The golden lock sent by Honghui was tied to the tender little necks of Hongwan's two sons, and he kept shaking his hand to grab the giggles, without the crying of the previous few days, he was well-behaved and beautiful, like Hongwan and more like Mohan.

Hongwan sat in the chair and sighed softly, her eyes were gentle and quiet, and her sister hugged her sons and helped me out of the door.

Looking at the silver ticket in the purse in his hand, he returned it to him, "Your eldest brother is not short of silver, keep it for yourself or give it to Mo Han." ”

"E-Niang will accept it first, and hand it over to the eldest brother for her son when the time is right. Hongwan lowered his hands and looked at the blue sky above the branches and leaves, the sun fell on his face, and he squinted his eyes as if he was talking to the blue sky and white clouds, "Money is something outside the body, there is no difference between more and less, but the eldest brother is convenient to use outside, so I will enjoy it for my younger brother, but I have to be arbitrary." The son is in this mansion, doing his filial piety for his eldest brother. ”

Arbitrary.

Everyone in this world wants it, the difference is that some people dare to think, some people dare to say and some dare to do, but some people don't even have the power to think about it.

The so-called dream, for some people, probably dare not think in a dream.

Hongwan's words are always simple and direct, although he is colder and never rude, and he is more gentle and elegant than Yinzhen. It's rare to say so much today.

Nodding his head, he couldn't pick up the sudden chaos in his heart, his eyes were wet, and he turned his head to look at the shadow of the tree. I prefer the eldest son outside the two sons, and I always face Hongwan so casually with the thoughtfulness, sensibility, gentleness and carefulness, not inferior to Honghui. He never gave less than others, but he always forbears it so much that it makes me sad.

Honghui was sent out of the house early, his heart longs for family affection, and Hongwan is not. Fate is always like this, it seems to be a trick and a choice and abandonment, but it is impossible to go back to the beginning.

Sitting around the dinner table is even more emotional, not all of them are good at first, there are always some frustrations or small disappointments.

Nian's stunned eyes made the already embarrassing atmosphere even more cold, Yin Zhen silently took the dishes and chopsticks, and everyone woke up like a dream. The women and children in the garden were taken back to the house, and it was the first time the whole family had lunch since he woke up, and it was indeed a little strange to gather in one place every year, no wonder everyone was uncomfortable.

The meal was eaten simply and quickly, and no one dared to leave the table when Yinzhen didn't get up, and they all sat there like old monks. Even Hongli and Hongday were so smart and well-behaved that they didn't open their mouths, and sat upright to study the dishes in front of them.

I sat on the stool and drank tea, Hongwan occasionally laughed, I made a straight face, she pursed her lips and looked at her nose and nose and smiled sullenly, I don't know what to be happy about.

It wasn't until Yinzhen placed the chopsticks that everyone raised their eyes to look at the past, with different but unified cautious looks. Except for the slight friction between the teacup and the lid in his hand, the hall was so quiet that a needle could be heard.

"Hongwan, take them back. ”

Simple imperative, like no emotion. I sat down next to him and took my teacup, and the other women all sat upright, but they all understood who was being said.

Gao Wuyong quietly walked into the hall door, his steps were as light as a cat, and he bowed quickly and lightly in front of everyone.

Yin Zhen pinched the wine glass and looked at it for a long time, her thin lips slightly opened to look at Hongwan and swept the empty space after they left, and her voice was a little lower than usual. "This cup of wine is sacrificed, Shushen is dead. ”

Looking at the glass of clear wine pouring on the floor tiles next to my feet, I couldn't react. looked at Lan Si, who had red circles in his eyes beside him, grabbed the handkerchief and covered it to his lips, letting the tears ripple out layer after layer of mist in his eyes, and he bit his lip flap to prevent it from dripping.

My heart ached violently, like I had been crushed by a heavy object.

The Shushen who is very good to Honghui, the Shushen who squatted in my small courtyard and looked up at Yinzhen with a smile, the Shushen who knelt in front of the courtyard gate full of white flags and called Honghui with tears, the beautiful and well-behaved Shushen who always smiled lightly, and the Shushen who was still thinking of me before getting married......

How old is she, in the most beautiful season of flowers, she is instantly decayed.

What can I say, persuade my daughter, who was still sitting here on Cheng Huan's knees, how can I comfort my mother who has just learned of the loss of her daughter with a tone of compassion.

The sun outside the door is still blazing, like a universal earth that does not know the suffering of the world. I don't know, most of the women here have experienced such pain, and I am afraid that they have their own tastes in their hearts.

What about Yinzhen? He also hurts, after all, Shushen is so beautiful, anyone will feel distressed, let alone his daughter. In the sentence just now, he was no longer cold and indifferent and emotionless.

