This woman is my wife.

I thought I knew what she was. In this era, three hundred years later, I have seen it with my own eyes and loved it with my heart, but I only saw one or two of them.

still remember, when Nian was pregnant, she went to take care of it. On that day, Su Peisheng's reply surprised me.

When I first heard those words, I couldn't believe it, and I didn't know what it was like. I can't imagine how those words came out of her mouth, and what kind of expression they were. How can a woman who usually messes with me and play petty sex and be coquettish become a ...... How could he have said that?

At this time, Fang Xin, she can indeed say it, she can scare Nian so much that she doesn't dare to seek death, and she can make Nian Qianyao be cautious when he sees her. Once upon a time, it wasn't like that, even if I hadn't seen her, I knew she hadn't. Which one is the real her, maybe both, but I haven't seen it.

At this time, I knew that she could do what she said to me, do better, and no matter who I became, she would stand by her side and never leave. Our home is no longer like it was stolen and hidden, the palace is, the garden is also, and the palace that carries the most feelings and the most affection is also, as long as we are together, everywhere.

I was surprised that I hadn't read her for 30 years, and that I still didn't know what I wouldn't know in the future.

Yinxiang knew her, even he Fujin too, they were her relatives and friends watching her grow up and also came here, they never doubted every side of her and her expression, they just stood beside or behind her, looking at it with confidence, letting go and letting her show it at will. Maybe, I can too, I don't have to worry about her being wronged all the time, I don't have to always trip her up, she's far stronger than I thought she was, enough to protect our children, even me. But I really can't let go, not the slightest, if I can, I will never let her see those hurtful scenes again. Her heart will hurt, I know, for me, for Huang Ama, for this world's family affection is as light as water and as cold as ice.

On the night of the main hall, the words are still in my ears. I leaned against the soft collapse of the back hall, but when I woke up, I heard the aggressive pressing, heard the words of the Hongwan brother's protection, and heard her put her children and grandchildren in front of the spirit. How dare she!

Just imagine, the most important heir of the royal family, no woman would put the life of her son, even a concubine, in front of others, even if my brothers who dared to fight for the throne were afraid and did not dare, so did I, I would not even think about it, but she did it. And she did it, and let my so-called brothers quit the temple.

She is right, my life is still there, they are not orphans and widows, I am the one who should protect them. If they can't protect their mother and son, what if they have the world, Honghui, Hongwan, Hongli...... Does she know? She is very good to Hongli, and she is as good as Hongday, if I don't know, I'm afraid I really can't tell which is the youngest son who I carried back to the house with my own hands - our son.

Huang Ama knows, even if we have never mentioned a word because of this, I know in my heart that when he handed me the string of silk, Honghui married his wife and allowed him to wear the jade plate from now on. The string of tassels is Hongli's fold, which is jerky and immature and not like what his mother usually does, and is carefully cared for and worn by Honghui.

I have never mentioned Hongli's life experience to any of them, Huang Ama and Honghui all know, just a little clue is clear, but this mother-in-law statue has no reaction...... Whether she's smart or unintentional. Or maybe she knew about it, but she didn't mention it to me. Well, one day, all the mysteries will be revealed, and I just hope that she will not complain about me.

Hold the woman sleeping in front of me, my wife.

At the beginning of his marriage at the age of thirteen, he never expected such a life. Thirty-one years of husband and wife, looking back, bit by bit, I actually look forward to a longer time, not afraid of wind and rain, but afraid that this life is too short.

The hair is dyed with sandalwood. Buried in the soft hair, there are palpitations. I am rarely afraid of anything, no matter who or anything, but every time fear strikes, it is because of her. I'm afraid she's leaving, I'm afraid she'll be resentful, I'm afraid she'll never come back. This time, it started from her, and I felt at ease because of her.

In just one night, everyone in the palace knows that my Yue'er, the future queen, has established a prestige.

This courtyard, this room, has rarely come back since he moved out of the palace. At this time, he can sleep peacefully and take her in front of him. I believe in fate, I believe in fate, I believe that she will no longer be separated in this life, I just hope that the next day will pass slowly, even if the dark tide is surging at this time, I also ask for this kind of dependence to accompany each other, prolonging the days and nights.

September ...... in the ninth year of Yongzheng I remember it clearly.

