292. Drama and false love
As the explanation said, within ten days, Hongli returned. On the day I left, there was no wind, no snow, and no clouds, and when I came back, it was snowing heavily. As agreed, at sunset, Hongwan also returned.
On weekdays, there are only me and Yinzhen, but today we sit around a full table, without alcohol, but it looks very lively.
Yongjin, Yongfan brothers and the two little uncles chatted one after another, and Yongnian kept laughing. The little brothers and sons have indeed grown up, it is not like they were just messing around with them back then, they talk in an orderly manner, and the conversation between uncle and nephew is more interesting than in previous years. The little girl didn't understand the things in the book, she couldn't keep up, she looked at everyone and was secretly anxious.
Hongwan called her daughter to her side, hugged her knees, and coaxed softly: "Catch up with Ming'er and let your mother teach you." β
Yongnian pouted and was not very happy, blinking her big eyes and seeing Ama in front of her, she twisted her clothes and whispered: "I want my master to teach, like my brother, Nian'er wants a master." β
Hongwan swept her bangs, lowered them to her ear, and the little girl laughed without knowing what to say.
Yin Zhen, who had never spoken beside me, raised his finger, and Yongnian, who was tired of Hongwan's arms, slipped to the ground and climbed onto his lap with a small skirt.
The whispers of the two people were not loud, and I just happened to hear them clearly, and they asked and answered-
"What did you Amma say?"
"Amma wants to be Nian'er's master. β
"Marfa is Nian'er's master, right?"
"Really?"
"Really. β
"What about Amma?"
"Let Amma have another daughter and be her master. β
"Is it okay to have two?"
"Okay. β
"When will Marfa teach Nian'er. β
"Ming'er. β
"Then tonight Nian'er slept with Marfa. β
"What about you, Amma?"
"Let Amma have another daughter and sleep with her. β
Yinzhen laughed, and even I, the eavesdropper, couldn't help laughing.
If you don't pay attention, I'm afraid it's hard to notice, and when everyone is happy, Hongshi is unhappy.
In addition to me and Yinzhen, all the people sitting around this table are children and grandchildren, Hongshi and I have been close for a year or two, and the remaining one who is not my own is Hongshi, no wonder he is uncomfortable. It's not that I haven't considered his feelings, but if I really don't call him, like Fuhui who is sick, I'm afraid his heart will be even more awkward.
Hongshi's Fujin is very decent, and he occasionally talks to Mo Han and smiles quite deed, not like her husband.
Hongwan sat next to him and talked a few words, Hongshi went back one by one, not very enthusiastic, but it was always the same. This kind of heart is not like Lansi, but it is not like Yinzhen, as if he is indifferent in his bones, and he is not eager for anything.
The elder brother said a few words, and he couldn't stop the young brothers from coming and going, as if he wanted to finish all the words that had not been said for several days before the separation, and the snow had stopped, and the words had not stopped. The content is simple, it's nothing more than what books you read, what scenes I watched, what the master taught, what was interesting and what was not, and that's it. No one mentioned Hongli's going to the sacrifice, let alone what Hongwan did, if there was a tacit understanding.
When I got back to my room, my ears were still buzzing, and the words were still ringing in my ears, along with laughter.
Yongnian really came back with us, nestled between her Marfa's arms, tugging at the coiled dragon's beard on her chest, and spoke softly, still like that, like the real thing. Yin Zhen sat on the head of the bed, and gently patted her back with her palm, again and again. After a short time, the little girl fell asleep, the corners of her lips were crooked, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked, and her fingers were hooked around his chest.
I stood on the edge of the bed and leaned in, helped to put it on the bed to cover the corners of the quilt, and when I was about to get up, he was pulled to my chest, and those eyes were still staring at his eternal thoughts, which had now turned to my face.
A candlelight, and the sound of Yongnian's even breathing, but he couldn't hear him.
After a long time, he silently spat out: "It's true." β
I looked at the little man who was sleeping quietly on the bed and nodded, "It's like Hongwan, it's more like Bang'er." β
His face was still soft before me, "Like you." β
I couldn't help laughing, and whispered in a low voice, "That would have to rewind me back to such a big age, I'm afraid it won't work now." β
"I just remember. As he spoke, he bent his neck even more, and whispered softer and softer in his ear, "The way it looks now, just right, the way I love." β
"What did you just eat? honey water?"
"You try ......"
The hot breath blew into my ears, and I whispered, what is this man going to do? At this time...... The palm of the hand behind the waist is gently pushed closer to the chest, and the breath that stops in the ear is itchy.
I tried to kiss him on the lips and shook my head, in exchange for his displeasure. In an instant, the arm around my back was only warm.
In a daze, his shoulders were covered with a soft cloak, and so was Yinzhen, who shook my hand and walked out.
The cold wind blows on the surface of the lake, and it is even more cold.
I thought he was going to pull me into the distance, but it turned out that he was just standing on the long bridge, walking, stopping. No one was in charge of the lamp, no one was following, and even the guards were gone. The black wind and cold moon, the remnants of the snow and the frozen lake, I can hear the sound of forest leaves in the distance, echoing in the silent night, only the hand holding me is warm.
