It is said that I don't do bad things in my life, and I am not afraid of ghosts knocking on the door in the middle of the night, but when Su Mo came to knock on the door, I was still afraid, although I clearly did not do anything unfortunate. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I can't let Su Mo know that Tang Ruo lives in my house, so I lied to Su Mo.

I only told Su Mo that when Li Heng blocked me in the alley, it was Tang Ruo who happened to pass by and saved me, but I didn't tell Su Mo that Tang Ruo, who saved me, had actually lived in my home for a long time.

And if Tang Ruo lives in my house, no one knows about it except Zhu Ling'er, of course, Zhu Ling'er will know about it, not that I really have the friendship of Sister Jinlan with Zhu Ling'er.

I was born with that Zhu Ling'er with a discordant personality at all, no matter how sweet Zhu Ling'er smiled at me, I have nothing to say to her, what can I have in common with a daughter? Which color of rouge is better for skin tone? Which shop sells more beautiful brocade? Which tailor is more skillful?

I can't talk to Zhu Ling'er at all, how can I have any friendship at all? It's just that Zhu Ling'er is very attentive to me, and she runs to me more diligently, I didn't like a person when I was a child, and I still won't like it when I grow up, I still don't like Zhu Ling'er.

But since people don't have any ill will towards me, they just want to be friends with me, I'm not such a cautious girl, I can try to make myself like Zhu Ling'er, I said to myself, I didn't like this girl before, maybe it's just because I have a prejudice against her and don't see her good.

So Zhu Ling'er came to me, and I let her be, no girl wants to be friends with me, and I happen to be through Zhu Ling'er, so I can see what a girl should look like.

And Zhu Ling'er, as my 'Jinlan sister', I was almost humiliated by Li Heng in the alley, Zhu Ling'er naturally wanted to fulfill the affection of being a sister, and came to visit and comfort me for being frightened and vulnerable.

So Zhu Ling'er would know about this matter, and it is completely reasonable, Zhu Ling'er is not Su Mo, she can be stopped outside by me in a few words, Zhu Ling'er is so enthusiastic that she pushes the door directly and enters, so naturally she will see Tang Ruo who is lying on the bed clearly.

I can't hide it, I can only hope that Zhu Ling'er's mouth is tight, and she won't go around talking nonsense, Zhu Ling'er sincerely said that she will help me keep it secret, and I have no choice but to believe her.

It's not that I'm afraid of losing my reputation, there is such a thing as a reputation, since Li Heng's incident, I have long gone. I'm afraid I'm just afraid that Su Mo will misunderstand.

I took Tang Ruo in, for me, it's not a big deal, and there's nothing to be embarrassed about, but after all, people's words are terrifying, it's not good for people to know, and people's words can't hurt me, but they can hurt the people I care about.

Su Mo has always been different from me, he doesn't have such deviant thoughts as me, I don't think Su Mo can calmly accept that Tang Ruo lives in my house and feels normal and reasonable to live in the same room with me as a lonely man and widow.

On the one hand, I can't let down my friends, and on the other hand, I can't ignore Su Mo's thoughts, and in a dilemma, I can only choose to use lies to whitewash everything.

Fortunately, Su Mo didn't doubt him in my words, he believed in me like this.

I thought that because of Li Heng's matter, Su Mo and I would not have a future, but Su Mo said that when my father came back, he would come to my house in person to propose marriage.

At that time, Su Mo held me tightly in his arms, he had never hugged me like this, he whispered in my ear and said, Fortunately, you are fine.

Su Mo was not afraid of people's words and was still willing to marry me, which made me feel very happy, and also made all my previous sorrows disappear in an instant.

I'm probably still selfish, even if Su Mo will be poked in the back by others, and will be talked about by others, I still hope that he can marry me.

I knew that everything would happen, but when Su Mo said that he was going to come to my house to propose, I was still happy, and my emotions betrayed my selfishness.

I think that from the moment I wanted to pluck the stars, from the moment I fell in love with Su Mo, from the moment I rejected the worldly ideas even more because I liked Su Mo, I had always loved very selfishly.

I reject the world, because the world says that it is wrong for me to like Su Mo, it is also wrong to want to be with Su Mo, and it is even more wrong to want to marry Su Mo, I am a brave girl, and I am not afraid of difficulties, so I think it is not me who is wrong, but the concept of the world.

I have found many justifications for myself to reject the world, but unfortunately, the world does not compromise because of my rejection and resistance, it responds to me with a naked reality, a cold slap.

The world is always right, but what is wrong is my self-righteousness.

I waited for my father to come back with joy, and after my father came back, Su Mo came to my house to propose marriage, but I didn't wait for my father to come back, so I waited for the news that Su Mo and Zhu Ling'er had decided to settle a relationship.

And the most interesting thing is that the reason why I knew this news was because Zhu Ling'er came to the door in person and told me in person.

Zhu Ling'er said that because of the change of power in the DPRK and China, Su Mo's father was reused again, and at this time, the Su family was weak, and Su Mo's father was trying to establish a firm foothold in the government and the opposition, and he especially needed the help of her in-laws like the Zhu family, so the Su family intended to form this marriage with the Zhu family.

When Zhu Ling'er said this, she seemed to be a different person from before, and her arrogance was very arrogant, as if Zhu Ling'er was the main one, and I was the fox who was very eyeless and uninteresting to seduce her man, saying that I should know what is best for Su Mo.

She came to me with a condescending gesture.

No, it should be said that this is the domineering woman I knew when I was a child, it turns out that Zhu Ling'er has never changed, and she has never liked me.

I finally came back to my senses, as if I had figured out something, the reason why Zhu Ling'er was close to me was probably because the man she had always liked was Su Mo, and she approached me to better understand my relationship with Su Mo.

I used to wonder why Zhu Ling'er was always committed to understanding my heart, no matter what I said, she was very happy, she always tried her best to let me speak, I said that I was used to it, and there were naturally more things to say to her, about me and Su Mo, even if I had the intention to be different from others, but always, Zhu Ling'er could still know a rough idea.

I don't know what Zhu Ling'er got from me, but obviously, she and Su Mo are going to get married, and I have no value to her except for being an eyesore, so Zhu Ling'er didn't bother to pretend to me anymore, so she went back to herself.

Zhu Ling'er's words were tactful, but the meaning she expressed was very obvious, that is, Su Mo was already famous, and he was no longer a man I could afford.

And after Zhu Ling'er left, I walked on the street alone in a trance, but not many people paid attention to me, I found out that it turned out that Su Mo and Zhu Ling'er had already made a family affair in Wancheng, and there was a new topic, so everyone's attention shifted and no longer focused on the little that happened between me and Li Heng.

I guess that apart from Tang Ruo, I am probably the last person to know about this matter.

Even so, I still don't want to believe that all this is true, I want to listen to Su Mo say it to me personally.

This is a matter between me and Su Mo, even if he wants to break his promise and marry someone else, he shouldn't, but he has to tell me through the mouth of others. (To be continued.) )