315. Love and hate for a long time

What is an afterlife?

The past and present lives are too superstitious, where can they be sought.

I have come to this point, and I don't know what kind of cause those women must have for him.

The new ones are not enough to think about, and the ones that I can remember can be counted on my fingers.

The woman in front of me was teary-eyed, and I felt pity.

I don't know if the ancient women were all good at maintenance, each of them was like a fine, whether it was the woman of Kangxi before or the current Yinzhen, they are all wonderful postures regardless of age.

Lansi, who has been the same for many years, has been dealing with people, this face, and his figure, and he has never seen age. After Hongshi's incident, there was more sorrow, just like the pear blossoms brought rain at this time, and they couldn't bear to choke.

The garden is good everywhere, but this is not good, it is better to be in the palace. No one came to the Heart Cultivation Palace, so it would be different if you changed the realm, and you could see me when you raised your feet, so I was a little less evasive.

Yinzhen is not here, and I have nothing to hide, watching her cry.

The son is a knife in the mother's heart, if he doesn't poke his heart, he has to raise it to outsiders, no matter how many years of grinding his heart, he can immediately show the real chapter. Lan Si was not like this, and he also competed for favor and made sex fight with me, and he was quiet for many years and avoided the wind and rain and did not listen to the gossip between the women in the house, because a Hongshi came to beg me.

I can't help it, no one can change the emperor's will.

The tears that could not be stopped silently welled up again, and after a long time, she choked up and said to herself: "Niangniang, the concubine is just this one son, and she has never sought wealth and nobility, but only wants to be well." ”

Who's to say it's not?

But there is still no way.

We sat facing each other and said no more. She cried for a while, stunned for a while. I shook my fan and looked at the large open hall door, the sun was shining brightly, and I was turning west.

A dark shadow flickered and disappeared in an instant.

"Explanation, go, go out and have a look. ”

Xie Yu answered, and walked out quickly under his feet.

Left and right, and disappeared.

Lan Si, who was still wiping away tears, finally stopped, looked at the door with red and swollen eyes, and then quietly looked at me, and stood up cautiously.

"Sit. I took a snort.

She sat back and wrung her handkerchief: "Mother...... Empress...... Concubine...... Let's go back first......"

I slapped the fan and smiled at her, "You sit down, it's rare that we can sit for a while, and we haven't said a word yet, what's the hurry." ”

She lowered her head, not sobbing again.

Time is wasted. That's what I'm like at this time.

After a few cups of tea, I couldn't find the sleepiness when she came, I was hungry again, and my mind was dry, but it was difficult to be clear. Let's let her go back......

"Don't think too much about Hongshi, and living your life well is a blessing. I don't have anything to persuade you, each has its own difficulties, or the old saying is good - children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, we should have thought about it a long time ago when we live to this age, isn't it? What you said is right, I don't want them to be rich and rich, but this is not right, how do you want to be rich and noble even though the prince is already a prince? As long as he doesn't do anything wrong, he will be safe for the rest of his life, and no one can take it away, and the blame is on his mistake. Fortunately, it didn't implicate you, and I knew enough. ”

The veil was twisted again, and the slender fingers were twisted between them, biting their lips and saying nothing. It's no longer the side Fujin who dared to intercede with me for my sister.

Who said that the higher the status, the more wanton it is?

The higher you are, the more afraid you are of making mistakes.

She didn't say anything, and I continued, "You must know what I'm saying, but I'm just unwillingβ€”"

"Nope. She interrupted me, raised her eyes in a trance and lowered her eyes, and sneered: "The concubine doesn't dare." ”

I nodded in response, "I know you don't dare, don't be afraid." If you can't persuade yourself with these, think again, prince...... That's the matter of the previous dynasty, and it has nothing to do with me, so you don't have to ask or thank me. It was the emperor who cared about the old feelings, so he didn't embarrass you because of this matter. Think of it this way, and you'll have a better life. ”

Tears dripped down, wet the placket, wiped the corners of his eyes with a handkerchief, and said lightly, "Where is the old love, Niangniang...... It's a joke. ”

Am I joking?

She seemed to be talking about something interesting, with a smile on her naturally slightly raised eyes, and a hint of resentment in her long and slow voices, more like lamentation, the passing of time, and old love.

I thought about what to say to divert the topic, and she continued softly: "Since the day you became the grandfather's grandson, where are there any people who have passed by, and the newcomers don't know, and the old people in the house don't understand. They are all smarter than concubines, they are more stupid than concubines, fighting, making trouble, good and bad, being sisters behind closed doors, carefully calculating openly and secretly, and before the end of the day, their hearts are dead. Fortunately, everything is clear, and the days will be better, day by day, year by year, and it will come. ”

I looked at her, looking out the window from the curve of my shoulder, savoring the taste between the words.

