Just like the song sings, longing is a very mysterious thing, such as shadows, accompaniment, about memory, too.

That unpleasant experience was no longer mentioned, but it was silently imprinted in everyone's heart.

The rainy season finally passed, and our ship set sail again, on the sleepless night when Yinzhen and I embraced each other.

Seeing the city of Hangzhou disappear without a trace, Yinzhen took me to sit in the stern of the boat and sighed softly. The promise we made was never fulfilled, and we still didn't have the opportunity to enjoy the beautiful scenery of the moon in the three pools together. My heart is like an unattainable fairy tale, leaving regrets in each other's hearts.

Except for the two of us who were idle together, everyone was busy, as if Yinzhen had never appeared.

Yinxiang often takes Honghui to fish, like an old man leisurely enjoying the sun and sea, their results are few, but still I enjoy myself. Su Changqing changed the recipe to cook medicinal porridge every day, making the cabin full of medicinal fragrance, and then asked Yan Yu to force me to drink it all.

Xiaoyan has become the almighty child king, taking her and Yan Yu's children to tell all kinds of love stories, in their eyes she is so sacred that she seems to be covered with golden light, and there is a small circle of light faintly flashing above her head, just like the kind and lovely Snow White in a fairy tale. But I looked at the grim look she looked at when she secretly stared at the backs of Yinxiang and Yinzhen, and I always felt that she was actually the vicious and sinister stepmother.

Xiao He and Yi An were the most idle, like a pair of people, hanging around the boat side by side, but fortunately, there were no other women on the boat except for the three of us married women, otherwise they would have to be blinded. The two foreign men were unreserved, and when they were bored, they teased the little agarwood and red smile, and Honghui clenched the fishing rod unhappily when he heard it, tilting his head and glancing at them. Yinxiang would knock on the boat barrel quietly, and whispered without looking back, "It's yours that can't run, like a fish that bites the hook." ”

Yin Zhen rarely meets Xiao He alone, and the two of them rarely appear in my sight at the same time, even if they accidentally bump into each other, no one pays attention to anyone.

In fact, two men who are equally strict and self-controlled and calm face to face, and they are more loving than the picture of Xiaohe and Yi'an, but I don't know which of the two of them is more powerful. I felt like I was being unkind, but I promise I really didn't expect anything, I just wanted him to be by my side quietly.

Time is short!

I don't know how long he can stay on the ship this time, and I don't know what his plans are for our unborn child. I don't know if it's intentional avoidance, or whatever, we all tacitly didn't mention it, but we just stayed together all the time, not wanting to be separated.

When everyone didn't bother us, Xiaoyan became the Fahai monk who replaced Kangxi, and sat next to me with a smile every time, watching Yinzhen make room for our two women with a blank face.

Regarding the fact that Yinzhen almost killed me and the child in his belly, Yinxiang endured it, but his wife clenched her little fist and gritted her teeth and said, "Brother can bear it, sister-in-law can't bear it." Her reason is very simple, no matter how many grievances Yinzhen has, as my man and the father of my children, he almost missed and killed his wife, and he must not be forgiven.

So she persistently swore to me as the eldest sister-in-law like a mother, and said that she must give me this bad breath and give Yinzhen a good look. It doesn't matter what the prince is and the future emperor is, while the emperor is far away or the time is still far away, we are the masters of our territory.

I tried to imagine in fear, what kind of cruelty Xiaoyan wants to do to Yinzhen, do you want to beat him up? Even if she is taller than me, she is also a small plastic physique, and it is definitely not the best strategy to come and do it with Yinzhen, and if she can't get it, she has to let Yinxiang give her the medicine himself. Or is that what she was going to do? Oh...... I'm evil.

If it's a psychological attack, I guess Xiaoyan has an advantage, after all, she has a ruthless mouth. But with my understanding of Yinzhen, he basically doesn't know like a woman, unless I occasionally push him into a hurry, so I can see his cautious eyes and "fierceness" well. Anyway, in the past 20 years, we have not fought a cold war or a hot war once, and each time the battle ended with his victory.

Xiaoyan's revolution has not yet succeeded, and has been strangled in the cradle by Yinxiang. I guess Yinxiang has long known his woman's careful thoughts, just turning a blind eye, and then it is estimated that he is thinking that it is rare for our husband and wife to get together, and he doesn't want to spoil the atmosphere because of his wife. In short, the number of Xiaoyan appearances is getting less and less, and Yinzhen's face is becoming more and more relaxed.

Our ship sailed smoothly without any more bad weather, but instead of continuing as I had expected, it seemed to go backwards.

Whose idea was this? Did someone change the route behind my back? It was rare for me to lie on the deck and chat in the sun, and Xiaoyan and I finally discovered this Yan zhòng problem.

Honghui, as a pseudo-captain who succumbed to my obscenity, lowered his head and did not dare to face me. Yinxiang stood beside him, looking at the sea level idly, and put on a chic posture to shake Xiaoyan's determination to continue to ask. Xiao He and Yi An shrugged their shoulders at the same time, didn't even bother to reply to me, and quickly shirked their responsibilities.

Su Changqing spontaneously took two steps forward, shook his head with a flattering smile, "I wanted to control it, but no one listened to me." ”

Yinzhen stood behind Honghui and patted him on the shoulder, the kid turned his head and left, under the leadership of his captain, those men and beasts disappeared without a trace, and Yinxiang also ripped away the reluctant filial piety.

