From midsummer to autumn, until the cold gradually turned to the bone, when the fine snow fell in the capital in early winter, I didn't wait for the news of Hongwan's return.

Her Amma, who never expressed Xiàn on her lips, couldn't sit still, and every time she went to Honghui, she would always ask a letter in a deep voice, and she would return in frustration. There was more obvious anxiety, even anger, on his face.

I haven't told him about Xiao He's past, and I don't know if the information he asked someone to check is detailed. At this time, I didn't even dare to mention the name, and I was a little embarrassed to be a thief or help the abuse.

Counting the days, the little life in Hongwan's belly has been seven months, and if he doesn't come back, he can really be born outside. I'm not worried about her husband, I'm just afraid that she will be too lively and jumpy, but fortunately, I know that the man can shock her, just like Yinzhen is to me.

We are also waiting for the fourteenth, just at the time of the young man, in the leap August of this year ushered in the most valuable opportunity in his life to establish a career, because of the war in Tibet was given by Kangxi as the general of Fuyuan, by Gushan Beizi directly super-awarded the prince. For these two months, he has been waiting, waiting for the day when the army will go out, waiting for the moment when he will lead thousands of troops.

Concubine De was obviously happy, even though she had been calm and restrained for a long time, she was also overjoyed by the knighthood of her youngest son.

My Yinzhen, the year of not being confused. Seeing such a mother-son blind date, it is far from the childhood voyeurism in Kangxi's mouth back then, and he can no longer find the ignorant teenager's entanglement that longs for his mother's love to share. The temple and the Buddha hall seem to have become his two most important places to settle down, the wind does not blow, and the rain does not start.

It doesn't matter if this kind of change is good or bad, but I know that this man's forbearance has long gone beyond what I have seen and felt. How firm and stubborn his heart is, how can it change.

In the same year, Yinzhen's second uncle changed his fate, and Nian Qianyao, who served as the governor of Sichuan, was finally promoted to governor after nearly ten years, and he was in real power.

Xu is because the younger sister of the Nian family learned a lot of things about the court from her brother, at least it is related to Yinzhen. After getting the good news, her beautiful little face was raised higher in the house, and she walked more gracefully, although there was still a bit of weakness to help the willows, but it also made me really realize what it means to be honorable and what it means to be a person to attain the Tao...... Ahem, anyway, I see.

I was a little smirked that this battlefield was not just a nation-state of men and women, it had become a gorgeous show for interpretation.

Compared with the thirteenth elder brother in my family, her brother is indeed very powerful, even if he is still not comparable to the prince, but he also gave Yinzhen the greatest support at the most critical moment.

I don't pay much attention to these, how she loves to express Xiàn is her business, and how Yinzhen treats her is his business, and it has nothing to do with me. As long as she doesn't do anything to hurt my children, I should see the hilarious drama for free. As long as it's really good for him, I feel embarrassed and worth it.

In this world, there is nothing that you don't need to give. The higher the magnate in the world, the more specific and clear the desire in people's hearts, the more they have to pay more than ordinary people, and even not necessarily in return.

Luckily, I know that he has, so it's worth it.

For me, it's even more giving.

It's just that I didn't expect that Yinxiang - it was also related to this matter, but today, after he had been hidden in his mansion for many years, he participated in it in a way that had no status, away from me and Yinzhen, and stood behind Yinzhen.

When he learned of this, the army was about to go on an expedition, and the arrow had to be fired.

Is it fair?

It's not fair?

I felt a faint pain in my heart, and I didn't know whether it was for him or for this fate.

There are thousands of things in the world, and the most unspeakable thing is the word "fairness".

Yinxiang is right, that is, what if I tell me early, how can I wait for a woman to put her beak in the major affairs of the country. The only thing a woman like us who has married a prince is to follow everyone and look far away, but this time it is not to welcome the holy car, but to see off the high-spirited general Wang to take the most important step in his life.

The bitter cold of the winter moon is no match for the passionate blood, and the wind blows everywhere there are ambitious soldiers. The young faces are fearless and fearless, and some are just heroic men who are willing to write spring and autumn with blood. Who cares about the women behind them, the expressions on their faces, and the hesitation in their hearts.

When it comes to the triumphant return, how many people have stayed on the battlefield forever, and how many people have stayed at home and can't wait for her beloved.

In this war, we are destined not to see the shadow of gunsmoke, but we have smelled the smell of life and death.

It is always the man who charges forward to be loyal to the country and even gives his life, but it is the woman who waits at home who has endured his life. Unable to change, you can only silently accept and wait.

No matter how far away Yinzhen in military uniform is, I can always clearly see his sassy and heroic posture sitting on horseback, but I can't find the familiar figure I want to see.

I don't know where he is, riding a horse? Walk? Where is it hidden? If he's not a prince or a general, what is he? In addition to Kangxi and Yinzhen, the two brothers, does anyone know about his cunzài? I don't know what this upcoming battle will make or change for him.

A good man is ambitious in all directions, and he is determined to be in the country and the world. Fight? I think my brother is not afraid, what he learned in his previous life will finally be useful.

Men should be trained, even if they know that the road ahead is difficult and dangerous. For the second generation of the military like us, who have not had a dream about war since childhood, even if they shed blood and sacrificed, they are the embodiment of the value of heroic sons and daughters in our hearts.

It's just that this war has no modern science and technology, swords, guns, swords, halberds on horseback, flesh and blood, how to deal with it.

The wind kept blowing on my face, and I was blinded and looked down at the fluttering skirt. Whispers came from afar in the crowd, and the voices grew louder and louder, with all kinds of conjectures about the war, or feelings of admiration or regret. A few families are happy and a few are sad.