Day by day, year by year, who is not.

Lance ignored my reaction, and lowered her head to herself, as if looking at the handkerchief in her hand, twisted into shape, and slowly spread it out, smoothing it carefully. Back then, the beautiful little mouth like a red rhombus, one by one, looked like her person, soft and cautious, but the words became more and more talkative, more and more straightforward. The words that the two of us have said over the years combined are not as many as they are at this time, and they are out of control. Unlike in previous years, it was difficult to see her laugh or cry.

"It is said that the heirs of the master are not prosperous, where do they know, if the master wants to, how can there be none. Niang Niang said that concubines should be content, sons, daughters, one, two, three, concubines are all gone, but one by one is gone, seeing that there is only one Hongshi, and in the end he became the son of the eighth master. The concubine is the master's person, how can the son become the son of the eighth master? How can it be...... They all laughed at me, they were all good on their faces, but they laughed hard in their hearts. Laugh, it's funny, I think it's funny. ”

There is no sympathy in the world, but it is just a tactfulness when it comforts people.

Although it is not as bitter as hers, I am somewhat uncomfortable. It's not easy to be a woman.

Compared with the women behind, she still has to be pampered for a few days, at that time, she was the only one, the most simple and straightforward age, no one fights and no one is favored, it should be the best day in her heart. So she annoyed me and complained about me...... I hated it, too.

I can't give her anything, I don't give anything, I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to, there is no other way.

coughed and smiled at her, "Who hasn't made people laugh yet, just live their own life, don't care about others, let's laugh back tomorrow." ”

There was a response outside the window, and he coughed.

Lan Si also heard this, and sat up straighter as if in shock, but his eyes were still fixed on the handkerchief in his hand.

I pursed my lips and dusted my knees with a fan, "After talking for so long, I'm hungry, what do you want to eat?"

She stood up steadily, bent her slender neck like a swan in front of the chair, and said softly: "The concubine has returned first, so as not to disturb the purity of the mother......"

I smiled, "Where, if you're here, you'd be cleaner." ”

She was gone, leaving nothing behind.

The sunlight was strong, shining in through the doors and windows, and the tables and chairs were shrouded in a layer of golden light, which was unbearably hot.

Yinzhen walked in the door, and Xie Yu, who was standing outside, gestured at me, turned around and ran away.

Well, go get some food and stop him.

I sat in the shade, stared at for a long time, and was about to stand up, when he pulled first, and the two of us switched places.

The empty chair across the table was his, and I sat down unceremoniously.

As the sun set and the twilight rose, the two of us sat like old men guarding a fish pit, not moving, not talking, and no fish taking the bait.

I don't know where Xie Yu went to find food, and eighty percent went to cultivate the land and open up the wasteland.

Covering his lips and yawning, he stood up first, his arms reaching for me.

I faintly smelled the fragrance, the smell of the food, more and more fragrant.

"Laughs. He snorted, took my hand as he leaned over, and walked away.

Happiness only laughs, he doesn't understand, not at all.

Tightening my grip and feeling the force, I leaned over and snuggled gently.

It's not like the meteor in the early years, and it can't catch up. He and I walked forward step by step, beside each other.

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Eat and drink to your heart's content and go back to sleep.

Before he could get closer, he saw a figure guarding the door. Tell again, it is Hongli and Hongday, and there are Yongfan and Yongjing brothers standing on the side.

Yinzhen didn't react, which reflected that I was not very happy, and I lazily didn't want to pay attention to people.

As he was thinking about what to do, he whispered in his ear, "I'll send them back." ”

As soon as the words fell, four figures arrived one after another.

The rules and regulations asked for peace, and changed their faces, these boys, the older they are, the less afraid they are of the emperor Laozi, and they are like a group of children.

"What's wrong with E-Niang?"

"I'm afraid I'm tired. ”

"Are you sleepy?"

"The minions said they had just come back from eating, why were they sleepy?"

"Don't be uncomfortable......"

I rubbed the corners of my forehead, waiting for Yinzhen to send them away, I heard a crisp snap, I don't know who hit whom, and then I heard another sentence - "Mama shouldn't have a body...... E-Niang was like this at that time, always eating, sleeping, sleeping, eating, and always tired......"

As soon as my hands tightened, I was led and strode forward, straight into the door. There were two muffled bangs, and the door was closed behind him.

When the emperor is a person, sometimes it is like this - simple, crude.

Perfect!