Yinzhen didn't go back to the room that night, I didn't let anyone look for it, and naturally no one came to tell me where he was.

I don't know how much the early death of the Song daughter's daughter affected Yinzhen, after all, I have heard that a mother's love for her children is deeply rooted from the day she is conceived, and father's love is to really see the child born in the world before it begins to feel.

In just ten days, how much does Yinzhen feel?

I never thought about how much he felt for Song, just as I never imagined his feelings for Lan Si, although the two of them really existed between me and Yinzhen, but whether a relationship is happy or not, or even whether it can last long, is really only a matter of two people, for them, this is also a matter between them and Yinzhen.

Although I can't find any experience to refer to, it's too late to work hard now, and everything has something in common with management. If the work experience is not enough, I am familiar with the way to find a convenient, fast and effective marriage management method, then at least I can learn from the experience. For example, this time, it seems that I am in the role of a prophet in front of the two women, and they both straightened their backs and walked out of their rooms, but who knows that I also suffered, after all, Yinzhen did not appear in my room tonight.

Lying on the bed tossing and turning and unable to sleep, I wanted to go out for a walk but was afraid of waking up the eyebrows, and they had to toss again, so I had to walk to the window quietly with bare feet. Looking at the moon buds obscured by the wind, I began to hope that it would rain soon, so that the dullness of the courtyard could be washed away, so that the innocent little life could be reincarnated as soon as possible. Everyone in this courtyard has been in the palace for a long time, mostly for their own sake, and a few will be sad for the soul that died early, even if it is her sad and angry mother, I am afraid that at this time it is more resentful than painful.

It wasn't until the sky was getting white that the rain really started to fall, and in a few moments the ground outside my window was already wet. You can smell the faint smell of pear blossoms in the air, and the long raindrops are silent, which is refreshing and refreshing.

I sat down carefully on the window frame, slowly turned my body out of the window, and when my feet fell to the ground, the water splashed on the upper of my shoes, instantly soaking through my socks, and I was so cold. I put my ear to the window and listened to the movement in the house, and it seemed that no one woke up to relax.

When I turned around, I saw a figure standing not far away, standing straight in the middle of the courtyard with my hands behind my back, my lips tightly pursed but I was a little stunned, I didn't know what I was thinking.

I stood against the wall for a while, until my shoes were soaked, and my clothes were also drenched in the light rain, and I couldn't help but shiver, and then Yinzhen stepped over and pulled my arm.

"What time is it? aren't you going to the study today?" I asked him in a low voice, thinking that he had already gone out before dawn on weekdays, and now that it was almost dawn, he was still hanging in the yard, could it be that he could take a day off because his daughter was gone? What are you doing so early?

"Come into the house. Yinzhen took my arm and walked towards the door, I hurriedly shook my head and reached out to grab his cuffs.

Yinzhen stood still and looked at me, with a stern expression on his face, and the corners of his mouth moved and said, "It's raining, go in quickly." ”

"Don't ...... I've been looking forward to the rain all night, why should I hide?" I pushed his hand that pulled my arm, and although I couldn't break free, I still pulled my body back, but suddenly I saw that the place where he had hung his purse was empty, and the purse I had been hanging on was gone.

I sat on the bed and wondered if he had left his purse last night.

I watched Yan Yu wait for him to change out of his wet clothes, and Ruyi helped him wipe the rain on his braids, I used to do these things by myself without pretending to be their hands, but now I sit quietly on the edge of the bed and don't want to move.

"Go down. Yinzhen commanded the two of them, and when she saw them go out of the house and close the door, she walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, and asked me, "Didn't sleep all night?"

I looked at the red bloodshot in his eyes, and felt a pain in my heart, but I couldn't say anything concerned, I only shook my head and replied to him: "No, it's just raining and I've been woken up." ”

"Dreaming of rain?"

"Hmm, what?" I couldn't keep up with his train of thought, I was really tired from sitting in front of the window all night, I couldn't sneak out to see the pear blossoms and the rain, and now I had to fight hard to deal with this person who was bad for me.

"You've just been out there saying you've been looking forward to the rain all night. ”

"Oh, it seems to be ......" I nodded before I could finish my sentence, but was interrupted by his voice: "Why are you begging for rain?"

I lowered my head and thought of the heavy rain in the city when my mother left, when I stood in front of the hospital bed, I would only stare at her and keep watching, the warmth of my hands slowly became cold and ice, but my heart was blank, and my brother said that the rain was God helped me shed tears.

"Some people may not be able to cry when they are sad, so it will rain in the heavens, so help that person cry. ”

"Do you ever feel so sad that you can't cry?"

I nodded vigorously, and when I looked at him, I saw that he was staring at me, so I turned my face to look out the window at the still lingering drizzle.

Yinzhen walked to the window and closed the window hard, and the sound of the window lattice vibrating successfully blocked out the small sound of rain.

I looked at his somewhat impatient expression and asked softly uncertainly, "Are you angry?"

Yinzhen didn't reply to me, just walked back to the bedside and sat down heavily, pulling me to him. I had only struggled twice, but he had been tightly held to my chest.

When I saw that I could not break free, I leaned quietly against him, and before he could speak first, I asked aloud, "You...... Who's angry?Lance or me?" I was only sure he was upset, but for what I couldn't guess, it could be Lance, otherwise the kid wouldn't be gone. Maybe it's me, although I don't think I've been a part of it.