I sat on the bed, trying to keep my face straight, and found that my stomach was very weak, and it was difficult to sit up straight, and I was obviously a lot shorter in terms of momentum. And at this time this room is no longer my own, it has become the two of us. After that night, Yinzhen moved into my room in a big way, boarded the ship and entered the room in a grand manner, and without even saying a word, he announced his ownership to everyone on board.

Yinzhen stood in front of me and looked at it for a while, then bent down to sit beside me, took my shoulders and leaned into his chest, gently combing his fingers through the hair that had fallen to my shoulders, and explained softly, "Send me back to Beijing first, so that I can stay with you for a while longer." Now that you are pregnant with a child, it is not suitable to go too far, and when the child is born, you will set off again. ”

"You can talk to me first, and I won't refuse you. I tapped my fingers lightly on the buckle on his chest, a little unappreciated.

It sounded like he was laughing, but it was short and not real, only the sound of a sigh lingered in my ears.

"This time I left Beijing...... I hesitated for a moment before I spit out the words that were pressed in my heart, still a little apprehensive, "Your Emperor Ama knows, did you say when you want you to go back?"

Yinzhen didn't reply to me, hugged me and lay on the bed, gently patting my palm on the back of my shoulder, as if I was coaxing Honghui to sleep when I was a child. It wasn't until I became dazed and almost fell asleep that I heard his very soft words again, which shocked me to wake up suddenly, "When I left Beijing, I didn't understand why Huang Ama wanted me to take the child back, it turned out ......"

"Yinzhen!" I interrupted him, pushed his chest and half-sat up awkwardly, looking at him in horror as he helped me sit up and shook his head, "No...... How can you do this to me? This is my child, mine. Huang Ama doesn't recognize him, why do you want to take him back? Where do you put it when you bring it back? Who will take care of it? He won't recognize me in the future, he won't know that I am his mother, who are you going to let him call ......?"

Before I could finish speaking, he pulled me on his shoulder, ran the hair down the back of my head and stroked it back and forth. "Don't think nonsense, no, this is our child, naturally the grandson of Huang Ama, how can we not recognize it. If he hadn't recognized him, he wouldn't have stayed until today, and Huang Ama wouldn't have asked me to come all the way to pick him up. Don't worry, you are his mother, always, I will sue him, and I will let him wait for you to come back with Bang'er. Moreover, it is not convenient for you to take such a small child on the boat. ”

He spoke slowly, and he understood it very clearly, but I didn't believe a word. Prince Tangtang Yong has an extra child for no reason, how can he not arrange a source, Kangxi wants him to pick him up, so naturally he has already arranged it. Whether Yinzhen knows the details, I'm not sure, but I believe it's not as simple as he said.

With Yinzhen's character, Kangxi will inevitably hand over the child to him to raise, as for which woman's name is hung in the house...... I tried hard to think about the children that every woman would have, counting the days, and an answer immediately popped into my heart. Before he could think clearly, he blurted out, "Twilight ......"

Yinzhen's body holding me froze instantly, I looked up at him, the corners of my mouth were tightly pursed and I didn't know what I was thinking, and the palm that was attached to my waist gradually lost its temperature.

Did I guess it?

Touching his crisp chin, which had been shaved clean, I cautiously tested, "Yinzhen?"

"Brother and sister told you?" his expression was complicated, and I was confused by his brainless words.

What did she say to me? What did she know but didn't tell me? He didn't guess Yinxiang but pointed directly at Xiaoyan, which showed that he understood Xiaoyan's dissatisfaction with him. It's just that that woman has never said anything more nutritious except for occasionally venting her dissatisfaction with him in her heart to me and always thinking about fixing him.

Yin Zhen pulled me to lie down again, rubbed his chin against the top of my head gently, and said faintly for a long time: "Smile, even if I don't say it, you will know sooner or later, I don't want others to sue you...... Geng is pregnant, probably ...... It's been five months. ”

Probably?

Even if it's five months, what month is it now? I sue myself that this is normal, he is their man, he has rights and obligations, and doesn't Kangxi always think that having more sons and grandchildren is more blessed? Yinzhen can't fall behind his brothers because of this. I've long been open to this kind of thing, but no matter how much I think about it, I can't count the days now, and my mind is a mess.

Getting up from his arms, under his squinting gaze, I leaned over to the bed and went down to Xiaoyan's room, and I sat on her and Yinxiang's bed as if nothing had happened, casually asking about the date. Xiaoyan looked at Yinxiang strangely and replied to me scrutinically, "The tenth day of the seventh month." ”

It's true that he is reluctant to let me go, but it is also true that he is a man who still has his own **, and it is true that he will let other women get pregnant and give birth to children for him like me. Everything is happening in reality, there is nothing I can change, and I don't want to change, only acceptance.

Rejecting Yinxiang's offer to send me back to my room, I wandered slowly on the way back by myself, my fingers slid over the wooden partition in the cabin, and the smooth plank seemed to suddenly give birth to many tiny burrs, flowing into the veins through my fingertips and piercing my heart.

This distance is very short, I walked for a long time with my head down, looking at the tiptoes already standing in front of the hatch, sighing secretly, cherish the present, the day of separation is not far away.

The moment I looked up, I saw Yinzhen standing by the door staring straight at me.