The moment Liu Ruyan saw Bai Ze, her thoughts suddenly rushed to her heart, how much she wanted to run over like a little girl in love, hugged Bai Ze, and then said kindly I miss you. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

But this kind of thing only exists in Liu Ruyan's mind, it is impossible for her to do this, she is already past that age.

She could only smile tiredly at Bai Ze.

What an indescribable exhaustion, although people have a mouth, but sometimes it is really difficult to really express what you really think in your heart.

However, Liu Ruyan saw that Bai Ze was specially waiting for her to come back here, and she was still feeling very heartwarming when she was just stung.

The two exchanged glances and did not speak, but went upstairs together.

The corridor was very dim, Liu Ruyan tied her hair in a bun, wore a gray skirt, and walked neither fast nor slow. The sound of high heels stepping on the stairs and the heartbeat are in harmony.

When going upstairs, Liu Ruyan didn't forget to ask Bai Ze: "How do you know that I will come back in the evening?" ”

Bai Ze looked down at her solid and powerful calves and sighed, "Guess." ”

Liu Ruyan said: "Actually, if you don't look for me, I will look for you too." ”

Bai Ze said: "I know. ”

Opening the door, entering the door, closing the door, all in one go, is a kind of thing that can be done with eyes closed, and it has become a habit to be familiar with it.

Liu Ruyan put the bag on the sofa, lay down tiredly, poured water, took a big sip, and then rubbed her neck and said, "What happened to my mother's illness?" ”

Bai Ze sat next to Liu Ruyan, but he was silent, he really didn't know how to speak, but in fact, this time, he still came to say goodbye.

However, Liu Ruyan untied the bun that bound her head, letting her hair spread out like a black waterfall, she shook her head, and then lay down on Bai Ze's lap.

Liu Ruyan was so tired that Bai Ze could feel the tiredness in her eyes, as well as a faint dark circle.

Bai Ze smelled a familiar fragrance, and he didn't know whether it was the smell of Liu Ruyan's shampoo or shower gel, or the smell of perfume, or simple body fragrance, a taste that was difficult to understand.

She asked, "You have to be honest with me." What was my mother's illness? ”

Bai Ze sighed: "I don't know. ”

Liu Ruyan said again: "I don't know what it means." ”

Bai Ze actually knew that she knew her mother's illness, although the tumor was removed, but some toxins still followed the blood to attack the heart, and the methods of the outer way were still in the observation period, and when it was found to spread, it actually represented the powerlessness of the outer way.

But he really didn't know how to say it.

Bai Ze was silent.

Liu Ruyan asked tiredly: "Is it that my mother has no cure?" ”

Bai Ze said: "Although Doctor Xue has no experience in breast cancer, he always has a means to continue his life, and remember to let my aunt take the two bottles ......of medicine he brought."

Liu Ruyan put one hand on Bai Ze's heart and said, "Aren't you tired of lying?" ”

Bai Ze sighed, "Don't get excited. ”

Liu Ruyan sat up suddenly, and her face turned cold: "If it can be cured, why do you want to continue your life?" ”

Liu Ruyan picked up his fist and hit Bai Ze's chest, again and again, questioning again and again.

"Why, to live longer."

"Why, to live longer."

"Why, why, to continue life."

"Why...... Yes. ”

Her hands were weak after all, and tears flowed down like a river bursting the embankment, and she suddenly couldn't help crying at this time, as if all the grievances she had suffered during this time broke out in an instant, and she cried with her head down, like a helpless child.

Bai Ze looked at her quietly, she knew that she had been suppressed for too long, he hugged her, he wanted to comfort her.

Liu Ruyan's skin is very white, but there is no brilliance, she has indeed lost weight during this time, Bai Ze can feel that her bones are sharper, as if it hurts people's hearts, she is very tired.

Her body was thin and spread on Bai Ze's body, just crying, just twitching, but there was no sound, this was a silent cry, as if adding an indescribable sadness.

There was no light in the room, from the moment they entered the door, it was like this, from the beginning when the two of them entered the door, there was actually an indescribable atmosphere spreading, but at this time it exploded.

Liu Ruyan is a very cold person in front of outsiders, but as soon as she sees Bai Ze, she becomes soft, soft as a puddle of water.

Liu Ruyan cried very quietly, just hugged Bai Ze hard, occasionally wiped the corners of her eyes with her hands, she kicked off the high heels that were in the way, curled up her legs in stockings, and curled up on the crook of Bai Ze's legs.

She hugged her tightly, just because she didn't want Bai Ze to see her crying, she thought that the way an old woman cried was definitely not good-looking, but in fact, this kind of woman was fatal to men when she was fragile.

When she didn't cry, she let go of Bai Ze, she sniffed, and her tear-soaked eyes seemed to exude dazzling brilliance in the darkness.

The two looked at each other.

The two kissed.

Didn't speak.

Her lips burned.

The same is true of Bai Ze.

In the summer, both of them can feel the heat and dryness in their bodies.

Liu Ruyan's emotions were very excited and out of control, as if she wanted to bite Bai Ze's lips.

In the end, Bai Ze still gently took off her clothes, and he took them off with him, and the two hugged each other naked, and time stood still.

Summer is very hot, and the two of them are caressing each other's bodies in the dark, which is even hotter, but they both feel a trace of coolness in their hearts.

Liu Ruyan's brows furrowed, and she felt the pain that burst in.

She endured it and didn't say a word, her tears burst and her heart hurt even more.

It was as if she had fallen into the boundless darkness of the sea, shaking all the time, but she couldn't grasp the last straw.

Liu Ruyan's long black hair fluttered and swept on Bai Ze's chest from time to time, she cried, she screamed, she was helpless, she was at a loss.

But she bit her lip and didn't say a word.

Bai Ze saw her like this, but he actually felt uncomfortable in his heart. He didn't know if his approach was purely out of desire, or he wanted to comfort her, or simply accompany her to vent, and he didn't know if this was the case, and he didn't have time to think about this kind of problem, it seemed to be an instinct, only instinctive attack.

In the end, Liu Ruyan finally couldn't hold back her voice, it was an indescribable sadness, or a sad cry.

She couldn't stop gasping when she lay on Bai Ze's body, her gray skirt was already wrinkled, curled up on her body, and her hair was sticking to her face, she was sweating a lot, in fact, she had been dominating Yunyu all along.

She asked Bai Ze with red eyes: "You are honest, tell me how long my mother has to live." ”

Bai Ze looked at her eyes, and finally couldn't bear it, "Not enough, half a year." ”

With a hot blood rushing to her brain, her wheezing stopped, her sweat became cold, she hoarse her throat, and asked carefully: "If you take medicine well, how long can you live at most?" ”

Bai Ze clenched his fists and couldn't bear to say, "It depends on personal will." ”

Liu Ruyan finally choked up again, "Why, all the misfortunes have to happen to me?" ”

She was still crying silently, her head resting on Bai Ze's chest, Bai Ze couldn't see her face, he could only feel a trace of coolness in his chest penetrating through his heart.

She cried for a while, then stood up in the darkness again, straddled Bai Ze, and attacked the sea of desire between the two of them with her weak strength until she exhausted the last trace of strength.

In the end, she collapsed on Bai Ze's body and fell asleep, never saying a word again.

Bai Ze carried her to the bed, his eyes were a little sour, he wanted to cry, but he laughed.