316. The past is light
If you are a child, just laugh at it, and someone will take it seriously.
After a few days, I forgot about it, and it was a little uncomfortable to be taken care of one after another. It's not bad on weekdays, but this time the table is a little too much, and the cautious look is too different from him.
He watched me, and I watched him, and finally I couldn't help asking, "What's the matter? Why are you staring at me every day? Are you afraid that I won't be able to run away?"
Yin Zhen simply helped me sit down carefully and asked, "Do you want to find the imperial doctor to come and have a look?"
"What's wrong, uncomfortable?" pulled him to sit beside him with his backhand, looking him up and down, "What's uncomfortable? Why don't you say it? I told them to call someone to ......."
Before he stood up, he was startled, his face was full of hatred, resentment became a disaster, and he seemed to have some expectations.
"I'm talking about you, who are always sleepy these days, and tired when you don't see anything...... Do you want to find an imperial doctor to come and show you? ”
Such a direct person, on the contrary, stood up, and after I searched my intestines and scraped my stomach, Fu Ruzhi suddenly realized. I wanted to laugh, but I was afraid that he would be angry, so I endured it and said: "You think too much, how old are you, you treat me as Yinxiang's daughter-in-law." When it's hot, people are lazy, and I don't have anything to do, so I sleep when I'm sleepy. ”
He was disappointed.
He leaned me into his arms and didn't say a word.
I was also disappointed, feeling sorry for his unconcealable loss.
This man, in this life, seems to have gotten everything, and compared with his brothers, he has won a qiē, but what he wants most is not what he gets.
Like him, the palm of his hand falls gently behind his back. It's so close that you can feel your heartbeat.
"Yinzhen, like you said, I will book you down early in the morning, and no one wants to take advantage of you. Let's not waste any more time, just you and me. If you don't be a prince, if you are not an emperor, you are the most ordinary man, I will be your woman, I will give birth to a son and a daughter for you, and live a lifetime. ”
I don't look at the qiē in front of me, no matter how familiar it is, I forget it, and I only smell his breath. It seems that in the blink of an eye, I really lived that kind of life, simple and happy.
What should it look like?
Who is he, who am I, and where will we be?
In a trance, those cicadas chirped and the leaves moved, and the water waves and wind blew, as if weaving a net, like a dream.
Sigh in his ear: "You are you, ...... smile"
I answered: "Okay. ”
"And who am I?"
I was more determined than he was, "You are you, and no one is anybody." ”
He laughed and sank into his heart. After a long time, so long that I was almost about to fall asleep, I whispered even more, "Jiang Yucheng?"
I chewed on three words that were so simple and unfamiliar, and those once familiar scenes suddenly flashed and staggered by, barely piecing together a face with smiling eyes. It was like a summer day, we were standing somewhere, I looked up, the harsh sun almost burned tears, and the clean and beautiful palms covered my brows, and I saw such a pair of smiling eyes.
A palm is pressed against the back of the heart, and it taps on the fingertips as if nothing.
Who said that childhood was lonely? I also have friends, relatives and friends, who have really warmed me for more than 20 years.
It's really like a world apart, or maybe we just live in different time and space with each other, and it's hard to see each other again.
Some people are very important, but they can be mentioned lightly, without parting with sorrow, just because those people are not him.
I laughed, nodded and repeated, and the names of people I hadn't mentioned in many years were called out like this, as cordial as ever.
The room was filled with only my laughter for a moment, and it seemed unusually quiet.
The hand on his back is still tapping lightly like that, there is no pattern to follow, a little itchy, can't be avoided, and it hurts a little bit.
The man who had been silent for a long time finally spoke: "Who is it?"
I was stunned. Try to look up at him, unfazed.
He didn't know? If you know it, you must have heard me say it unintentionally...... I don't have the impression that Xu Yinxiang told him.
It was so awkward that I wanted to laugh even more, so I deliberately leaned in and asked, "Guess what?"
He couldn't push me away like a gummy, and he strangled me like a rage. I didn't struggle, and blew on the expressionless face, "Don't be him, if that's the case, we won't be able to become husband and wife in three lifetimes." ”
The stunned person replaced him, laughed in an instant, smiled, and loosened the strength between his arms, and tightened again.
Nearly half a hundred years old, the more I live, the more I look like a child, proud of this...... Man!
I couldn't bear to tease him anymore, and my heart was inexplicably overflowing with something, sour and sweet, indescribable.
"Tell me about your past. ”
His mood was good.
I pondered and reluctantly asked, "Where to start?"
He leaned back with me, closed his eyes and relaxed, "Whatever you want." ”
I thought I couldn't remember many things, but I saw another self in a long river of time, with a real face, clear details, those scenes and characters are vivid, and every word and deed seems to be repeated. And I, watching that former self perform in different time and space, crying or laughing.
At every pause, the man I thought was asleep silently signaled that he was awake and asked me to continue.
Rare leisure and quiet, leaning against each other leisurely and comfortable, summer is like about to travel far, bringing a touch of autumn coolness.