The send-off procession gradually moved away, and when the momentum was not exhausted, several streets finally disappeared. I know that Yinzhen is also among them, and they have to go all the way to the privates to give Yinzhen the highest and best extreme pomp and circumstance for his father. And we women are going home, and after gossiping, we go back to our respective houses.

Xiaoyan pulled me into the carriage, and no one spoke, no one laughed, and no one cried. As if this separation was someone else's business, and had nothing to do with us, they let the carriage jog around, listening to the howling wind outside, and sat in a corner. Occasionally looking at each other, and then faintly looking away.

There was a sudden ice on my hand, and I saw my neatly combed hair in a bun on my chest, and the familiar smile with a vibrato was intermittent, which made me more uncomfortable than crying.

"You lied to me? Isn't it fourteen, why is he going? Why him? It was only with great difficulty that I found him, and it was only a few years before I went to war. Why does he have to? Isn't it between their brothers, and what does it have to do with him? He's just an elder brother, nothing, even the last dynasty didn't have his share, why did he think of him when he was dying. I don't want him to be glorious and rich, I don't want any princes and nobles, just laughing, he is just my joke. ”

I can't even say a word of that. I wanted to ask, too, but I didn't know who to ask.

The carriage slowly stopped, and the greeting voice of Meiyu sitting in front of the car made me lift the corner of the curtain and see Yinzhen sitting on horseback in a python suit.

"Fourth Brother ......"

Looking at Xiaoyan who sat up in his arms, his voice was stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak. There was a voice outside the car window, "Let your fourth sister-in-law send you back, there is something in the house and someone will come over." ”

Before he could respond, he had already taken the reins and clicked away, and the low tail voice dissipated with his back in the wind.

The corners of his mouth curled and laughed silently. This man's words of concern for outsiders are a little awkward, but the meaning is quite obvious.

Back in the house, Hongli and Hongli stood at the gate of the courtyard with a sword, like two small stone lions, and the thick bright red horse coat was like a big red flower tied on the chest. The two small faces were red from the cold, and the majestic expressions and thin bodies were a little stiff.

One by one, he pulled it back into the house and threw it to Xie Yu and Ruyi, sat on the soft floor and watched the brothers wrapped in the brocade quilt, took a sip of hot tea and asked helplessly: "Which play are the two masters playing today?" ”

"Fight on horseback."

The two small mouths that were shivering with coldness, the words were the same, and they were still scrambling to be more inarticulate than anyone else.

"Yo ......" I put down the teacup and leaned forward, so angry that I couldn't help laughing, "Yes, I have achieved the realm of having a sword in my hand and a horse in my heart." Come on, throw the quilt and run two more laps to see if you can catch up with your fourteenth uncle all the way. ”

Hongli really threw the quilt and threw it into my arms, looking up at his little face and giggling and squinting his eyes, "E-niang is just funny, so where can I catch up, you really think we are the legs of the storyteller's mouth and singing." ”

Pulling his entangled little paws away, he put them back on the ground with Hongyang, who came over, and raised his feet and kicked two writhing little buttocks, "I don't have any enemies in this yard that should be killed, go, carry a sword to find you Amma, and ask if I can invite you two young masters to the battlefield, maybe I can also get the reward of Huang Ma Fa." ”

As he was talking, as soon as the door curtain opened, he saw Yinzhen stepping in, and the two boys immediately changed their docile faces, and most of them knelt down to say goodbye, and walked to the door with their heads down without waiting for Amma's reply, not forgetting to take away their swords.

The room was quiet again, and Meiyu, who was rummaging through the cabinets and packing her luggage, stopped what she was doing and withdrew.

Yin Zhen stood on the edge of the collapse and looked at the various clothes on the bed and frowned.

"Xiaoyan's family has no one to help her, so I'll stay with her for a few days."

He didn't take the tea, looked at me and sat down in silence, his fingers tapping lightly on the table, still staring at the bed.

Drinking tea in disguise and almost getting burned, he grabbed a handkerchief to cover half of his face and took a deep breath, "It's not as good as a few years ago, it's unrealistic to ask her to come to our house now, it's okay for me to accompany her." Well, here's you. ”

"I'll come back in a few days, and I can't leave you in the house." Yin Zhen got up and walked to the bed, took two pieces from the large pile of clothes that had been arranged by Meiyu, shook off the satin cloth and put them on it.

"Yinzhen."

He stopped, still with his back to me, and quickly resumed his movements, finishing the package.

I walked over and gently tugged at the corner of his coat behind him, my eyes shifting from the wrap to his hand hanging from his lap, wrapping my waist around my waist and pressing my face against his straight back.

"I've been tired lately, and you've let me rest. The affairs of the house have Li Fu, and it will not be possible...... Leave it to the embroidery. ”

I could still feel the tense muscles in his back through the soft clothes, and the palm of my hand was still warm, and my fingertips were a little cold.

I didn't know if the faint tremor was hiss or mine, I couldn't tell the difference, I could only hold it tightly.

"When you are tired, you rest, I have the big things. It doesn't matter if it's you or Yinxiang. ”

Nodding my head closer to his back, the unrelenting tightness and stiffness hurt my face. As soon as the strength on the back of his hand loosened, he leaned on his chest in a trance, and his chin was gently rubbed on the top of his head, always in the same position, unchanged for many years.

"Hongwan's child is about to be born, don't forget, come back early. When you're not there, they're all at ease. ”

"Okay."

A thousand words, living on the lips. In the past and present life, there is only one heart.

My anxiety and loss are in the bottom of my heart. Will his heart be at peace?