161. Sad autumn
That's how the misunderstanding came about!
Everyone thought that there would be a more suitable person to explain it to the child's father, but no one said it.
The reason why Yinzhen chased him all the way was because Yinxiang wrote him a letter, with few numbers: Smile is pregnant, Hangzhou is waiting for you.
Yinxiang was like this before, concise and to the point, but he was a cautious person, how could he not have thought that Yinzhen would have a misunderstanding. I'm sure he must know, just like Honghui believes. Later, I overheard Honghui asking Yinxiang, not a question but a statement, "Uncle, you did it on purpose." ”
He didn't deny it, just sighed.
Yinxiang did it on purpose, because even though he knew that Yinzhen was as reluctant to separate as I was, he was also annoyed by Kangxi's forced separation, and even angry at Yinzhen's powerlessness, causing me to run around while pregnant. It's just that people are not as good as heaven, when Yinzhen arrived on the ship, it turned out to be that rainy night, and I happened to see Xiao He who was protecting me in the corner of the bed outside the hatch.
None of us knew how long he had been standing outside the door that night, and he didn't understand how he could do nothing with his character, but let me sleep all night leaning on Xiao He.
Yinxiang thought that Honghui, who stayed with Yinzhen every day, would tell him the truth, Honghui thought that Yinxiang had already made things clear in the letter, Xiaohe and Yi'an were not willing to deal with him just like Yinzhen looked at the two of them, and Su Changqing and Yan Yu were even more unlikely to take care of their master's affairs. As for my sister-in-law, who is afraid that the world will not be chaotic, alas...... She knew that Yinzhen was next door, and she knew that he was so angry that he locked herself in the room and refused to come to see me, so she tried hard to provoke, for fear that he would not be angry with herself.
What else can I say about such a misunderstanding? This is my relatives and friends, they all care about me, but their behavior is surprisingly consistent, leading to such a situation that is even more oolong than the oolong created by Kangxi. I could only express my powerlessness and frustration in silence, and then lay in bed doing nothing, recuperating in peace.
The child in the womb seems to be more stubborn and stubborn than his Amma, and he has to come to this world to walk in life or death. First, he experienced the coercion and intimidation of his grandfather, thinking that he would never have a chance to appear in the world, so he announced GAMEOVER early. I didn't expect to give me such a surprise, even if I was pitifully small, I was still trying to grow up and adapt to this unknown world. Later, he was almost stillborn by the stupid Amma, and now he ...... He still sleeps peacefully in my stomach.
Is this providential?
I have to say that I am extremely looking forward to this strong little life, and I can't wait to see what he is really like, able to fight against fate so strongly. If he is really born, I am afraid that he will be a more difficult master than his Amma.
Yinzhen has been sitting on the edge of the bed for several days, not approaching me or talking, just sitting quietly like that, looking at me.
When Yan Yu came to feed me medicine, he stood at the end of the bed, Xiaoyan came to talk to me, and he flashed out the door, and when Honghui came to see me, he remained as if he didn't see it, until Honghui was about to leave and say goodbye to him, and then nodded almost invisibly.
I still remember that afternoon, Su Changqing let out a long sigh after checking his pulse, and was extremely angry and exaggerated to intimidate the two masters present, "It's been seven months, how can you be so careless." Originally, the fetus was small, and if I tossed it like this, it would be a little later, so I didn't need to be called, and it was more appropriate to just lift the boat board to make a coffin. ”
Yinxiang glanced at me quickly, and then looked at Yinzhen who was standing at the head of the bed, and saw that he didn't react, so he laughed awkwardly and pulled Su Changqing out to grab medicine.
The room was still damp and smelled of blood. At that time, Yinzhen had been standing at the head of the bed, and it took a long time to come back from his stunned, and his eyes when he looked down at me were very complicated, dazed and confused, suddenly realized, joyful and excited, annoyed and guilty, as if he had pressed the accelerator button, flashed quickly, and occasionally replayed.
To this day, there is still contradiction in his eyes, only more unspoken self-blame.
I stayed in his room all the time, and occupied the whole bed, and lay on it dizzily, eating and sleeping. Yinzhen always sat on the edge of the bed, looking at me without blinking, as long as I was awake, I would definitely be able to find his sight. I don't know how he survived, but sometimes I woke up and saw him resting with his eyes closed at the end of the bed.
Yinxiang came to persuade me twice, either to send me back to my room, or to let him go over and sleep well, but he just sat there and didn't even react. In the end, I saw my brother, who had always been good-tempered, slamming his palm on the back of his neck, and put Yinzhen, who didn't know whether he was sleepy or fainting, lying beside me.
Yinxiang clapped his palms and looked at Yinzhen, who was finally asleep, shook his head and sighed, "This palm is cheap for you." ”
This man has come all the way to chase me for me...... I stroked the stubble that had grown on his chin, his sunken eye sockets were visibly black, and even when he fell asleep, he was still frowning, and his thin lips were not relaxed in the slightest.
He never thought that this child was still the same as he was at the beginning, but he still came, even if he saw Xiao He's provocation, he was so entangled and angry that he still refused to let go of me.
Yinzhen, you are the stupidest person in the world, but I can't do without you.
The familiar shaking woke me up from my sleep, and in the silence I could only hear the sound of the waves, and it was pitch black outside the small window, except for the bright silver moonlight.
I lifted the corners of the quilt and tried to sit up, but my abdomen was gently wrapped around and quickly moved away. The white sleeves hovered between my chest and abdomen as if tangled, and finally fell lightly on my shoulders.
I waited silently, his familiar chest never leaning against me, only his breathing gradually turning from even to unsteady, his palm gently rubbing against my arm.
I wanted to turn over, but his head was already behind me, and his low and hoarse voice seemed to be suppressed from the bottom of my heart, "I'm sorry." ”
......I grabbed his hand on my shoulder, grabbed it on my lips and kissed it on my palm, tears slid down my cheeks.
Moved back a little and leaned straight into his arms, I pulled the palm of my hand and pressed it lightly against my abdomen, the child should be asleep, so quiet that he didn't react.
"You ...... Is it alright?" he whispered as he pressed his face to my ear, his cautious tone making my heart ache for a moment.
"Hmm. I nodded and whispered, "Very well, it's just that my child and I miss you very much." Su Changqing said that he was very small, so his reaction was not obvious, and I usually didn't feel it. But when you came that day, and your hand touched him, he knew that it was Amma coming, and greeted you. You say, he's not very smart. ”
Yin Zhen was silent for a while before sighing softly, "Like you." ”
This kind of him makes me strange, he should be the fourth son of the cold and arrogant emperor, at least the self-cultivation Prince Yong, and he is by no means cautious and cautious to flatter.
"Yes, as you said, I'm the ...... in this world."
Before I finished teasing him, his mouth was covered with his palm, and his eager and sincere words were said in a low voice, which really erased the humiliation and pain in my heart.
"Forget jì, forget jì all. Even though I knew I was wrong, I couldn't take back what I said. Fortunately, you and the child are fine, if something happens to you, I don't know what to do, I won't forgive myself. Yue'er, smiling...... Forget about it. ”