Quietly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and saw Yinzhen sitting straight and pouring himself a drink, his hand flat on his thigh was grasped into a fist, and his green tendons trembled faintly.

Nian's face was not good, Liu Yexiu's eyebrows were also full of tears, and he looked at his hand silently like me, took the wine jug and poured it into the glass.

Yinzhen raised his hand to cover it, his fingers pinched so that he could hear a dry harsh sound, and his eyes swept over everyone and fell on my face. "Although the filial piety period has passed, you still let Hongwan ...... them"

"I know, I will. ”

Yin Zhen didn't say anything more, took the wine jug that Nian put back on the table, poured the wine glass to the brim, and dripped down the edge of the glass to the table.

The fingers tapping on the table tapped rhythmically, and at once it was like a heartbeat breathing, and it became slower and slower and almost suffocating.

I looked down at his thumb that he rubbed on the ruby ring repeatedly, and the white jade that I was accustomed to seeing was refracted by the red light as if it was bleeding, and I was startled and heard a low sigh in my ear.

"This is the destiny of Shushen. After a pause, his tone had changed to a different tone, so tough that there was no temperature, and the cold words almost blocked out the sunlight outside the door. "It's just that the lord's daughter, except for the will of heaven, no one can take it away, and no one can send it away. If someone insists on going against the sky, he has to ask the master what he means. ”

I haven't seen such a Yinzhen, I'm afraid they haven't seen it either, several women were all stunned and froze on the stool, and even the sobbing disappeared in an instant.

He pulled me up and walked to the hall door, and I peeked at the five silent women still sitting at the table. No one looked up, and even their eyes were fixed on an unknown place, like a hairpin that knew the unhappiness of the prince in this mansion, and he was incredibly docile and well-behaved.

Stepping out of the threshold, he pushed his arm and stopped around the corner, reminding him as quietly as he could, "Lan Si......"

"Are you going?" Yin Zhen raised his eyebrows and looked at me, as if the unexplained anger just now had not yet dissipated, and he could no longer see the rare sadness caused by Shushen, although his voice was light but very clear.

I covered his mouth and whispered, tilting my head awkwardly, "Not appropriate." ”

"Then go back and rest. ”

This kind of Yinzhen made me feel both relieved and hurtful, although it hurt another woman, it still made me feel a little scared.

Such a palace of Prince Yong at the feet of the Son of Heaven, such a man who can be both passionate and cold to the extreme, which woman dares to guarantee that he will always stand on a high position overlooked.

I have heard the rotation of feng shui, and I know better what it means to be 30 years in the east and 30 years in the west...... seems to be a pamper, but today I don't know what tomorrow will be, and the days of fear are not less than a day less than them. It seems that the longer you live here, the more you will forget a lot of the past, and even the history that you once remembered has become blurred with the alternation of the sun and the moon, and you can only rise and fall with this era. finally became a character in the story, acting out an unknown drama.

I don't know who upset him, but I don't dare to think about the answer in my heart. I know that he is ruthless like this, what if the woman who made him resentful becomes me one day?

Their today is not my tomorrow, and vice versa.

"What did Lao Jiu tell you that day?" I don't doubt that he went to put out the fire, after all, Jun Yuexuan is in the next alley, very close. It's just that when this seems to be calm, no matter how good Yinzhen's idler posture is, it is impossible for Yinzhen, who is the eighth master party, to make a pro-fourth move, if there is a backhand, it will naturally be another matter. But I believe he won't harm Honghui, absolutely not, at least he won't.

"Nothing. Yin Zhen sat at the table and drank again, looking out the window thoughtfully.

raised his eyebrows and stopped asking, thought about it and asked instead: "Leave the relationship behind?"

Yin Zhen chuckled and looked back at me, turning his wine glass as if studying the wine inside. "They didn't take the opportunity to step on me, but they have to thank them, but the brothers should also be for the sake of Huang Ama. What is Providence? The Son of Heaven is. The person who Huang Ama wants to stay, as a son, must be obedient. The rest...... Each according to his ability, he has his own destiny. ”

Nodding and leaning on the head of the bed, thinking about the scene when Kangxi first saw Honghui in Hangzhou, it was as clear as yesterday.

The warm porcelain slid over his lips, and he had already receded when he picked it up, leaving only the aroma of wine wafting to his nose.

"What wine?" Yin Zhen's face probed closer, and his dark eyes stared at me without relaxation.

