72. Xianghu Crossing - The Imagination of Bored Convulsions II.
What a tragedy!
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The dragon and phoenix fetus were husband and wife in the previous life?
NO…… NO……
Is the daughter the lover of her father's previous life?
Probably, maybe, probably, almost, maybe...... Absolutely! but also ...... Not exactly!
About the dragon and phoenix fetus, it is a new chapter of my life!
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When Lao Kang and his wife and son were rushing to the outside of the plug to welcome the autumn with singing and laughing, I gave birth to my second child to Yinzhen.
Isn't it just to give birth to a baby? Which prince has less children, but the baby of the fourth master surprised the people in the royal inner garden, because it was a pair of rare twins, but it was the same one, commonly known as the dragon and phoenix fetus.
Of course, in the royal family, no one dares to call such a child a dragon and phoenix, because everyone wants a head, knowing that there is still a real dragon son living in the Forbidden City, but the vulgar gossip heart of human beings has not diminished a little bit.
Lao Kang specially passed the word, saying that he would personally pick up his name when he came back after he had fun, and only asked me to wait steadily. I really want to say what else can I do if I don't stay steadfast, but I still have to respect the emperor of the current dynasty. But Lao Kang's worries are undoubtedly superfluous, where can I go as a confined woman? Even if I have that mind, I don't have that strength, even if I have the strength, I don't have that energy, we are a woman who wants to live well, and we have to be responsible for our own body!
In other words, the quality of this set of dragon and phoenix tires is still good, and it looks like me, which is gratifying.
It's just that daughter...... When I think of the daughter I have been looking forward to, I really want to cry without tears. It turned out to be a bit cold-faced and the fourth master, that aura was powerful, so cold that it could freeze me to death.
Why is this? Don't they all say that my daughter is my mother's intimate little padded jacket? Why is my padded jacket a Bingxin brand! It can't be because it is the seed of the future cold-faced Wang Yinzhen, just like that.
After tossing me for more than a month, their Ama finally came back with Lao Kang, the little girl who kept crying as long as she was picked up by me, actually retracted her momentum as soon as she saw Yinzhen, stretched out her little arms and looked like she wanted to hug her, if she could fly, she would have jumped into her Amma's arms at that time.
I wondered, a cold Ama would be worth more than my hot-blooded mother?
Under Lao Kang's will, the name was decided, my son's name is Hongwan, and my daughter's name is Red Sleeves, this uncreative bad grandfather, do you want me to roll up his sleeves for them at home every day?
But it's peculiar, it's all boys who should be Hongzi, why do my girls have to stick to the family tree, but they still have to use this vulgar red letter. Oh...... What does the emperor mean...... I endure.
Children always grow up fast, and that sense of foreboding, the older you get, the stronger it gets. At first, it was just that my daughter didn't kiss me, but as the days went by, even Hongwan, a kid, changed with his sister.
What do you mean?!
Bullying me, this, turned against both of them!
The more this is the case, the closer I am to Honghui, the boy grows up day by day, cute but more sensible. Always like a brother to lead the pair of similar-looking siblings around, as long as I don't show up, they will have a lot of fun.
Red sleeves like Honghui very much, there is no indifference in his eyes, but he gives birth to a kind of natural motherhood of a girl looking at him, in my opinion, there is a precocious entanglement, but there is no loss of enthusiasm.
If you accidentally see me standing in the corner looking at them, the red sleeves will start to become awkward, stiffening their little body and ignoring no one, unless Yinzhen appears, gently persuading will smile sweetly.
Day after day, year after year, the relationship between our mother and daughter never changed, and I could always be seen running around in the small Baylor House, chasing the Red Sleeves, until finally we were almost strangers. I can always see the figure of Red Sleeves chasing her Ama around, Yinzhen changed from the initial happy hug to patient teaching, and in the end, there was nothing to do.
Good flowers don't bloom often, and good times don't always ......
The warmest little harmony, in the end, can not be kept, Kangxi 43 June 6, Honghui did not change the course of history, as later generations know, quietly slept, never woke up.
I hugged his small body and leaned on the ground next to the bed, Hongwan sat beside me all the time, my little hand caressing Honghui's closed eyes, and swept down his long eyelashes, which were still thick and curled.
The daylight lengthens and shortens to replace the crescent moon, and finally turns back to the rising red dawn, and a figure blocks the doorway, breaking the silence of the room, "What doesn't belong to you naturally can't keep it." ”
Looking at the red sleeves' red and swollen eyes, there was pain on the little face, and there was a kind of forbearance that I couldn't understand, how could such a young child say such indifferent words?
"E-niang......" Hongwan's hand was on the back of Honghui's head, although it made me look at the red sleeves standing in front of the door, "Don't be sad, there are me and my sister." ”
Red Sleeves sneered indifferently and turned around and walked out of the door, but it hit Yinzhen, she tried to look up, but I saw the crystal teardrops on her pink little face in the sun.
Yinzhen stroked her cheek with her thumb, walked in, pulled up Hongwan, who was sitting next to me, and pushed it out. Hongwan obediently walked out and pulled the red sleeves to leave, I watched her turn back step by step, and I didn't feel anything in my heart.
I still hugged Honghui tightly, my face pressed against his cold little face, but I couldn't cry anymore.
The black boots in front of me were always there, until a drop of water fell, and soon they opened up into a small circle of deeper black, and then moved to my side. Yinzhen sat down and hugged me, his face buried in my neck, a little wet, this hot summer, my heart was as cold as ice.
Spring, summer, autumn and winter year after year, in the days without Honghui, it passed surprisingly fast.
Hongwan married Fujin at the age of fourteen, and he said that he didn't like the girl, but he knew what he had to do, and Yinzhen was noncommittal. It turns out that in the end, the girl who was not liked by Hongwan has been pampered by him, and the two of them have lived happily.
Red sleeves knelt in front of Yinzhen, pulling the hem of his robe to resist not marrying, but at the age of fifteen, he sat in a big red sedan chair.
When the bright red hijab covered her eyes, she broke down in front of me and cried bitterly, "I hate you." ”
I understood what the children of my hometown used to mean when they said that their children were debt collectors, because they were born to pay their debts. Although I was disappointed, there was no other way, and I worked hard to conceive a child born in ten months, even if she didn't like me, or even hated me, I couldn't choose again.
I stood in the yard and watched the red sleeves being carried out by the bride, and before getting into the sedan chair, she ran back to me, lifted the corner of the red hijab slightly, and whispered in my ear: "I got married, never go back to this home, you are free." ”
I hugged her as she turned to leave, and the words in my throat finally came out, "Red Sleeves, you will be happy." ”
"Perhaps, you should make me smile, if you are...... Ulanara Temple Month. ”
The delicate voice that was still too immature slowly blew into my ears indifferently, and the tears of the red sleeves were on my face for the first time, freezing my hands around her back.
I finally understood, what is the reincarnation of heaven, if the daughter is the original Nala clan, then what about Hongwan? But the real Yinxiang?
They're here to get revenge on me......
Although it was not my subjective will for me to cross over here and forcibly take possession of her body, I fell in love with the man and brother who belonged to them.