My nonsense, Yinzhen didn't mention it again, and I won't.

After taking medicine for a few days, the wind chill is good, and I still cough occasionally, try to endure it, try not to attack in front of him, but there are two things in this world that I can't bear, such as coughing, and love. Who's going to say that? It makes sense.

When I got better, I tried to urge him to go back, and he asked me, "Where are you going?" ”

"Go where you need to go."

"Where do I go?"

I didn't know how to say it, so I thought about it and simply pointed it out: "A place similar to the Qianqing Palace." ”

His reply was simpler, "That's where I live." ”

"Then I'll go where I'm supposed to go."

"You're going to live here." He was still looking at the folds on the table, and his subordinates kept giving instructions.

It's so serious, it's like I'm messing around, and I shivered coldly. Who struck the curtain? Or is the window open? It's frighteningly cold.

The cinnabar-soaked pen hung from his fingertips, and he looked up silently under my long-term gaze, and the light of his eyes on the fold finally slowly cast on me. I sat on the soft couch by the window, and the snowflakes kept falling in my palms, freezing and melting, accumulating a small pool of snow. Sleepy, it's really a winter March that can't wake up.

The figure flashed outside the window, Su Peisheng was talking, and I didn't hear what was said, Yinzhen had already stood up, put on the big banner handed over by the explanation, and took a few steps out of the door. Before leaving, he stood through the window, glanced at his hand that was still on the windowsill with wet and cold, and tapped my forehead with his knuckles, gloomy and compassionate, "I'll rest for a long time, and I'll sleep when I'm sleepy." ”

Under the slanting sun, on the long bridge, a few backs, gradually moving away.

I leaned over the window and called, and he couldn't hear it. The long figure that could be clearly identified suddenly stopped, so that I was startled by what was a joke, and he really looked back for a moment.

The heart, pounding, hid his heart to the side, and couldn't help laughing.

"If you are reluctant, you have to bombard what you do." Xie Yu covered my lap with a brocade quilt and carefully wiped my wet palms before carefully placing the stove in my palm and closing the window.

"I don't know."

"Awkward."

I'm telling the truth, and so is what she's saying.

"Let's sleep for a while, the emperor will come back in a while, it's not appropriate to see you still leaning on like this."

I shook my head, my whole body was warm, but I didn't have the sleepiness of Fang Cai. After counting the time, he asked, "When will Hongli come back?" ”

"Why don't it take seven or eight days, it's only been two days since I left." As he spoke, he took the tea handed by Qingxia, saw me take two sips, and pointed to the snacks on the tray, "Do you want to eat?" Just delivered, it looks good. ”

The dim sum does look good, but it's not tempting at all.

Each of them knew the outside world, but they kept their mouths shut and didn't tell me. I asked, answered, and changed the subject. They didn't mean to, they just thought I didn't need to know, did they? There are big things I don't know, almost all I know, but I really don't know the little things. It doesn't matter if you know or not, your mind is important, they are for my good, from Yinzhen to Honghui, count down one by one, until a few girls in my house...... Even if I don't need this kind of self-righteous protective concealment.

The emperor's residence with me is more important than anything else. If they have the ability, they should hide it from those women!

The explanation is right, I'm awkward, even cranky thinking is hypocritical, I should find something to do.

"Your name...... It was originally an explanation, or did someone change it for you? ”

The person who was cleaning up paused, wiped it again, and said as he did it: "Originally, it was for as long as I can remember, and I have long forgotten what I called it before." ”

I thought it was Yinzhen who changed it.

Xie Yu took the handkerchief, helped me and stuffed a soft cushion, and Qingxia, who had always been smart, had moved a round stool and put it behind her, and went to palm the lamp with a smile.

Xu Shi saw that I was silent for a long time and only stared at her, Xie Yu sat down directly without being polite, and said to himself: "When I first met the fourth master, it was the fourth master who came to buy the small courtyard, and I was the girl bought by the original owner. Somehow, I slipped on the piano that day, and was trained to pump my hand a few times...... Xu is fate is good, so he let the fourth master buy it with the yard, do you know why? ”

Her face was right in front of me, staring like mine, her eyes glowing with water, and she smiled mysteriously.