"How do you know if you don't drink it. He replied casually at the wine glass he held up next to his face, sighed and leaned into the cushion, "I am not allowed to drink left and right, what kind of wine does it matter, you just drink it, I won't accompany you." ”

A smile flashed in the eyes of the staring eye, and he shook the wine glass in front of him and hooked me to look at it, and when he saw that the glass of wine had bottomed out after he was close to his lips, he pushed him away and crawled into the bed in annoyance. "Where should I go, when the red pull comes, you two will toss again, and I'm going to sleep. ”

"Stupid. ”

A laughing teaser came from behind my ears, and the resonance from his chest trembled softly behind me, as hot as the July sun, like fire.

"Ye is right, he is stupid, and he can't be cured. Women, it's better to be stupid, lest you be too smart and disgusted, and you can't draw it. ”

"That's a bit clever. As he spoke, he pulled me closer to him, and suddenly lowered his head blurred his vision, and his thin lips with a faint smell of wine were already on him.

Panting and pushing him to lie back on his back, he rolled over with me and half pressed on his body, and thrashed him weakly, and the palm of his hand on the back of his head was slightly forced, and his face was buried in the pillow next to his ear.

"Do you know what kind of wine it is this time?"

His breath was like mine, and the hot breath he exhaled was tingling and itching in his ears. After concentrating and trying to think about it, he asked tentatively, "Sake?" It should have been brought back by Xiao He, but I didn't dare to say this, just think about it.

"I like to bite so much, I think you are a puppy, it turns out that this nose is bad and good, it is not as good as before, and you have to rely on your mouth. ”

Nose...... Is my long-lost sense of smell better? Why don't I know?

His sighs made it impossible for me to tell if I was in a good mood or a bad mood, and I didn't have the brain to think about it at the moment. I felt that when he said it, it really seemed that he could smell something, and he tried to distinguish - there was the refreshing sweetness of wine, the faint fragrance of flowers and plants, and even the sunshine seemed to have a special summer taste, and...... Déjà vu sandalwood.

"Smell that?"

The tip of the forehead and nose suddenly collided with each other, and I took my breath and took his index finger in his mouth, trying to push off the entanglement, but the other four fingers caught my cheek, hooked the tip of my tongue and turned it carefully.

The hand holding the back of my head quickly pulled the hairpin and inserted my five fingers into the scattered hair, gently rubbing those unknown acupuncture points, which made me even more dizzy, and my eyes were full of him. Even the sense of smell that I had just recovered refused to let me go, and the smell that belonged to him kept sneaking into my heart and lungs with my breath, and I could no longer withdraw it. The sudden contraction of black pupils stared at my lips, clearly reflecting my uncontrollable feelings, and finally calmed down the heat and rushed back into my body, surging with blood everywhere.

Biting his knuckles hard and glaring hard, I thought his face must be red, and there was no self-righteous fierceness in his eyes, so he smiled, not at all conscious as Prince Yong of the cold face.

His index finger with tiny tooth marks was raised in front of him, and behind him were his eyes, very different from my reaction at this moment. It was as if nothing had happened, as if I was standing on stage while he wrote the script by hand and stood outside the play to watch me act.

I turned my face away from it, trying my best not to be seduced. I usually don't face up to this kind of unequal treatment, and pretend that I don't exist, because I really can't change it.

The earlobe ached, and the hand that pushed him on his chest as the hot air exhaled in was grasped, and it slid quickly against the soft and thin fine satin. The strap around his waist did not stop him, but fell more quickly on his lower abdomen, anchoring below.

"You ......" my face burned even more, and even my neck was so hot that it seemed that it was difficult to breathe, and I snorted in a hoarse voice, "I hate", but I used my strength as if I was retaliating.

Hearing the uncontrollable gasping of the breath like me, I kissed him on the lips, and just after tasting the smell of wine, my head hit the pillow.

Yinzhen grabbed my waist and fixed it under me, and her ten fingers were separated and firmly buckled. I could feel his reaction, I could understand it clearly, but he lay motionless and stiff on top of me, his face buried in the messy hair scattered on his shoulders and neck, his voice so dry that the words parted. "You take care of your body, wait for me to come back, soon. ”

Holding his hair in braids and wrapping around his neck, I wanted to bite through his throat. I know that I can't provoke it, and I really don't know who I'm punishing.

I gasped for breath and said yes in the midst of my confused snort, but I don't know if he heard me. Looking up at the top of the bed through his eyes, it was like a red curtain on the night of the wedding, and he sighed and closed his eyes.

"You said you liked girls, and we'll have another daughter. I will not let her go again, nor will I let her get hurt in any way, spoil her for the rest of my life. I will do what I promise you. ”

Did I say?

When did this happen? Why don't I remember it at all? Or am I dreaming at the moment, is he talking to me, or is he making promises to whom?

Is he confused, or am I forgetting? There are too many women in this house, maybe ...... I couldn't guess who that would be.

It's true...... It's me?