.
Tears poured out uncontrollably, but I couldn't make a sound, I could only listen to the echo over and over again, until I couldn't hear it clearly, until there was a voice behind me, so familiar that I would never forget it.
"Smile. ”
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