When I saw Su Mo for the second time, he was practicing calligraphy in the courtyard, and he was so attentive that he didn't even notice me standing behind him. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

I wondered what he was writing so seriously, but unfortunately, I couldn't understand what the black ink in his hand meant, even though I tried hard to understand it.

The high concentration made me extremely sleepy, and after watching it for a while, I began to feel bored, and I couldn't help but yawn.

Su Mo's hand, which was writing, also slammed with my yawn, and fell heavily on the rice paper.

The first time he saw me, I was a peach-colored little pink man, not only not very pretty, but also quite embarrassed.

The second time he saw me, I was too embarrassed to say a few words to him, and he didn't even know my name.

So this time, I decided to make up for my bad image in the past, and I wanted to show the enthusiasm and cheerfulness of my personality as much as possible so that he could really remember it.

So, as he slowly turned his head towards me, the expression on my face began to become confused, and I tried to choose the most suitable expression to face him, and the consequence of my confusion was that he suddenly pulled out of the wooden bench he was sitting on and stood aside the moment he saw me.

I don't know which of my expressions he saw, but judging by his reactions, it wasn't a particularly nice one.

I don't know if I showed the warmth and cheerfulness of my personality, but from the way he stared at me motionlessly, I was sure that he must have taken me to heart.

Although the process has been tortuous, the goal has always been achieved, and I feel very relieved and plan to continue to work hard.

I sorted out my emotions and tried to find some topics to solve the embarrassing state of being unable to move the enemy in front of me.

I was going to say that I came to see how you were doing. But when the words came to my mouth, I don't know why it became, I came to see how your fish are doing?

I don't know if it's my delusion, but when I mentioned fish, I saw his face become a little strange.

So I changed the question and asked, how does my fish get along with his fish?

As a result, he just looked at me with a complicated expression, didn't answer me, didn't nod his head, or shook his head, and I couldn't see anything from his expression that I could decipher.

However, from my shallow understanding, his expression was clearly not very pleasant.

I thought maybe my fish didn't get along well with his fish, so I muttered that you need to give them time to develop affection, and trotted towards Su Mo's fish pond.

Strangely, however, when I came to the edge of the pond, I saw only three fat black river fish swimming happily in the pond, but no other fish.

I was puzzled, Su Mo also followed me to my side, he saw that I was a little puzzled, and patiently explained to me that fish with different habits cannot be kept together.

I thought that Su Mo had kept his fish elsewhere, and I didn't think much about it, but I just regretted that my fish couldn't live with his fish.

Because I have never seen people eat people, I didn't think that fish can eat fish at that time, even though I knew that the habits of river fish are indeed fierce.

And Su Mo said that, just because he was afraid that I would be sad because of guilt.

Su Mo has been such a character since he was a child, he is gentle from the bottom of his heart, but his face is always cold, and he never says a word about his own goodness.

I wasn't very good at reading people's hearts, so most of the time, I just felt his coldness, and every time I felt a little closer to his heart, he always had the ability to make me doubt my feelings.

I stubbornly think that Su Mo's heart is warm, even if I often doubt my feelings, but because I am stubborn, my feelings can only obey my stubbornness.

And that day, what made me happy was that Su Mo remembered me.

I thought about it carefully, too, I appeared in front of him in such an embarrassed way, it would be more difficult for him to forget.

But I still naively thought that if my color was different, he would be able to get to know me again.

Although Su Mo remembered me, what made me feel very depressed was that not only was he unwilling to be friends with me, but he also asked me not to go to him again.

I was naturally very unwilling, before I met him, I didn't think it was so difficult to make friends, so I ignored his eviction order, I believed that as long as I was sincere and enthusiastic enough, I could get friends.

But Su Mo said that he is a person who likes to be quiet, and I am too noisy, and his reason is that I have no way to release my enthusiasm at all.

I began to think about what I had besides my passion.

Then I was saddened to find that I had nothing but passion.

However, everything in the world is created from nothing, I don't understand, but I can learn.

Because Su Mo doesn't like to talk, since I am eager to understand Su Mo's thoughts, I must first know Su Mo's words, I must first understand what those words mean, so that I can understand what Su Mo is expressing, and I think it is very important to understand what a person wants to express.

Ever since my dad made me understand that language is deceptive, more often than not, I tend to judge and understand things in many ways.

Su Mo didn't want to be friends with me, and he didn't want me to go to him, but I asked Su Mo to teach me to read, which was actually an impossible thing.

However, I am a very stubborn child, and I have the confidence to compare myself with him, who is more stubborn.

Su Mo is a very personable boy, and he has taken a blind approach to the idea and behavior that I want to be stubborn with him.

This made me feel very frustrated, but I didn't dare to really mess with him, I stayed quietly next to him, he didn't exist for me, if I was very noisy, I guess he might not be able to maintain his demeanor, and he would really throw me out of his yard.

However, I didn't dare to risk testing my suspicions, Su Mo seemed to be very personable, but there seemed to be a barrier on his body that kept me out, and if I tried to break it, I felt that I might lose the opportunity to be friends with him forever.

There is no basis for such feelings, but sometimes there is no basis for feelings, and this is probably the sense of smell that I have practiced through getting along with river fish and green snakes all day long.

When I feel that one path is wrong, I don't choose to validate my feelings, I choose to take another path.

Ignoring possible dangers in order to prove right or wrong seems to me to be very stupid.

I can't understand Su Mo's words, I focus on understanding Su Mo's emotions, I don't know if it's my delusion, I think, I just stay quietly by his side and don't make strange noises, he actually doesn't hate me as much as he seems.

Of course, I was always by his side, trying to soothe his indifference with my silent enthusiasm, but most of the time, I still did what I had been doing.

After all, I still have to help my dad sell noodles, and my father's memory is getting worse and worse, and I'm not there, and he always treats sugar as salt, which is really a worrying thing.

I sometimes have to take care of the sunspot for Uncle Wang next door, Wang Dakui's stupid boy is not at home all day, and he is even wilder than me.

Ah, I still have Tang Ruo's little brother to take care of, he always seems to need me very much, I can see from his eyes that he is saying to me, I am his spiritual support.

But so many people need me, that should prove that I'm someone who deserves to be needed, doesn't it?

Then why, Su Mo just doesn't want to be friends with me?

I was puzzled, but I was still clinging to my attachment.

Perhaps, it was because my persistence really touched him, perhaps, because I always climbed over the wall from his yard from time to time to make him feel very warm, or perhaps, because I never spoke when I was around him, he began to feel that I had the potential to be quiet and could be his quiet friend.

Anyway, Su Mo, who had always ignored my dead skin and face, finally relented slightly.

Although he still did not say that he was willing to be my friend, nor did he fully agree to teach me to read, he did relent. He untied a light blue embroidered sachet of flowers and birds from his waist, filled with the smell of some kind of Chinese medicine, and asked me to show an identical one, and if I did, he would be willing to teach me how to read.

At that moment, I suddenly understood that it was far more difficult to be friends with him than I had imagined.

Making me a female celebrity is even more difficult than letting me catch all the river fish in West Lake with my bare hands!

However, I have always been a brave girl, and I dare to face what I am afraid of. (To be continued.) )