July's ** is always unabashed, just like the red pull on me, the enthusiasm is straightforward, the smile is brighter than the sun, showing her happiness and hope.

I could feel her joy in those big smiling eyes. The daughter in front of her is like a half-bloomed delicate flower, waiting for the most brilliant moment, more like a bird with wings ready to fly, about to soar into the sky.

The day before she left, Yinzhen took me to see her off, to a place where there was no one to take care of her, and she was unrestrained.

The girl who seemed to have grown up sat in the carriage and chattered and laughed non-stop. Stuck to me for a while, leaned over and wrapped around Yinzhen's arm, did not stop for a moment, tossing her Ama lifted the curtain to look out of the window, pursed her lips and never opened her mouth.

My long and soft hair was combed into two simple braids in the morning, hanging down softly on my quietly undulating chest, and the hot wind blowing in from the corner of the curtain swept my pink cheeks.

Wrapping her shoulders into the thick cushion, he caressed the déjà vu between his eyebrows. Was I also such a face, so carefree? Perhaps, she is another me, growing up in this era that also has me, and living is wonderful that I dare not have.

If the beauty of Shushen is an extremely short flash in the pan of my life, I hope that Hongwan can slowly bloom and savor the various flavors of life. Sweet or bitter, taste them one by one, so that this flower of life that belongs to a woman can withstand the baptism of time and bloom with the most beautiful posture.

If she can really fly, I hope that when she is tired and tired, she can have a companion who can live with her, understand her and cherish her, and never abandon her to fly and fall together, so that she can rest assured. I don't want to fly high or far, I just hope to be able to go to the morning and twilight.

The horse-drawn carriage kept walking in the alleys, and began to run when it turned into a wide avenue, and there were fewer pedestrians on the side of the road, and more green scenery like the countryside. Occasionally, I would see men and women at work, plowing with their faces facing the loess and their backs to the sky, their faces covered by wide brims, but they were so vivid that they needed no words. This kind of life is the same in ancient and modern times, and the simple happiness and sweat of ordinary and primitive are probably the same.

"Isn't it pretty?"

Hong's voice rang in my ears with puzzlement, and my little face was close to me and I looked out of the curtain. I was already giggling in and out of breath, and my slender fingers pulled my face back into the carriage to face her face.

The little girl pretended to sigh, and turned to Yin Zhen, who was looking at us, with a smile, "Amma, E-Niang has really been in the house for a long time, and she can't take her eyes off these people who go to the field, but yours is not." ”

Yin Zhen glanced at her with a slight brow, the corners of her lips pursed under her beard and returned to the posture of looking out of the window. On that side is the same green, and different people live more or less the same life.

"Compared to the blue sky and the sea, this is really not a sight to behold. Hongwan's sighing little face instantly became bright, his eyes were as bright as the blue sea, and he smiled and said, "Such a good day has only been four years, if it were me, I would never return to the prince's mansion for forty years." ”

"Love Xinjueluo Hongwan. ”

My surprised red voice was covered by Yinzhen's sudden name and surname, his voice was very low, pinching the blue brocade curtain, and his slender fingers appeared whiter, suppressed as if he was about to explode and be controlled by reason.

He's not happy, I know, very upset. Maybe it's not angry, even if this sound successfully drinks the smiling daughter in my arms, it's not the simple love of being angry.

The curtain between the fingers slowly falls, blocking out the sunlight outside, as well as the blue sky and white clouds. Yinzhen, who suddenly bent over and stood up, made the originally spacious and comfortable space crowded and cramped.

Hongwan leaned on me and looked at him carefully, raised her face and smiled flatteringly, Hongyan's lips opened and closed very quickly, "Eniang is reluctant to come back, let alone four years, it is estimated that I want to return to ...... in four days"

Before the red elegy that was pulled away from me was finished, Yinzhen lifted the curtain and pushed it out, quickly looked back at me, stuck out his tongue and breathed a long sigh of relief, and sat aggrievedly between Gao Wuyong and Su Peisheng, his slender back dangling outside the corner of the falling curtain with the carriage.