He circled me and stood in front of me, his cheeks pressed against each other, as if he were looking in the same direction.
After adapting to the darkness, you can see clearly the clouds after the snow, accumulating one after another, covering most of the crescent moon and looming.
"Is it cold?" he asked.
I shook my head and was a little dumb when I spoke, "It's not cold." β
The arm around my waist was loose and tight, and I was wrapped in his heavy cloak, only my face was exposed in a warm plush, and the softer voice was, "If it's cold, go back, don't get caught up in the wind and cold again." So many people haven't said a word to you properly, if you are not sleepy, stay with me for a while. β
"Good. He nodded in response, but there was no sound, as if he really just stayed for a while and didn't need to speak.
The wind blew and the clouds moved, and the half-hidden moon appeared a little more, and the dark night was a little brighter.
I pinched the snow on the railing, and it instantly melted between my fingers, repeatedly, and still.
His chin pressed against my shoulder, silently watching, and letting me lean on.
For a long time, I thought I would stand like this until dawn, and then he spoke, as slowly as a whisper, "Don't you have anything to say to me?"
Do I have something to say? After standing for so long, my heart is so calm that I have forgotten what I was doing before I came out...... Turning in a circle in his arms, his waist was firmly held up, and his face was pressed down in front of me. No wonder there were no stars in the night sky, it turned out to be condensed in his eyes.
Do you want to say it? Or do you want to ...... directly?
I don't know if it was blown by the wind or stared at by him, my mouth was much faster than my brain, and I was so embarrassed that I was embarrassed - "I want to kiss you." β
He replied with a low and soft "yes" as I had just done, and looked at me without moving.
How can a man who has never eaten honey be sweet?
How can a man who is used to being strong and good at leading be so gentle?
I had not drunk half a drop of wine, and I was drunk.
He just wrapped his arms around me, keeping me from the cold wind, and let me invade him, and then hugged him tightly to his chest, completely enveloping me in a cloak. In the darkness, I reached out and pinched his waist, but I didn't exert any strength at all, but was ridiculed: "I will repay you." β
The deep voice smiled distinctly, but it made me shiver.
I stepped off the ground and stepped into the air twice with my feet dangling.
"Is it cold?
"Nope. β
He laughed right before my eyes, and the night grew warmer, completely different from the laughter in the middle of the room. The feet that gave up stepping on the pedals became more and more free, and the whole person was held between his arms by him, and walked farther away.
"Let me go on my own. So saying, I sat comfortably on his shoulders and looked up around my neck.
The arms tightened a little, "I can still hold on to such a small amount." β
"Then I'll try not to gain weight, and you can hold it for a few more years. β
"It could be a little longer. β
I rubbed against his neck, warm.
Those cumulus clouds move with the wind, but time seems to stand still, and there is no end to the long bridge. Until his voice broke the silence, "I'll be back to the palace in a few days." β
Yes, it's almost Layue, and I'm going back to the palace? I don't know what his arrangements are, and I'll go with him.
The footsteps stopped, and I looked up, looking at each other. Between breaths, he said again: "When the weather is warm, I will bring you here." β
"Good. Go back to the palace to see the plum, and when the weather is warm, come back to see the lotus. β
He held me by the railing, looking out over the lake, as if I would fall as soon as I let go of my hand. Just as he was about to speak, he said, "Do you really have nothing to say to me?"
"You ......" 30 years is really not a short time, and the understanding is not inadequate, he is to me, I am to him. Yinzhen, this man, don't guess, let alone play a quiz game with him, the best way is to choose multiple choice questions, either one or two directly throw him to choose, and be clear, otherwise, he will turn you around and dizzy. Carefully looking for love in his face, he asked tentatively: "Do you complain that I have nothing to say to you, or do you think that I have something in my heart that I have not said?"
"You think to yourself. β
"In this situation, what should I think?" grabbed his neck closer, and learned from him to turn his voice into breath, "Yinzhen, maybe before I went out of that door, I was still thinking about something, but now, I don't want to think about anything, and I can't think of anything." β
He didn't reply to me, his frowning brow slightly raised, like the ice and snow melting slightly. I wiped it with my fingertips, helped him to the back of his head and pulled it down, pressed it on his ear and bit the soft skin under the fluffy collar, "Quietly sue sΓΉ you, don't sue sΓΉ anyone, I want to ...... Push you into the lake, where no one can see......"
"That's not going to happen. β
I really want to tear off the skin on his face! In the past, when he teased me, he could do anything, everything was right, and finally I mustered up the courage to tease him again, so I refused solemnly and seriously!
The handbag on my shoulder was in his palm, and I had stepped on the ground, and I could not push it away from the railing.
"If you had said this to me two years ago, I would have pushed it down with you, and now I ...... I'm not afraid of being laughed at, but I'm afraid that you'll get cold again. Take care of your body first, and you will be indispensable in the future. β
Just said that he was serious, and he didn't show me seriously at this time, endured the heat on his face and tried to stare at it, a pain on his lips, and a whisper that poked his tongue in: "Don't cry when the time comes." β