Kangxi sat on the corner of the bed, Kangxi spoke slowly and softly, Kangxi smiled, Kangxi was lonely...... Kangxi was asleep and looked peaceful.

I can't tell the difference between dream and reality, and in an instant, the wind and clouds change, and the blizzard hits, overwhelming. Those cold, like knives, like swords, like needles, like thorns, like choking in the throat, can't pull out the can't speak, and flow back and choke in the bottom of the heart.

When I woke up, the room was gray, I couldn't tell whether it was dawn or evening, the bed next to me was still warm, and there was a wisp of sandalwood on the pillow.

Picking a corner of the curtain, Meiwei and Zixia had already opened the curtain with the lamp in their hands, lighting up a bright yellow, more like a dream.

"Master, let's sleep a little longer, it's still early. Four ......" eyebrows lowered her head, covered her mouth and patted the empty Zixia had already picked up the bright yellow curtain, bent her knees and said: "Slave Zixia to the master to say goodbye." When the emperor left, he specially explained, so that you can rest, if the master wants to get up, the slave and maid will explain to go down and pass the breakfast. ”

"Not busy. He helped the two of them to stand by the bed with their outstretched hands, adjusting to the unfamiliar environment.

Such a yellow color has never appeared in my life, bright, at first glance. Even if I see it occasionally, even if I know Yinzhen's future, I never thought that one day I would live in such a place, such as today.

It seems to be surrounded by bright yellow clusters, symbolizing identity, symbolizing status, symbolizing the past that can never be returned. The room is not too big, it is still a pleasant habitable square inch, but it seems to be infinitely elongated, extended, and it seems that people are small.

Just for such a room, a bed!

Before and after life, more than three feet is enough.

"Qianqing Palace went?"

Listening to my inquiry, the two looked at each other in a slight stunned manner, Zixia carefully withdrew her hand and retreated outside the house, nodded her eyebrows, and responded, "Yes, the emperor went to the Qianqing Palace, and you woke up before you went out." ”

"But breakfast?"

As soon as the curtain was beaten, Zixia came back in with a basin of water, smiled Yingying twisted the handkerchief and handed it to Mei Wei, and quickly took the shirt and skirt, "The master should wash up first, people are also more energetic, it is cold in the morning, don't suffer the cold." The emperor has his own father-in-law Gao and father-in-law Su to take care of it, and there will be no mistakes. ”

Served by the two of them, the sky was already slightly bright.

Standing in front of the window and looking at the snow outside like sand, dripping on the windowsill, knocking on the silent morning one after another, without interruption, in the palm of the hand for a long time. A small stall of ice-crystal-like snowflakes slowly dissipated like a cold plum wrapped in a cold plum, and the light fragrance lingered on itself. He withdrew his hand and turned to walk towards the door.

"Master, don't go out, it's very cold. Zixia carefully followed behind me with the stove in her hand, and I stopped in front of the door and turned to look at her.

"The emperor specially instructed you to rest here, and you don't need to go to the Qianqing Palace today. ”

"Go there and do it. Seeing that she was clearly worried and forced to laugh to herself, I took the hand stove and other eyebrows, fastened my cloak, and stepped out, "Just walk around casually, walk around in front of this door, and you can't hold it all day in the house." ”

The little girl thought that it was good, trotted back to the house and took the white fox hand cage, took the small stove in my hand and stuffed it in, only then did she pick her lips and smile and hand it back, and followed slowly behind her. Mei helped me to step on the snow carefully, and sometimes looked back, shook her head and smiled when she saw me looking at her.

Through the hall leads directly to the small door, through the main hall around the wall, the wide red door in the middle is tightly closed. The guards knelt neatly in the snow, and I pulled my eyebrows out of the open corner door on the side, and turned around to look at the plaque hanging in front of the hall - the Hall of Cultivating the Heart.

Squint and look up...... The three big characters are reflected very brightly by the snow, so the sun is rising on a snowy day is excellent, and the gold characters on the blue background are surrounded by a layer of orange-red soft and warm light.

Yinzhen, live here.

This palace is no different from previous years, it is still orderly, still quiet, and occasionally passes by a few eunuchs or palace maids, who walk quietly with their faces lowered. What has changed is only the white body that covers everyone's skin, hiding the original qiē, which is extremely lined with this winter snow, which looks extremely quiet and everything is clean. Only those spirits and souls that live in the body can still clearly distinguish from the steps, identity, status, and the bottom of their hearts is not enough to be hidden by outsiders, unable to hide, and ready to come out.

In the elder brother's office, Yinzhen's small courtyard is still there. There are his youth, there are also mine, and the women who have lived here, Lan Si and Jingzhu.

What was once in the beginning was too small and too little compared to what we have now. We've lived here for many years, and when we think about it, eight years. Day after day, year after year, eight years have long since passed away with time. Separated, reunited, every time, sincerely laughing less and less, cherishing more and more, only to know that happiness is also simple.

Peace of mind can be happy, these two things are in order.

Looking back, we are already middle-aged, and we may have been willing to grow old together in the transition of day and night when we looked at each other and smiled. Laughter and tears have been left here, and when I think about it, it is the most simple and happy.

Dusty, open.

You can't turn back the clock, only memories. I remember those moments that make me feel warm when I think about it, every word, every sentence, those awkward and real smiles on the young faces, every time without warning, it seems to be yesterday, it seems to be today, a smile and a smile, thirty years have passed...... The rest, it doesn't matter.

Behind the gently opened door came a string of tiny footsteps, creaking in the snow and abruptly stopping. Inside and outside the courtyard gate, they were all stunned.

