I thought that Yongzheng, who had many happy events, would not be able to pass for five years.

The joy has not arrived, and it is full of sadness.

Last year, before the spring flowers fell, Hongxiao went first. She is the first child of Yinxiang and Xiaoyan, she is smart, beautiful and likable, she is only twenty years old, and she was only pointed out by Yinzhen to marry and be a wife in the first year of Yongzheng.

After a year of work, the youngest son of the Yinxiang family is gone, although he was not born by filial piety, but he is also the son he raised for a year. I didn't dare to ask, I couldn't even persuade him, and I watched his back fade away, blending into the palace walls and palaces, empty.

barely survived to the middle of summer, Hongli and Hongday's wedding was imminent, and Shouen suddenly died.

One after another, caught off guard.

Yinzhen specially took me to Yinxiang's mansion, which is different from the red that can be seen everywhere in the palace, it is as white as winter snow, and in the hot summer, it can freeze people's hearts.

Xiao Yan'an sat quietly in the chair and looked at Yinxiang. He was pestled by the window, and the shadows of the trees mottled him through the window paper, looking at her silently.

Yin Zhen paced to the window, lit the cigarette pouch that he had repeatedly clenched and relaxed, and gently pushed open a gap. The green smoke was scattered in the air, and there was no trace of the smoke in the room.

I withdrew from the house and found Nara's dwelling. As a concubine, her yard can be regarded as big. When they were still living in Prince Yong's mansion, the Li family's small courtyard was nothing more than that, not even as good.

More than three months after the death of his youngest son, Nara was still dazed, sitting alone at the head of the bed wiping his tears, crying without sound. The little girl who was waiting squatted aside, and when she saw me coming in, she knelt down neatly, and the little woman who was crying to herself also blessed.

The women I saw around me were almost similar, the husband was not favored, and they cried for a while, and when their children died, they cried for a while.

When I came, she bit her lip and suppressed it for a long time, and the tears crackled and fell again, and a pair of beautiful eyes that were originally like apricot kernels were swollen terribly.

I don't know how she spent the first two or three months, and she has been crying like this until now?

told the little girl to serve her well, and I finally escaped.

Prince Yi's mansion, my brother's house, although I don't come often, is also my mother's house in my heart, and I am shrouded in such sadness and desolation.

What should it be like when it is lively? In the current dynasty, except for Yinzhen, the biggest is Yinxiang, and it should be one person under ten thousand people, so what?

We sat and stood in a room, speechless, each full of sadness.

And so it was spent an afternoon.

Before leaving, Yinzhen pressed Yinxiang's shoulder, and said for a long time: "Don't always stand, you have to take care of your own body, go to go, stay and stay, and take care of the people around you." Ming'er, I'll let Hongli come over and help you take care of it, close the door of this house, no matter who comes, you won't see it. ”

Yinxiang lowered his head and knocked on his leg, "Sensei, the big wedding is coming, don't come to contaminate this ......"

Yin Zhen interrupted directly, "Your mother-in-law's family is mourning, and he is a nephew, where can he marry a daughter-in-law." ”

Yinxiang shook his head, raised his eyes to look at me, and looked at him again, "Don't drag them back, it's unnecessary to toss everyone to suffer." Who is gone, this day must not go on, you and my brother can not withstand it. Let's go back, it's late, let's rest early. Ming'er, you asked Hongwan to come over, and I really won't go out of the house, and I will have a clean day for two days. ”

Yinzhen didn't speak again, patted him on the shoulder, took my hand and turned around and left.

I turned my head to look, Xiaoyan stood beside Yinxiang, and the two hands holding each other were clasped tightly, unable to hide the sorrow, and faded between the eyebrows.

Some of my heartaches are deeply felt and I don't need to say it, and I can't.

The next day, before dawn, the brothers were all sent to Prince Yi's mansion by Yinzhen.

Hongli and Hongli were silent a lot after they came back, and replied a few words briefly. Before leaving, Hongli attached himself to Yinzhen's ear, and then bowed and exited the door in a proper manner.

I don't know what I said, but before I saw Hongwan, my heart suddenly became chaotic.

Yinzhen sat by himself for a while, and then said to me: "It's okay, Yinxiang said that he will stay in the mansion for a few days to accompany him Fujin, don't be busy looking for him in the court." Hongwan stayed with him today to help take care of it. ”

I sighed and nodded. He kept staring, and I hurriedly added, "Got it." ”

Rao said this, but he became irritable for no reason, and it should be hot and humid outside. Standing up suddenly, not caring about dizziness, he hurriedly walked out, and was pulled by him. I couldn't shake off with my strength, and I was pulled back and trapped between my arms.