I followed her back and asked, "Why?" ”

"Because ......" lightly tapped his fingertips on the tip of my nose, pretending to pause mysteriously for a moment, and said with a smile: "The fourth master said that his family Fujin lacks a girl who can call for words, and I will vote for his Fujin's temper." ”

I laughed too, grabbed her finger and pushed it back, "The first sentence may be true, but the latter sentence is probably your own random guess." ”

"You don't believe it, but isn't it what the fourth master said himself, the fourth master also said it, saying that the slave was born well, and his family Fujin likes it."

Even Qingxia, who was immersed in work, was happy, and said half-back: "Sister, don't tease the master, I'm afraid that when the emperor comes back, I won't have to entangle, and my sister won't be able to afford it at that time." ”

Xie Yu stood up slowly, swept the hem of his skirt and crossed his waist, and his face was slightly raised and he looked very arrogant, "Then he said in front of the gong, what did the fourth master say that day, could it be that he became an emperor, and he didn't recognize what he said back then." I'm afraid I'm afraid that I really forgot, after all, Xie Yu is just a girl, not the Fujin that the fourth master often talks about. It's just that, I must have forgotten it. ”

She was laughing, laughing so hard that my heart warmed up, but it hurt a little. Pulled a handful in her hand and held the fingertips of some ice, "Xie Yu, do you have anyone you like?" ”

"Where is this, don't think about it, Xie Yu has never thought about your fourth master."

"I know." I knew but didn't know how to say it, rubbed her hands, and continued to express: "I mean, if you have someone you like, sue me and get married, and every one of you is." There is no shortage of people waiting in the palace, and I don't want to delay you. The people next to me only seem to be superior to me when you follow me, and even the girls who are also serving you respect you on the surface, but ...... I don't want that, you've missed the best of times, and you can't stay with me for the rest of your life. Someday...... What are you going to do if I'm gone......"

The person standing in front of me instantly lowered his knees, squatting beside my lap, and even Qingxia walked over quickly and knelt behind her, looking at me but not speaking.

Xie Yu's hand turned to rub the back of my hand, cool and cool, but the words were hot: "Isn't the wind chill good?" Why are you still so sentimental, don't make a fuss, okay, ah. If you are in a panic in this house, the slaves and maids will go out with you tomorrow. "When I was persuaded by the explanation, it was always like coaxing a child, and I learned the style of Meiyu, which was handy.

I'm scared when I say they, it's always been like this...... Urging the two of them to get up, they pulled them to the edge of the couch and sat down, stuffed the hand stove into Xie Yu's hand, and leaned on her shoulder. Qingxia's hands are always warm, just like her person, young, lively, and smiling warmly. I blinked hard, still a little sour, and simply closed it.

I heard Qingxia whispering, it seemed to be very close, but it was so light, "If the master feels bored, the slave and maid will call the fifth elder brother, and yesterday the fifth elder brother also said that the plum blossom cake sent by the master is delicious......"

"Let him rest for a long time, study all day and night, not a moment of leisure, finally able to rest for a while, and I will pull him again, forget it."

The quilt on his lap covered his shoulder, and then there was no sound, as if he could hear the sound of snow falling outside.

As soon as Hongli left, my life became like this. Hongtian still came to greet him every day, sat down for a while, ate a snack, and then went back to continue to work hard, no one stumbled with him, and no one laughed in front of me.

Mo Han also often brings her children over, the boys grow up very fast, tall and thin, the brothers have similar faces, but their temperaments are different, and their movements and stillness become more and more distinct. Yongnian is still small and delicate, surprisingly well-behaved and sensible. The four of them sat around me, which added a lot of warmth to this winter day.