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When the real autumn wind hits the capital, I can't help but be lazy.
The two princes are about to get married next year, and the person in charge of the preparation has already quietly started, and it is almost proper to report to me.
The whole palace knows that the fourth elder brother and the fifth elder brother are going to be grooms, but these two boys still don't have to toss around. The government has no choice, with Yinzhen watching, the brothers dare not make a mistake no matter how greedy they are. If you leave official business, it's not like that at all, why can't you grow up?
Hongday's "madness", I already knew, there is a true history for me to trace back to the source, who thinks, Hongli is more than his brother!
The days of the palace are still worry-free, and it is really a different scene in the garden, taking out the Yongfan brothers and sons, jumping up and down to get rid of the four skin monkeys.
No, I fell from the tree, and no one rushed to carry the blame, and everyone had a share! Hongday broke his arm, Hongli broke his leg bone, and he saw the truth in adversity! From now on, you are my leg, I am your hand, a real sibling!
The two brothers are raised in one place, eat in one place, live in one place, study in one place, and heal their wounds in one place.
Yin Zhen sat in the chair and was silent for a long time, and he didn't see anyone, the brothers had already been silent, lowered their heads, looked at their noses, noses, and hearts, and didn't even take a breath.
Yin Zhen didn't say anything and left.
The prayer kite is coming.
The distress was beyond words, but he didn't dare to say more, his big eyes were full of mist, and he didn't see the smile of the past.
When the brothers saw Ama gone, Eniang came, and they appeared in their original form, holding the prayer kite to be appeased.
Xu is still still here, praying a little restrained, pulling the corners of his mouth and smiling reluctantly. The injured two didn't break their brains, they could still look at their faces, understand people's hearts better, and slowly rubbed to my side.
Hongli quietly grabbed my sleeve, and only then did a smile appear in his eyes, and he pulled back faster, biting his lip and faintly revealing a bit of stubbornness, like enough Yinzhen.
"Eniang, my son is wrong. Hongli's little nose shook my cuffs with small eyes, and Hongli grabbed the other side with a similar expression, "Eniang, don't be angry, my son knows it's wrong." ”
Gently spread his two paws and sat down where Fang Yinzhen had sit, "What's wrong?"
The two brothers glanced at each other, Hongli lowered his head and said: "The son shouldn't go to climb the tree, let alone dig the bird's nest, it's just a matter of falling down by himself, and he shouldn't fall on the fifth brother." ”
Glancing at the prayer kite standing behind me, I nodded, "I won't mention this, I already know it, it's useless to talk about it, and it's not the first time to go back." ”
Hongli hehe, hey, and the voice should be: "Fortunately, it didn't hit Yongfan them." ”
Before I could hurt him, Hongyang smiled and continued: "Yes, yes, my son pushed them away, I can't smash them, Eniang is relieved." ”
What else to say, I don't know if it's really stupid or fake stupid, it's certain that you don't have a heart or lungs!
Dusted off the hem of his skirt and stood up, "Okay, let's stop for a few days, and let your mother take care of it." Before going out, I still added: "You still have a nephew in your heart, you really want to hurt Brother Yongfan, I'm afraid that your second brother will not spare you two." ”
The two big-hearted brothers nodded their heads like rattles, and said in unison, "E-niang, don't worry, there will be no next time." ”
I patted the prayer zither that came over, said hard work, and shook my head helplessly, "Come on, let's have a good life, it's going to be a big wedding in the next year, and I don't want to marry a daughter-in-law with less arms and legs, so be honest." If you really have the ability, you two can toss and see if anyone can cure you. ”
Hiding the door behind him, he could hear the excited whispers inside, he was really a pair of angry debt collectors who didn't pay their lives.
The autumn wind is getting colder, blowing the treetops swaying desperately, and the fallen leaves frequently drift to the ground and the lake, which is quite a bit bleak.
I don't know if Yinzhen had such feelings when he passed by here just now, and I don't know if he still longed for a few more children after seeing those two little enemies.
The person I read stayed in the room, and did not see the usual busyness, leaning leisurely by the window and reading.
He put a brocade quilt on his lap and covered the window with his hand, and then he raised his eyes to look at me, as if smiling.
I couldn't figure it out, "What are you laughing at?"
He didn't say a word, and his smile became more and more obvious.
"You're really ...... The older you get, the bigger your heart becomes, and you can still laugh. Why don't you punish you at every turn? In the early years, you didn't punish at every turn, and you either copied or knelt, but now you have changed sex?"
The scroll was set aside, my fingertips tapped twice, and I hurriedly collapsed a cup of tea.
He shook his head slightly, took the teacup and put it on the table, and nodded beside him, "Come and sit." ”
I would have been mistaken. rubbed over and snuggled into the quilt, only to realize that he was a little tired, and sighed weakly: "Yinzhen, or ...... Let's forget it, children are debt collectors. In the next life, in the next life, just you and me, okay?"
The hand on the arm rubbed the back of his head, and the laughter was low, "Okay." ”