"Let go!" I was startled when I heard my own voice, not only did I not calm down, but I couldn't control my panic even more, struggling to push, "You let go of me, let go!"

"He's fine there, don't worry. ”

How can I rest assured?

Their fathers, sons, and brothers all knew it, and they kept it a secret from me. Just like last year, Yinxiang was sick intermittently for four months, but he stood up like a nobody, and he didn't mention it to me. If it is good today, why should it not be told in front of me, and if it is good, how can Hongwan not come back?

I want to go out, but he won't let me.

I'm going to Yinxiang Mansion to see what's going on. He only said a good word, and he wouldn't even let me out of the house.

"Explanation!" before he shouted, he carried him into the inner room, pressed directly on the bed, hit me dizzy, and shouted hoarsely: "Meiyu! Su Peisheng——"

The body was pressed hard, but the gag was light.

I was so angry that I wanted to bite and was afraid that I would really hurt him, so I pushed my face away and glared at him with anxiety and anger, "You take me there, if it's inconvenient for you to go, send someone to accompany me, I must see him today." Wouldn't it be better for you to let him come? If you can't come, bring him to me, and I must see him today. ”

There was a sigh in his ear, and he said in a deep voice that was not in a hurry, "I said, he's fine, you have to believe me." I knew you were worried, so I didn't tell you, but I was in a hurry like this? Your brother is tired, let him rest, just to recuperate. This day is all over the night, the affairs of the court are gone, and the family is also one by one, there is no thing to worry about, that head takes care of him Fujin, this head still has to coax you, for fear that he is not tired enough. Hongwan is there, Honghui is also there, you are not a doctor, but you will make trouble when you go, and he will be worried, and I am also worried. You're good, don't make trouble, I'll take you there tomorrow morning, okay?"

I curled up in a ball, and his words were repeated over and over again, softly and slowly, as if he had cast a spell.

If it's too leisurely, after a long time, you will forget the passage of time.

It's been five years since Yongzheng, how much time do we have?

Suddenly lost his strength, "Yinzhen ......"

He patted my head like a patter on Yongnian and bowed down in front of me, "I'm here." ”

I repeated his words over and over again - "He's fine, he's fine." ”

"Yes. He affirmed, "Trust me, it's fine, it's going to be fine." ”

I understand what he said, but I'm afraid.

The strength of the strong support dissipated, and only fear remained, "Then you should go and see ......

"I went, I went early in the morning, and it was okay to reply, and the people were still there, and they were all there, and they were always there, and they were always there. Honghui and Hongwan are here, Su Changqing is also there, if you don't believe me, you have to believe in your son. ”

I was so worried, but I didn't want to make any more trouble, so I was reluctant to be coaxed by him to lie down.

Yinzhen - what was it like in the early years, what is it like now, how many years of honing and changing the surface of the way he behaves, and he is still an acute person on the inside, and he refuses to get along with others at all. I have been fighting with him for more than 30 years, and I always rely on him, and now it is really rare.

I couldn't sleep, and I was moved by his patience and persuasion, so I didn't even dare to turn over.

I fell asleep in a daze, and I saw Yinxiang, my legs and feet were getting worse and worse, and I bent over to help me in severe pain, and I fell down somehow, so scared that my hands and feet were stiff and I couldn't make a sound, and I couldn't make a sound when I opened my mouth. I couldn't find any familiar faces, no one put my arms around me and whispered softly, so anxious that I cried out, my ears buzzed, and I couldn't hear anything.

When he was woken up by Yinzhen, he was weak, his sweat soaked the bedding, and his fingertips were trembling.

A candlelight, dim and dim, I couldn't see my face clearly, and my breath rushed to my face.

was held by him, and I pillowed it to my chest, "Yinzhen, or, you let Honghui go back and accompany them......"

He deserved to be low, "Yes, but are you sure you want Honghui to go back?"

yes, are you sure you want her to go back?

Honghui is Honghui, it can't replace Hongxiao, and it can't replace Shou'en, every child is unique, and the status quo that can't be changed is just more sad.

After changing the bed and bedding, the rain began to fall outside the window, and we snuggled in front of the window. The rain grew louder and heavier, and in a short time it poured down, crackling and spattering.

I hugged him tightly, unable to tell him how scared I was, afraid of losing Yinxiang, afraid of losing more and more short time, afraid of being separated from him.

Sure enough, the rain was crying for others.