"What about Hongwan? Haven't seen you for a few days and are busy? ”

Mo Han was watching Yongnian eat fruit, and when he heard my thoughts, he hurriedly raised his head and replied: "Back to Eniang's words, the second master went on an errand, and he has been gone for half a month." At that time, E-Niang was sick, and the second master did not tell you, for fear of disturbing E-niang's rest. ”

"Oh...... I guess it's time to come back, don't worry, I'll come back naturally when the time comes. In previous years, he Ama was like this, he said he would leave, and it would take some days to return, so don't worry. ”

"E-Niang is right." Mo Han nodded and smiled, with a touch of longing in his eyes, the handkerchief gently wiped Yongnian's hand, and when he raised his eyes again, it was still like a normal day, "The second master still thought about Eniang's body when he left, and asked his daughter-in-law to come to visit often, if the second master knew that Eniang was doing well now, he would be at ease." ”

Back then, was Yinzhen and I the same? Heart, heart, heart, overflowing?

The past is like smoke, like dust, invisible, intangible, but when I think of it, it is like a spring, overflowing, and dripping in my heart.

When I came back to my senses, it was already dark, and Mo Han and the children were long gone, only Yinzhen sat opposite. I don't know when she left, I don't know when he returned, just sit there quietly, looking at me.

There is a kind of man like this, no matter how many years you have been together, when he stares at you, he will always forget the time, feel uncomfortable, and reluctant to look away. Quietly moved his legs, which were a little sore, and asked casually, "Have you eaten it?" ”

"So you're thinking about eating, no wonder you're so engrossed."

I walked around from behind the couch table, climbed directly onto his lap, held the face that flashed in surprise and laughter, and whispered, "I miss you." ”

The feet were held in his palms, kneaded from light to heavy, and the discomfort of the silk gradually subsided. I looked at his hand, compared to the bottom of my sock, I didn't see any movement, suddenly it itched, I wanted to close my leg but was held firmly, as if I remembered Fang Cai's words, and said to me, "What do you want from me?" Let's hear it. At the end of the words, he suddenly paused, with a smile in the corner of his eyes, and raised his eyebrows and asked in a low voice: "Didn't you change your trick and want to get me out?" ”

"Who? Who wants to kick you out so blindly? Sue me, I hit him, hit him hard. It must be that I didn't teach them well on weekdays before I dared to make a mistake in front of you, and this time, I will not tolerate it. Say...... Who ......"

My voice was so soft, not as strong as his, and the words fell back to my lips: "You." "In just one word, I was lying on my back on the couch, and the man wrapped around my neck was half-crouched beside me.

"Wronged ......"

He had a straight face, which made me hurriedly shut up, and pretended to be aggrieved to flatter: "If it's really me, then you can beat me, ...... lightly"

Why is it so heavy! It's still pinched on the waist, and it's more itchy than the soles of the feet.

He snorted as hard as he could, biting the neckline trimmed with gold trim. The most dignified and serious emperor still refused to let go, and his hand actually got into the hem of his clothes and pinched the flesh directly, itching so much that he couldn't stand it, and it hurt so much that he was in his heart, and he hugged him tightly. I have nowhere to hide, the whole person is dead against him, I can't be angry and helpless, but I can't help laughing. He still wouldn't let it go.

Suddenly there was a heat in his ears, "Are you still wronged?" ”

I couldn't even speak, I kept shaking my head.

"Are you still chasing me? Want to hit my board? ”

The hot breath blew into my ears, and I laughed from the bottom of my heart when I listened carefully, his anger has not disappeared for so many days, how can such an awkward man be coaxed. The clothes pressed his palm, smiled closer, hugged the head pressed against my face and said forgiveness: "I was wrong, I won't dare to do it again, spare me, huh?" Yinzhen ...... Yinzhen, I was wrong, spare me. If you dwell in my heart, you will live in my heart, and you shall not go anywhere, shall you? Well? If you dare to go...... I'm sure ......."

The fingertips pressed on my waist turned and stroked softly, and I couldn't help but shudder and let out a long sigh.

"Surely?"

"I won't let you go, it doesn't matter if you are the emperor or what, life is mine, death is mine, even if you are a ghost, you have no choice anyway, you have no choice, live and live, don't do what he thinks!"

I heard his sigh whispering, "That's fine, so are you." ”