I knew that I would definitely have a son this time, and sure enough, as I felt.

According to Yinzhen's instructions, Yan Yu organized a washing ceremony for the little guy on the boat according to the rules of the house, and the two foreign men also followed the people to give a gift each. Without saying a word, Yin Zhen helped his son collect it, and sealed a red envelope for all the people on the ship as a man in my family.

I hugged my son, who was as thin as a kitten, and my heart was sour, I only felt that I had not taken good care of him, and I could not do anything about him in the days to come.

Yinxiang also stopped fishing, took Honghui to the shore every day to buy a lot of fish, returned to the boat and let Yan Yu boil it into soup and forced me to drink it, and the delicious fish soup made me want to vomit when I smelled it. At this time, in order to let my son have enough milk to stop starving and grow up healthily, I had to pinch my nose and pour it down, but the effect was not obvious.

Even if I am reluctant, I have no other way, let's let Yinzhen take him back earlier, at least there are nurses in the house who will not wronged the child.

Before I finished my words, Yin Zhen actually got up and walked away quickly, Yan Yu asked all the people on the boat and didn't know where he went. He didn't come back until it was getting dark, took the child in my arms and left without explanation.

I watched his back disappear at the door in a daze, Xiaoyan flashed in softly, leaned next to me and whispered, "Are you a prince or a robber?" I brought a woman on board just now, and I've been crying. ”

"Women?" I looked at Xiaoyan's round eyes in surprise, and asked carefully, "What kind of woman?" ”

"Before I could see clearly, I heard crying. Yinxiang went over to see it just now, and said that he came to nurse your son. There is a child waiting to be fed at home, and he was dragged by your man. Xiaoyan made a tskling sound in her mouth, and she didn't know if she was praising Yinzhen or sarcastically mocking him, sitting on the edge of the bed and shaking her legs and muttering weirdly, "Originally, he didn't look at him well, but now that I think about it, it's okay, at least I didn't leave with the baby you worked so hard to give birth to." ”

yes, at least he hasn't left with the kid yet. Can I comfort myself that he wants to stay longer, but he can't bear me?

It's just that no one can disobey Kangxi's order, he has already opened my grace so that I can see Yinzhen when I need him the most, what more can I ask for.

By October, the sea was blowing and the sea was sweeping as far as the eye could see, and the ship was completely cold. Yinzhen handed over a few pieces of fur that he brought that day to Yinxiang, and went to the town to buy some, and then asked Yan Yu to make mattresses, hand folds, scarves, cloaks and other objects.

Even though I knew that he would become a chatter in the twists and turns after becoming an emperor, I never felt that he was the same in life, and in the face of the chattering reality show in front of me, I really experienced the unknown side of the silent man. From eating and sleeping to dressing and keeping warm, I have been instructed on clothing, food, housing and transportation, as if I am the ignorant milk doll in my arms. Did he forget that in the past 20 years, his fourth master's life has been served by me.

Under his repeated instructions, our ship sailed all the way to the capital.

About the imminent separation, about the reluctant attachment, when I was held tightly in his arms, the cold wind became more biting. I seem to have revisited what it means to divide for a long time, and what it means to divide for a long time, and what it means to have a feast that is inseparable in the world.

Life is like this, the plot is not single, it is just staggered and repetitive.

I wrapped the child in the soft fox fur, hugged it to my chest, and couldn't let go of my hands, and kept rubbing his delicate little face. His little hand stretched out, and I brought my index finger up slightly, and he clenched and let go of it several times, babbling with his little mouth half-open.

The child who is already full moon, I can't even tell who he looks more like. The round eyes are naturally smiling, but they will frown when they are still swaddling, the tip of the small delicate nose is frozen red, and the lips are also bright red but very thin, and when they are gently closed, the corners of the mouth are naturally pursed.

I bit my lower lip to keep the tears from coming out, and leaned in to kiss him on his small, smooth forehead. I have seen Gao Wuyong standing not far behind Yinzhen, and the night time that has taken us to gallop or walk, and heard our countless whispers...... Don't hesitate when it's time to let go, otherwise your heart will only hurt more.

Pushing the child into Yinzhen's arms, I lowered my head and turned around, I couldn't help it, and tears fell down my eyes. The ship in front of me is where I go, our future is still far away, and my journey will continue.

Yinzhen's palm stroked the back of my head gently, the hair that grew to the shoulder blades fluttered in the wind under his fingers, and I stubbornly lowered my head and did not use my hands to wipe the tears on my face, as if it had never dripped willfully.

As his fingers ran over the shredded hair around my ear and squeezed it in my palm, I froze. His fingers seemed to be blown away by the cold wind, and the movement through my hair was a little stiff, but I could still feel my hair gently curled behind his head under his fingers, pinned with a hairpin.

I heard him sigh in the whistling sea breeze, and the hand that rested on my hair pressed against the back of my cold neck, and forcefully turned me back against his chest. It was dark in front of me, only his breath on my face, and his cold lips kissed the tears on my face softly before finally falling on my lips.

