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However, sex is by no means an accessory to love, love is not a necessary condition for sex, no one can accept sex in exchange for love, whether it is a man or a woman, but many people do not understand that if it is a woman, sleeping with a person is definitely not the highest form of love for him, but it is just a loss of a bargaining chip.

If it's a man, don't hastily promise anything for the sake of sex, because most of what is said at this time is expedient to achieve the goal.

Liu Ruyan loves Bai Ze deeply, from beginning to end, her sorrow and crying are not entirely because of her mother, but also because of herself, but also because as time goes by, her love for Bai Ze becomes more and more difficult to control.

All the things that came together were the source of her pain.

She knew that Bai Ze was very good to her, but she also knew that Bai Ze's heart had not yet been settled, and if she was the same age as Bai Ze, she could wait.

But youth is not there, Shaohua is easy to age, and when Bai Ze graduated from university four years later, she was already thirty-one. Although she keeps talking about old women, in fact she is like a flower, and she is the most prosperous age. However, this kind of beauty, she can't last long, and it is estimated that it will soon wither. She is not only afraid of the eyes and saliva of outsiders, but also afraid of being disgusted by Bai Ze because of the aging of her face.

She knows that a man's disgust will no longer be shown on his lips, but sometimes a look is enough. If a man doesn't love you, he is always more cruel than a woman, and a woman will chatter, but as soon as a man turns around, he walks away, and he is very resolute, without saying a word.

Because I'm older, I know a lot.

Because I know more, I am more afraid.

When everything has become all foreseeable future, and you can't do anything about it, you still have to bear it silently.

When the long clouds and rain passed, she was tired and sleepy and wanted to sleep, she closed her eyes, but she still knew that Bai Ze picked her up.

She actually didn't want to be like this, she didn't want to be so fragile and useless in front of Bai Ze, but she just couldn't help it.

She wanted to tell Bai Ze that her menstruation was already normal. She had passed through, she was afraid of death, every girl hated menstruation, she hated the occasional menstrual cramps, only she dreamed of a normal woman every day for a while.

She is always ruthlessly mocked by fate, swept away by all kinds of crushing, if Bai Ze has not appeared in her life, she will not even have the strength to resist, she will not have any choice.

Bai Ze is like a light in her life, she can do anything for Bai Ze.

She slept unsteadily, but she could feel Bai Ze by her side, and only then could she have a sense of security and warmth deep into her soul.

Liu Ruyan clearly knew what she wanted, but she didn't have the courage, so she was in pain and even more confused.

Bai Ze also clearly knows what he wants, but sometimes he is very confused, so he is very lonely.

He has been looking for Wan'er, as for what will happen after finding Wan'er, he has not thought about it, he himself is also looking for answers.

He found Zhao Lianyi, and he was lucky.

Zhao Lianyi has the same face as Wan'er, it stands to reason that he has found it, although he keeps hinting at what he should do to Zhao Lianyi, but he always feels that something is missing, so deliberate, and powerless.

Therefore, he is even more persistent in finding the Nine Lives Phoenix Pei, and he wants to find the answer. This is his inner demon, and it is also a mental obstacle, only by experiencing it and seeing through it can he make his Dao heart more firm.

"There is no knife in the hand, but there is a knife in the heart. "This is the knot that the swordsman must go through when he is in the clouds.

The knife in the heart, how to make it sharper, everyone has a different understanding, and everyone's inner demons are different, this is the biggest weakness of the human heart, and it is also the obstacle that must be experienced in the cultivation of the Tao.

Bai Ze is now trapped by this kind of heart barrier, he doesn't know what kind of feelings he has for Liu Ruyan, let alone whether Zhao Lianyi is Wan'er or not.

Although he has a powerful power that ordinary people do not have, he still feels confused, puzzled, and helpless about life.

At this time, Liu Ruyan woke up, she was sleeping unsteadily, her long eyelashes fluttered, and she opened her sour eyes.

Under the thin sheet, her body was naked, and Bai Ze's body was also naked.

Bai Ze asked softly: "Why did you wake up and continue to sleep." ”

She didn't say anything, suddenly moved, and climbed onto Bai Ze's body, naked and close to each other, with a warm sticky touch, her head resting on Bai Ze's naked chest.

Leaning in for a moment, she suddenly muttered, her voice low but clear in the night.

She said: "I originally planned to be your woman for only three days, I originally planned not to touch the money in your card, but I was still greedy, but my mother was hospitalized, and I only wanted to spend you, just as I borrowed from you." ”

Bai Ze stroked Liu Ruyan's hair: "That money is originally yours, and it has nothing to do with me." ”

Liu Ruyan said again: "Tonight, when you lend me the interest on the money, I will pay it back, and I am your ...... tonight."

As she spoke, she choked up again.

Bai Ze said: "Like smoke, why do you want to do this." ”

Bai Ze is not a child, he knows that she is trying to convince herself, trying to find all the reasons to explain their relationship, which makes him very uncomfortable.

Liu Ruyan still gritted her teeth and said, "Am I cheap?"

Bai Ze rubbed Liu Ruyan's hair and said, "Can you not say this?"

Liu Ruyan's voice choked and continued: "But, I want to say. ”

Bai Ze lifted her body and kissed her, her lips were dry, her face was flushed, and she didn't feel good.

With a kiss on her lips, Bai Ze looked directly into Liu Ruyan's eyes, but she also took the initiative to bow her head and kiss Bai Ze's lips.

This kiss was much more passionate than just now.

Kissing her lips again, Liu Ruyan's hair in the dark was scattered on her sides, swept down, and swept on Bai Ze's cheeks.

Liu Ruyan looked at Bai Ze's eyes, and finally asked the question that had bothered her for a long time: "Who is the person in your heart?"

In fact, women are very sensitive to feelings, and a little clue can guess many things.

The moment Bai Ze was about to open his mouth, Liu Ruyan said with red eyes: "Don't talk about me, I know it's not, I want to know who I lost to, is it He Xiaowei?"

Bai Ze shook his head: "No." ”

Liu Ruyan said: "Who is it?"

Bai Ze looked at the ceiling, opened his heart for the first time, and said, "A person who has died." ”

Liu Ruyan's heart beat fast: "What do you miss is the deceased?"

Bai Ze sighed: "She is still alive, I love her." ”

Liu Ruyan bit her lip, heartache for no reason, this heartache was like a thousand knives stabbed in her heart.

Finally she was jealous, she thought she wouldn't, but she still couldn't bear it, she asked what she had always wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask.

She said, "Do you love me?"