On her hair and neck, which was entwined with sandalwood, it was difficult to feel the lighter floral fragrance on her body, and it was faint when she smelled it. Forehead and sideburns, eyebrows and eyelashes, shallow breathing nose, slightly open lips, careful kissing, lingering and difficult to retreat. Over the years, she seems to have not changed her appearance, but I am getting older and older. Why, then, did you go before me, and let me stay alone in the world?

For just a few days, my heart hung in the air.

Yinxiang is right, history is there, the wind can't blow the rain and can't move, it's mine that can't run away, so I don't need to think about it. I have already understood this, but at this time, I am not because of whether the throne is available, not because of the brothers, but because she was left by the side of Huang Ama alone, there is no news, there is no one, she doesn't even ask anyone to give me a word. When I went to Changchun Garden again, I saw Zixia and knew that she was safe, but my heart was still difficult to calm down. I knew that it would be fine, and I also knew that Huang Ama would not be embarrassed by her, and it would be difficult to sleep and eat.

She fell asleep, like she had woken up after fainting in my arms last night. In the dream, she will be afraid and sad, and she will cry, so that I can see her heart, but I can't even comfort her.

I knew that she would come here, like me, who had nowhere to go when she left Beijing, and I came here after dispersing the court, without looking for a heart-to-heart traction.

The man who was leaning into his arms sighed, grabbed my hand and held it to his chest, and breathed warm breath at my mouth. At this time, I am afraid that she is the only one who can make me laugh, and the smile is real and painful. Being relied on is a contradictory thing, a responsibility, a commitment, and a sweetness. There are many people who depend on me, including those women in the backyard, who are happy and heartbroken because of only one person, and they are willing, lest they will not give enough. Her grievances, my heartache.

Yue'er, smiling, all, I tried to call a few times but no one answered. In other words, I slept very lightly on weekdays, and I woke up early, I was afraid that I was really tired and needed to rest.

The kiss that fell on the lips was about to retreat, and the lips that were slightly open and breathing were separated to welcome him, and he hummed so confused that he lost all the righteousness and awe-inspiring in the hall last night, and changed back to the little woman I was familiar with.

"Yinzhen ......"

Wrapped in the quilt and hugged tightly, a soft sound melted into the warm brocade quilt from between the lips and teeth. After listening to it for thirty years, this time is completely different. Since I received the edict of Huang Ama, everyone has changed my color, brothers, women, ministers and even palace maids and eunuchs who stood together in the same dynasty in the past, only her, in her heart, I am Yinzhen, never someone else, just like the wedding night when I first met.

She has never changed to me, to our children and grandchildren.

I was afraid, afraid that she would not be able to treat her son calmly, and that she would spoil one to heaven and the other like Eniang......

E-niang.

Huang Ama went, E-Niang was sad, the fourteenth brother did not return, E-Niang was worried, and never asked me. The purse back then, over time, is old, and the color has faded......

E-niang doesn't like to see me, and she doesn't like to see her, except for the fourteenth brother's Fujin, no one wants to see her.

Yue'er still greets every day, twice in the morning and evening, without interruption, just like me.

We will be the most noble people in the palace, and we will also be the most lonely, relying on each other.

Yue'er said, a woman's heart is very small, pretending to be a man can not hold anything else, I believe; Yue'er said, the mother's heart is very big, every child is irreplaceable and unique, Eniang's heart also has a soft and warm me, I have tried to believe, and it is difficult to let go. Fortunately, she is different from Eniang and has never failed me.

Anyway, there are times in life when you have to have it, and there are times in life when you don't force it, at least what I haven't gained or lost, my son hasn't experienced, it's enough.

Tomorrow, I will be the emperor and officially ascend to the pole.

Those brothers, believe it or not, it doesn't matter anymore. If you are entangled again, it will not be a scene of spiritual keeping, and you will not be able to say anything about hindering me. If you don't respect the new emperor, you will do it, and if you don't allow it to be sealed, what do you have to do with them. I don't need to ask others what I want, what I want, why do I need others to point fingers.

The people of the world, thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, the sun, the moon and the stars, I will live up to it, this is also a witness, the position of the emperor and queen is for her, I am not a person who breaks my word. In this life, I am the emperor and she will be the queen, and there will be no one else, and I will not bear it until the end of my life.

I'm afraid, the two of us are busy all day long, and it is difficult to find the old time, in front of the hall and behind the house...... Tranquility.