Yinzhen, take care of yourself and our children, no matter which one it is, I will leave it to you, just like I will take care of myself and Honghui.

I stood on the bow of the ship and looked out at the shore of the sparsely populated port, and once again set sail from the port of Tongzhou. The last time I set off was when the winter was about to pass and it was warm and cold, but at this time it was really cold. Yinzhen left, took our more than one-month-old child, and returned to Prince Yong's mansion, which belonged to him. And I will continue to move forward according to the original plan.

In front of him is home, so he gallops wildly, and in front of me is the unknown world.

But I know that the world is round, and one day, I will go back to □□, and he will stand here waiting for me.

"What were you guys doing?" Xiaoyan's face appeared in front of me to block my view, and he smiled evilly and said in an ambiguous tone, "Complaining to each other under the cloak?" Isn't it good for us not to peek at it? ”

Don't peek? Yes, she was standing here and looking at it openly. I pushed away her still smiling face, glanced at Yinxiang, who was standing behind her, and whispered back, "What are you and my brother doing hiding in the room if you have nothing to do?" Isn't it good for us not to peek at it? ”

"Damn!" Xiao Yan pretended to open his eyes and exclaimed exaggeratedly, "You...... You guys...... To do that kind of thing in a cloak! Also...... It's too open, isn't it? ”

"Phew!" I rubbed the evil smile from her face with a snort, and said helplessly: "Put away your infinite imagination, I don't care what you two are doing in the room, and you don't guess us with your own and others." Remember, you're licensed, and so are we. ”

Xiaoyan smiled and leaned back to Yinxiang, pointed at me and said with a smile: "Your sister is in a hurry, this time she is really annoyed and angry." ”

Yinxiang shook his head and smiled, but a trace of distress flashed in his eyes, patted Xiaoyan's shoulder and whispered, "Don't mess with her, I'm afraid I'll bite you if I'm in a hurry." ”

In the midst of Xiaoyan's laughter, I saw Honghui standing not far behind Yinxiang, still looking in the direction of the port like I did, holding the hem of his robe with both hands, and silently turned around and walked to the cabin.

I wanted to follow but was stopped by Yinxiang, "Let him be alone and quiet, he is a man." ”

Maybe Honghui's heart is more bitter than me, he Ama came and took away a son, but it wasn't him.

Honghui has admired Yinzhen so much since he was a child, looking up to him like a god, but he was forced to leave his father's side at the age of seven. was finally taken back to the capital, but he was always nested in the small courtyard of Xishan, and he could only count the days and wait for us to see him. Now he is wandering around with me, watching my father come all the way for my brother...... This kind of taste is not pleasant.

Yinxiang is right, I am his mother, I can give him all my love in the next few years, but I can never replace my father.

Turning overboard to continue looking into the distance, the harbor had become a blur, shrouded in a thick cloud of smoke, and the wind dispersed as soon as it passed, and soon coalesced again.

"He's funny."

After the woman is gone, the man comes, and it seems that it is difficult for me to be quiet.

Turning to look at Xiao He, who was still looking at the shore with his arms crossed, his child's voice was very eloquent, very similar to that. It's just that...... Interesting? Is he talking about Yinzhen? I'm afraid he is the first person to evaluate Yinzhen like this, and he is probably the only one.

Looking at the □□ in my hand, Xiao He shook his head and chuckled, "This is a gift from me to your son, but he took it in his hand but refused to ask for it." ”

Holding the □□ twice, I also shook my head and smiled, leaned on the boat and looked at him and replied casually: "No, he just wants me to hold it and protect myself." ”

"Haha." A string of laughter rang out from behind Xiao He, and we looked over at the same time, Yi An was sitting at the bottom of the mast with his legs shaking, his white cloak standing out against the black sails reclining behind him.

Yi An jumped down from the mast, smiled as he walked towards us, and pointed at Xiao He beside me and teased, "It's just a □□, to prevent this admiral who has killed countless enemies?" If Hurd really has that kind of mind for you, I'm afraid it will be useless for him to bring the cannon. ”

A gust of sea breeze swept by, blowing away Yi An's last note, but the three of us could clearly hear similar laughter,

Perhaps, they don't hate Yinzhen, but they have different personalities and different concepts. In fact, friendship is the same as love, but it is more relaxing than love. It also needs to be tolerant and understanding, tacit understanding, but there is no twisted melon, and there is no sweetness with a bitter smile.

Sailing in the sea can be without a beloved man, but you need friends, and they are.

Xiao He and Yi An stood on my left and right, standing together on the bow of the boat and looking out at the reddish morning light in the east ahead, where our new journey was. The red sun was rising, reflecting the distant capital behind us, where my former home was, and my men and children.

I quietly stroked the □□ in my hand, and the cold barrel was like the residual warmth of Yinzhen's palm, which was just as cold on this winter day.

Perhaps, Yinzhen didn't mean that, he just simply asked me to protect myself and live well.