"What do you think?" Yin Zhen said, reaching out and groping under the bed pillow a few times.

"You are like this, I can only think that it is me, is it because of yesterday...... I looked back at him, but was startled by his face. Yinzhen's pupils became inky black, constantly dilating and contracting, not only the corners of his mouth but also his cheeks tightened, and I could almost feel him gritting his teeth.

"Yin ......"

Yin Zhen slammed his hand on the back of my head, and the other hand tightly wrapped around my waist, and his mouth pressed down on me. It wasn't the kissing and teasing of the past, but the rude gnawing and gnawing, and in an instant I already tasted the smell of blood in my mouth, and he lightened his strength a little, but still pressed my head to prevent me from dodging.

I was almost out of breath and about to faint when he put his breath against my mouth and asked, "Where's your leaf? Hasn't it been hidden under the pillow?

I was bitten by him and my brain was almost deprived of oxygen, and I saw his mouth move open and closed, but I couldn't react to what he was saying.

"You've already seen what I've written on it, why don't you tell me? I've waited so long, so long that you're even willing to go with me, why don't you just say a word to me? You sued me if the person you were looking for was me! You tried so hard to save Jingzhu's child, but you killed our child, why? You didn't let me go, you said I was yours, so have you ever thought of that child in your heart? Are you uncomfortable? When you sued me at that time, you didn't want him, do you know how uncomfortable I was? You sue me, don't hide anymore, we must make this matter clear today. ”

Such a big anger is actually for this matter. He just couldn't find the leaves, and when he remembered the child, he came to ask me, where was he last night, and where did he leave my purse, why don't you reflect on yourself!

My body was squeezed by him and it hurt, and the place on my mouth that was bitten by him also hurt before I could open my mouth, and I couldn't push him away when I held up my arm, so anxious that I called out to him, "Who have you stimulated me to say this, why do you say that about me." Your daughter is dead, your Jingzhu is sad, you come to me for trouble, why are you! You also know that I saved your daughter, you and I would be happy to watch her give birth to you, if it weren't for your child, I wouldn't care if she lived or died. I told you a long time ago that that child didn't come at the right time, I didn't love you at that time, so naturally I wouldn't want him. You still come to question me, how do you know that I am not uncomfortable, and what is the use of being uncomfortable...... You...... Bastard, all you know is that I want leaves, where did you leave your purse? You get it back for me, find it and see if that person is you!"

When I finished speaking to him with a sigh of relief, I felt so distressed that I wanted to jump out, put my head on his shoulder and gasped for air, but tears poured out and soaked into his clothes.

"Purse ......" Yin Zhen muttered in a low voice and let go of me, got out of bed and walked out quickly, and after a while, he had a purse in his hand and walked back to the bed.

I grabbed the purse from his hand and held it to my mouth, and bit the seam at the bottom with my teeth, and with a thud I bit open a small hole, and I tore it open with my hand, only to flip it over and shake it slightly, and a few broken blades fell out of it. I threw my purse aside, knelt on the bed and fought for a while, before pointing to the incomplete leaf and saying to Yinzhen: "You...... See for yourself, where I hid it, and where else can I hide it. ”

Yin Zhen squatted in front of the bed and looked at the broken leaf for a long time before muttering, "You put it in my purse...... Why don't you sue me?"

I looked at him like this and suddenly wanted to laugh, and then I really laughed.

I lay on my back on the bed and began to giggle, yes, why didn't I tell him? How do I explain to him that there is an act called romance, and that what he thinks I do that he does not understand, I insist that it is enough to do what I have quietly promised me.

Yin Zhen picked up the tattered purse from the bed, I watched him stuff the leaves back one by one, what is this for? The leaves are broken and the purse is broken, what is the point of doing this? Thinking like this, he opened his mouth and smiled at him: "It is difficult to collect the water, it is difficult to round the broken mirror, and it is the same reason if the leaves are broken......

"Sew it back. Yinzhen handed the purse to me and interrupted me stiffly.

I watched him hold his purse with a persistent seriousness, but I couldn't laugh anymore. After nearly a year of contact, I already know that his temper is actually very impatient, but he has been consciously controlling his feelings. Although today's temper was a little terrifying, I figured out what he was trying to say, and I was still very moved. After all, he has always cared about that child in his heart, because he cares about what I do to him, so what else do I ask for?

I took the purse in his hand and put it under the pillow, put my hands behind his neck, pulled his face in front of me, and asked softly, "I'm sleepy, do you want to sleep for a while?"

Yin Zhen looked at me as if to confirm the meaning of my words, so I let go of the hands around his neck, lay inside and closed my eyes a little.

When I heard that he was lying down, I leaned over again, rested my head on his shoulders and neck, and put my hand around his waist.

"If you had sued me earlier, I wouldn't have let it break. ”

"Broken is broken, what's the big deal. Feeling his body stiffen for a moment, I half-propped up and looked at him with serious eyes: "Yinzhen, it's really just a leaf, nothing else, I gave it to you just because I identified you, and it has nothing to do with whether it's whole or broken." ”

"Sure?" Yin Zhen put his hand on my back, and the voice of the question was very soft, but I heard it clearly.

I put my hand on his heart, put my mouth to his lips, and replied slowly and seriously: "Yes, I have confirmed, you - Aixin Jueluo Yinzhen, it is you." ”