This pampered daughter is not as afraid of Yinzhen as I imagined, at least she was really scared at that moment, but fortunately she was just blasted out. The waist that was grabbed by her just now was still hurting, like being scratched twice by a scared kitten, and the wound hurt even more.

That period of the past is something we don't want to mention, and we never said it for two years, but it was broken by her unintentional laughter.

Yin Zhen didn't sit back in the silent position, the hem of the robe shook muffled, and the long legs stepped over to sit in the empty seat vacated by the red pull, and before he could react, he was forcefully buckled on his chest.

With my thin lips pressed to my ears and a hot, suppressed breath, I quietly dodged as he sat on his lap with his arms twisted, his palms in a bun pressed down irresistibly to hold my head.

His voice was muffled and hoarse, like a beard tied in the pinna, light and soft, but pierced into his heart, "I can't keep Bang'er, I can only let her go, you can't." I know how jolly it is out there, and I know you like it, but when you come back to our appointment, I know I can't let you go anymore. Four years ...... Four years, I had enough and never let go again. I can't say that I will take you wherever I go, I have my responsibilities and you have yours, but my heart is where you are, you know. ”

As if infected by him, my voice was so small that I could barely hear it, and I nodded in response to circle my broad back.

I know you don't believe in it, I didn't believe it in the past, but now I do. If you marry me here, it's your life, and it's my life that I marry you, and the two of us are destined to be together. Stay with me, don't leave...... One day, I will hold this great river and mountain in front of you with my own hands. Tiannan, Haibei, everywhere, is yours and ours. ”

I know he can do it, and I believe he can do it even more. It's just that this world is so big in his heart, I'm afraid it is so big that it can carry too much. I don't need so much, as long as he holds me, as long as he has me in his heart, even if it's such a small carriage, it's happiness.

You can feel every change in the texture under the thin soft fabric, from tight trembling to stiffness and straightness. I stroked the ground lightly, and the hard lines under my palms were like a violent heartbeat that was crushing my heart, and gradually returned to a stable and firm position.

In the small courtyard in the eastern suburbs, all rooms are full of people, including the partners who used to stand side by side on the bow deck, the family of Honghui and Su Changqing, who lived temporarily, and Yinxiang, who came to visit Honghui.

Everyone gets along very well, as if they have known each other for many years and are happy. Yin Zhen sat on the bamboo chair in the corner of the courtyard, looking at the red man who was happy and frowned. I pulled a chair and sat next to me, just afraid that his man's temper would not be able to end it, but fortunately, this man's self-control has always been trustworthy, so my hanging heart slowly returned to its place.

The original peace and quiet happened, but when we were about to leave, it was a mess because of Hongwan's words.

Yinxiang and Honghui persuaded Yinzhen to enter the main hall, and I pressed my daughter, who was also angry, back to the room. Hongwan, who was always smiling, actually cried with a whimper, and the grievance made my heart hurt. What I couldn't accept even more was the secret she had just confided in her anger - the fire in the small courtyard was indeed deliberately caused by someone, and that person actually lived under the same roof as me every day.

Even if I once thought about it in my heart, but I didn't want to think about it deeply, I can't face it now if I don't want to.

Her daughter is gone, and she can't see anyone else's daughter, so even my son, who can't go back to the house to share her family, has to be eliminated together. Does she hate it so much? Doesn't she like Yinzhen very much? Even if she hates me......

Forcibly suppressed the turmoil in his heart, looked at Agarwood who was about to quietly exit the door, and reluctantly smiled: "Agarwood, call Honghui over, and then give the three masters in the hall some drink, and ask your father to go." Don't question him, he will give whatever he says. ”

The little girl was stunned with her hand on the door, and soon nodded, smiled very well, but her eyes flashed, and she gently covered the door.

Hong Wan said while crying, the tears crackling did not delay the accusation in her mouth, and almost fell in front of her eyes from the year of her memory, and the kung fu of reversing right and wrong is by no means very comparable. Amma, who had loved her and spoiled her for seventeen years, had violated almost all his principles, and at this moment seemed to her like a stranger I had never known.

This father and daughter are very similar, obviously they care to death in their hearts, and they will change their appearance when they say it from their mouths. Obviously, every sentence is a good memory, but I want to add an awkward comment that makes people laugh. If my daughter is my father's lover in my previous life, I think Hongwan must be the one who gives Yinzhen the most headache, and I am willing to bow down.