"Slave Qingxia greets her master. ”

There are two faces inside and outside the door, the sisters are indeed similar, and when they smile at the corners of their mouths, one is well-behaved and warm, and the other is delicate and clever. I looked at Fu's slightly raised little cheeks in front of me and nodded, "Girl...... Get up. ”

The courtyard is very clean, everywhere is like the past, tables and chairs, tea sets, doors and windows, every empty and every corner, like the years and things that engraved time into it and locked us.

Mei Yu opened her mouth slightly to see surprise, and the fingertips that grabbed my hand were shaking. Gripping hard to feel her cold, he stopped, and took the drill into the hand cage and touched the small hand stove, which was incredibly warm.

"Come back, I'm a little tired. ”

Turning to the front of the courtyard gate, I heard Qingxia still whispering softly and thoughtfully, "The master should go into the courtyard to rest, and the emperor told him that if the master comes, he will rest here." ”

In a daze, a few figures not far away seemed to be standing in the snow. A whole piece of lifeless white, with a faint fragrance.

Xuanqing, as well as the two Fujin of the old nine and ten families, have not been close for many years, and I can't remember who their surnames are. In addition to these three people, there is also Pei Han, who walked in one place, quietly walking towards me, just like their men, always in one place.

The four of them were blessed, but none of them spoke, and they all looked at the unclosed courtyard door behind me, as if smiling, not smiling, indifferent expressions, and a little sad.

"Is the fourth sister-in-law okay?"

After standing for a long time, Xuanqing mentioned this, his eyes swept over my right arm, which was half-hidden in the cage, and looked down at the white flowerpot bottom embroidered shoes in the snow. I nodded yes and nothing else.

Pei Han's eyes were lost, and tears were in front of me, and her voice was ethereal as if she was frozen in snow particles, floating in the wind, "If the fourth sister-in-law is free, go and see Eniang." Today, the fourth brother sent a message, asking the fourteenth master to return to Beijing, and Eniang ......"

"Okay, I'll go later. I turned back to the small courtyard, and when I stepped in, I heard the laughter of Xuan, which was different from the wanton laughter of previous years. Some things can't be recovered, and some feelings have long faded, changed their taste, and are not suitable for chewing memories.

"I haven't thanked the fourth sister-in-law yet, early this morning, the lord was crowned a prince by the emperor. became the emperor, and the defeat was also the king, which really made the fourth sister-in-law give her words. It's just that I didn't expect that the thirteenth brother was just a prince, and I didn't know that the fourteenth brother would come back...... Jin He Title. ”

Pulling the corners of his lips and raising his head, inhaling the cold breath unique to winter, it really makes people feel a lot more refreshed. Early in the morning, snow, sunshine, everywhere is good.

"I'm afraid the snow can't stop, the four younger siblings should go home early, don't suffer the cold. The affairs of the masters are related to the world, big things, women can't manage it, and they shouldn't ask about it. ”

The door was covered, and his feet were fixed within the threshold.

The footsteps gradually crept away, and the laughter gradually drifted away, talking and laughing. There is no need to distinguish between the real and the fake.

Qingxia, Zixia...... In their mouths, it's not just a girl, at least not to Yinzhen. Fly on the branches and become a phoenix?

Laughing.

Treat the belly of others with your own heart, probably so. The grapes that can't be eaten always feel sour, and they are so astringent that others can know when they smell them. Women, there is no high or low in vinegar, the royal family, the people, when they laugh at others with false rumors, those words are always the same, and there is nothing new.

In their eyes, two sisters who were originally very similar are not like each other, but more like me many years ago. Maybe they think too little, yes or no, it doesn't matter. If that's the case, I should have high-fived and laughed, at least I'm really different from Yinzhen, and I have to follow the cat and tiger when I am the emperor looking for a new love. Aren't you tired of it......

In heaven, there is no mystery, never, there is only the heart of the bewitched person, the heart of a man, the heart of a woman, and the illusion of confusion. You cry, you laugh, the world does not change, hot and cold as usual. The heart is as hot as fire, the eyes are as cold as ashes, between hot and cold, absurd in the world.

If it can't be broken, take more detours. Just as I was, and as they were.

Those tricks of open and secret fighting, which have been in existence for more than ten years or decades, will not disappear and end with the departure of anyone, but will only become more torrential, and will eventually surface and let people see it thoroughly. Good, ugly, tearing family affection, tearing friendship.

Maybe when Kangxi left, his heart had been completely let go, and there were only living people, his son, his daughter-in-law, and maybe more people, I knew and didn't know, too much, too much, too many to see.

Stopping Zixia's hand stretched out to the courtyard door behind her, the little girl blushed with anger, her big eyes were full of water, and she muttered and whispered resentment, "I'm sorry, these women are in vain and don't understand the rules, so the master should take out yesterday's momentum and tear their mouths." If you let the emperor know, you may not be able to ......"

"Good, your master is tired and wants to rest. This is the ...... The emperor will not know. ”

It wasn't until I spoke that Qingxia pulled her sister beside her, and laughed while pushing, "The little hooves are out of order, where you have your teeth, and Malier is not ready to go." If you miss the master's rest, the emperor will know, and you should be careful with your mouth. ”

Turning to the backyard, a qiē is like the old, suddenly like new. Here, it was given by Kangxi, but it was. Now, it was given to me by Yinzhen, and it belongs to the two of us. If you go back to when we first met...... At this moment, it is good, every step, two people, holding the hand of the son. Why go back.

The mattress and pillows are all red, without bright yellow eyes, and it is unusually warm to sleep on.

It's quiet, no one is noisy, no one is crying, no one is talking coldly, only a faint sandalwood lingers in the room.

The bed behind me moved slightly, I closed my eyes and did not move, and the person was already lying quietly behind me, with a warm brocade quilt wrapped around my waist and abdomen.