On that day, the sky was as gloomy as my mood, and it would probably rain heavily in a short time, but I didn't care about it, the noise in the market made me very bad, and I had to find Su Mo quickly. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Su Mo should be watering the flowers at this hour, I pushed the door in through the familiar side door, and I saw a familiar figure.

It's just that Su Mo is not watering the flowers, the camellia in the courtyard has fallen a little, and the peach-colored petals have fallen to the ground, and when the bleak autumn wind blows, it will swirl with the dust.

Su Mo just sat quietly on the stone bench in the courtyard, he was looking up at the sky, and when he saw me coming, he looked down at me.

Su Mo's eyes were very calm when he looked at me, I thought, he had expected that I would come to him, and he knew what I was looking for him for.

I want to see Su Mo explain to me in a panic that none of this is true, what others say is not true, in that case, I will definitely choose to believe him, and appease his panic, I want to tell him that I only believe him, I will not believe the nonsense of those people outside.

However, Su Mo didn't give me such a chance, he faced me so calmly, I felt scared from the bottom of my heart.

From the moment I saw Su Mo, from his calm and somewhat indifferent eyes, I knew that all this, perhaps, was true.

Su Mota, abandoned me and wanted to marry Zhu Ling'er.

Su Mo and Zhu Ling'er were married, which was originally voluntary.

I don't know what to say, I should blame him? But what can I blame Su Mo? Since I was a child, I have been pestering Su Mo, he taught me to be virtuous, and taught me to be literate, just like my brother is also my teacher.

I dug out my mind and finally got Su Mo's response, but Su Mo's love has always been something I forced to come, it is something that should not belong to me, he will want to marry me, maybe he can't figure it out for a while, but now that he has figured it out, it is not an incomprehensible thing to take it back.

As far as the dancing fireflies in the pixel autumn night, the passionate kiss of the man who has always been indifferent, all the things that are unreasonable must be abandoned by reality after all, those are not dreams, I can be sure, but what if they are not dreams?

The knuckles of my fists clenched out of anxiety made a clicking sound that if I were seen, they might think that I was so angry that I wanted to beat someone.

Actually, no, it's just that I was as calm as Su Mo on the surface, and my palms were full of sadness, and my bones trembled because of this, resulting in a slight dislocation.

Seeing that Su Mo didn't plan to explain anything to me anymore, and I didn't plan to continue to misalign my bone joints, I said to Su Mo: "In that case, return to me the sachet I showed you before, it's ugly and not worthy of you." ”

Su Mo was silent for a moment, and then replied to me lightly: "Except for this, you don't have anything else to say, you want to talk to me?"

"It's gone. I thought it was up to me to ask him. Su Mo didn't explain to me, is it difficult or waiting for me to take the initiative to ask? This is really funny, I am already so sad, why do I want to humiliate myself?

There was a half-loud silence and silence again.

Su Mo has never liked to say much, and if I didn't say anything, there would only be empty silence between us.

"Good. After half a ring, Su Mo answered softly, and then slowly untied the plain sachet that I was wearing on my waist, which I embroidered so messily that I couldn't tell what it was embroidered was.

I watched in a daze as Su Mo untied the sachet, as if he had personally put down everything between us, and from now on they would be strangers to each other, and they would have nothing to do with each other.

Su Mo put the sachet in his hand, and looked at me with heavy eyes, as if he was waiting for me to get it.

I was a little skeptical that my trembling hands still had the strength to pick up the sachet, and I didn't want to expose my vulnerability to Su Mo.

So I hesitated for a moment.

And when I hesitated, Su Mo continued to ask me: "So, okay?"

I nodded slightly, reached out and quickly took the sachet in Su Mo's hand, "That's it, it's good." ”

Su Mo chuckled, "So anxious?"

"Otherwise, what should I wait?"

Su Mo was silent again, and then said indifferently and coldly: "Okay, let's go." ”

So, after the above few words of exchange, I took the sachet and left without looking back, I didn't dare to look back, I was afraid that I would not be able to hide my sadness anymore.

I have always been a brave and strong girl, I don't want Su Mo's last memory of me to be a sad and sad face, I want him to only remember all my laughter and cheerfulness, after all, I am a person, except for enthusiasm, basically nothing, I can't be sad.

I had just left the courtyard of the Su family, and the rainstorm that had been brewing for a long time finally arrived as scheduled, as if it was waiting for me to be sad to the extreme, and then help me add a little bit of sadness to make me look more pitiful.

I never knew that what could really hurt people the most than what I never got and what I lost after I got it.

The rain was on my body, I didn't feel cold, I didn't feel cold, my memory still stayed in that Suqiu night, that night, Su Mo stared into my eyes, and walked towards me, I thought, it was a spring dream.

He stood in front of me and stopped, his eyes churning with similar affectionate emotions, and his tone was full of tenderness and asked me, "Have you forgotten your promise?"

"Do you remember playing chess with me that day and making bets with me?"

"If you lose, you should do something to me?"

"I thought I was the one in your heart. ”

"The person in your heart is Tang Ruo, why are you singing the words I wrote?"

"Do you have the wrong heart, or is it not the right mouth?"

"Why don't you get out of the way?"

"You win, I'll marry you...... You lose, you marry me. ”

I thought about it for a long time, and the more I thought about it, the more sad I became, I wanted to go home, but I don't know why, I walked for so long, but I still didn't arrive, when did the way back become so long?

I will have nothing to do with Su Mo in the future, men and women have nothing to do with each other, ah, no, I don't think I should get married.

I don't want to marry anyone, no man, no man, I really don't have to worry about that.

I don't know how long it took, I finally got back home, I didn't want Tang Ruo to worry, but it was too late, I thought, I looked so bad, so bad that I had to worry.

Tang Ruo looked worried, and when he came over, he reached out to wipe the rain on my cheek, and I thought it would be more appropriate for him to give me the handkerchief directly than with his hands.

I always thought that I was just drenched in the rain, so it would look a little miserable, but Tang Ruo cautiously asked me, "Are you crying?"

I don't understand how Tang Ruo can be so stupid? I was drenched all over, it was obviously rain, how could it be tears? So I shook my head desperately.

"Don't cry, it's so ugly when you cry. "Tang Ruo's sentence of 'don't cry' made my last trace of strength collapse in an instant, and I finally realized that the rain can't hide my tears at all, because rain is different from tears, tears are full of sadness, and people can distinguish them at a glance.

After the death of the little green snake, the first time I cried, it was for Su Mo, and the second time it was still for Su Mo.

I thought I cried because I was sad, and I didn't like to be sad, so I never cried.

However, I later realized that there was no choice in being sad. (To be continued.) )