Honghui listened for a while when he entered the room, looked at her expression of pride or resentment, shook his head and smiled, sat down at the table and slowly picked up the teacup, and listened silently. Occasionally when I laughed, I looked up at me, and found that we had similar expressions, and even covered my mouth and turned my head away happily.

"Thirsty, rest. When I couldn't help but say this, Honghui had already handed over a cup of tea, and stuffed a handkerchief into the red hand. "E-Niang shouldn't have called her son over, just let Ama listen to it, and she won't be happy to be angry. ”

Hong Wan was so angry that he grabbed the handkerchief and threw it back to Honghui, his face crying like a cat, and his little fists were waving and beating his chest, I felt like he was tickling. Honghui sighed and sat on the edge of the bed, straightened her red body and gently wiped the tears on her face with a handkerchief.

Hong Wan dodged twice and cried aggrievedly, humming and chirping: "The eldest brother has changed, the daughter-in-law is like the second brother before she marries the door, you men are the same, the same as Amma." ”

"Well, it hurts you as much as Amma. ”

"Phew. Hong Wan twisted his face to look at the inside of the bed, and his tone was very sour, "You know that you love your daughter-in-law, and you have forgotten about Bang'er." You men are typical, only the governor is allowed to set fires, and the people are not allowed to light lamps. It's still Gege, who wants to do this miserable Gege, I will never do it again, and I will never go back. If I want to marry someone, I will marry him, but I will marry him, and no one can stop me. ”

The daughter who stared at her with a small face in front of her had the shadow of Yinzhen occasionally competing, and she was so stubborn that there was no limit.

Honghui rubbed his eyebrows and smiled a little helplessly, and his voice was a little softer and asked softly: "Did he say that he would marry you? ”

"You...... It's not too late to tell. Hong Wan pouted, his face turned rare red, and he leaned into my arms and pinched the buckle and said, "Anyway, I am married to him, and it is useless for you to say anything." From now on, I will go wherever he goes, it's as simple as that. ”

"It's really simple. Sighing and patting her back, looking at Honghui's helplessness, I actually laughed from the bottom of my heart.

I think my daughter has really grown up, looking for and fighting for the man who can fly with her and bloom with her, even if it is a little simple and crude.

"Love is the same as life, if you think it's complicated, it's naturally complicated, if you think it's simple, it's the simplest thing in the world. No one has ever taught us what love is, and parents, relatives, teachers, and friends rarely tell us this kind of thing in words, because ...... It's an innate ability. When one day you find its existence zài, it is love. I'm sure you're telling the truth, but what?"

"What to do?" Hongwan quieted down, looking at my big eyes full of doubt.

"For example, how to marry him, at least convince you Amma first. If it's difficult, let's say something easy, like do you know him? Or does he love you? Falling in love with a man is very simple, you only need you alone, but it's a little hard to marry a man, at least he wants to marry you, or let you marry Huang Marfa, he can't marry you, now it seems that it won't work. Are you sure it's the two of you now, and not that you're challenging your Amma's authority alone?"

A "yes" word gently spit out from Hongwan's tight little mouth, and there was no follow-up.

"Yes?" I laughed as worriedly. Her uncertainty annoyed me a little, but I didn't have anyone to vent to.

Sure enough, the older the daughters, the less worry-free they are, and they don't suffer even if they lose their bodies like boys, especially in this era. Why do I have to have a daughter if I like a girl, I would never have imagined it today.

"I want to ...... He likes me. Hongwan said timidly, hugged my neck and was quiet for a while, and suddenly sat up straight with a firm face, "He likes me, even if he hasn't it yet, he will one day." He must marry me, and he can only marry me, and he will marry me alone. ”

It's really his daughter, this domineering and unreasonable can't even match Honghui and Hongwan. I have to say that heredity is really a science.

Honghui's smile was very subtle, and the words he said were so direct that I couldn't help but laugh too, forgetting for a moment that I was about to face the angry man who also needed my bothering to face.

- What kind of sin did Hurd do in his last life?